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38: Caretaker

Author: aratrash
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Althea

Matthias had been hospitalized for three days (I counted it since the day he finally woke up), and I could see the small signs of improvement each day. His movements were becoming less stiff, his voice less hoarse, though his face still held the shadow of pain.

It wasn’t the worst injury he could have suffered, but I knew it was enough to put him in a place where he couldn’t escape. He was used to being strong, independent—things had been so different for him just days ago, and now here he was, relying on me in ways that I hadn’t expected.

To be honest, I’ve never taken care of anybody in the hospital for this long. Even Granny. She would always tell the nurse to tell me to go home, and she never stayed in the hospital for more than two nights.

“I’ll die anyway. I rather pay for a fancy funeral than donate to the hospital.”

On the first day after he was conscious, Matthias told me to go to a hotel nearby, which I declined whole heartedly. I’d stay with him, even if that meant
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