Jaselyn's POV Rion got off of me in an instant, almost like my skin seared his. It hurt, in a strange way. What kind of cruel twist of fate is this? Rion still loves Ziarre and despite how silly it sounds, I still hold some affection for Zane. I clearly recall that yesterday, we were happy together. Just because he rejected me, it doesn't mean all my feelings would disappear instantly. Rion and I have a strong friendship, we support each other and our love for one another is strictly platonic, so why then has the Moon Goddess made us second chance mates? It makes no sense at all.But the invisible bond, like a tightly knitted string, thrums with the desire for affection from Rion. It's so strange, this feeling within me. I don't like it. But at the same time, I dread the thought of rejection. If I got rejected by Rion as well then…….Rion turns away from me, probably reeling from the shock of it all.“How can this be?” He voices aloud, running a hand through his hair.I sit up, tr
Jaselyn’s POV “Are you sure?”“Yes, Jas. But if you don't want this bond, it's fine. We could reject each other if that's what you want.” He suggests and my grip around him tightens instinctively.“No, that's not what I meant. I want this bond.” I rush out, cheeks warming up.It's OK for me to be selfish this one time, isn't it?“As your mate, I'll give you all the care and support you need but I can't promise to love you. My heart is the only thing I can't offer to you, I hope you can understand that.” He said and a weird feeling engulfed me, I couldn't understand what it was. Disappointment? Sadness? I'm not even sure.“I understand. We both have deep emotional wounds we might never heal from. I won't ask much from you, only that you stand by me. Your support is all I need.” I clarified and I heard him sigh in relief.“I guess that's settled then.” He said and the awkward silence was back again.“How did you find me?” I asked the question that had occupied my mind since he arrived.
Jaselyn's POVI stirred, moving my head as I yawned. It felt like I was lying on something hard so I forced my eyes open, blinking repeatedly and trying to accustom my lenses to the bright light.My surroundings were unfamiliar. Elegant, refined decor with spacious padded leather seats. The ambiance screamed of luxury and I jolted up quickly in confusion but that turned out to be a mistake as it felt like a weight had been dropped on my head and my vision blurred slightly.I soon felt a hand caressing my back.“Relax Jas, you're fine.” I turned to the voice sharply and saw that Rion was sitting behind me. I had been lying on the plush seats, my body covered with a blanket while my head rested on his thighs.He didn't let me speak before he applied force on his hand on my back, directing me to lie back down on his lap. It made my heart skip a beat.“Where are we? What's happening?” I asked, relaxing, trying to get comfortable again.Rion's eyes were fixed on the window, probably starin
Jaselyn's POVLanding at Orlando International airport, there was already a car waiting for us. We ended up spending five hours on the road, most of which I slept through. The forests of Florida were vast but we finally arrived at the Blue Solstice Pack. Unlike The Black Moon Pack located in the rurals of Wyoming, the Blue Solstice Pack was located in Jacksonville, a densely populated city. The entire territory of the Pack was protected by ancient magic though, so humans couldn't wander into that part of the forest.Lycans were known to possess magic in times past, though they're extinct now. So the fact that the Pack's territory is protected by magic really makes me wonder if the rumors of them being descended from Lycans are true.Traveling through the Pack, it was like a town of its own. There were so many people and lots of infrastructure. Arriving at the palace of the Blue Solstice Pack, I couldn't hide my amazement. It was huge! And I was looking at it just from the exterior.
Jaselyn's POV It's no wonder Rion opted for us to meet with the Alpha later, I'm far from presentable.“No, nothing hurts. I feel numb, sluggish. If that makes any sense.” I report.“I see. The doctor will find out if there's anything wrong. You should take a bath, change into new clothes and get some rest in the meantime. I'll leave you to it.” He said and stood up.Opening the door, he took one last look at me before leaving and closing the door behind him. Stripping out of my clothes brought back the memories I was trying so hard to suppress. The accusations, my labor and eventually discovering the death of my child. I couldn't control my emotions and before I realized it, my eyes watered and tears were already slipping down.It makes me wonder if it'll be like this from now on. Will this pain forever remain raw and suffocating? And then there's the feeling of guilt. I feel partially responsible for everything; if only I'd been more careful. If only I hadn't let Isla stay in the
Zane's POVHave you ever been thrust into a situation so dire that you had to take the worst possible action because you hoped it would bring the best results?“You're a fucking idiot, absolutely insufferable.” Artem cursed. I had released him, knowing this would happen. I let him rain all sorts of unprintable words on me because I knew I deserved it.“At least I was able to save her.” The words were more of a consolation to myself than anything else. “But at what cost, damnit?! We lost our mate for the second fucking time because you're just too weak to protect her. You can't protect anyone. How long will this go on? You've practically lost everyone in your life because of your powerlessness.” Artem seethed.His words would hurt….. They would if I wasn't already broken beyond repair. I'm so deep in despair that crying just wouldn't be enough to express the depth of how I'm feeling right now.My heart has been torn to shreds. I've hurt the one I love the most in this world and it fee
Zane's POVI tried my best not to give off any sign of fear.“Let go of her right now, Zane. If I have to repeat myself again, I'll just let the gun do the talking.” Blade gritted, his tone carrying a serious warning. I hate being caught off guard, I hate everything that's happening right now.I hesitated and Blade turned off the safety. Seeing no other option, I took my hands of Isla and she spluttered, coughing uncontrollably and gasping for air.“How dare you do this, Blade? You betrayed your Alpha, you betrayed your entire Pack, you threw away your years of service just to work for Isla? You're a fucking coward.” I spat annoyed and Blade tsked.“You're the last person I need to hear that crap from. Nothing about you screams brave or courageous to me. You have no right to question my loyalty to this Pack. I don't serve you, Zane. My loyalties lie with your late parents and if they were still with us, they would have done anything to save this Pack from ruin, even if it meant disca
Zane's POV “What the actual fuck, Zane?! Have you gone mad?! Do you really think I'll let you sacrifice our pup after we've waited so long for his arrival? You're fucking bonkers if you think I'd let you do that.” Artem raged within me.I could feel him fighting, clawing his way at the back of mind, trying desperately to breach my defenses and take control.But I did what I do best. I shut him out, sealed him in tight.“I'm sorry, Artem but we can't be emotional right now. We can always have another child but I can't bear to lose Jaselyn, I wouldn't be able to survive it, Artem. I'd die with her. I just…… I have to save her no matter what it takes.” I pleaded with him, going firm at the last part.Artem still refused to submit. He kept fighting, raging. I feared he would break free and go rogue if I didn't keep my defenses secure and high up.“Good. Now you're finally speaking my language. After you betrayed and abandoned me, I swore I would ruin your life with Jaselyn no matter what