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2024-10-29 19:42:56>>Hazel
It was late at night and I was loitering around Valek’s room because I wasn’t ready to go in. He came back a little while ago and went straight to his room without talking to anyone else. I think he didn’t have dinner either. From what I know he usually eats at home even if he comes late but I guess he wasn’t hungry today, or maybe he ate before coming here.
But oh well, that’s not important, what matters now is me going in!
I stopped in front of his room and took a deep breath. After gathering some courage I knocked on the door and waited. I didn’t get a reply so I knocked again but there was no response this time either.
Maybe he’s not in his room?
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