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2024-10-29 19:42:56I stiffed from my position as I heard him called me by that endearment. I did not see it coming though. And it's been years since I last heard someone used called me that. Nakakapanibago at nakakamiss rin na may tumawag sa akin ng ganoon.
Hindi ko rin mapigilan na hindi makaramdam ng pagkabahala sapagkat sa huling taong tumawa sa akin ng ganoon ay iniwan lang rin ako.
But I cannot help to smile like an idiot. I can't help but to like him more.
Umiwas ako nang tingin sa kanila at tumikhim para pakalmahin ang sarili. Pinaypayan rin ang sarili dahil pakirmdam ako namumula pa rin ako sa kilig na inabot ko.
Who would have thought that this day would come? I never sa myself being in this situation as I am not close to other person except for Lau, specially with boys.
"We're dating."
I immediately face Lau when I heard her saying the news. My mouth hung
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I felt my mouth hung open but I don't have the strength to press them together nor take a step away from anyone else. Mabuti nalang at kinaladkad na ako ni Rawl. Dinala na niya ako sa sasakyan at pina-andar na agad ito. It took me so long to respond. Then realization hit me up.Kaya pala hindi niya ako sinusundo sa bahay kapag walang duty si Tita Viana at nasa bahay lang ito.I'm too dumb not to realize things up.That is why she said that she knew Czesar too well.That is why Lau looked so shocked when I told her things about Czesar's mom.“Salamat.” it was only the word that came out on my mouth.“Pupunta ka pa rin ba?” nag-aalala niyang tanong sa kaniya. He took a glance at me and focus on driving again.
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Summer to Forget Twenty Two
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Summer to Forget Thirty Two
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Summer to Forget Thirty One
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Summer to Forget Thirty
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