Jake I had felt restless all weekend, ever since the Stephanie had been in my apartment it didn’t feel like home without her there. Seeing her dance had been incredible and I wished there was another way I could get her to do it again. One in which I would fuck her against the pole. She had looked incredible, even better as my cum coated her skin. I knew she wanted to fuck me, and it took my all to hold back from giving in. Something it seemed that neither her or my dick forgave me for. It just wouldn’t have been right to take her like that, I didn’t want to think I was paying her to sleep with her, she was worth so much more than that. I had wrestled with my decision all weekend, I’d gone to the gym and worked out having too many cold showers as I would remember glimpses of her as she danced for me. She had looked incredible. I had got to the office early desperate to see her, when I arrived, I couldn’t find her. Her handbag was on the desk, and she had set out my mail, the files
StephanieI ran to the bathroom I could feel the tears prick my eyes as I left the office.What just happened?I splashed my face with some cold water before going into one of the stalls that was so humiliating. I had lost my head again when I’m around him, it’s like his very presence is rewiring my brain to him.I know he has a girlfriend, Tara. I can’t believe she found me like that with her boyfriend’s fingers inside me. Ugh it’s so humiliating. She called me a slut too, which I guess she is right about.I now feel extra guilty about the whole situation. The stripping was one thing, kissing too but this time it was leading somewhere, if she hadn’t been the one to walk in. Who else would have caught us.I can feel as the tears fall down my face, I try dabbing them away my tears before they stain my cheeks leaving my skin red and blotchy. I’m just so annoyed with myself why did I do it?Then I remember the kiss the way he holds my body, so my knees go weak, and OMG his fingers. My wh
JakeI have never been so frustrated and angry in my life. Tara knows better than to behave like she did, I had noticed her stating to act out more frequently, but I had let it slide as it never affected anything else. Yet she has caused issues between me and Stephanie for no apparent reason. I’m not oblivious to what she saw or the pain in her eyes because of it, now I am going to have to smooth things over with Tara before she does anything else that will jeopardize my plan. Stephanie is going to be mine one way or another.I had wanted to go after her, I hated seeing her like that, but I knew if I did it would only make matters worse. For her and for me. I had caught Tara leaving the bathroom with a triumphant look in her eyes that I didn’t like when I returned Stephanie’s seat. I had lingered by her desk waiting for her to return I just needed to know if she was okay.I gave up heading back to my office when I caught the security coming up and headed outside, they never normally c
Jake I’ll admit looking at her, her beautiful delicate face I was terrified. For the first time in my life, I had something I was scared to lose. Despite whatever else I had faced up until this point it didn’t matter. I was consumed with her. Her body was divine, perfect her curves melded to my body as if we were one. I had never had that before. I hadn’t been thinking about what would happen after this point. Usually, things would be just a one off. Tara had only been the exception of that rule. Partly due to the fact she enjoyed the games that we played. She liked my darker side, I could indulge in my fantasies that most woman would run a mile from. With Stephanie when she first walked through the door of my office. I believed it would be the same a onetime thing and I could go back to my life without her constantly distracting me. Now, I had tasted heaven. Every touch, kiss, everything she had to offer I wanted only for me. The fear and desire ran through me like a live wire. I
JakeI couldn’t let her leave like that. On instinct my hand reached in stopping the lift from making it’s dissent down. The door opened her beautiful, shocked face staring back at me. She is breath taking but how can I tell her how I feel, should I even tell her.We both just stare silently at each other. The rage behind her eyes continues to simmer away and for once in my life I’m lost for words. I don’t know what to say to her to fix this, it’s never been an issue before. I have money she needs it, clearly the timing was wrong, and I know how she’s interpreted it.That ever-present pull towards her only growing with each second. I just want to pull her into my arms wipe that look from her face. just hold her close to slow my racing heart. My fear of losing her only growing as each second ticks by. Time stands still as we just continue to stare at each other.I need to say something, the sexual tension is just growing between us. That spark always on the precipice of igniting. Unabl
StephanieI head down in the lift my anger simmering under the surface of my skin. How dare he pay me to sleep with him. I don’t care what he says about wages or overtime that comes from work not his personal account. He did it in such a way that I can’t transfer it back either. If had been an envelope filled with cash that would be different.Then that kiss. I’m so mad at myself for giving into it.It’s like his lips touch mine and my brain short circuits or something I forget everything, how angry I am too focused on his lips against mine, the feel of his body pressed against me, I love how he holds me it completely dominates me at the same time I feel completely safe and secure. I know Jake will never harm me.I just hope I can survive whatever this is between us.My body already misses his, there is this constant pull to go to him that I can’t explain. I’ve never felt it so strongly with anyone before.When he came back to his apartment, I was genuinely terrified what might happen
StephanieJess was in her wheelchair today, I was pushing her around the gardens here at the facility. It was a beautiful day the sun dancing through the leaves of the trees as we made our way to a secluded shady spot to talk.Jess had been looking very pale when I arrived, I knows she spends far too much time in that room of hers. That bed. It was a nice reprieve for the both of us, sometimes just being outside gives you a completely different perspective.We had travelled down the arched pathway that headed to the sculpture garden, it’s normally empty due to being the furthest from the facility. The woodland walk makes it tricky for most here to get there by themselves and the staff aren’t always able to assist.We stopped next to one of the stone sculptures it was large with a wide base and height in some sort of whole in the center of it. It had a few steps, I think it’s meant to be a face, but I can never work it out, all the other times we have come out here. I secured Jess the
StephanieWe had all gathered at Ruby’s dads bar Floripa in Shoreditch. It was a cool little Brazilian cuisine and cocktail bar. There was a private room out the back that we had a small table with a mix of benches and chairs. With the dim lighting and the sound of the DJ playing in the main room it was a vibe for a Tuesday night.We had grabbed a couple of bottles of red to take out back not wanting to be disturbed, we all had work in the morning and although the cocktails are great here. No one wanted a hangover. I had only seen them a few days ago but after last night they had been called for an emergency meeting.‘What did your boss think of your outfit?’ Ruby says as she pours us all out a large glass of red each. I think we may need a few other bottles at this rate. With my pint of wine in hand their eager faces looking up at me I decided to dish the dirt. Every last detail as they would need that info to help me plan my next steps. I told them about Tara and how I spent the nig