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2023-02-19 16:35:38>>Ren(ma)
I had dozed off for a little while and when I woke up again Silva was already up.
My eyes shot open when I realized I was sleeping on his lap and the moment I noticed that I stood straight up.
“Sorry,” I cleared my throat and looked away.
“It’s alright,” He answered softly, “I know you hate me.”
“...” I remained quiet at his words and thought about how I never cleared up that misunderstanding.
Should I ever do that?
“Are you alright?” He asked and
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