RAYA
I had startled awake before I realized the pounding sound coming from the oak wood of my room door had stopped.
“What the hell?” I growled still grouchy, rubbing my eyes to look about the room when my gaze caught on the clear blue of my father’s eyes.
I jolted, scurrying back into the sheets with a whimper rising in my throat.
“Finally decided to grace us with your presence Aye? Fucking bitch! Get up!” He mused before roaring toward me, the tall bulk of his frame tight around his stomach before I felt his hands tighten on my neck.
“Please father,” I wheezed, beating at his large hands as stars appeared in my vision.
“You see this whore? This is the summons to the Alpha’s palace! And guess why it came today? Because you are a stupid little cunt who can’t get anything right!” He bellowed, brandishing the neat white of a paper I couldn’t read, only noticing how white it looked compared to the yellowed plate of his nail bed.
My heart beat a jagged rhythm in my chest as I wracked my mind for answers. I’d been quiet the other night, hadn’t I?
“I told him you weren’t in Pa! I really did!” I choked out, tears springing to my eyes as I kicked out my legs only managing to connect with air before he flung me against the wall.
I groaned, my elbows hammering into the wood so that I cuddled it, the world blurring around the edges when I looked up at him, struggling to rake in lungfuls of air.
“Clean yourself up, we're going to see the King if it isn't enough trouble that he knew you had lied already!” My father gritted through the spaces in his teeth, and my eyes widened to the size of golf balls in my sockets.
“You better be ready when I come knocking, waste my time any more than you already have, and I’ll be locking you up in the outhouse again,” My father sneered, half-craning his head to look at me.
I bit down on my tongue, quietly watching him snag the half-empty bottle he had left besides my small foam on the floor before he staggered out, swearing under his breath.
I knocked my hands against my ribs, stumbling on my hands and feet to the small cubicle of our washroom and splashing the cold, throttled spring on my face, coming out just in time for the big man with angry eyebrows to lace his hand around the collar of my night dress.
“I-i’m not ready yet Pa, I-i haven't got my proper clothes on yet,” I stammered, turning my face away from his open-mouthed leer as I felt his eyes roam the length of my body.
“Oh, I dare to say it can't get any more proper than this Raya, It's a good thing you're a whore like your mother, Alpha Toph, and his men sure would like your tight little body,” He grated, pressing the bulbous pipe of his nose against my body so that I shrieked, my eyes widening as I fought against his hold.
What was he saying? How could my father do this to me? I felt a flood of bitterness so hot it burned my chest and traveled up my throat as I fought against his hold and he dragged me, laughing, out through the oak wood door and into the dark street.
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I was no longer crying when I stood, shoulder to hip, with my father, in the expansive throne room of the Alpha Toph’s palace.
“Any moment now,” The barrel-chested werewolf I’d had the unfortunate fate of being born to rumbled deeply, his eyes dancing nervously around the gold-plated far walls and dome ceiling of the throne room.
I followed my father’s eyes to the line of powder-faced courtesans on their pert little thrones, their ringed fingers waving feathered fans over their bodice.
The three little witches for the Alpha werewolf. It was a nickname the villagers gave his high mistresses, with their upturned beak noses and judgy eyes.
The noise of swords clashing behind us as the sparse crowd gathered closer on the line of the red carpet had my father scurrying back like a hopper with flight phobia.
I let out a small gasp as the guards shouldered roughly past us, the blonde wolf-cut of the Alpha Prince’s hair damn near towering over the cluster of iron-chested guards.
He strode into the room like a freaking hurricane, the broad line of his shoulders following forward as the ascended the dias and turned in one swift motion.
“Lower your head brat, do not shame me here.” My father hissed, and I took my eyes off the handsome man to see that all the heads in the crowd were kissing their knees, following quickly with my shallow bow before the crowd rose.
The ball of mucus in my throat snagged sharply when I saw that the Alpha’s piercing gaze was trained on me, as he spoke in a voice that sounded like it had been cut out of glass, to my father.
“Where is my offering Mr. Banks?”
“I-i do not have it y-yet your majesty, I only need but a little time-” My father sniveled, and a gust of shame heated my face.
I didn't like the way he cowered in front of the prince. We might have been poor, but we were purebred wolves.
“How embarrassing,” I bit under my breath, my heart hammering once in my chest when the Prince’s eyes flickered to me again as he took slow measured steps down the dias.
I could feel the energy in the crowd shift, the tug in my chest coming hard enough that I keeled over when the Prince stood before me, the aura of his power cloaked his form like a shield.
“What are you called?” Alpha Tophas gritted in that voice again, and a shudder went through me when I felt the cool iron of one claw tip my chin up so that his dust-gray eyes bored into mine.
“Raya, Your majesty,” I whispered, struggling to breathe past the weight pressing on my chest as murmurs went up around the crowd.
What was happening to me? Why did I feel the yoke of a bond between us?
I had gone mad, finally. The way my mother had when she fled from our cottage house. Away from my father. It was the only explanation that made any fucking sense!
I felt my eyes shift wildly in my head when the Alpha spoke again, the neat arch of his brow creased over his forehead.
“Leave my palace Banks. The girl would do with a little washing up, your debt to the throne is settled.” He boomed, and I whipped my head to my father as confusion muddled my brain.
Surely the prince hadn't been referring to me?
“Father, I-” I wheezed, running around the man who watched on quietly to grip the lapel of my father’s brocade before he shrugged his arm away and realization dawned on me like a ton of bricks crashing on my head.
“My immense thanks your Majesty, I shall see to it that her things are brought over,” My father’s gloating voice made my ears pop and I stumbled away from the men, feeling the walls closing around me as I whirled around on my feet to search for the iron double doors we had come through.
I couldn't stay back as the prince’s mate! What about my dream to be an artist? I couldn't paint in the palace!
“Father! You can't! Don’t leave me here Pa!” I screeched, bounding toward the retreating hanger of my father’s back before I felt the collar of my shirt hook on something hard.
I swung my head to look, just in time for the iron bracket of a fist to come flying at me, catching me in the cheek so that I staggered backward, into the line of the crowd who parted around me.
“Pathetic isn't she?... Makes you wonder what his majesty sees in her-” The whispers floated around me as the white film of shock broke apart in my eyes before I cupped a shaky hand to my cheek.
The Prince had hit me, hard. Harder than my father ever did.
“Don’t you ever, maid girl, make a fool of me the way you just did again. Not if you want to get anywhere in this palace.” He spat caustically, before nodding to the guards who cupped their hands roughly under my armpit.
“Take her to the dungeon.”
RAYA BANKS“No! Wait!” I gasped, feeling my hands shoot out to reach for the man a split second before the iron clasp of his royal guards jerked me back, the metal pound of iron clashing on my head and sending me into the darkness at breakneck speed. The sound of voices drifting from the spaces in the wood door when I came to was almost deafening.Where was I? I cracked an eye open, fighting the darkness that was pressing down heavily on my eyelids when I caught the tall shadow of a man standing over me, the wolf of his scent so overpowering it couldn’t have been anything but royal blood.“Y-your majesty,” I rasped, struggling to my knees and managing to look up at the man, the glint of his claws half-hidden in his tunic cuff catching my eye and I gulped reflexively.“You disappoint me, Banks, I could have taken you as mistress you know? Put you on your good little throne beside mine in the throne room dias. This futile struggling, it is...appalling.” He hissed and I gritted my teeth
NIKOLAII had a half-dead woman in my arms and an itch in the back of my throat.“Who is she?” Igor asked with an air of mischief I was accustomed to, and I turned to glare at the roguish-looking man with a smirk playing on his purple lips.“I haven't the faintest idea Igor, prepare the horses, we’re going back to my Stone city castle.” I breathed over my shoulder at my best man, letting my eyes roam over the woman’s bare neck, the thin gold chain of a necklace caught my eye.It was the same kind I had stretched in a tight ring around my neck. The kind the moon goddess had given me the night of my first wolfing.My breath caught in my throat when I realized what it meant. “Are you certain Nikolai? Your father would be quite upset,” Igor tempered with a hint of warning in his throaty voice that sent shivers down my spine.Upset would have been putting it lightly for the King. My father would be livid, I could almost imagine him blowing a vein in his forehead when the concierge gave hi
RAYAIt had always been the same, my nightmares of the woman in the red hood with claws for hands and her bloodied fangs extended dangerously from her twig-thin lips.My mother had never said anything to me when she chased me through the fog, the crimson of her cape bleeding in and out of view until my breathing seized in my throat and I snapped awake.Again and Again, night after night up until today, when I felt the thud of my heart pounding into the soft cushion of a comforter I felt under my back as her words rang in my mind’s ear.“Run,” The woman had whispered when she’d suddenly burst through the fog to grip me with burning hands, her hot breath scalding my face.My mouth fell open as I peered into the empty sockets where her eyes should have been, before I felt the weight of my body shoot up, gasping and twisting awake as a chill clawed at the seat of my spine.“Are you alright miss?” A disembodied voice boomed so close to my ear that I let out a banshee scream, throwing my ha
ALPHA NIKOLAI“Fucking hell,” I cursed under my breath as I shut the door behind me, catching my bottom lip between my teeth as the ringing in my ears faded and I spread out the wrinkled paper between my fingers.Rays Banks, the daughter of a merchant tailor from the main city was wanted for absconding from the royal palace.I balled the paper in my hand, gritting my teeth as the implications ran through my mind.My brother was as merciless as he was ugly, but you would never tell from his dastardly good looks, the straight line of his spine, and the lopsided smirk that seemed to be permanently etched on the line of his bow-shaped lips.I knew how the village maidens daydreamed of him in the fields and farms, wishing for a dark prince that would whisk them from their sad little lives, up until he pressed the pointy tip of his sword at their throats.He would not give up easily, not without a fight. It didn't help in the least bit that I was spoiling for one.I cast my thoughts back to
RAYA BANKSI shifted my weight on the soft comforter of the bed uneasily. The longer the maid girl stood at the threshold of the silver-lined room, the more I struggled to clamp down on the urge to bite into my finger beds, the stretch of silence hanging like a maiden’s tits in the space between us.”Judith was it?” I croaked, managing to clear out the rubbish at the last syllable and affecting a measly charge of authority in the time it took the girl to look up and nod dutifully, staring at me through the heavily-lashed rims of her soulful eyes.I shifted again, glancing around the richly-dressed space and feeling like a brown-nosed donkey in a wedding dress as the unease settled like lead in my belly.“I’ll draw you a bath Miss, it’s almost time for dinner,” Judith voiced suddenly, startling me into what felt like a disembodied nod, grateful when she disappeared into the washroom and left me alone with my thoughts.Had Nikolai filed that under her list of duties as well? The though
RAYA“What the hell is that?” I coaxed, hardly trusting myself to breathe as I exchanged wide-eyed looks with the slack-jawed handmaiden.It had stopped almost as soon as it started, the shrill noise of a woman’s scream that felt like it was coming from outside our doors. My hands shook as they shot out to grip the cowl of the girl’s maiden smock, forcing her back into a squat as she rose to go.“No! Judith, it might be dangerous! We don't know what’s out there!” I whispered harshly, searching the twin black pools of her eyes that seemed to lack emotion. I would have thought the lady quite strange, if I hadn't heard the rapid thudding of her heart under my iron grasp.”I’m sure it’s not a big deal miss, these things happen sometimes around these here parts,” She started, and I blanched instantly, snatching my hands away from her bodice as she had just told me she liked her coffee cold and stumbling back into the tub, feeling the soap suds of the water flop and slosh about me.Not a b
NIKOLAIMy feet hit the ground almost noiselessly as I bounded toward the gates, feeling the dense calcium of my bones snap and twist as I shifted into my wolf mid-air, leaping up to the fire-lit cubicle of the Keep’s guard stations.“Y-Your Highness-” One of the hollow-cheeked keep guards exclaimed, lowering the spear gun he had spun to face me and adjusting the oversized helmet on his bald head with brown-rimmed claws.“Status report Baldy,” I growled, feeling the pool of drool gather on the sides of my law as I peered down the steep wall to see the large beige-furred wolf that was writhing and groaning outside the castle gates.I felt my brows furrow with concern as the guard launched a long spiel about how the soldiers had to trap the wolf in silver-wrought chains to keep it from biting off any more of the guards heads.I could tell it was agitated, throwing the triangle of it's head this way and that with deep, sorrowful groans as the silver bit into it's fur, leaving angry red w
ALPHA TOPHThe balls of my eyes shifted in my head restlessly as I watched the thin flaps of my father’s lips open and close with something akin to irritation.“You have to learn to get along with your brother Tophas, it's never been heard before in our history that the pack brothers are sworn enemies! This rubbish you have with your brother simply must stop!” He roared in his alpha voice, the red-rimmed balls of his eyes sending a shiver through my spine before I looked away.I hated that he called me Tophas, why the fuck couldn't he just call me Toph like everyone else?It was shorter even, easier on the tongue. A part of me knew already that it was to spite me, to show that he still possessed some sort of twisted dominance over me.“Do you understand me? There are issues we must attend to as a pack! Our legacy is on the verge of -” He started again and I felt something in me snap as I jumped to my feet.“Enough father!” I deadpanned, the clenched bell of my wrists shaking slightly
Raya BanksI hadn't stopped glancing anxiously through the wide carriage windows after we left until my breath caught in my throat when I saw the looming buildings of the castle up ahead and leaned back in my seat, suddenly feeling my pulse jump.“It's okay Raya, I'm here...I won't let anyone hurt you.” Nikolai growled and I felt something warm unravel inside me at the possessive tone of his voice.I nodded, searching his stormy gray eyes once more before looking out the window again at the wet plains of the fields off to the sides.And Olivia? I wanted to ask, but something stopped me and I shook the thought out of my head, resting on his shoulder instead as the giant gate of the castle creaked open and I marveled at the cheers that boomed and erupted.“Holy shit,” I whispered and my cheeks warmed to hear Nikolai laugh beside me. Gosh, I never wanted him to stop laughing! There were rows and rows of ruddy-faced wolves holding large bouquets that they threw like confetti at the carri
NikolaiThe voices, by Jove! The rush of shadows and voices crowded into my head as I wove the moonstone around my neck must have made me mad!I roared, feeling my rage amplify and baring my teeth with bloodlust as I turned my body to see Alpha Toph charging toward me like a bat straight from hell.“You bloody prick! I'm going to annihilate you once and for all!” He bellowed, his lumpy muscled frame flying into the air before I surged forward to meet him halfway, almost stumbling when Raya’s soft whisper carried to my ears.I love you, I love you, I love you. I inhaled sharply, throwing everything I had into the fight as our bodies slammed meatily together before we landed heavily on the floor and I pushed against the bracket of his arms. His disfigured eyes stared at me from behind the barricade with such hate and venom that I threw away all the guilt I had swirling inside me.“Not if I kill you first.” I sneered, jamming my knee into his sides and watching him crumple in on himself
158Raya Banks“Nikolai! Watch out!” I shrieked loudly, feeling my gut wrench with fear as I saw the king get knocked down by Alpha Toph’s hulking frame.“You let a woman be your weakness again Nikolai, it's almost as if you never LEARN! Wasn't Olivia’s betrayal all those years ago enough for you?” Alpha Toph gurgled in a voice that sounded like rushing water and I felt chills wash over me as I tried to struggle to my feet before one of the shadowlings slammed their heavy foot flat on my back, knocking the breath out of me.“No!” I cried out, winded, and stretched a hand to the huge gray wolf that was being mauled ferociously by Alpha Toph’s half-human, half-beast frame. A trap! The beast had set a trap for the king and now he was cut in between. I knew almost immediately what he had planned to do but there was almost no way to warn Alpha Nikolai as he crossed the field to rescue me.Had I been his weakness? How did he find me? It couldn't have been that long since I was kidnapped an
Olivia BurnsIt was the silence that haunted me the most now. The empty hours from dawn to dusk and everything in between, just me and the shadows, and the shadows and me.“You rest up now Miss Burns, His Highness will be back to the Stone Castle in no time.” Meredith’s calming voice rang, making me snap my eyes to her pale oval face that had lifted into an encouraging smile.“Enough, I'm positive ill turn into one of the meadow fishes if you soak my stubs any longer.” I hissed impatiently, feeling my heart squeeze when the woman only smiled, snatching up a dry, white towel from the rack before wrapping my tender feet in it and toweling me off.I sneered at the unhealthy size of the swollen lumps as she massaged them into a reasonable size, and I stirred uneasily in the low plush stool that had been placed in the sunlit room.The King had ordered renovations for me, giant blue ceramic pots with fake gold flowers at the corners of the room that hid the shadowlings from my sight. The bi
NIKOLAIShe was RIGHT THERE, a few feet from me before he snatched her right out of the air. So close, and yet, so far away.“It doesn't have to be this way Tophas, my mate has no business in our rivalry, let her go.” I deadpanned, hearing the din of my voice as it caught in the wind whipping about us before my brother’s uneven face jerked into an excited smile.I could hear the thud of my heart beating and was aware how fast my breaths rushed out from my chest and yet, I could do nothing but stand and wait. No sudden movements.“But you lie, brother, Raya Banks is my mate too don't you reckon?” Tophas growled, slamming one thick paw that looked like the fingers had been snapped all the way back against Raya’s full cleavage.“Please!” Raya’s desperate wheezes twisted at my heart as I held out a hand, stopping Gallagher’s copper-colored wolf from morphing out and tearing forward. I could sense his agitation, because it was double in my gut, watching the woman I loved so much desperatel
Raya BanksI couldn't stop the shudders from running through my body before the sound of wolves laughing heartily in the distance reached my ears.“Oh God, oh God, help me,” I panted, squeezing my eyes shut and clamping my lips firmly to keep from whimpering when what felt like a tongue licked at the underside of my ass from the stone.The damned thing was alive! Like the stack of bodies in the corner of the room! Wolf zombies, immobile now, no doubt until the dark shadow king Gobar wanted to command them!“A feast! We shall have a feast!” Alpha Toph’s voice boomed in the distance and my body automatically stiffened, still as a rock.It had been some time since he left and the hearty yellow beam I could see beyond the cave opening flaps if I angled my head right had now turned a smokey gray. Dusk. I had to get out of here fast, I couldn't hope on the King any longer, he may as well have moved on with his betrothed and heir and here I was slaving away, holding out hope and waiting for
Alpha TophMy tongue pressed against the uneven ridges of my teeth as I fiddled with the lock of the shadow king’s secret compartment.I had caught a glimpse of the mammoth beast leaving the small shed, the spot on his neck where the blood moonstone hung bare. I knew then that Gobar had to have been hiding it here. He never wore it to hunt.“Come on!” I gritted through clenched teeth, feeling my eyeballs sting as the sweat rolled down from the cliff of my forehead.Everything had begun to feel weird, it was hard enough to feed without tasting the worms from the inside of my mouth in the blood.If I could just get my hands on the dark moonstone I could stop the transformation and have SOME chance of killing the shadow king.Yes! I had to kill him, there was no way in seven hells I would have gone through all the pains to settle for being his eternal stooge!The numbers I tried to spin on the lock didn't make any sense and it was beginning to get dark. I glanced around quickly, catchin
Meredith The Maid“MEREDITH!” My name, I answer it with pride when my mistress calls, but she does not call today. “MEREDIFFTH!” My name, whenever the mistress was in one of her moods and couldn't stand to get the words out nice and proper, her shrill tone seemed to shake me to my very core.She was in one of her moods again as I led her away from the King’s horses, holding the blubbering countess by the hand and helping her climb the stairs until we were behind the safe walls of the familiar quarters.“What time is it Meredith? I haven't had my afternoon tea and all that screaming has made me rather, famished!” Miss Olivia exclaimed and I caught my tongue between my teeth before I could tell her she had taken her lunch already. Thrice.“Of course, I'll send for it M’lady,” I cooed softly, lowering her onto the plush cushion of the high bed and propping her feet too before smothering her with the rich red duvets that had been layered on the foam.“My Merd, what would I do without y
NIKOLAITime seemed to stand still as I swung the silver sword in a neat arc, striking the stretched meat of my best friend’s neck and feeling the sword spasm in my death grip before cutting cleanly through the bone and clanging up to my shoulders against the hard rock of the dias.My heart pounded wildly in my chest as the brightly colored room blurred in my vision for a moment before I caught the lapse and blinked everything back into focus.The silence was so loud that my ears rang from the nothingness, not a breath, not a word, nothing but quiet. I watched Igor’s blood-spattered head roll quietly down each stone staircase until it toppled in a neat circle and stopped on the floor.I was breathing fast, and heavily, with my fingers shaking on the hilt of the executioner sword I still held tightly in my hand and yet I couldn't manage to shake it off.It was like a part of me had died the moment I held the blade. My fault! It was all my fault. I had let my best man turn into a trait