Missed Me?

I lied to myself when I said I was going to forget Don Dada.

It had to be the biggest lie I have ever told myself or maybe the biggest lie my heart has ever told me.

My heart has told me a couple of lies that I have to believe wholeheartedly only for me to be met with disappointment at the end.

Like when I told myself I wasn’t weak and that I could escape from Luciano if only I tried hard. And when I told myself I could lead a normal and decent life if Luciano at least would lets me go.

Well he did. And it turns out that all I’m good at is lying to myself.

Nothing ever became normal about my life ever since then. I was still the same girl he had in captive for the longest of her life.

My heart still wouldn't stop lying to me even at that.

Because ever since I left Don's bar and met with Don himself, I’ve not being able to get his face off my mind or anything else about him off of my mind since then.

His face appears every now and then when I’m alone and thinking about somethin