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50. Am I going to break his heart ?
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I knocked on Ethan's room door and waited for him to open the door. My heart had already started beating fast. I don't even know how I'm gonna survive the next one or two hours.
The next moment the door opened and Ethan grabbed my wrist. But instead of pulling me inside, he stepped forward, hurriedly closed the door behind and then he was running dragging me along with him." H..Hey..what's happening?", I asked in shock and surprise as he ran dragging me with him through the corridor." Shh..just come with me.", he said." Leave me ! Where the hell are you d..dragging me ?", I asked squirming and pulling my hand backward." Oh C'mon..", he sighed, stopping. " We are going to watch the volleyball match. Come fast. Match might have already started."" V..Volleyball match ? But you told me to come for d..drawing my eyes.", I said yanking my hands away from his grip." Yeah I just came to know evening thRelated chapters
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