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2023-03-23 15:13:37>>Lucy
I ran like crazy.
My mind was blank.
I was paying no attention to anything or anyone.
My only goal was to get to the place I was running at. It was a hotel, a room in a hotel. Mostly used for meetings but in my crazed state of mind I didn’t think about anything else but my own problem.
I opened the door like some madman and ran to the lady who looked at me in shock.
“Ramessa!!” I was panicking, “Help me!!” I ran up to her without paying any attention to the person who was sitting in front of her, “It’s Vincent!”
“What is wrong with you?” She
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