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But I’ll never hurt you
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Strangers With Benefits
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Written by Pink-Butterfly
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Episode 18: But I’ll never hurt you
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Nathan’s racing heartbeat was interrupted by the loud sound of the door rattling open behind him.
"Hey, Nate, sorry i took so long i couldn't find the shade of pink that you asked me to g-" Ivan’s deep and monotone voice rung through the room, making Nathan spin around quickly to catch his surprised eyes, his grip on all the art supplies loosening slightly.
Ivan seemed to speechless, his mouth opening to take a breath and t
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