Amber's P.O.V{Next day} I hate Jack, he is so annoying.He's literally sitting downstairs cuddling with Madeline and acting like nothing absolutely happened between us yesterday. If he's gonna act like that, and still see other girls then I don’t see why I can’t do the same with guys of my choosing. As I sit in my room in deep contemplation, the sound of my phone vibrating catches my attention. I look down to see that Derrick had texted me.From Derrick: we're outside. After locking my phone, I quickly put on my shoes before going downstairs and making my way towards the door. As I find myself passing through the common gathering area, I can’t help the feelings of anger that arise upon seeing Jack with his girlfriend. "Where are you going?" Jack calls out from the couch with his back still facing me as he continues to watch the television. The audacity of this man. "I’m leaving." I say dryly before finishing my journey out of the h
Amber's P.O.V As we were walking out the mall my phone kept ringing, but I didn't bother to answer it because I already knew it was Nina. I know she could tell that I was genuinely upset with her, but I don’t have the energy to explain just why I’m so angry. "Bro who's blowing up your phone? Can you just answer it already?" Derrick asks as he swings his arm around Jovana's shoulder, pulling her in closer to him, "No. It’s nobody important." I say dismissively as we find ourselves walking into the parking garage. "We should all go hang out at my place." Mia suggested, not wanting our hangout to end. "Or we could just hang at mine. My parents aren’t home so we have a free house.” Jovana calls out, having us all agree "I'm down with whatever. But I just have one question." I say as I turn to face Jo, no longer able to hide my feelings. "Okay, what is it?" Jovana asks, looking at me with concern
Jack's P.O.V {2 days later.} "What do you wanna do ?" I asked Madeline as I slung my arm around her shoulder, pulling her in close. "Let's go to the beach!” She squeals, looking up at me excitedly. Damn, I was really hoping she wanted to fuck. "Babe?” She asks again, taking me out of my thoughts. "What?" I ask, not knowing if she had said something else to me or not. "Can we go?" She questions, pouting as she pleads with me. If we go to the beach, then maybe we could take a few pictures to post so that I can make Amber jealous. "Yeah, baby of course. We should take pics together while we’re there." I say. Amber makes me feel different emotions and I can't understand them. I think I have actual feeling for her but, I don’t know. I just know that I need to stay away from her. I know I’ll just end up poisoning her. I try to convince myself that she’s nothing more than just a good, easy fuck for me but the idea of her be
Jack's P.O.V "Seriously Amber ?" I question, growing annoyed by her reasoning. "Why do you love her? How can you love her?" She asks as tears stream down her face, staining her cheeks. I try my absolute hardest to not burst out laughing at her current state. Seriously? She’s acting like this because she thinks I actually love that bitch? "How does me loving her affect you in any way?" I ask, questioning her further in efforts to get her to confess how she really feels. Honestly, I knew exactly why this hurt her. She has feelings for me, and having me 'love' someone else hurt her. Just like I wanted it to. But I want to hear her say those things. "Never mind Jack, you're not going to understand." She slurs, sounding defeated as she moves her body to where she is facing the window so that I can no longer see her expressions. I sigh deeply before focusing on the road, not wanting to push any further. I know I wanted to h
Amber's P.O.V{Next Day} I wake up with the most nerve-wracking headache, causing me to groan out in pain as the light from the outside seeps in through my shutters. "Amber!" I hear Jack yell as he bursts into my room. “Do you not hear everyone calling you? Or your fucking phone ring?” He asks as he goes over to my window before opening the door to my shutters, inviting the sunlight. I squint my eyes shut as the bright lights burn my retinas, causing me to pull my blanket over my head. “Seriously, wake up. It’s six o’clock pm and you have to help with the New Year’s party that we’re throwing.” He says as he pulls my blanket away from my face, forcing me to accept that sleep is no longer an option. I sigh, growing annoyed as my sleep deprived and hammered state begins to grow stronger. “Jack. Get out of my room.” I say as I bring my hands up to my head, massaging my temples. “Maybe, i
Amber's P.O.V As I bring myself into my closet space I decide on wearing a denim skirt as well as a black body suit to go with it. After feeling satisfied with my outfit choice I settle on straightening my hair before going downstairs as I didn’t have the energy to do anything further. It’s not like anybody important is going to be here, just family from both sides I presume. As I walk down my steps the sound of the doorbell ringing catches my attention. Seeing as I was the only one downstairs at the moment I decide to answer the door. I take a few moments, preparing my smile for whichever relative is possibly waiting. But, my smile instantly fades and I immediately grow annoyed and slightly insecure as my eyes land on Madeline. "Um…may I help you?" I question, not being able to fake any kindness as I look her dead in the eyes. "Yeah, I heard you guys are having a party tonight. Jack invited me over." She smiles confidently a
Amber's P.O.V They soon pull apart and Jack's eyes are almost immediately met with my glossy and hurt ones. A tear falls from my eye as I shake my head, feeling completely disappointed and regretful for ever involving myself with Jack. I hate him, I can feel myself falling for him and I can’t even do anything to help it. I quickly break eye contact with him before rushing past the different groups of people as I try desperately to get to my room, not wanting to be in this environment a second longer. As I run my way up the stairs, I am stopped as I reach the main hallway on the second level. "Babe." A voice calls out, evoking an unknown emotion as I already know that it’s Jack. Of fucking course. I slowly lift my head to meet with his dark brown orbs, allowing him to see my tear-stained expression. "Jack, please move." I say softly as I keep my eyes low, preventing our eyes from meeting. I hate that I live with him, I
Amber's P.O.V Nathan kisses me. A kiss that doesn’t ignite my body or set my skin on fire like Jack manages to do as he trails his lips down my body with intention. Slowly, he brings his hand into the waistband of my skirt as he begins to touch my sensitivity. I can't help but wish this were Jack. "Amber, you're crying." Nathan accounts, causing him to pull away from me completely. "No, I'm fine." I insist as I go in for a kiss only to have him reject it. "Amber, what's wrong?" He asks, keeping the distance as he sits his body up and away from me on the bed. "Stop acting like you care about my feelings. I just want you to fuck me. Isn’t that what you want? Come on. I’m giving it to you." I urge, in desperate need of distraction as I climb my body back onto him, now straddling him. Nathan gives into the kiss, causing me to grow relieved as he picks my body up before standing, taking me with him. I wrap my le