JakeI have never been so frustrated and angry in my life. Tara knows better than to behave like she did, I had noticed her stating to act out more frequently, but I had let it slide as it never affected anything else. Yet she has caused issues between me and Stephanie for no apparent reason. I’m not oblivious to what she saw or the pain in her eyes because of it, now I am going to have to smooth things over with Tara before she does anything else that will jeopardize my plan. Stephanie is going to be mine one way or another.I had wanted to go after her, I hated seeing her like that, but I knew if I did it would only make matters worse. For her and for me. I had caught Tara leaving the bathroom with a triumphant look in her eyes that I didn’t like when I returned Stephanie’s seat. I had lingered by her desk waiting for her to return I just needed to know if she was okay.I gave up heading back to my office when I caught the security coming up and headed outside, they never normally c
Jake I’ll admit looking at her, her beautiful delicate face I was terrified. For the first time in my life, I had something I was scared to lose. Despite whatever else I had faced up until this point it didn’t matter. I was consumed with her. Her body was divine, perfect her curves melded to my body as if we were one. I had never had that before. I hadn’t been thinking about what would happen after this point. Usually, things would be just a one off. Tara had only been the exception of that rule. Partly due to the fact she enjoyed the games that we played. She liked my darker side, I could indulge in my fantasies that most woman would run a mile from. With Stephanie when she first walked through the door of my office. I believed it would be the same a onetime thing and I could go back to my life without her constantly distracting me. Now, I had tasted heaven. Every touch, kiss, everything she had to offer I wanted only for me. The fear and desire ran through me like a live wire. I
JakeI couldn’t let her leave like that. On instinct my hand reached in stopping the lift from making it’s dissent down. The door opened her beautiful, shocked face staring back at me. She is breath taking but how can I tell her how I feel, should I even tell her.We both just stare silently at each other. The rage behind her eyes continues to simmer away and for once in my life I’m lost for words. I don’t know what to say to her to fix this, it’s never been an issue before. I have money she needs it, clearly the timing was wrong, and I know how she’s interpreted it.That ever-present pull towards her only growing with each second. I just want to pull her into my arms wipe that look from her face. just hold her close to slow my racing heart. My fear of losing her only growing as each second ticks by. Time stands still as we just continue to stare at each other.I need to say something, the sexual tension is just growing between us. That spark always on the precipice of igniting. Unabl
StephanieI head down in the lift my anger simmering under the surface of my skin. How dare he pay me to sleep with him. I don’t care what he says about wages or overtime that comes from work not his personal account. He did it in such a way that I can’t transfer it back either. If had been an envelope filled with cash that would be different.Then that kiss. I’m so mad at myself for giving into it.It’s like his lips touch mine and my brain short circuits or something I forget everything, how angry I am too focused on his lips against mine, the feel of his body pressed against me, I love how he holds me it completely dominates me at the same time I feel completely safe and secure. I know Jake will never harm me.I just hope I can survive whatever this is between us.My body already misses his, there is this constant pull to go to him that I can’t explain. I’ve never felt it so strongly with anyone before.When he came back to his apartment, I was genuinely terrified what might happen
StephanieJess was in her wheelchair today, I was pushing her around the gardens here at the facility. It was a beautiful day the sun dancing through the leaves of the trees as we made our way to a secluded shady spot to talk.Jess had been looking very pale when I arrived, I knows she spends far too much time in that room of hers. That bed. It was a nice reprieve for the both of us, sometimes just being outside gives you a completely different perspective.We had travelled down the arched pathway that headed to the sculpture garden, it’s normally empty due to being the furthest from the facility. The woodland walk makes it tricky for most here to get there by themselves and the staff aren’t always able to assist.We stopped next to one of the stone sculptures it was large with a wide base and height in some sort of whole in the center of it. It had a few steps, I think it’s meant to be a face, but I can never work it out, all the other times we have come out here. I secured Jess the
StephanieWe had all gathered at Ruby’s dads bar Floripa in Shoreditch. It was a cool little Brazilian cuisine and cocktail bar. There was a private room out the back that we had a small table with a mix of benches and chairs. With the dim lighting and the sound of the DJ playing in the main room it was a vibe for a Tuesday night.We had grabbed a couple of bottles of red to take out back not wanting to be disturbed, we all had work in the morning and although the cocktails are great here. No one wanted a hangover. I had only seen them a few days ago but after last night they had been called for an emergency meeting.‘What did your boss think of your outfit?’ Ruby says as she pours us all out a large glass of red each. I think we may need a few other bottles at this rate. With my pint of wine in hand their eager faces looking up at me I decided to dish the dirt. Every last detail as they would need that info to help me plan my next steps. I told them about Tara and how I spent the nig
Jake I waited at the restaurant for Tara to arrive. I had text her earlier wanting to make amends for yesterday. I knew it was over between us the minute Stephanie had walked though the door, she was my addiction, it wasn’t fair to string Tara along any longer even if things with Stephanie didn’t work out, I had to do the right thing. Tara arrived 15 minutes late, she always liked to make an entrance. She looked incredible she wore a figure-hugging black dress, her full curves on display as she sashayed across the restaurant floor towards me, all eyes on her as she walked across. Her breasts teasing from the sweetheart neckline as they bounced with every step she took. Her hair was curled in soft waves, half covering her face giving her an air of mystery. As I looked at her, I felt a mix of emotions, she had been perfect. She knew what I liked her body was to die for, I could see the envious gazes from all the men and some of the women as she greeted me. I pulled he into a arm arme
Jake I hadn’t been able to sleep all night. Nothing but tossing and turning watching the clock tick by the hours until I could see her again. The faint smell of her scent lingered on my pillow it was the only thing that soothed my restlessness. This was ridiculous, I don’t think I have every obsessed over a girl so much in my life. She was it for me, these intense emotions that she conjured up from within me. I couldn’t take it, I looked at the empty pillow next to me, picturing her asleep there, hips lips parted softly as she dreams, her long lashes fluttering in sleep. See her silky hair sprawled over the pillow. I couldn’t help but smile at the thought. She had ruined me. I was controlled and calculated in my moves. No one had driven me to my latest behavior. I didn’t miss the stares I got in the office, something that never was an issue until here. Of course, I had a temper at times, and everyone has heard me shouting so that wasn’t the problem. No instead it was the long ho