Amber's P.O.V{Next Day} I wake up with the most nerve-wracking headache, causing me to groan out in pain as the light from the outside seeps in through my shutters. "Amber!" I hear Jack yell as he bursts into my room. “Do you not hear everyone calling you? Or your fucking phone ring?” He asks as he goes over to my window before opening the door to my shutters, inviting the sunlight. I squint my eyes shut as the bright lights burn my retinas, causing me to pull my blanket over my head. “Seriously, wake up. It’s six o’clock pm and you have to help with the New Year’s party that we’re throwing.” He says as he pulls my blanket away from my face, forcing me to accept that sleep is no longer an option. I sigh, growing annoyed as my sleep deprived and hammered state begins to grow stronger. “Jack. Get out of my room.” I say as I bring my hands up to my head, massaging my temples. “Maybe, i
Amber's P.O.V As I bring myself into my closet space I decide on wearing a denim skirt as well as a black body suit to go with it. After feeling satisfied with my outfit choice I settle on straightening my hair before going downstairs as I didn’t have the energy to do anything further. It’s not like anybody important is going to be here, just family from both sides I presume. As I walk down my steps the sound of the doorbell ringing catches my attention. Seeing as I was the only one downstairs at the moment I decide to answer the door. I take a few moments, preparing my smile for whichever relative is possibly waiting. But, my smile instantly fades and I immediately grow annoyed and slightly insecure as my eyes land on Madeline. "Um…may I help you?" I question, not being able to fake any kindness as I look her dead in the eyes. "Yeah, I heard you guys are having a party tonight. Jack invited me over." She smiles confidently a
Amber's P.O.V They soon pull apart and Jack's eyes are almost immediately met with my glossy and hurt ones. A tear falls from my eye as I shake my head, feeling completely disappointed and regretful for ever involving myself with Jack. I hate him, I can feel myself falling for him and I can’t even do anything to help it. I quickly break eye contact with him before rushing past the different groups of people as I try desperately to get to my room, not wanting to be in this environment a second longer. As I run my way up the stairs, I am stopped as I reach the main hallway on the second level. "Babe." A voice calls out, evoking an unknown emotion as I already know that it’s Jack. Of fucking course. I slowly lift my head to meet with his dark brown orbs, allowing him to see my tear-stained expression. "Jack, please move." I say softly as I keep my eyes low, preventing our eyes from meeting. I hate that I live with him, I
Amber's P.O.V Nathan kisses me. A kiss that doesn’t ignite my body or set my skin on fire like Jack manages to do as he trails his lips down my body with intention. Slowly, he brings his hand into the waistband of my skirt as he begins to touch my sensitivity. I can't help but wish this were Jack. "Amber, you're crying." Nathan accounts, causing him to pull away from me completely. "No, I'm fine." I insist as I go in for a kiss only to have him reject it. "Amber, what's wrong?" He asks, keeping the distance as he sits his body up and away from me on the bed. "Stop acting like you care about my feelings. I just want you to fuck me. Isn’t that what you want? Come on. I’m giving it to you." I urge, in desperate need of distraction as I climb my body back onto him, now straddling him. Nathan gives into the kiss, causing me to grow relieved as he picks my body up before standing, taking me with him. I wrap my le
Amber's P.O.V{The Next Day} I haven't spoke to Jack all day and I don't plan to any time soon. As much as it kills me, I know I need to keep my distance from him.If I ignore his presence and try to forget about us then hopefully my feelings towards him will fade. They have to.Jovana💓: I'm outside. I look down at my phone before smiling with excitement. I need to spend some time with her. She's grown to be like a sister to me and I miss her so fucking much. On my way down the stairs, I notice Jack making his way up. I immediately roll my eyes at this unfortunate timing of events as I lower my head, not wanting to make eye contact. When I’m almost successfully down the stairs I am stopped as Jack stands directly in front of me, having me run directly into his tone, firm chest. "Are you trying to avoid me?" Jack asks as he gently grabs my face, forcing our eyes to meet. I immediately groan in annoyance, rolling
Amber's P.O.V Cam looks down at me with lust-filled eyes as he slowly begins to enclose the space between us. "Wanna know something?" His low voice questions as he brings his body in front of mine, standing only inches away. I slowly nod my head, biting my lips as I try to ignore the growing hunger for him building inside me. "I think that you would look a lot prettier bent over this counter with my name in your mouth." He says, looking down at me with an earnest expression as he runs his fingertips against my skin. "Mmm, really?" I question, feeling goosebumps form as I flutter my lashes up at him. Without saying anything, then turns my entire body around so that my back was now facing him. "Is that what you want?" He asks as he presses my body down, causing me to hover over the counter as I arch my back at him. "Yes." I whine, pressing my legs together as the building pressur
Jack's P.O.V "You already have me." She whispers softly, barely being audible as she keeps her face buried into my chest. I feel a warm feeling come over me, one that I couldn’t make out… but I know that I don’t want to let her go. I want to keep her here, next to me. But, it’s better if I don’t.I know that I can never actually have her.I'll never be her's and she'll never be mine. "Amber, as bad as I actually want you… it can never happen." I sigh. "What do you mean?" She questions, sounding confused as she breaks free from my grasp. "You're my step-sister." I say, stating the obvious reason. "And?" She says, her voice cracking in the process. "We can fuck. But we can't be anything serious, it wouldn't look right." I say, looking down at her as I study her reaction. "Well isn't that how we got into this situation in the first place by us... doing that. That’s what made our feeling
Amber's P.O.V My breath is caught in the back of my throat and my mouth instantly runs dry. I wanted desperately to go after Jovana but it felt as if my feet were frozen in place, unable to move. I would've never thought Jovana would be so cruel and manipulative. Obviously, Cameron was just another hook-up for me and I don't understand how this could affect her so much. She's already been with Jack so I don't understand why she feels the need to do it now. Jack wouldn't do this to me. He wouldn't hook up with my so-called best friend, would he? No,he wouldn't. I… trust him. I take a deep breath and lay back down in my bed, silently convincing myself that Jack wasn't going to break the little trust that we’ve built. I start to believe myself, I start to believe that he was not going to touch her, that's he was not going look at her, and that he wasn't going to fuck me over. That was until I started to hear the sound of his low groans and her obnoxously high-pit