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Theodore

I take a deep breath, letting my hands slide over my face as I push it back out.

My heart is about to shatter and its shards to explode out of my chest at how hard it beats.

The display keeps flashing up, and the ringtone I had selected especially for my mother dances through the room.

I take a sip from my beer, shaking my head. “How idiotic to choose something so ridiculous,” I mutter to myself as my skin continues to crawl at the sound.

Keeping convincing myself that I have to keep the line free for Helades, I try to calm my racing heart and withstand my urge to pick up.

It has been two days since he last called me into his office and I started the training with Dimitiros.

Helga gave me a corrected card so that I could now ride the right elevators, and I even got to fill out all the forms with Gilda.

I thought I would be happy about being left in peace and being paid nonetheless, but that doesn’t describe at all what I am feeling right now.

This is just embarrassing
Shelagh Milano

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