Chapter 67

Jake

I had really fucked up, why didn’t I listen to what she said. I could have avoided all of this. I was pacing the apartment my mind in turmoil. I needed to find her but where to start.

I tried her number again and again but each time it went straight to voice mail, I couldn’t blame her if I was her, I wouldn’t take my calls either. Still, I needed to know she was okay, I looked back at the broken phone with the crushed screen the voice note on pause. I felt sick knowing what she’s been through. Why did I think she would cheat on me, she has never done anything to imply that she would.

What was niggling away at me was that it was my idea, she never would have met that creep if I hadn’t suggested it. I ran my hands through my hair, this is all my fucking fault. If I manage to find her, what exactly would I say to make her forgive me, what could I say that would allow me to forgive myself.

That was something I knew would never be possible, she had even begged me to be close by, she k