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"You're my only obsession." -Kim PetrasAmber's P.O.V I instantly wrap my arms around her being, fully embracing her warmth as I feel a sense of comfort take over me. Gianna slowly pulls away from our hug, having me release her from my hold as I take a small step back. "I" I start, feeling myself getting choked up as I think back to everything that just happened. I take a deep breath and close my eyes in attempts to calm my heart rate before speaking. "I really don't want to talk about it." I say as I unlock our bedroom door. Gianna shakes her head disapprovingly as she follows me into the room. "You can't just keep everything in Amber. When you called me from inside his apartment you sounded like you were terrified for your life! You can't just bottle shit like that in!" Gianna exclaims with concern
‘The psychology of fear’Amber's P.O.V More tears stream down my face as I look into jacks unapologetic eyes. "Yeah? So what? You deserved it." He says dryly. Did he really just say that? What could I have possibly done to deserve this? "Just like how you tried to leave me because you thought I cheated on you. Same shit. At least now you have a taste of what would happen if you actually did." He says with little to no emotion. I look at Jack through my blurry vision, feeling disappointment and a sense of despair arising within me. "Okay well, I just want to go to sleep. You clearly don't care about me so I'm just going to stop talking about it." I somewhat mumble as I move my body away from his, gaining some personal space. "Why would you say that? Obviously I care about you." Jack says, seemingly offended. "You don't hit someone you care ab
Amber's P.O.V My face turns pale as I look down at Luca's messages. I can't believe he's texting me while I'm at Jacks apartment. I can't have this happen...ever. Even though Jack just said that he wasn't going to hurt me anymore, I can't be too sure. I quickly go to delete Lucas first text. Although it was flattering I can't risk Jack ever seeing this. Luca needs to understand that he can't just text me inappropriate things like this.To Unknown: please don't call me that. I told you to only text me if it's project related. As soon as I press send, Luca reads the message immediately.From Unknown: I am texting you about the project. Sorry if I wanted to greet you first😂From Unknown: No but seriously, are you available anytime soon? As I read over Luca and I's conversation, I start to feel a sense of paranoia overtake me. What if Jack just came in here and took my phone. He'd be so upset if he knew I was texting other guys right now.To Un
Amber's P.O.V I look around at all the designer stores before sending Jack an uneasy look. "Are you sure you want to shop here? All of these brands are so expensive." I express to Jack, having him chuckle in amusement. "You don't have to worry about any of that." He explains as he places his hand on the small of my back. "Are you sure?" I question.Even though it's a nice gesture, I don't want Jack to splurge all of his money on me.I'm not even sure of how he can afford it anyways. "Yes princess. Trust me. Even if I had all the money in the world I'd want to spend my last dime on you. You have nothing to worry about. I just want to make you happy." He says, smiling down at me as he leads me towards Chanel. I quickly break eye contact with Jack, moving my head slightly to the side as I feel a faint smile beginning to form upon my lips from his words.Even though Jack is going out of his way to do this for me right
Amber's P.O.V As I walk through the dressing room doors, the woman who has been helping me immediately smiles at me in admiration. "This is definitely the dress you should get if anything." The woman gushes, having me send her a rushed smile in return as I continue my journey to Jack. I walk with a purpose through the store before making my way to the waiting room and finally reaching Jack. "I want this dress." I demand as I am now standing in front of him. Jack's eyes rake my body as he analyzes the material in which I had on before speaking. "Okay." He says nonchalantly. As soon as he speaks those words I immediately turn my body away from him before scanning my eyes around the room.What else do I want? What else will make me happy? My eyes land on a beautiful fabricated handbag with pearls stitched into the seams, causing a somewhat devious smirk to appear upon my lips. I quickly walk over to the bag before taking it
Amber's P.O.V "No! I-I didn't lie to you." I somewhat lie to Jack as I look between the two of them frantically. "Why do you think it's okay to talk to her like that?" Gianna yells to Jack as she grows irritated from his initial tone with me. "I'll talk to her however the fuck I wanna talk to her." He mumbles lowly, allowing for only me to hear. "What was that?" Gianna pushes, having Jack completely ignore her words as he continues to stare down at me intensely. "What the fuck is she talking about? Huh?! What does she mean that she had to 'break you out' of my apartment?!" He pushes harshly I feel anxiety slowly start to set into my chest as I try to quickly come up with something good to say to him in response. But before I'm even able to speak, I'm interrupted by Gianna's loud and overly upset voice. "I. Called. The fucking police. Because your girlfriend that you claim to 'love so dearly' called me afraid for her life inside y
Amber's P.O.V Gianna sends me a knowing smirk as she continues to lead me towards the courtyard. "If I didn't know any better I'd say you two have a little crush on each other." She gleams "Shhh! Don't say that!!" I say eagerly as I hit her softly on the arm. "What?! I mean anything is better than Jack at this point." She laughs, causing me to break eye contact with her as my mind begins to bring me back to Luca.He is really sweetAnd smartAnd gentleAnd he does make me smile a lot. But he needs to understand that I'm in a relationship and that we can literally never talk outside of this project. "Jack is trying to get better." I say in response as I shake away all of my intrusive thoughts.Honestly, I don't know who I'm trying to convince more. Her? Or myself? "It didn't look like that last night. But keep telling yourself that." She says in a dry tone before going to change the conversation
Amber's P.O.V Anxiety slowly starts to increase within my bloodstream as I stare out into the space around me, causing my body to begin to involuntarily tremble.Actually, now that I think about it. Maybe I shouldn't let Luca come over.Even though I know Jack is busy with class right now; I still don't want to risk him somehow finding out. I quickly pull out my phone in order to text Luca and cancel our plans; but the moment that I do, my screen lights up with his contact on display.From Linda- project partner: I think I'm outside already. Should I wait out here for you or just walk in? As soon as I read Lucas message I immediately throw my head back in regret.Fuck Why did I do this?Would it be rude to tell him to leave now that he's already here?No- it's fine, everything will be fine.Jack won't find out It's all going to be okay. I hesitantly unlock my phone before going into Luca and I's messages in order to reply to his text. To Linda- project partner: