1 year later Amber is graduating high school and Jack has already been in college for a year. "Jack oh my god this campus is so beautiful! If I get in we could be going to the same school, same college parties, we might even be roommates." I said as I stared at the building in awe. "I'd like that." He whispered as his lips connected to my neck. "Hey there's this party at the frat house tonight, you should really come." He said causing me to roll my eyes. "Jack you know I don't do that shit anymore." I said as we started walking back to his dorm room. "Come on, your at UCLA you have to experience at least one party babe." He pushed as we continued walking.I groaned in annoyance as I finally gave in and agreed on going."How am I supposed to dress? Like average? Sexy? Or the shit I used to wear to parties?" I asked as we started walking up the steps to get to his dormitory. "A mix between average and sexy, I want
Preview for “Exploit” Prologue:My whole life, I never really knew what it meant to lose yourself.To truly be lost in your thoughts Your desiresYour wishes &Your own state of mind. I always used to think- what's lost shall be found.But how naive was I to think that?At the beginning of it all I believe I was happy. Happy with him & who I was as a person I like to think that at one point in time I had some control over my emotions My thoughts & My actions. But I know that deep down that's a lie, and just something I like to tell myself Because in reality I know that my emotions, my thoughts and my behavior- belong to you And it always has.Chapter 1:Ambers P.O.V "I can't believe today's really the day!" My mom spoke as she helped to carry boxes into my new dorm. "I know, it's all surreal." I exclaimed My mom set the last few boxes down in the corner of the room along with the rest of the boxes before placing herself next to me. "Well Ambe
Amber's P.O.V "What the fuck do you mean that he's moving in with us? I get that your marrying David but that does not mean Jack has to move in too. YOU KNOW I HATE HIM yet you still choose to make me live with him" I said with anger clearly laced in my voice "watch your language young lady, now Jack is a nice boy and you will be nice when he comes and starts to unpack, understood?" She said being very stern with me."I wish I had moved with dad! He's so much better than your sorry ass!" I snapped back at her. "Amber!" I could see the hurt in her eyes and I immediately felt satisfied."Fuck off!" I said storming back to my room and slamming the door. I could hear her call my name but I didn't give two fucks about anything she had to say. I plugged my phone up to my speaker and blasted the music knowing that it would piss her off. "Amber I was calling you!" She said barging into my room. "I know I heard you, I didn't care then, and I damn sure don't care no
Ambers P.O.V"I know I'm sexy but you can stop staring." Jack said while making his way upstairs. "Don't flatter yourself!" I said under my breath as I followed behind him. "What was that?" He asked furrowing his eyebrows while turning to face me. "Nothing, and don't fucking talk to me dickhead!" I said brushing past him. He grabbed my wrist firmly and roughly pulled me towards him. "Didn't I tell you to respect me? Either respect me or I'll make you." He said angrily. "You sound fucking crazy, you know what you are fucking crazy if u think I'm going to respect you." I said mocking him"Respect is the last thing I'm going to give you. So go fuck yourself Jack."I said breaking free from his grasp and walking up to my room. When I got to my room I plugged my phone up to the speaker and allowed my room to become filled with music. Music was my escape from everything. I loved that it could take you away, allow you to escape reality. And that what I needed r
Amber's P.O.V I flicked my mom off and then walked back into my room. God I can't stand her! Why the fuck is she my mom out of all people? There's over 6 billion people in this world and I just had to get her. "Your a bitch." I heard Jack say. I turned around to see him leaning on my doorframe. "You think I don't already know that?" I said as I placed a piece of gum in my mouth. "You know you made her cry right?" He asked furrowing his eyebrows. I honestly couldn't help but laugh. The bitch cried, wow she's a pathetic piece of shit. "Why are you laughing." He asked. "How can you not laugh? Gosh she's pathetic." I said trying to contain my laughter. "She's pathetic? Look at you. Your the one who's pathetic." He scoffed before walking out. "That's not a very nice thing to say." I mocked.My phone rings and without checking the caller I.D I immediately pick up, whilst waving jack out of my room. "Party tonight hoe." Nina yelled through
Amber's P.O.V "Are you really going to make me go through with this?" I asked in disbelief as we pulled up to sam's house"Relax, you'll thank me later." She said as she turned off her car. I took a deep breath and looked at Nina who was analyzing my expression. "Chill it's not that big of a deal, now get your ass out the car hoe." She said as she hopped out her car with me following closely behind. We walk into the party and a distinct smell of alcohol and weed filled my nostrils. As we looked to find Mia we passed by many people who were making out. I didn't care for any of them, but then I saw jack kissing some slut. Anger possessed my body as I stormed over there and pulled jack off of her. "Aye, the fucks your problem?" He asked clearly pissed off. "You are, now can you please go and find a fucking room because nobody wants to see you two basically mouth fuck each other." I scoffed. The petite brunette looked at me as a smirk crept
Amber's P.O.V "What are you going to do to me?" I asked curiously. He didn't respond, he just continued to walk up the stairs. I followed close behind him since I had no idea where I was going considering I've never been here and his house is a mansion. We came across a empty room and Sam pulled me into it, closing and locking the door behind me. I kinda just stood there awkwardly waiting for him to say something. "Strip." He said sternly while smirking. "And if I don't?" I asked while stepping towards him. "You don't necessarily have a choice, it wasn't a question. It was a demand." He started. Explicit sex scene I obeyed, slowly taking off my clothes trying to tease him in the process. "Fuck." He groaned lowly as he watched my movements. I slowly pulled off my clothing, making sure to sway my hips in the process. Once I was undressed and left in only my undergarments I started to feel extremely self conscious. "
Amber's P.O.V I sat on the bed fully unclothed as an overwhelming feeling of embarrassment and shame washed over me. I wiped away some tears that had fallen as I quickly grabbed my clothes and changed into them before quickly walking out of the room. As I walked through the halls trying desperately to find someone I knew tears started to brim my eyes. I felt so dirty, pathetic, useless and unwanted. I didn't think that if Sam used me that I would feel this way. I thought I would be happy and proud of myself for getting the guy I so desperately wanted. But I don't feel that way at all, I feel so naive. As I pushed past a group of drunken people who were grinding each other, I spotted Nina straddling Jack as they made out. "Nina can we please go?" I sniffled as I tapped her on the shoulder, waiting patiently for her to respond. She turned around with blood shot eyes as her face instantly lit up. "Hey biitchh what happened with you and Sammy?" She slurred as sh