I looked at myself in the mirror the silver chain mail dress draped across my body, it was everything and more that I remembered, short a slit up the sides, backless with a deep v, if a strong gust of wind came my way, I’d flash a lot of people.
I pulled my slick pony back and examined my make up I wanted something clean subtle eye line, lashes of mascara and gloss. I grabbed a matching silver clutch bag and my leather jacket as I waited for the uber to arrive.
It was just after 9 when the uber arrived, making my way to smokes I messaged the girls so they knew I was almost there, can never be too careful these days.
Smokes was a small east London club, it was dark and cool, they had great cocktails the music blasting the best tunes so you could have a good dance, it was the perfect place to head to on a Friday night, especially after a bad week.
Sabrina met me by the entrance as we walked in, she was stunning as always, matched me in her gold dress that matched mine, she wore her hair down in the soft blonde waves smokey eyes and nude pink lips with killer heels!
‘Hey gurl you look great!’ she airs kisses me as she hands me a drink, we clink classes and I take a sip, its strong and the taste burns my throat as I swallow it.
An arm wraps around my waist as Millie appears bringing me in to a tight hug. She has her red loose curls down red lips and wearing a black mesh lacy number that I can see half the men here drooling as she walks by.
Last to arrive is Ruby making a statement as always, she’s in black bodycon dress that shows off her curves, she is the envy of all of us with her perfect hourglass figure. Her long thick dark hair is curled, her tanned skin glowing in the lights with smokey eyes and red pouty lips.
‘Steph you’re here you look sexy!’ she spins me around before pulling me over to the booth she had secured. We all sit down taking our seats when some drinks are sent to us from a guy at the bar. Ruby raises her glass giving him a wink and blowing him an air kiss before we get back to our conversation.
‘So, my boss today was a right bitch, she kept disappearing and then coming back demanding why all the stock hadn’t been put out on the shelves yet, there was a cue of customers and just me in her there today, basically me doing all the work!’ Ruby huffed as she took a swig of her drink shaking her head, she worked at one of the boutique stores near Saville Row the clothing sells for thousands, she makes good commission, but her boss is an uptight bitch.
‘I’m sorry Rubes you need to find something else, I don’t know how you keep working at that place, my boss Ken was up to his normal perv ways, he brushed past me three times pressing his crotch against me, once when I was making coffee, at the photocopier and then at my desk!’ Millie shakes her head she works at a marketing firm, arranging the events for campaign launches of new products. It’s really cool apart from her ass of a boss.
‘You’ve got to report him Mills!’ Sabrina the mum of our group jumped in, Millie just nods her head and sighs.
‘I want to, but I don’t want to be out of a job, I love it there apart from him, he targets me when no one is around to see. So, it’s just my word against his.’ She takes a sip of her drink, Sabrina frowns slightly pressing her lips together.
‘You need a secrete nanny cam!’ I suggest jumping in almost spilling my drink everywhere in all the excitement. There heads turn towards me, some unsure some nodding in an agreement. Millie pauses pressing her lips together.
‘Where would I even get one of those?’
‘Where you get everything else … A****n!’ we all burst out laughing Millie is notorious for having packages sent to her at all hours of the day, her flat is basically an a****n show home, every gadget, decorative items you name it she has it.
‘Oh, nooooo I’m not that bad,’ she whines we all look at her before bursting out laughing she cracks a smile eventually.
We all take a sip of our drinks before the conversations moves on.
We were 4 or 5 cocktails in now and Ruby was ready to get her groove on! She had moved from sitting down to dancing next to our booth trying to get us to all come and dance with her. I smiled she is definitely the wild one of our group, although to be honest there isn’t much in it.
Where trouble seems to find the rest of us, Ruby is trouble incarnate, whoever she ends up with is going to have their hands full.
Eventually she gets bored of waiting for us, grabbing Millie’s hand they make their way to the dance floor, doing the half dance, shaking their hips and swaying their hair as they head out. I look over watching them, Ruby already has a man pressed behind her as she grinds her hips back to him, holding Millie’s hand as she spins her around. Sabrina turns to me shaking her head with a smile.
‘That poor boy has bitten off more than he can chew going after that one!’ she giggles after Ruby has sent him to get drinks for her and Millie.
‘Steph how are things?’ she stares at me earnestly a small smile on her face as she looks my way.
I give her my normal smile, but she knows me too well and raises her brow daring me not to lie to her. I know she knows my situation, it’s still raw but I don’t like to talk about it.
Seeing their faces take on that sympathetic look every time I saw them those first few months actually made everything worse, in the end I just started to pretend that everything was fine, so they stopped with those faces. I only really talk to Sabrina about this she still can treat me as me and not the girl that lost her parents and almost lost her sister although she only just survived but no one is entirely sure why. I take a sigh.
‘You know how it is, I’m just about keeping my head above water, I don’t have time to process the grief I just need to make it until Jess is better,’ I pout when I realize my drink is empty, I’m going to need another if the conversations stay like this. I can feel the tears welling up but I push them back.
Sabrina strokes my arm but nothing more, I don’t want to cry in the club.
‘I know babe, I’m here if you need anything, don’t pretend everything is fine if it’s not, okay?’ I nod and give her a smile, I’ve known Sabrina since I was about 6 years old, she has been a part of my life for so long the others we meet in university, there shared our dooms and we have been thick as thieves since then.
Sabrina actually met my family, she spent one Christmas with us as her mum can be … how best to put this unreliable. She’s basically my adopted sister, we even have a matching tattoo on our wrists that we got when we were 16, it’s just the letter S in a calligraphy style writing but it’s small enough know one really knows it’s there.
‘Oh my god I love this song!’ she jumps up grabbing my wrist as we head to the dance floor rescuing Millie as Ruby is making out with the guy from earlier, I’m pretty sure her hands are under his shirt as he cups her ass.
Millie gives us both a thankful smile, it’s not that Millie is shy with guys she’s just very selective, her and Sabrina are both the same they normally always have boyfriends, and this is the first time either have been single for a while.
Ruby is a free spirit and although she had a long-term boyfriend when she was younger likes her freedom to have fun. I had a long term boyfriend we were planning to get married before I caught him cheating on me, since the accident I haven’t even thought about men or sex. I now work all hours that it’s not possible. I like a good flirt and banter but as sad as that is, it’s all I have time for right now.
We sway to the beat, singing along to the words dancing with each other, Ruby joins in before spotting a stripper pole in the corner of the club she grabs my wrist pulling me along and I grab Millie’s taking her with me, she grabs Sabrina and whatshisname follows behind us.
‘Go on Steph show us your moves,’ she encourages pushing me up the podium, she has got to be kidding in these shoes and dress, I give her a look, but she blocks me from getting down, the other two cheering away encouraging her antics. I sigh I’m going to have to at least give it a go, I’m slightly taller than the rest of my midget friends coming to about 5’7’’. Whatshisname settles leaning against the wall pulling Ruby into his arms kissing her neck, but she’s too focused on cheering me on.
Here goes nothing, I’ve seen people do this in films etc but I’ve never really given it a go, Ruby tried to encourage us all to take a class and I wish I’d gone now so at least I wouldn’t be standing here like Bambi on ice. I place my hand on the pole and start to walk around it slowly, on the second time I roll my neck flicking my hair and try to suppress my laugh as they all start screaming their encouragement.
I pick up the pace, speeding up before lifting my feet off the floor spinning around the pole landing on my knees, I try to smoothly do a body roll back up, I then hook my leg and wrap my arm before spinning backwards, another hair flick before I take a bow getting off the podium.
There’s a raucous applause and I’m relieved I didn’t flash anyone. Ruby gets up and does her thing. She has a whole routine, spinning, dropping to the floor even upside down at one point, whatshisname is watching her appreciatively his gaze darkens as she spins upside down causing her large breast to almost spill out of her dress.
I feel a tap on my shoulder turning I see a drunk man checking me out, he moves his hand over my shoulder pulling me to his chest before he whispers in my ear stumbling and spilling his drink all over me.
‘Baby you’re so hot want to work some of those moves on me,’ he drawls before turning and sniffing my hair. I turn towards him as he takes a swig of his beer, his hand moving towards my chest, he’s not unattractive per say tall and broad, he’s clearly had far too much to drink as he reeks of alcohol. I start to shove him away, I’m not being manhandles by anyone but his grip tightens on me.
‘Don’t be like that, let’s go back to my place,’ he squeezes me ass and I shove him off me taking a step back and Sabrina grabs my arm pulling me towards her.
‘Don’t be a cock tease, dressing and dancing like that your clearly up for it,’ his nasally voice just about heard over the music. Ruby jumps down off the pole gunning towards him.
‘What did you just say?’ she prods his chest her tiny 5’4’’ frame barely reaching his chest.
‘Your friends a slut, it’s not just me all the guys hear want to fuck her, fuck all you sluts!’ he sneers looking each of us up and down. Ruby jumps up and slaps him hard across the face, angering the drunk, whatshisname finally steps in, squaring up to the other man before staring him down, he pulls Ruby towards him, his hand cupping her ass once more.
The guy looks back at all of us before slumping off. Sabrina squeezes my hand reassuringly.
‘My hero,’ Ruby coos to the giant she currently is pinned to, not that she needs his help she is super scrappy and will have no problem taking you down if you cross one of us.
‘On that note I’m gonna go home,’ Millie states, we all nod before heading out of smokes, whatshisname not letting go of Ruby as she tries to hug us all goodbye as we each get into our own cabs heading home, just as the cab drives away I see them kissing once again on the street corner before jumping in their own cab.
What a night, the sober realization hitting me that I spent far too much money already and probably should walk home.
I awoke the next morning with a banging headache, I scrunch my eyes rolling onto my side. I don’t remember drinking that much I can’t have been that hungover?My eyes flutter open, and I can hear the banging clearly, oh god it’s my front door. It’s probably my landlady asking about the rent … what excuse can I give her this time?I look down finding I am still wearing my dress from last night, I take out the compact mirror from my purse, in my reflection are puffy panda eyes and my hair is sticking up in places. Great.‘Coming,’ I shout out as the banging gets louder, I grab a make up wipe cleaning up my face, so I look less like a drunken mess.I chuck a robe on heading for the door, the banging continues, and I’m half worried the door is about to burst down. I open the door a crack to find Karen and Jasper her handyman/ lover? Behind her. He’s definitely the later given by the state of disrepair this place is.He’s late forties beginning to go bald on the top of his brown hair, he a
Monday whipped around before I felt like I had blinked. Why are the weekends always so short? My eyes adjusted to the light of dawn a time I was become far to accustomed to for my liking. I took my time getting ready, I was begging to run out of clean clothes and would have to make a trip to the laundry mat sooner than later. I pulled on a silk shirt and skirt, brushing my hair to make sure there were no knots. I played with the ends, I was going to need a haircut soon, I wonder if I can push that a little longer? I applied some under eye concealer, a touch of powder and blush before taking a look at myself. It will have to do, I packed a few items into my handbag I’ll probably have to do a few touch ups later. I grabbed my purse, keys and phone. Which it seems I forgot to charge last night, perfect. Packing the charger as well, I pulled on my shoes and jacket. Once in the office I headed straight to the kitchen to make myself and Jake a coffee. It’s the one task he no longer ber
I awoke Saturday morning feeling tired still as the sunlight filtered into my room. I had struggled to sleep reliving the moment with my boss the night before, not to mention getting home at 3am. My head was a mess trying to make sense of what it all meant. It was such an intermate thing to do, it was also so out of place from his usual behavior.I rolled onto my side, Jake Summers was an enigma.A sexy enigma.The moment he had wiped my lips and sucked his thumb into his mouth, my heart had stopped. I think it only started again once I made it home. What the fuck was that about? Like seriously what just happened?The rest of the night he was his normally bossy self criticizing me and picking apart every little thing I did. In truth I was struggling to concentrate as I was still processing what had happened. I’m certain that’s why he sent me home. There had been a moment he looked like he was going to give me a lift home before he seemed to change his mind. I was probably reading to m
After going through all the evidence, witness statements, road traffic incident report, preliminary impairment testing and drug testing we were ready to proceed with the trial. Our client Lyla Golding was prosecuting Carson Duggar for drink driving resulting in the hospitalization of her boyfriend Aire Webster who is currently in an induced coma due to the severity of his injuries.We were at the crown court for the plea and trial preparation hearing. Jake was dressed in a smart dark grey suit with a crisp ice blue shirt. He looked drool worthy with his blonde, brown hair slicked back, he wore black oxfords that matched his briefcase. His silver Rolex watch hung around his wrist, he oozed power as we entered the crown court.With us was Lyla Golding she dressed in a formal knee length black dress with shiny black court shoes. Her long chestnut hair was pulled into a sleek ponytail as she wore a black blazer over the top. Her face was make-up free, and you could see her eyes were sligh
Carter takes a sip of his coffee slowly as he looks at me, I take a bite of my food barely tasting any of it, my stomach knots the uneasy feeling only getting worse as I wait for him to respond.‘I make it my business to know,’ he gives me a wink, I need to get out of here, he’s trapped me and there is no easy way for me to get out without causing a scene, I hear my phone ring, the noise breaking the tense silence that has formed between us. I ignore it and we both watch each other as the phone continues to ring, Carter arches a brow.‘Aren’t you going to get that?’ I shake my head whoever it is can wait, the ringing stops and I breathe a sigh of relief before it starts again.‘It might be important, perhaps it’s the tree rest rehab center, isn’t your sister staying there, Jessica, isn’t it?’ my blood runs cold fear over taking me completely.‘How do you know that?’ I whisper the shook rushing through me, no one knows that, only my friends and landlady, knows that Jake doesn’t know, n
I didn’t sleep all night, the bags under my eyes are now a dark shade of purple that not even my concealer was able to hide. I had a headache that was continuously throbbing, I still wasn’t any closer to making a decision, I knew I should tell Carter to go to hell. The idea of that money would really help, it would be a game changer for me.If it was a one off then I would be … no stop thinking that it’s wrong, besides with these things its never a one off, there’s always more and what price am I willing to pay for the money?I sighed smoothing out my clothes trying as if that would remove my exhaustion. I left my hair down today, I figured it would shield my face and if I was lucky, I could use it to create a curtain so I could sleep in the filling room for 20 minutes.I walked to work my feet dragging as I made my way to the office, I could hear the birds singing as I went along, a few cars and a bus passed me but there wasn’t much traffic at this time of the morning. As I entered
I had also made a plan that I would just need to do that one job, 24k would be more than enough to set me back up on my feet, especially now I was working and had money coming in. At least that was the plan, Jake had been acting more and more odd lately, he even came into the filling room after I had finished my call something he has never done before.‘Stephanie is this where you have been hiding, get back to your desk,’ he orders as he storms in and out of the filling room, making me leap out of my skin.Ever since then I feel like he knows something, whenever I look up, I catch him looking at me or he averts his gaze as soon as I do. Did he hear the phone call with Carter? I feel even more on edge now feeling as if I’ve been found out before I have even done anything wrong.He also hasn’t let me out of his sight, as soon as I returned to my desk he called me into his office, where I have been buried in paperwork ever since over his ever-watchful eye. I don’t think he has ever paid
The day had been long and as I made my way home, I found it impossible to work with Jake’s scrutinizing gaze looking my way constantly. I had no idea how I was going to get those documents for Carter. I didn’t even want to the idea made me feel sick that I was eating even less now. I can’t be responsible for letting someone like that go free. I hadn’t had a chance to pay anyone yet as I’d not been allowed my phone, that sinking feeling in my stomach grew as I got closer and closer to home. I knew what Karen had called about or at least I was pretty certain I knew. I just hoped if I could transfer her some of the money it would buy me some more time for the rest. I made my way up the steps to my building, it was oddly quiet normally Karen waited by the door for when I can home so she could pounce on me with when she would get her money. That was the first warning sign that something was not right. I headed upstairs to my apartment and put the key in trying to shake off the unsettlin
StephanieI had been so happy to see Jake there in that room, I felt like I hadn’t breathed until I saw him held him. He came for me he really came!He was my life line I had held onto him for as long as I could I didn’t miss the exchanged between him and Todd the expression on his face as his jaw tensed when the guard came back in. I clutched onto his words like a life line.‘I’m not leaving without you,’‘I will always find you,’‘Just a few more hours,’I replayed them over and over again in my mind, they brought me comfort he was here.Don’t get me wrong I was still scared out of my mind but knowing he was just the other side of the budling helped. The guard pulled the door open the heavy metal door clanging.‘I wouldn’t get too comfortable doll,’ he said as he ushered me in closing then locking the door behind me. Was he being sarcastic? This concreate cell had a bucket and a hollowed-out metal frame for a bed. No wonder I had woke up on the floor.It was lighter now; I could act
JakeWhat the fuck just happened.My heart was pounding and my head was spinning, I swore I would protect her from this and I failed they had pulled her from my arms. I had held onto her so tightly I knew I left bruises. I felt guilty for that and everything else.The dick head of a policeman forbade me from coming down saying that as I was her husband I wasn’t able to represent her as her attorney. I almost decked him one if James and Daniel hadn’t been there to pull me off him I would have.The second her car disappeared I told them to find out where they were taking her I ran upstairs I need to feel like I was doing something productive. It was late but I didn’t give a shit I called the number again and again until he picked up.‘Get your ass out of bed I need you!’ I yelled running my hands through my hair, every second counted I needed to know where she was, I needed to fucking see her to know if she was okay.I knew she fucking wasn’t.That looks she gave me before they took her
StephanieThere was a buzzing in my ears and everything went in slow motion, I looked around seeing everyone’s shocked faces. Jake was holding me tight which I think is the only reason I was still upright. I knew he was speaking but I couldn’t make out the words it sounds like I was underwater.My heart was hammering in my chest as I tried to focus on what was going on I caught sight of Jess’s face the worry she held made me nervous. This was real.I pinched myself even so not knowing what to do, wake up Steph wake up!When the policeman grabbed hold of my wrist pulling me from Jake’s hold it suddenly all felt far too real all my fears confirmed as the handcuffs clicked onto my wrist, the heavy metal clanging.‘-anything you do say can and will be used against you!’ the policemen said.‘Let her go this instant you have no right!’ Jake bellowed as his friends stood holding him back.‘Sir I’ve got a warrant don’t make me arrest you too!’ The policeman glared as another one came over tur
JakeI had been on the phone all morning about this court order Stephanie had received the charges were bullshit too but everyone I called no one was speaking. I wanted this out the way after watching her look so scared after her nightmare I never wanted to see that expression on her face.After several hours I decided I was going to have to wait until tomorrow, I needed my team and I wasn’t getting anywhere on a Sunday. I had time the court date was not for several weeks so I pushed it from my mind, I left my office searching the apartment to find her, she must be worried it was my job to make sure she wouldn’t be.I eventually found her in the little lounge or reading nook as she called it, the place was the size of a library I found her tucked up asleep with the blanket wrapped around her reading Tess of the D’Urbervilles sitting loosely in her lap.I knelt down stroking her hair back even in her sleep there was a small frown on her face. our guests would be arriving soon I had arr
CarterHow dare she! I was furious she had fucking married him if she thought she could just waltz off into the sunset and forget me then she was out of her fucking mind.‘Hold still,’ I grunted as I slapped her about as I drilled into the little whore underneath me. I pictured Stephanie’s face as I looked down at her, dark brown hair just like hers. I yanked it back tight making her cry out.‘I’ll teach you to disobey me!’ I yelled as I fucked her hard she cried I smacked her again as I pulled her head up wrapping my hands around her throat tightly, I could hear the slapping of skin and her cries of pain but I didn’t give a shit. When I get my hands on her she is going to learn to never cross me.‘Fuck!’ I grunted as I came before pushing her to the floor where she collapsed whimpering, I scuffed my hand down my face, looking at her now she looked so similar to her, I could almost picture it.‘Get out,’ I whispered as she struggled to get off the floor picking up her discarded clothe
StephanieJake still had that look in his eye, it had taken so many rounds of sex for it to go. He was back to his normal self as we packed up our stuff from our own little island. He slapped my ass making me yelp, it was still sore from the spanking session I had received already this morning.‘Hurry up love,’ he gave me a cocky smile as he looks over his shoulder snickering at the look I give him as I rub my sore ass. He disappears into the bathroom and I smile feeling relaxed, the only time we argue is when it’s about me. He can be a little over protective I wondered what he was thinking about to making him so worried. I couldn’t think of anything the case from hell was over so it was just work as normal.We had to be back as we were having a little gathering with friends and family to welcome us back from home. It would be nice to see everyone again, Jake had actually suggested it so we had something to look forward to when we got home. Plus, he told me as the boss he can do what
StephanieI screamed as we got off the plane! How amazing was my husband! I looked at him he looked so hot in his white shirt, shorts and boat shoes that I wanted to have him right then and there, he just gave me his usual cocky smirk as he led the way to our private hut and our own island in the Maldives. The journey had been long but when you have your own jet with a bed in it there were plenty of ways to pass the time. I couldn’t even face them when we landed too embarrassed for all the noise I had made.He took my hand as we walked up to the only hut, it had our own private beach and pool with a full stocked fridge, there was a little boat to take us to the main part of the resort where we could socialize with everyone or eat out for dinner.I had changed into a blue tasseled dress with my bikini on underneath paired sandals, he had also given me an anklet as part of my wedding present it sparkled like the sun with the mix of diamonds and sapphires he hand-picked as he said they m
JakeThe wedding had been perfect, there was a brief moment when Tara showed up when we’re doing our vows that I was worried about. When she saw the look on both mine and mum’s faces she didn’t even need escorting out. I was worried that she could have ruined what was a perfect day, my little doe didn’t even seemed to have registered from the dreamy stare she was giving me.Having her by my side officially mine was perfect, I couldn’t describe the feeling of it. I felt whole. The whole day had been perfect, I was worried about my speech I wanted her to remember this moment for me to actually tell her the depth of my love for her.When I saw my little doe’s eyes widen and almost tear up the widest smile on her face I knew she understood, she was my all and I wasn’t afraid to admit it. I watched as mum’s face softened at that point also I wanted the women in my life to get along, Katie seemed taken with Stephanie I just hoped one day mum would be the same.I sneaked a kiss after my spee
StephanieIt was finally the day of the wedding and I hadn’t slept at all last night, my mind kept going over everything that still needed to be done. I wanted everything to be perfect for us, Jake kept telling me not to worry that it will all come together in the end but even so I still felt like there was something I had missed.‘Steph! Did you sleep at all?’ Sabrina wakes me we had all stayed at the venue the night before something that Jake wasn’t thrilled about, secretly I wasn’t either I missed him too much!‘Hmm? Uh yeah I think so,’ I mumble feeling like I either slept for 2 minutes or 2 days not knowing where I was. Sabrina sighs shaking her head as she looks at me, before I can even think of rolling over and going back to sleep Ruby and Millie burst through the door from their adjourning room. I groaned into the pillow as they opened up the blackout curtains, I caught a glimpse of the clock – 6am! Surely on my own wedding day I don’t need to be up now!‘Gurl get yourself in