Jaselyn's POVDespite it being stupid and contradictory to what I should be doing, I wait up for Zane tonight.He already said he would leave tomorrow so there's no point in him staying tonight anyways. So why then? Why am I up at this time, waiting for his return?“It's gotten quite late, Jas. I really think you should go to sleep.” Nae said as she prepared what I would wear tomorrow.“It's just a little after 10PM so it's not that late. Besides, I'm not feeling sleepy yet.” I justified myself but I heard Nae hum in what sounded like disbelief.“If you say so, Jas. Forgive my oversight, it seemed more like you were waiting for the Alpha since you've gotten quite used to falling asleep with him beside you.” She said the words so shamelessly that I felt the second hand embarrassment so hard. Have I been lenient with her? Is that why she's become so fearless and just talks about my relationship with Zane like it's something she should be concerned about?Then again, I have no real reas
Jaselyn's POV The words were so unexpected that they had my cheeks flushing.“What do you want to know?” I finally gave in.“You once said that you came to live with your uncle in this Pack after your parents died. What was your life like before then? What were your parents like?” He asks and I tense up.It's a sensitive topic, one I don't like discussing all that often because it makes me sad. It reminds me of my colossal loss and how drastically my life has changed.Sensing my hesitation, he speaks again. “It's OK if you don't want to talk about it. I understand there are things we'd rather not share —”“My parents were wonderful people, the best I've ever met. Dad was kind and supportive but he was also really funny too. He was the type who would encourage you to face your fears but would hold your hand through it all.Mum was the type to take the burdens of others on herself. She always had a big smile on her face and could brighten up a room the minute she walked in. She was ki
Jaselyn's POVBeing treated in such a manner by one's own parents is nothing short of cruel. Every child is special and should be treated as such. Moreover, it's impossible to compete with the perfection of the dead. I can't imagine trying to outdo someone I never even got to meet. How hard it must have been for him…..But then my pessimistic side rears its ugly head once more. ‘Why should I believe anything he says? For all I know, he could just have concocted this story as a way to gain my sympathy. He's lied to me many times before so it would be unwise to trust anything he says. And even if everything he said was true and he had horrible parents like that, everyone has gone through some kind of trauma at one point in their life, it's no reason to become a horrible person and certainly no excuse for bad behavior. This is all a load of crap.’These words swirled around my head continuously and it made her heart harden. I should never let myself be vulnerable around him.“Yes, you
Jaselyn's POVWhen I returned to my room the next morning, it was slightly rowdy as the maids were moving Zane's things. So he actually decided to leave, that's good.I was starting to get suffocated with all the emotions he aroused in me but I had to keep bottled up. Now that he's gone, everything will return to normal. We'll only meet each other for the process of procreation and after that, he'll leave.The knowledge of this floods my stomach with unease but I push it aside and let the girls finish moving his things out before proceeding to my morning routine.Today's Saturday so I'm sure Ziarre will have some free time. I should go visit her, I haven't had the chance to yet. I wonder what their house will look like.When Nae arrives, I'm already ready and she apologizes for coming late but I remind her that I'm fully healed now so there would be no need for her to assist me with my basic needs. She seemed a little disappointed so I assured her that I wouldn't hesitate to call her
Jaselyn's POVThe drive to Rion's house was quiet. I kept my eyes focused on the scenery while Zane kept some music playing to perhaps ease the tension.Zane drove the car into a nice neighborhood and eventually stopped the car by a big house.“We're here.” He announced like it wasn't already obvious.“Thank you for the ride.” I thanked him and placed my hand on the door handle, ready to alight from the car.“What’s the rush? I'd like to drop in and say hi to them, remember? It would be better if we went together.” He proposed.“Whatever.” I said and finally got out. Zane turned off the ignition before also leaving the car. He led the way to the front door while I just followed, taking in the surroundings.It was a beautiful place, very tidy and well kept.Zane rang the doorbell and a few minutes later, we heard footsteps approaching before the door finally opened to reveal Rion. He was rightfully surprised to see us.“Zane? Jas? What a surprise.” He breathed out with a smile spreadin
Jaselyn's POV We joined Rion in the waiting room of the hospital. He was a nervous wreck, walking around frantically. I couldn't bring myself to reassure him because I, myself, was absolutely scared of what the verdict would be. Zane stepped in and was able to calm Rion down, even managing to get him to sit.We were all so tense and I found myself counting down the minutes which seemed to span on forever.Finally, the doctor showed up and she did not look happy. It made my stomach drop.Rion accosted her to demand for answers. “Doctor, is she alright? Please tell me my mate is fine.” “She's alright now, I've managed to stabilize her. She's been placed on an IV so she can recover her strength.” The doctor revealed and it almost seemed as if a weight had been physically lifted from Rion's shoulders as they slumped in relief.I could feel the adrenaline start to evaporate from my blood as I sighed in relief.“And the baby?” Rion asked, and I remembered that the battle was only half w
Jaselyn's POVIt's been two weeks since Ziarre underwent the procedure to terminate her pregnancy. The ordeal took a toll on her mental health and she's been depressed. She was given leave from work and she's been staying at home. I've gone to visit her everyday since then but she barely even speaks to me. I've done everything I could think of to cheer her up but nothing's worked so far. What I find to be most disheartening is that Ziarre has also seemed disconnected from Rion.He takes care of her and they talk but the strain in their relationship is evident. I know it must be hard on Rion as well, not only was his dream of becoming a father crushed, it's caused a rift between him and Ziarre in the process.Rion has never been one to push people past their limits so I understand that he's giving Ziarre time to come to terms with everything. I really hope that they can get past this difficult time. I'd give anything to see their smiling faces again– The two of them happy and so hope
Jaselyn's POVI'm utterly taken aback by Zane's confession and I find myself reeling with confusion and disbelief.None of his words make any sense to me, they don't correlate to our situation and my experience.He loves me? If that's true then he sure has a very crazy way of showing it. But I'd be a fool to believe anything Zane says while he's intoxicated.He could very well wake up tomorrow morning and not remember a single thing he said tonight. I won't indulge in something so short lived.I wiggle my hand underwater away from his and stand up. He follows suit, his warm expression turning downcast.“It's getting pretty late, we should head back. I have a lot of work tomorrow so I'd prefer it if I could sleep early. You're also the Alpha, it isn't safe for you to be out this late and intoxicated as well.” I said and turned away, ready to leave the same way we came but he gripped my hand forcefully.It wasn't enough to hurt but the grip was tight and it would be a hassle to break ou