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Why do I feel this way?

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“What happened?” Aithan's father asked, concern flickering in his features as he looked at his son. My father didn't seem to care about me as he glanced around, probably calculating how to find whoever did that because it seemed like a threat to both families. How else would they attempt a shooting on a day like this?

Aithan pushed me away as he got to his feet, his eyes scanning the perimeters, with his brows furrowed. “Someone tried to shoot me,” he whispered, looking down at me with contempt. You would have thought he would look grateful since I saved his arse.

Getting to my feet, I cleaned my arse as my father walked over to me, his eyes asking what was going on. “I will have to check it out,” I said, walking towards the door. Oddly enough, I wasn't furious at Aithan for kicking me on my balls or for not showing his appreciation. I was mad at the person who tried to take his life.

Odd, right?

This was something I'd been battling with for months now. Most times, I always paused to think, to remind myself we were enemies. Yet, the thoughts of my enemy, on his feet, taking my cock into his lips, always leave me so hard, it takes wanking my meat to ease the tension.

“I'm going with you,” Aithan said, coming over to my side. “They came at me, not you.” Without waiting for me to say a word, he pushed past me and slipped into the house.

Sending a nod to my father, I ran after him, keeping pace with him even though I knew I could run faster. Not trying to brag though, it was in our DNA. I never asked him to be a Beta, though it would have been good if he was an Omega.

Shit. What the hell was I even thinking about? Groaning, I looked down at my little brother, who was trying to stir at the thoughts of Aithan being an Omega. I bet he would look cuter with feminine features.

We left the house and headed straight to the back gate. Aithan was efficient. He didn't need to touch the fence to jump over it, leaving me watching him with awe. A foot on the wall was all he needed for a push. I felt an intense stirring once more and had to adjust my cock. Whatever it was that organ was doing, it seemed as if it wanted to get me in trouble.

Jumping the fence after him. I tried to keep up with his pace. Out here, I kept my ears pricked, listening.

Aithan turned to look at me occasionally, but I knew it was just to make sure I was behind him. Stealthy, we both walked down the forest, the trees casting shadows on us as we walked. A few birds chirped in the trees as we passed, their noises making the forest less eerie.

Aithan suddenly stopped, sniffing the air as a dark frown came over him. He turned, his angle facing their house, and that was when I noticed why he halted. This was the place the person stood when they shot the gun. From the position, I could see our fathers leaning on the rail as they looked around.

“That fucking bastard!” Aithan gritted out, looking around as if he would find anything to help him.

Leaving him behind after making certain there was no one in close range. It wasn't like I cared about him. I just wanted to avoid any misunderstanding. Having him die while in the forest with me would make me guilty of a crime I didn't commit.

I touched a broken branch, frowning as I leaned in to sniff. Turning back, to be certain Aithan wasn't going anywhere, I took off. With the scent fresh in my nose, it wasn't difficult to catch the trail of the man. Soon, I was on his tail. I sprinted through the dense forest, branches scratching at my face, but I ignored it, fuelled by a desire to catch the damned bastard.

My feet pounded against the damp earth, leaves crunching beneath me. The man's panicked breaths echoed through the trees, guiding me closer. I bet he didn't count on me getting on him. Funny how he thought he would escape after pulling that off.

Suddenly, he stumbled, and I seized the opportunity. I tackled him to the forest floor. The action caused his gun to slip from his grasp.

"Fuck!" He cried out, trying to push me off. 

We wrestled amidst the underbrush, his terrified eyes locked on mine as I pinned him down, hands wrapping around his throat.

“You shouldn't have taken that shot,” I snarled, adrenaline fuelling my rage. “You fucking shouldn't have targeted him!”

Okay, that was where my anger stemmed from; him targeting Aithan. I wouldn't have been this mad if he came at me.

His face turned purple, veins bulging, and I felt his struggle weaken, but I held tight, baring my teeth at him. I didn't even want to know who sent him. At the moment, all I wanted to see was him sprawled on the fucking floor with blood gushing from his wound.

With a swift motion, I slammed his head against a nearby tree trunk. Once. Twice. The sound of cracking skulls and crunching bone did nothing to ease the anger fuelling deep within me. As I hit his head, I made certain not to let the blood touch me.

His body went limp, eyes frozen in terror as I released my grip. Almost like it could tell my mood, the forest around me fell silent, except for the distant cry of a bird. I stood, towering over the lifeless body as an idea came to mind. I looked around, checking for a good place to hide the body, only for a call to interrupt me.

“Alexander?!” Aithan yelled.

I turned at the sound of the call, my eyes turned to the man on the ground. Without a moment to think of the plans I had, I left the man there, and hastened towards the sound of the voice, panting.

The minute I got to his side, Aithan lifted a brow at me. “Where the hell have you been? Why did you leave without fucking telling me?”

“I… I thought I caught his trail, but it turned out I was wrong. It was just a wild animal,” I explained, wondering why I was even doing this, but there was no turning back. Not when I had already thought of a plan.

“Fuck!” He tugged hard on his beautiful black hair as his blue eyes darkened in anger.

“Why don't we work together?” I suggested, rolling the dice and hoping to get a favourable number.

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    AITHANThose words rang in my head as I snapped my gaze up at him, wondering if he'd gone berserk in the few minutes we spent apart because that seemed to be the case. “What the hell did you mean by that? Work together? With you?” I scoffed, folding my arms. Surely, he was just joking about it. There was no way he would actually want us to work together. For what exactly?As I stared into his hazel eyes, I waited for him to laugh, to tell me he was joking, to make lewd remarks like he always did each time we were alone, but he didn't.Sighing, he ran his fingers through his hair, his gaze hot as they ran over me, lingering a bit on my crotch before they returned to my face. “I believe the one targeting us isn't someone small, else they wouldn't have hired such an effective assassin. Who knew what would have happened if I weren't with you?”“I would have dodged it.” My voice was clipped, letting him know I didn't appreciate his talking about the attack and making it seem like without h

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  • Surrender Freely: Lyker's Redemption   Why do I even care?

    ALEXANDERWatching him mulling over my words. I felt apprehensive. I couldn't explain it. I felt scared, and my anxiety spiked up, but I tried not to act like I actually cared. My left leg tapped impatiently, and my heart raced with anticipation.Aithan's expressions did nothing to quell my apprehension. The way he furrowed his brows, biting his lower lip as he watched me, made me imagine the worst. What was I thinking when I asked him to work with me? Was I out of my senses? How could I do such a childish thing?What if he notices the body? Would he be that excited to work with me knowing I lied to him about the assassin?I fidgeted, my palms growing sweaty. My mind raced with worst-case scenarios. I should have known this wouldn't work, my plan to make him work with me, so I could tease him some more didn't seem that good when I think about it now.Suddenly, he looked up, his eyes locking onto mine. I held my breath, waiting for the verdict. It was coming, I could tell.“Yes,” he sa

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  • Surrender Freely: Lyker's Redemption   Why's he here?

    ALEXANDERI got dressed for the operation. Father made it clear he wanted the warehouse to be razed down tonight, and I was more than ready to do that. I slipped into my black shirt and slacks, the fabric blending seamlessly with the darkness. My eyes locked onto Max, my trusted second-in-command, as we prepared for the mission. I chose him because he was the only one I counted on enough in the house. “Check your gear. Make sure the mistake you made last week doesn't repeat itself.” “All good, sir.” Max nodded, his hands moving swiftly over his equipment. “Is there anything else you want me to confirm?”“I've got it. Everything is complete.”We loaded our vehicles with necessary supplies: guns, explosives, and communication devices. I went through everything, to be certain we weren't leaving anything behind. The mission, according to my father, has to be successful. It was a gift to Aithan's father. The night air swallowed us whole as we drove away from our base. The only sound wa

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  • Surrender Freely: Lyker's Redemption   You are insane

    AITHANI should have known that bastard was bad luck. Everywhere he showed up, something must happen. Just like it did earlier today when I was almost shot. Now it was the warehouse being set on fire. I didn't need to investigate to know he had a hand in it. The shipment that should have entered tonight was supposed to be theirs before my father secured it. Luckily, I asked my dad to change the warehouse where we intended to load it. Otherwise, everything would have gone up in flames like they wanted. “I should have known those damned bastards would attack!” Father yelled as he kicked down the table. The large mahogany table creaked under the impact, its legs scraping against the floor before crashing to the ground. The sound reverberated through the room like a crack of thunder.I stood by the door, with my arms folded, watching him. Having stayed with him for a long time, I knew letting him vent his anger was the best thing to do. Father's face turned beet red, veins bulging like

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  • Surrender Freely: Lyker's Redemption   Sicko

    I knew I should have backed off when he suggested seeking the one behind everything, but I didn't. Instead, I decided to trust his words. “You made the right choice, baby!” Winking, he went into the inner room to tidy up his looks. A few minutes later, he walked out, looking as cool as ever.Looking at him, you wouldn't know I broke his nose, which seemed to have healed, just as the wound on the side of his lips. Seeing him so dressed and fresh infuriated me. I hated the way he effortlessly pulled out his looks. It wasn't fair the goddess had to gift him with such looks! If only he wasn't such a bastard. He would have made a good chick magnet at parties more than Pink does. “Take a picture, darling. It will last longer.” Winking, he walked towards the door, chuckling as he did. Knowing I was checking him out seemed to amuse him. Grumbling under my breath, I kicked hard at the table, only to wince from the pain. His head snapped back almost immediately when he heard me hiss. “Are

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  • Surrender Freely: Lyker's Redemption   He's cute

    ALEXANDER As I watched him leave, the smile on my lips got more pronounced. I knew should be mad, but I wasn't. Instead, I couldn't help but think he looked very cute. I'd never thought another man would be so cute, but Aithan ate and left no crumbs. Though he looked stern most times, I couldn't help but notice a softness he tried to hide from others. I started my car and drove after him. We were far from the main road, and I knew it would take him time to get back home unless he shifted into his wolf, that is. “Get in the car.” I honked behind him when I got to where he was. “I will take you back home,” I added, to get his attention, but he ignored me. He acted like he couldn't hear me when I knew perfectly that he could. “Aithan," I called.“What the fucking hell do you want from me?!” He whirled around to face me, narrowing his beautiful eyes. Goddess, what the hell is even wrong with me? In a situation like this, I couldn't still help but think he was pretty. Have I lost it? D

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  • Surrender Freely: Lyker's Redemption   Another assignment

    I knocked thrice on the door before I stepped in. Marco looked up from the book he was reading, his cold grey eyes fixed on me as he watched me approach. I didn't look like my dad at all. I took after my mother. While my dad had grey eyes, mine was hazel. His hair was black while mine was golden, the same as my mother's. Marco never liked that. He wanted me to take after him, to look like a miniature version of him, but my mum's gene was stronger. “You finally remembered to come home?” He lifted his eyebrows at me, his gaze running over my body. “This wasn't what you wore when you took off last night. Where have you been?” “To the pool house.” Letting out a sigh, I closed the distance between us. “You asked of me. Is there any problem?”He didn't appreciate the way I changed the topic, but instead of voicing it out, he relaxed in the chair, his gaze calculating. “Max said you took off after completing the task. Why? Why did you let him return alone? Do you know how dangerous that

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  • Surrender Freely: Lyker's Redemption   Beating my meat to a conjured image of him

    ALEXI took a quick bath before I returned to the room. Letting out a frustrated sigh, I plopped down on the bed and picked my phone up. Before I understood what was going on, I had already dialled Aithan's number. My hand moved on its own, without waiting for my brain to confirm whether it wanted to call him or not. Deciding to just let everything be, I waited for him to answer the call, but he didn't. Disheartened, I called him once more, but this time, it went straight to voice mail without being answered. I tried once more, frustrated at the thought of being ignored. By a man, nonetheless. However, on the fourth try, I clicked on my gallery, and the first image that came up was the one I took off him that fateful day I saw him half naked. This one was of him, with sweat dribbling down his hot body. He was only clad in a short that did nothing to hide his package down there. Each time he bent, I could see that perfect arse, one I wanted to hold on to as I fucked him senseless. A

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  • Surrender Freely: Lyker's Redemption   A confidant

    AITHANI blinked at him. Never in my wildest imagination would I believe I would one day have such a conversation with Pink. “You are gay?” I asked once more, to convince myself I heard him correctly, and that my ears weren't playing tricks on me. He nodded, his cheeks red. “It's not that obvious, is it?” “It's not. I wouldn't have even suspected a thing.” I gave him an appraisal. Aside from his unusual love for the pink colour, there was nothing odd about him. He spoke about girls like the rest of us and even talked about getting married to one and having a family. Was that all a hoax? To get us from knowing he was different from us? It wasn't far-fetched. He must have realized not everyone would be accommodating of his sexuality. “I know.” He smiled. “I only dated once though, and just decided to stop it after what happened to you.” He looked up sharply. “I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that. I was guilty. You see. I believed you would hate me should you know I was gay because o

  • Surrender Freely: Lyker's Redemption   True mates

    ALEXI had my bath just like Aithan asked me to. I didn't want to wash out his scent, but I knew I had to do that. Marcus would smell his scent on me from a mile away, and this time, he would know I was intimate with him. Any Alpha could tell. Dressed, I left the hotel and returned to the house. Marcus wasn't at home, so I didn't get any confrontation. It was for the best though. I didn't return to my room. Instead, I went straight to the training room to exercise. The men practising all stopped what they were doing to bow to me.“It's alright. You can continue.” I urged them to rise as I gestured for Max to follow me to my office. “So, how was it?” Max asked the second he stepped into my office. I hadn't even sat down before he spoke. “Was she your mate? Did you sleep with her?” He sounded excited. “I believe so.” Frowning, I plopped down on the chair and folded my arms. “I knotted in him when we had sex.”“I said it. She's your mate!”If he heard the use of the 'he' pronoun, he

  • Surrender Freely: Lyker's Redemption   Are you gay?

    I'd forgotten about her. Had Pink not mentioned Michelle, I wouldn't have recalled there was someone I know whose name was Michelle. My mind was occupied with thoughts of Alex.“Yes. She arrived a few minutes ago, and your father had been trying to get a hold of you but couldn't contact you,” Pink explained, falling into steps with me. “Where have you been, though?”“I was out with a drinking buddy,” I responded offhandedly. I didn't need to think about it before I let the response out. I couldn't call Alex a friend. We weren't friends. We were merely enemies with benefits. Now that I had that out, it sounded quite odd, but that was what we were. “A drinking buddy?” Pink sounded sceptical. I didn't blame him, though. This was the first time I mentioned a drinking buddy. “I met him last night while out on a race. He's quite good.” More than good. If there was one thing Alex was good with, it was kissing and fucking. He knew exactly how to press my buttons and get me to moan like a s

  • Surrender Freely: Lyker's Redemption   We can't make this work

    AITHAN I figured he would be the first to leave. As he had gotten what he wanted, I didn't think he would stick around some more, but he proved me wrong. It made me realize he wasn't yet satisfied. However, when he asked me not to leave, I saw the emotions he was trying so hard to hide. He didn't avert his gaze as he stared into my eyes. I had to reach over and cup his face in my hands. “What do you want with me, Alex? Is it just my body?” He frowned at the question but didn't say a word. The more time he wasted, the more I became convinced of what his reply would be. He had never made it a secret. “No.” His response shocked me. I didn't expect to get such a response from him, at least not with a straight face. “I would be a liar if I said I only wanted you for your body, Aithan. I had long known there was something different about you, something that drew me to you, but I had been fighting it all along.” He leaned down and placed a kiss on my cheeks. “I don't recognize what tha

  • Surrender Freely: Lyker's Redemption   Please don't go

    ALEXI fucking knotted in him. I didn't know it would happen. He was almost fainting from exertion, and I was in my fourth orgasm when it happened. My fucking dick started getting fucking big, glueing our bodies together.“Stop!” He tried to push me off him, only to fall back in pain. His face turned blood-red as it contorted to show his agony. “Stop getting fucking big! Do you want to tear my insides?!” “I… I don't know what's happening!” I confessed, leaning close to him. I couldn't tell how to stop this. I'd never knotted in someone before, though I'd heard about it. An alpha male, only knots in the one he would spend the rest of his life with, and I'd never found that person. Not only that, but the urge to knot only came during our rutting seasons, and I wasn't in any fucking rut. Which would mean…I peered down at Aithan who was still thrashing in pain under me, looking like he was a few seconds from sending me on a path to meet my ancestors. Was he my mate? Oddly enough, the

  • Surrender Freely: Lyker's Redemption   Fulfilled

    He kissed my thighs before he slid his tongue back into my hole, raising my legs from the bed.“Goddess!” I moaned out loud, aching for his tongue to go deeper, as I let my hands slide down the line of my body until it reached his broad shoulders.I raised my palm until it brushed down upon his soft hair before I grabbed it. I tugged hard on his hair when I had that intense pleasurable feeling deep within me.At that moment, I forgot who I was. All I knew was the pleasure I felt from his touch. I watched him as he slowly rubbed his right hand up and down his shaft before he positioned his aroused cock at the entrance of my hole. I expected him to push in, but he didn't. His eyes locked with mine as he lifted my legs and placed them on his shoulders.“It will be painful, but I promise to make you feel good.” He gently whispered, “If it gets too uncomfortable for you, please let me know, okay?”I nodded without saying a word. I had to blink back tears. Alex was making this difficult fo

  • Surrender Freely: Lyker's Redemption   You need to work for it

    He broke away from the kiss. Placing a kiss on my lips, he knelt on the bed. His golden eyes gazed at my cock before he licked his lips. I can see the raw desires in his eyes, and it made me impatient to have him fuck me. I had never been eager for something in my entire life.This was the first time I had a wish for something, so bad it seemed like it was about to drive me insane.“If you want me to fuck you, Ly, you need to work for it.” He slowly ran his tongue over the tip of his canines.My dick clenched once more as my hole puckered as if it perceived what was about to go down. I didn't even have to think of when he actually did the deed, because I knew it would be super painful. It didn't matter that I had experienced this before. It had been years and my hole had returned to how it was before.“Ly?”“What do you want me to do?” I asked when I realized he was waiting for me to ask the question.“Let's see….” With a smile, he got down from the bed and slowly removed his trouser

  • Surrender Freely: Lyker's Redemption   Lying to him

    “Ly?” He broke from the kiss and locked his eyes with mine, searching my gaze for only what he alone knew. “Hmm?” I was breathless as I watched him, unable to do anything but try breathing. I just wanted so many things at that moment that I forgot how disgusted I was at the thought of being intimate with him. Never in my wildest imagination did I think I would be with a man again, not after the painful past I had. Alex made me forget how much I hated gays. “If you want this to stop, just say the words now.”“Stop? Don't tell me you have gotten tired already?" I frowned at him. “You got me so worked up and —”He shut me up by kissing me. It was fast and punishing as if he wanted to respond to my questions with his actions. Breaking away from the kiss, he placed kisses on my face and trailed down once more. I figured he would suck my dick like he did before, but he surprised me when he flipped me, so I was lying on my back. “What the fuck —”“Relax.” He placed his hand on my back.

  • Surrender Freely: Lyker's Redemption   I can't get enough of you

    Chuckling at the sounds I made, he dragged his face across from my right nipple to the other, grinding it down, sucking hard before he bit down, hard.“Damn it, Alex!” I gasped, feeling uncomfortable down there. My dick was twitching, eager to have his mouth on it, but what he wanted more was to drive me fucking crazy with his mouth. He repeated his action once more, running his tongue around my right nipple before he bit down hard on it. My breath came out in gasps as I reached out to him. My fingers dug into the skin of his back as he started making circles with his tongue.He didn't mind the pain I was causing him or the blood I had undoubtedly drawn from how hard I scratched his back. At that moment, he seemed more concerned with giving me enough pleasure. I didn't know the sounds I made, didn't care about the animalistic growl that left my lips when he bit my nipple, hard enough to draw blood. I let out a curse as I thrashed on the bed, letting out sighs of pleasure. He place

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