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2022-12-30 15:17:35>>Hazel (10-11 years old)
My father was found not guilty of any charge.
He came back home the same day Angela was going to come and live with us as he got away with the statement that his wife was a patient of depression and did that to herself.
He had the upper hand because he never harmed me or Angela in any way and the victim in question was already dead and had no one to vouch for her.
I already made the statement that I never ‘saw’ him hurt her and when I was asked about her injuries I couldn’t answer.
A sense of self hate and guilt began to wrap around my head.
Why couldn’t I say anything?<
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