I woke up on the cold, bare floor.
I opened my eyes and saw that I was still in the dark room. I had been in here long enough that I didn't know the time. If it was still nighttime or morning already. The closet walls were all lined with shelves and huge storage spaces. There was no window in sight. The air conditioning is extremely high.
The entire room was far too cold. How long was I asleep for? My head hurt like hell. I could feel my body throbbing. I'd cried for a while until I saw that he really wasn't coming back. I'm well used to sleeping on the cold floor down in the basement back at home. It isn't something I hope to continue with Nathan.
I sigh wearily. Everything felt hot and sweaty, it was painful to breathe. I held my face in my hands and closed my eyes tight. There was no way this was happening. I really shouldn't have brought up the girl.
I slowly got up from the cool floor and walked towards the doors. Rubbing my arms and trying to get some sort of feeling back into my skin, I tried to open the door and realized that it didn't want to budge.
Still locked. Shit! I really hoped he hadn't forgotten about me. Leaning against the door, I tried listening to hear any sounds from the other side. Everywhere was deathly silent. Suddenly, the doorknob turned, and the door pushed open as I scrambled back, tripping on my own feet. Almost landing on my ass, my body stopped mid air as Nathan's arm caught and held me.
He pulled me up and into his arms, staring down at me. I stared at the man who now held me, saying nothing. I didn't know what to say or do. My words stuck in my throat. I didn't know if it was fear or caution that made me swallow the words on the tip of my tongue. How hurt I was by how he'd treated me. I looked away. His gaze burned into me and I couldn't look back.
"You okay, beautiful?" he finally asked, not letting go of me.
I swallowed, not sure how to answer that question."I'm... okay." It came out more like a question than anything else, and I couldn't believe that I said it. I wanted him to let me leave me alone, but I also didn't want him to go. I was hurt, but I'd still missed his presence.
Nathan took a deep breath, releasing me from his grasp, and then led me out into the bedroom, sitting me on the bed. Opening all the windows and turning on the lights. I took in a burst of fresh air, glad to be out of the dark closet with its chilly air conditioning. I looked out the glass windows; it was already morning.
Nathan stood over me for a moment, looking down at me. I watched him quietly, wondering what was going through his head. I leaned back against the headboard, watching Nathan. He sat next to me, reaching over and taking my hand. He squeezed it gently, pulling me closer to him. "I apologise for the way I behaved last night. I don't know what came over me. You mentioned the girl, and I lost it. I was worried about you. You can't let in strangers, Faye."
I nodded mutely as he spoke.
"I know I hurt you, my darling. You can hate me all you want."
My heart rate sped up even more. Why did this man always make my heart beat faster? He made me feel safe. I shook my head quickly, giving his hand a squeeze of my own. "No, I don't hate you." How could I? He was the only one who had ever cared about me. The only one who cares.
His gaze hardened on mine again. "And you shouldn't believe everything anyone says. Faye, if you'll be with me, then you have to trust what I say. And do what I say."
He paused and sighed heavily, squeezing my hand lightly. "It'll be okay, Faye."
I smiled at him weakly and nodded. This man really knew how to reassure me. I didn't want to be on Nathan's bad side, that's for sure.
"Good," Nathan replied, leaning down to give me a gentle kiss on the forehead. "Now, let's get you cleaned up. I have something planned for you."
"Something? Like what?"
"Well, I can't say now. It's supposed to be a surprise. Something to cheer you up." He pulled me up, brushing my hair out of my face.
I washed up and dressed in the outfit Nathan had made ready.
I headed downstairs, where we had a late breakfast, and walked outside together.
It was my first time out of the house and on the grounds. The air was fresh outside, the trees around providing cool shades.
The black Ferrari parked in front. He opened the front door, letting me in and buckling my seat belt, and then crossing over to the driver's side.
He entered the car but didn't buckle up. Driving out onto the road that lead to the highway, I saw we were far away from other people.
Flat stretches of trees and scrub stretched on both sides of the road, and the blast of cool air coming through the car's open windows whipped feathery strands of hair against my cheeks.
Keeping my voice determinedly pleasant, I finally broke the silence. "Will you tell me where we're headed now?"
He looked over at me." To the spa. I'm dropping you off there. You're going to get a full body massage and, well, any of the things that seem to please females. And I'm picking you up much later. We have an appointment with a wardrobe designer back home. You need more clothes." He replied.
My mind whirled with excitement as I considered what he was saying. Not just the visit to the spa. The shopping for clothes too. I was going to live with him now. I wouldn't go back to my father. I grinned happily at the thought, settling further into my seat. More miles ticked by, and signs of civilization grew increasingly.
"Where will you go when you drop me off?"
"I have to go into the office, but I'm going to be back early." He said, glancing over at me.
I wanted to ask what he did, but I couldn't. I was afraid to ask too many questions. I couldn't destroy this opportunity now that I'd finally gotten it.
We pass designer store fronts and swanky restaurants that line the bright streets. Everything about this area screams luxury.
“We’re here,” Nathan murmurs in a low, gravely voice.
He parks in a designated spot and turns the car off. We make our way to the elevator, riding up a few floors.
The elevator doors opened, and we stepped out. I'm shocked to see an impeccably dressed middle-aged woman standing before us. She has three younger women with her, all dressed in the same uniforms. The older lady greets us and leads us through the opulent lobby to an inner space.
It was obvious Nathan had told them beforehand that we were coming.
I marveled at the reception we got. No one ever took notice of me anywhere. Maybe they weren't even taking notice of me now, but of Nathan.
"Elise, this is Faye." Nathan said, as soon as we sat on a plush sofa in what looked like the woman's office. Elise Nathan called her.
"She's someone who's precious to me." He said casually.
"Of course Mr Carver. She'll receive our best spa treatments and I'm quite certain she'll enjoy it. Will you be waiting?" She asked, and I assumed she meant if he'd remain with me.
"No. I'll be on my way now." He turned to me with a warm look on his face. "Enjoy your day here, beautiful. I'll be back for you."
"Yes." I nodded, blushing as he dropped a kiss on my lips. I'd gotten no sort of affection freely. To have a man show me affection in public was something I was definitely not used to. A tingle went through me, and I decided I could get used to this public display of affection.
Nathan promptly took his leave, and I felt myself shrink into myself a little. I'd never been in this sort of environment before. It felt too opulent and luxurious for me. I got a full body massage, deep cleansing, facials, a pedicure and manicure. The massage relaxed me some, but I loosened up a little more right before the full body wax, which was helpful because it turned out to be more than I expected. There was a lot of chatter among the girls and I relaxed.
By the time they led me to the salon to style my hair, my whole body felt as soft as a baby's skin and I'd never felt more pampered in my life.
"Here."one of the girls said, offering me a seat in front of the full floor to ceiling mirrors. It was a lush swivel chair and I sat down, ready for a transformation.
"You have such beautiful black hair." The girl said.
I smiled at her, "Thank you," I'd always had such pride in my hair, and I took great care of it.
"It's black. Which is kinda different. The girls Mr Carver brings here are usually blond… uhhh, never mind." She stuttered to a halt.
My expression falters as I realize what she was about to say. I'm dark haired but the other girls are blonde. The girls Nathan brings to the spa. I shook off the descending gloom, deciding that even though I'd been thinking a little while ago that I must be special for Nathan to bring me here, it didn't matter if he'd done it with other girls. He was a man. Extremely good looking at that and obviously wealthy. Of course, he'd had other girlfriends.
I glanced at the mirror in front of me, looking to distract myself from my thoughts. I could see the TV In the mirror from where I sat. It was directly behind me, so it was reflected in the mirror.
I forced myself to relax and pay attention to the TV even if it was just a news flash currently on it.
I gasped as I saw a familiar face on the screen. I pushed the swivel chair around to fully face the TV, startling the girl doing my hair. I stood up to get a closer look at the picture, my palm flying to my mouth to stifle a shocked scream.
My picture was on the screen. With the full bold caption of 'missing person' underneath it.
NATHAN I stared hard at Carol. Wondering what I'd do with her. We were in the pack meeting room. And she was standing a few feet in front of me, a stubborn pout on her face as she sulked in the middle of the large study. I leaned forward in the huge chair I was sitting in, just in front of the fireplace. I dropped my forearms on my thighs, stapling my fingers together as I observed her grimly. She'd gone and done it again. "Carol." My voice is barely above a whisper. Nothing. No movement or reply. Just the sound of her laboured breathing. She didn't even twitch. It was like she had turned into stone. "Look at me when I talk to you." Her head snapped up to look at me. For the first time since she arrived in the room. "Now explain yourself." I ordered, sending her a hard look. She straightened out her shoulders and huffed with an incredulous tone, like she couldn't believe I was doing this. "I only went to see what the girl looked like, Nate. Nothing else." I leaned back in
FAYE I moved forward slowly, staring at the TV. The girl was standing behind me, but I no longer felt her as I struggled to breathe.“He’s looking for me.” It’s all I muttered as I stared at the paused screen of the news report.“Who?” the girl questioned from a million miles away as I stumbled and walked in uneven steps across the room, closer to the TV.I reached out my hand as I neared the image that can’t be true, but is. My fingers trembled when I slowly pressed them onto the screen. My breaths fractured and filled the room.If my father was looking for me so publicly, would Nathan still want me with him? And if they found me with him, wouldn't they make me go with my dad, since he was my biological parent?I shook my head. I didn't want to go with him. I didn't want to go back. And I was eighteen already. That meant I could make my own decisions free of parental control or permission. A rush of panic seized me again as I realized I was considering the matter too simply. My
FAYE"The look on your face as you say that. You believe I'd give you back?" Nathan looks at me quizzically, jaw locked and expression cool. I lowered my eyes, not knowing what to say in answer to his question.He strolled towards me in long-legged strides. He bent to pull me up, standing with his arms around me. I gulped as I breathed in his spicy masculine scent, already feeling tongue-tied. He pulled me with him upstairs, bringing us to a standstill in front of one of the full-length mirrors in the closet. He pulled a box out of his slacks and I watched in stunned silence as he pulled out a diamond necklace and held it to my neck. Flipping my hair tenderly to the front as he pulled the necklace round my neck and clasped it. I let out a shaky breath as I fingered the exquisite necklace. It was a solitaire diamond necklace. I only knew what it was because I'd seen it when my step mom had requested it from my dad."It's beautiful." I whispered, turning around to look at him. He w
NATHANI opened my eyes slowly, my eyes immediately getting used to the shadows of the room. Glancing over at the window, I could tell it was almost dawn. Time to get a move on if I would make it back to Manhattan early enough for the pack meeting. I could hear Faye's soft breathing beside me. Heard her heart thudding softly. I couldn't sense her wolf or smell anything that said she was one. Weird. I knew she was latent, but this was truly horrible. I had to wake her wolf.I went to get out of bed, glancing over at her bare skin. The sight of tiny stripes of whip marks on her pale skin made me growl in furious anger. He'd almost ruined all of her skin. I refused to think of what the marks on her skin reminded me of. I got up, my hard on reminding me of the night before. Faye was truly mine now. In every sense. I'd had to be softer than I knew myself to be capable of. That had surprised me. And I hadn't taken my pleasure. Also, something I'd never have done.I walked into the ensuit
FAYE We're back at the glasshouse the next day and I can tell that something is different with Nathan. He seemed less attentive and his face had lost all warmth. He didn't give me any soft smirks, nor did we talk much on our drive back to the house. Something happened while he was out the other day, I could tell. I wanted his attention and his touch badly. I needed some sort of assurance. After I'd seen that picture frame, my whole mind was in turmoil. Nathan didn't wear any ring on his hand, and maybe that meant he wasn't married anymore. Despite that, I realized how little I know about him. The pain I'd felt when I'd seen that picture frame. My chest hurts just remembering it. I love him, and yet I don't know him. In fact, if I thought hard about it, I only knew his name and now, I knew he was married before. I sat up on the bed as Nathan emerged from the bathroom. "There's an award ceremony tomorrow night. It's supposed to be an honorary event." I nodded, listening to wha
FAYE The portrait of the black rose hanging in Nathan's study was not nothing. It was definitely not for mere aesthetics. The black rose was the black saints symbol. I tried to shake off everything, but my head was pounding and I still couldn't breathe properly. The air in here was stifling. I stood up on watery legs, turning to go get some fresh air outside. I heard Lannon ask something, but I ignored his questions as I walked shakily out of the large hall. Immediately I stepped outside, I took In a burst of fresh air, my throats clearing up as I swallowed. I immediately felt better, out in the open area. The number of reporters had reduced. They were probably inside now, making sure they didn't miss any juicy moment. I walked towards the parking lot, wanting the privacy the cars would give by shielding my form. I stood in between a couple of them, not daring to lean against one, before it would start to horn loudly in warning. I breathed in deeply for a few more minute
FAYE"It's always a pleasure helping old friends, Joseph."My brain dulled down to a slow whir. After years of being called dumb by my father and his little family, I was finally considering that I really must be dumb.I stared stupidly at the both of them. Trying to make sense of what was going on.What the hell was going on here?A disgusting grin spread across my father's face as he nodded."In the future, I hope we can continue to work together, Joseph. And if you're ever in a bind," he paused, chuckling without a trace of humor, " reach out to me. I'll certainly help in any way that I can."I was work? "And the girl? What will you do with her?" He asked again, and I sagged like a limp noodle in my father's grip, my wails growing louder. He was supposed to save me. He was supposed to shield me from my father. That's what he promised me. "For the troubles, I'll have to punish her. Such willful disobedience and lack of respect are what I hate. She is everything I detest and abho
NATHANI watched Rhea from across the table as she made more flirty remarks, all but naked in her deep plunging neckline dress. I sat back, expressing interest in whatever the heck she was saying. I needed her to keep talking. Which she did. A lot of endless chatter. And not once did she let slip what I needed her to. Rhea worked as a bar attendant just for the fun of it at night. Her father was a highly respected councilman, but she'd never taken to any other means of earning a living. She lived off a plush trust fund, and worked at the underground bar, Phantasm, where our kind hung out, mostly for the free drinks.The bar was a playground for creatures of the night. And it was one of the special ones. You only got in with special access. Our investigations on Jordan's death had yielded the tiniest bit of information. Some witches had messed with the packs around. Newly turned wolves precisely. I hadn't cared when I'd heard witches were causing trouble for the other packs, but
Faye"Yvonne, this place is too much." I glanced around the fully decorated condo, my excitement simmering with the idea of this space being mine to do with as I please.The place is amazing. More than I could have hoped for, and I’ve only made it to the living room. There is a huge fireplace and a big soft gray sectional sofa that looks fluffy and comfortable. Big pillows line most of it and it looks so cozy. There is light everywhere, shining in from the floor-to-ceiling windows looking out over Vegas."That place is perfect." she told me on the phone."The security is top notch.You can order food whenever you want and they have a gym and a spa downstairs. Everything you need with only a call.""It’s safe," she pushed. "You could come stay with me if you’d prefer. I’d love to have you at home, but I thought you might want your own place."I'd started my post graduate studies, this time nearer to home and I'd gotten a whole condo to stay in for the duration of my studies. Staying wit
TWO MONTHS LATERFAYEI sat in front of Yvonne as she explained the dynamics of our business relationship with some other company.I wasn't listening to her. I was mostly just nodding, so she could continue to speak. "Faye? Faye? Are you listening?"I sighed and nodded, not knowing how to tell her what bothers me. "Faye tell me. You know you haven't spoken a lot about what happened in that forest with the Black Saint. I can't believe you went in there without letting me know." She still spoke of it frequently with anger l, but she was beginning to forgive me. It wasn't everyday a person's niece went to the forest of lost souls and made it out alone. I sighed again and she scolded me angrily."That's the fifteenth sigh today, fifteenth, and it's not even mid morning yet. Why do you sound like you lost a loved one, my dear?""Maybe cause I did lose a loved one?"I told her, my face falling as I remembered said loved one again. "Is this about Nathan?"I looked at her and nodded. I c
NATHANThe witch died how she had planned for me to die. A fitting end for someone who'd come with the sole aim of destroying me. Faye massaged her wrists where those damn fools must have tied her up before. I moved to her and held both her wrists in my hands, caressing them softly, so that the ache could go away.She wasn't responding to me. She just stood there, stiffly by my side. I looked into her face and I couldn't read anything.I missed the days when I would look at her face and see what she was thinking, what she was feeling. "Won't you go after him?" Faye asked, pointing in the direction Axel had run in. I shook my head. "Lannon will take care of him."Her mouth dropped open. "Lannon is here too?""Yes, Queeny. He entered the forest the night before we did.""I can't believe you have been lying to me this whole time. About everything!" She screamed in a hurt tone, stepping away from me. I rushed to her, brushing her still wet hair from her face and cupping her face in
FAYE"Briggs was my sister and you killed her!" she yelled, her voice rising on each word until my ears felt scraped by her shrill tone.Nathan looked bored with the whole thing. He didn't look as bothered by the fact that we were in danger, surrounded by our enemies who had upper hand."So that's why you want to destroy my pack so bad. Well I can't say I'm sorry, Vera. Your sister messed with the wrong pack, just like you're doing now, and she got what she deserved, just like you will." He said, with finality behind his words. She growled and screamed unfamiliar words at him, her magic sending him flying into the concrete wall. I winced as he landed with his arm and felt myself go weak for a second.I was still finding it an ordeal watching Nathan get hurt. It was a lot. "I guess we're done here."Axel said and shifted back from Vera."You can take care of them sweetie, do whatever you please."Vera smirked and strolled around to me.I saw Nathan's body tighten and get ready for a
FAYEMy heart broke at his words and I felt like a sham at his words. I'd believe I could be Luna because both Yvonne and Axel has stood by me and encouraged me. And now he said this?"Imagine my surprise when after years of devotion to the pack, Yvonne went in search of a daughter I had never heard about. A daughter that had never been around. I was passed over for you?" He said like he still couldn't believe it. "It's a fucking joke, my sweet." I felt sick at the stupid endearment.Tears formed in my eyes and I pressed them closed tightly.I knew Nathan's focus was on me, he would go ballistic of I cried. I wanted to hear all of it.No, I needed to hear everything."I didn't want Yvonne to go looking for you, prayed to the moon goddess that she didn't find you, but guess what? She did. Because this dumbass Buffon,"he said, pointing at Nathan, "threw you out. He couldn't even love you properly then and you still went back to him when you returned home. After all I'd done for you.
FAYEI was sitting in a chair with my arms tied down to the arms of the chair when I came to.The black bag over my face was still there, but it wasn't tight around my face anymore.I tried to look through it but all I could see was little light, peeking at me through the bag.All of a sudden the bag was yanked off my head and I found myself looking at Axel. I felt elated that I'd found him, but I also felt angry about what he'd done. And why did he send people to kidnap me?"Axel," I started.He raised a hand, cutting me off. "it's not just you I need to talk to. I want to talk to your lover too. I wonder what could be holding him back. Does he not love you as much as you think he does, perhaps?"I snorted and his gaze flashed with annoyance."Or maybe he's content to abandon you here. Not even bother coming to get you."I glared at him and said nothing.Axel laughed. "Well, either way, we've got more than enough time together. But first, I think your friend is going to want to mee
NATHANThere was a tinkle of laughter in the air when I woke up.The sound was pleasant to my ears and made me ache to find the owner of the laugh.My eyes slid open and rested on Faye. Something was making her happy this morning.I could relate too, cause I felt really happy too. Despite everything that had happened yesterday, it was great to see that we were okay.In fact, we were more than okay. We had finally talked about the part of me that I'd always locked away, never wanted to talk about with anyone, or show anybody.She giggled again, looking up at something I couldn't see and I had to ask her. "Heyy, Queeny." I said, wondering how she'd react this time to the nickname she was always irritated by. "Heyyy." She replied, not really paying me much attention. There was an excitement to her movements though, and a wide smile on her face. I could watch her smile all day, or just listen to her laugh and feel good when the day ended. "What are you doing?" I asked her.Not to
FAYEI held his bandaged hands in my hands. He'd scared the hell out of me when he had run out on me like that. I couldn't believe what I had heard. He'd said Dad, and then he'd started calling out mother.I didn't know what he'd been seeing but it sure felt very intense from where I had witnessed it.There was no one else in the forest except for me and Faye, everything else was false. I told myself repeatedly, trying to quell the worry I had now. What if I was the problem that needed to be stopped?What if I saw things just as clearly as Nathan had?I shook my head and refused to fall for it. "We need to keep moving." Nathan said to me and I agreed.We had to leave that area. We had both taken a drink of the potion now, and nothing more could happen to us for a few more hours.It was getting dark now. I didn't know if this was an effect of the forest magic or something else but we had to rest. We stopped and collected wood for a fire together.We stacked the wood and then s
NATHANI'd scared her badly.For her to have cracked and spilled those tears in front of me.She was so icy now, I doubted she ever cried infront of anyone.I had felt something change between us. She wasn't saying anything now, just walking stiffly beside me. I looked ahead, raising tree branches that hung low so that both of us could make our way through.We trudged on, the low bushes and weeds brushing against our thighs and lower legs.The roots that were off the ground were not easy to spot, and almost brought her down twice, with me reaching out to steady her and getting rebuffed each time.I could take that.For now. I would take it until she didn't want to throw me off anymore. Couldn't reject me.I walked around a tree and her eyes followed me sharperly, showing me she was watching me, even though she pretended not to be. I chuckled to myself, coming out onto the path we were walking.Something felt eerily quiet about the forest.It wasn't just that I already knew it was