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Suck Me Harder, Mr. Bodyguard! 27. Demon in Human Form (!)
Trigger warning! There is some abuse and harassment. Ivanna's PoV I stared at the corner of the room where Jax used to be. It was empty. He wasn't anywhere. I was sure Jax was the one who saved me from Kay, but he didn't show up when I needed him the most. At least to talk to me and to protect me. Isn't that his job as my bodyguard? I was just worried. What if Kay returned and did it again because he felt entitled to me and everything I had? Ah, damn it! I remembered what Jax said the other day about Kay and what he did during my absence. I got up and hurried to the walking closet containing some money and valuables, where I kept safe. I opened it slowly, not out of doubt, but feared that what Jax said was true. Just as my hand was about to grab everything inside to make sure, I heard a very familiar voice in my ear. Bri came with a tray of food in her hand. "Hey, baby. How are you?" Bri asked with concern. I turned my head and closed my safe again, then staggered back to t
Suck Me Harder, Mr. Bodyguard! 28. Demon in Human Form (2) (!)
Ivanna's PoV I still couldn't believe what had happened to me. Let alone opening the door to my room; I couldn't even open my eyes. My head was sore from the blow Kay gave me last night. I covered both my ears with a pillow, hoping not to hear any sound from outside, whether it was Bri or the waiter still trying to force me to open the door and eat even a little, especially if it was Kay. I got up, walked to the corner of the room, opened the walking closet, and stepped hesitantly into it. I wanted to make sure this time that Jax's words were valid. Even though I had proven myself that Kay was not as good as I knew, this heart was still trying to deny and hope that what Kay did to me that night resulted from the influence of his drugs. So what about last night? Was it also due to the impact of drugs? I opened a cupboard where there was a safe and opened it with a code that only I should know. I checked the contents with trembling hands, especially when I discovered that it was
Suck Me Harder, Mr. Bodyguard! 29. Kay's Identity
Ivanna PoV I couldn't move my body. Only my eyes blinked weakly and tried to recognize my current existence. However, it still didn't work. I had experienced so much misfortune and only hoped for two things: Jax to save and take me far away or die. Who would be able to survive after experiencing the kind of harassment and abuse I had? There was no safe place for me now because Bri believed what Kay said more than what came out of my mouth. So, it was useless to expect help from her. I took the time for an evening walk while in the hospital. Bri drove me and kept me company for a while. I was silent from when she arrived until the moment in the park. And it seemed that my attitude was starting to worry her. "Vans, what's wrong? Why are you breaking down and doing dangerous things like this? Do you no longer consider me a friend?" the girl asked, which frankly annoyed me. Did she ever ask me anything first before listening to what that crazy guy had to say? And what did she say
Suck Me Harder, Mr. Bodyguard! 30. The Wound
Jax's PoV"Did you see her?" I asked Ayden, who had come to visit for the umpteenth time. The man nodded. However, I couldn't translate the expression on his face. "Is there a problem? Ivanna is fine, right?"Ayden shook his head and then looked me in the eye. "She's not okay, Jax. You have to do something. Why not ask Jason for help? He'll definitely help you. You forget that your brother is the clan leader who will help you to be free. No one would dare oppose him."What Ayden said was true, but I wasn't the type to ask my brother for help. With his intentions and goals toward Ivanna, there's no way I would agree with that. And that would be the condition.Blood moon, ritual eating, and strengthening the clan that was Jason's goal. Although I don't know if there is something to do with Ivanna, I don't see it this way."You know how Jason is yourself. Nothing is free in this world, Ayden."Ayden nodded, then let out a breath from which I knew what he said about Ivanna was true. That
Suck Me Harder, Mr. Bodyguard! 31. I Want You
Jax's PoV "Ivanna, tell me what he did to you before this?" I urged the half-stoned girl in front of me. According to my assumption, Kay Lee must have bitten her or mixed his saliva into Ivanna's wound, which was still recovering. That's why the wound was bleeding again. I didn't know the man's purpose, but this was very dangerous for Ivanna if I didn't neutralize it immediately. It cannot be arbitrary to turn a human into a vampire. Especially if it were the way Kay did—by mixing his saliva into Ivanna's bloodstream—that would be toxic to her. Of course, I panicked when I learned about the weirdness happening to Ivanna. It was possible that the girl would eventually turn out like me, but what if she became another horrible creature? In the vampire world, there are vampires and feral. A feral is a bloodsucking creature different from a vampire in that it resembles a human when alive, while a feral is another wild creature that destroys the order of life. The presence of ordinar
Suck Me Harder, Mr. Bodyguard! 32. I'm All Yours
Jax's PoV Ivanna sighed from her luscious lips as I kissed every inch of her skin. And when my lips traveled further down, right to her chest, playing there for a while, the sigh turned into a moan. I gave her a bonus by playing with my tongue there, and she reciprocated by squeezing my hair. "Oh, I'm sorry, Jax. It was just a reflex movement because you're—never mind, let's keep going," she said in that sexy, raspy voice that makes me go crazy whenever I hear it. I was in love and infatuated with everything Ivanna had. And it lasted for thousands of years until finally, cupid gave me a chance to get her heart now, in her third reincarnation. I did as she asked. The game continued, my kisses going lower and lower. Right at her core. I couldn't resist the turmoil of desire already forcing me to head to the main dish. It depended on whether she agreed to me speeding up the pace or if she still wanted to enjoy the slow game for a while longer. I stopped when my eyes stared at the
Suck Me Harder, Mr. Bodyguard! 33. I'm All Yours (2)
Ivanna's PoV Jax looked at me intensely with his beautiful pair of sapphire-colored eyes. I was instantly swept away, as if he was hypnotizing me with his sharp but loving eyes on me. I knew it. I did force him to make love one more time, and he had to bite me immediately so that the pleasure of our struggle would camouflage the pain. However, Jax kept making mistakes that annoyed me. I was upset because I craved him constantly. I could never get enough of him, and even though my whole body felt crumbling, I enjoyed it. "Jax, let's do it now. I'm ready for whatever risk I have to take after I become a vampire like you," I urged him to bite me immediately. After a long, stunned moment, he grabbed my hips and brought his face closer to mine. "How about we enjoy life before I bite you? Because I can't guarantee that you will still love me after you become a vampire," he said, sounding earnest, and in his eyes was a fear that I could read right now. "Jax, I will love you even if
Suck Me Harder, Mr. Bodyguard! 34. Brand New Ivanna Sanchez
Jax's PoV "Jax, stop it, Jax! Jax, wake up! You could kill Ivanna if you keep sucking her blood!" That voice rang in my ears. I couldn't turn myself back into Jax, who would never suck human blood until a punch landed on my temple. BUGH!!! I don't know how long Ayden had been here. Although it was me who contacted him to come to keep me from consuming Ivanna's blood later, still, realizing his arrival, I was pretty surprised, especially when he grabbed me by the collar and was about to throw another punch that could probably kill me because he was wearing the spiked gloves that were his primary weapon. "Ayden, stop! Okay, I've stopped sucking her blood since earlier. Why are you still attacking me?!" I shouted, which made him release his grip on me. "I'm sorry, buddy. I'm just worried that if you suck Ivanna for too long, she might die." "I know that. Then I've already done it, haven't I? Then what? Is it like this? Is it that if I bite someone, they will be unconscious fir
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Suck Me Harder, Mr. Bodyguard! 75. END
Jax's POVI could feel the nagamaki that pierced Jason's back, tearing his body apart, including mine. Jason pulled me close, and it was as if he wouldn't let me live while he had to end up in the hands of a woman he had always considered weak.Ivanna managed to conquer what had made her afraid. Meeting Bethany and Jason was the scariest thing for her. And she beat the fear.Jason held me for a long time. His gray eyeballs looked at me with a fierce, hateful gaze. I still remember his words that sounded like a threat, as if I would be afraid and choose to side with him."You can never run, Jax. I will continue to hunt you and your descendants in my next life," he said, then smirked."Perhaps. If you are reborn, I will gladly face you and kill you with my own hands," I replied before pushing Jason away and trying to support myself from falling.I still wanted to live longer and watch Ash grow up, spend thousands of years with my beautiful Ivanna, and never-grow-old time with her. It's
Suck Me Harder, Mr. Bodyguard! 74. Revenge
Ivanna's POV I still didn't understand, but I tried to forget about it for a moment and nodded in response to Ivory's words, then got up and hurried back to the building where Jax and the others were. I arrived at the building and witnessed the inevitable fight between Jax and Jason, as well as Gabby and Ayden against Jason's men. Jax looked battered, as did Jason. While they were still attacking each other, Bethany lunged and was about to hurt Jax, who was caught off guard. I quickly found a way to prevent her from attacking Jax by breaking through the crowd of Lycan and vampires fighting each other. I could no longer tell who was a friend and a foe. I really couldn't tell the difference, but it no longer mattered. Jax would have almost died if I hadn't distracted the wild creature immediately. I whistled, which made Bethany turn to me and cancel from almost biting Jax. She approached, and to protect myself from her attack, I removed the iron claws from the gloves I was still wear
Suck Me Harder, Mr. Bodyguard! 73. Finished Off The Feral
Ivanna's POV Gabby looked at me with a gaze that I couldn't translate. What was she thinking right now? Why couldn't I read her mind? My mind seemed unable to pick up her signals. Is it because I'm in a state of turmoil? Gabby looked nervous and couldn't give me an answer or comply with Jason's wish to give Ash to Bethany, who already looked so hungry. "I-I need to use the restroom," Gabby said, which took my breath away. Did she intend to run away amid the mess she had made? Jax told me that Gabby had intended to betray us. Was this one of them? Hearing Gabby's words, Jason smiled mockingly. "You want to trick me, huh?" Gabby shook her head. Even when Jason finally grabbed her face, she offered no resistance. Ayden looked furious and tried to break away to be able to save his girlfriend, while me and Ash, our lives, were on the line now. "Get your hands off her, you bastard!" growled Ayden, who then managed to get up and knock Jason to the ground, as well as himself. However, Ay
Suck Me Harder, Mr. Bodyguard! 72. Uneven Fight
Ivanna's POV"We won't let you touch Ivanna!" growled Gabby, then lunged at Jason, who nimbly managed to dodge. Then it was Ayden's turn to attack. The two were evenly matched in strength, but Jason was a cunning man. He used Bethany as a weapon to deter and complicate Ayden and Gabby's position."You have to finish her, Ayden. We have to save Ivanna." I could still hear the sound of the two of them talking as I occasionally heard metal clinking.Meanwhile, Jason, who felt that he no longer had a burden because he had left the task of fighting Ayden and Gabby to Bethany and the feral who came with him, now approached me."Hand over your baby, and I promise to let you and Jax live happily."I shook my head. "Don't dream, Jase! You're the one who destroyed Bethany by sucking her up. You knew you'd never match Beth's DNA, but you were desperate. And now you're trying to destroy me, Bethany's reincarnation, to bring her back to life."The man laughed. He still stood where he was, no longe
Suck Me Harder, Mr. Bodyguard! 71. The Hideout
Ivanna's POVDuring the chaos, the last thing I saw was the figure of my lover, who was ready with his best friend, the nagamaki, that was always pinned behind his back. If Jax had tightened his grip on the end of the nagamaki's handle, it meant that a big fight was about to happen. And the number of Feral coming, I forgot exactly, but I knew that they weren't just one, two, or ten. Hundreds, if I may estimate. Would Jax and Max be okay facing them?Ivory pulled me by the arm and led me to flee at the same time as the horde of feral creatures came. I felt lucky I wasn't the only one there, but Ayden and Gabby met us at an intersection. Luckily, Ash was never far from me. He was still in my arms after getting his membership mark."Ivy, where are you taking us?" I asked, following the woman's pace. Ivory was very elegant and agile. She seemed used to fleeing the enemy's pursuit and was certainly familiar with their territory."Taking you to a safe place. Your comrades are also coming wi
Suck Me Harder, Mr. Bodyguard! 70. Sudden Attack
Jax's POV"Jax, are you out of your mind?! I told you that Ash is in danger. You agreed to go with them!" Ivanna protested when she heard my request for us to pack immediately. "I didn't expect you to take my word for it.""I never thought so, Ivanna. Please, understand." I grabbed the woman to face me. "Ivanna, listen to me. We have no army, and Jason could attack at any time.""Devon already gave up his clan for you, didn't he? We can start if you want."I shook my head. "It's not that easy, Ivanna. We have much to do and prepare to form a strong clan. We are no match for Jason unless he dares to duel against me; then, I am sure I will win."Ivanna looked agitated. Her pale face, usually still flushed, now looked even paler. She looked exhausted after what we had been through over the past few days. I didn't want our suffering to continue."Ivanna, if you want to keep Ash, this is the way. We must ally ourselves and get protection from a large group with more power than Alisterix."
Suck Me Harder, Mr. Bodyguard! 69. As A Warrior
Jax's POVI brought Ivanna to come with me to the basement. I had already told her, although this matter wasn't a secret, and Max didn't even forbid me if I wanted to tell Ivanna, we shouldn't come to the basement at night like this. The feral power would increase at night, and I didn't want to create a mess because of my lover's stubbornness. However, what can I do?I let her look around, where several lycans were locked under normal conditions. Ivanna seemed interested in what made Max and the pack members decide to imprison them."It must be because of a big enough problem that they get punished as a deterrent," I replied when Ivanna seemed unable to contain herself, and before she thought that Max's government was too strict, I gave her an explanation.Arriving at a cell that looked different from the others, my steps halted, and she did the same. The room with the silver door was still lit and would continue to be lit to contain the power inside, so Max said. There wasn't just on
Suck Me Harder, Mr. Bodyguard! 68. A Fellowship
Ivanna's POV It amazed me seeing the entire contents of the building where we were going to live and settle down next. And one thing I just found out is that this building is the long-abandoned residence of the Reynz family. I must admit, the Reynz and Alsen family seem to have a lot of power. They're even willing to lend a few pack members to help us out here until Jax finds some people he needs. I can't say much other than to accept their help and kindness. "Ivanna, I hope you don't mind and don't take offense at what I'm doing. Really, we want nothing more than to give you a little help." Ivory said. "I hope you don't take offense at my questioning either, Ivy. Why are you being so nice? We didn't even do anything for you guys," I replied. Ivory, who had been smiling a lot, immediately faded her smile and turned around. "I've been trusting people easily, Ivanna. Even the people I trusted ended up betraying me. However, meeting you, I can't deny the feelings that drive me to do
Suck Me Harder, Mr. Bodyguard! 67. Secret Room
Jax's POV "What are you doing here, Max?!" Ayden asked Max, as if they had known each other for a long time. Max finally embraces Ayden after being frozen. "Ayden, my man! Where have you been? I thought you were dead from that vampire attack!" Max said, making Ayden turn to me while I was still silent. Was this discussion referring to the night I bit Ayden and sucked out his blood? If it was, let's hope this guy didn't say anything about it to Max. I need Max and Ivory's help to take the ship to the south island because the skipper and other crew members are not there anymore. The Feral could be the change of the skipper and others after the Feral bit them. "We'll talk about that some other time, Max. Right now, we have the most important thing." I turned to Ayden and Max, who were walking towards me, who was now in the control room. "They've all turned into Feral. We no longer have anyone to control the ship." We looked at each other, then Max smiled. "Come on... don't be so up
