Raven: Her Words

Raven

I wake up in my bed, Grayson no longer with me. My mind goes back to last night. Part of me wanted him, yet I have to admit part of me used him to try and hide from everything. That is fucked up. I remember his annoyance at my phone vibrating so much. I grabbed it from his hands quickly and saw the image, I didn't want to acknowledge it, so I turned it off hoping he wouldn't see.

Then, well, even though I wanted Grayson, I wanted him to touch me more to help me drown out that image. To help burn the feeling of his hands off me. Getting showered I get ready for the day, a darkness lingering over me.

Stepping out of the room I feel someone grasp my hand, turning Ashton is smiling at me.

"Morning." He grins at me and I smile back.

"More like afternoon, but sure, what are you up to?" I feel weird today, I need to turn on my phone but can't until I am away from everyone.

"About to shower, join me?" He grins and I laugh, my eyes flickering to Grayson's room, I have no idea what is goi