Jack's P.O.V "You already have me." She whispers softly, barely being audible as she keeps her face buried into my chest. I feel a warm feeling come over me, one that I couldn’t make out… but I know that I don’t want to let her go. I want to keep her here, next to me. But, it’s better if I don’t.I know that I can never actually have her.I'll never be her's and she'll never be mine. "Amber, as bad as I actually want you… it can never happen." I sigh. "What do you mean?" She questions, sounding confused as she breaks free from my grasp. "You're my step-sister." I say, stating the obvious reason. "And?" She says, her voice cracking in the process. "We can fuck. But we can't be anything serious, it wouldn't look right." I say, looking down at her as I study her reaction. "Well isn't that how we got into this situation in the first place by us... doing that. That’s what made our feeling
Amber's P.O.V My breath is caught in the back of my throat and my mouth instantly runs dry. I wanted desperately to go after Jovana but it felt as if my feet were frozen in place, unable to move. I would've never thought Jovana would be so cruel and manipulative. Obviously, Cameron was just another hook-up for me and I don't understand how this could affect her so much. She's already been with Jack so I don't understand why she feels the need to do it now. Jack wouldn't do this to me. He wouldn't hook up with my so-called best friend, would he? No,he wouldn't. I… trust him. I take a deep breath and lay back down in my bed, silently convincing myself that Jack wasn't going to break the little trust that we’ve built. I start to believe myself, I start to believe that he was not going to touch her, that's he was not going look at her, and that he wasn't going to fuck me over. That was until I started to hear the sound of his low groans and her obnoxously high-pit
Amber's P.O.V{Next Day} All of my thoughts were still clouded with everything that had happened last night. Everything that he had said continuously played back in my head, almost like a broken record. I don't know if everything he said was true but I know that his words hurt. I felt like a zombie and I probably looked like one too. I've been sitting in my room crying over Jack all night. I didn't get any sleep and I'm almost positive I look like I just got hit by a truck. "Jack! Amber!" I hear Dave call from downstairs. I groan out in annoyance and frustration as I timidly open my door before looking down at him from the railing. Jack soon trails out of his room before going to stand beside me. His eyes didn't meet mine and he totally ignores my presence. "Jack, your cousins are coming down tomorrow and it's a perfect time for Amber and Mrs. Elstastine to meet them." Dave starts, only to be interrupted by Jack.
Amber's P.O.V The sound of someone knocking on my bedroom door catches my attention, causing our conversation to immediately fall short. I already know that’s not Jack. Jack never knocks. I quickly stand before making my way to my bedroom door. As I slowly open the door, my eyes are soon met with his cousin; one that I have not yet been introduced to. "Hey, we’re getting ready to leave now." He says, smiling as he looks down at me. "Oh okay, we'll be right down." I reply, sending him a smile in return. "Soooo, what's your name?" Nina questions from behind me as she twirls a strand of her hair around her fingers, eyeing him seductively. "Brandon. You?" He asks with a cheeky grin. I couldn't get over how hot Brandon was. His lips were pink, plumped, moist and kissable. His jaw was perfectly sculpted, sharp enough to cut paper. His hair was styled with messy dark curls and his eyes wer
Amber's P.O.V "Okay well since we have a big group we've decided to get three rooms." Mr.Dave interjects as he comes back from the desk with several keys. "So, all of the girls will be in one room. The boys will be in another, and my wife and I will have our own." He smiles, handing out the set of keys. "And don't worry they’re all suites." He states, causing all of our eyes to light up in excitement. "Great. Which room are we in?" His cousin Blake asks with a curious expression. "You guys are in room 987. And you girls are in room 1075." He explains. "If you need anything we'll be on the fourth floor in room 438." He says before walking over to my mom. We all walk away before going over to the elevator where we are soon in an discomforting silence. The tension was very intense and awkward and everyone could feel it. Jack was sending me a cold, hard stare and I tried desperately not to make ey
Amber's P.O.V I follow Jack as he begins walking down the dark and isolated alley, pulling us away from the lounge completely. I watch as he pulls out a blunt from the pocket of his jacket before quickly lighting the end, withdrawing smoke. I feel myself start to grow more and more nervous as I trail slowly behind him. He wouldn't hurt me right? He seems calm now but knowing him, he could just be hiding all of his anger so that he could take it out on me later. I want to believe that Jack will just get tired and fall asleep due to all of this traveling but, I doubt it. Jack is extremely possessive and terrifying when he's mad and I can tell by his demeanor that I really pissed him off this time. "Why are you walking so fucking slow?" He speaks out harshly as he turns his body around to face me. His tone was more harsh and brutal than Sam's and it actually scared me to the point where I found myself flinching. Jack laughs at that, having
Amber's P.O.V "Jack, stop. You can’t be serious." I say, still trying to catch my breath as I sit myself upright. "Go!" He demands. Feeling unwanted, I immediately grab my clothes and cautiously put everything back on, feeling the soreness between my thighs. "Hurry the fuck up!" He shouts as he abruptly pulls me off of the bed, causing me to whimper out in pain. I quickly adjust the straps to my overalls before scurrying out of his hotel room and into the elevator. My legs were shaking rapidly, making me feel as if they were going to give out at any moment. As much as I want to hate him, I can't. I want to feel his hands against my skin. I like the exhilarating feeling I get when he explores my body. The doors to the elevator soon open to my floor level, allowing me to slowly make my way to my suite; taking each step with caution. As I reach my room, I immediately take out my key and open the door before stripping o
Amber's P.O.V{20 mins later} "I'm so fucking bored!" I groan to myself as I flip through different series on N*****x. Half of this shit I've already seen and the rest doesn’t look too appealing. I lay down flat on my back, grazing my index finger over my abdomen ever so slightly as my stomach starts to grumble in hunger. My mind begins to think about food, causing me to immediately start craving something to eat. I slowly stand before making my way towards the dining area where I search desperately for something to eat. But, the only thing in sight was a bag of bacon bits. "Maybe I can order some room service." I mumble to myself, thinking out loud. My hands soon find their way into the pocket of my jeans where I go retrieve my phone before dialing David's number. "Hey!" I somewhat yell into the phone, making sure he could hear me due to all the noise in the background. "Yeah, what's wrong? Are