Chapter 40 Is the pup… dead?

Tristan’s POV

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My heart sank in my chest seeing Zoey’s reaction. It is hard to explain as for me I never imagined that I would care about Zoey’s feelings, but here I am panicking about what she thinks about me. During the last three days I was depressed. I even started to regret that I marked Zoey. There is a continuous battle inside my mind about Zoey’s status.

A part of me tells me to accept her rejection. To let her go and end this madness once for good, but that part is smaller and smaller every day I spend around Zoey. All the year I ignored her and our bond was washed out the moment I allowed her to return in my life. With every single tingle I felt, with every single spark that excited me I became addicted to her.

This woman is my nightmare.

I hate myself for longing for her. I hate myself for letting down my guard around her and letting her mess with my mind. This is not what I signed for. All I wanted was a pup, but I ended in this position, marking her and avoiding her for