Amber's P.O.V "Okay but is it cool if I drive us? I really want to take my car." I ask. I think it’ll be safer for me to drive myself because I might need to leave the party early if anything happens. "Come on. I can already tell you are going to get fucked up and not be able to drive. Plus, I want you to have a good time tonight." She says, laughing as she shrugs off the suggestion. I laugh as I think about the fact that she was probably right considering the fact that I really wanted to drink tonight. "I guess you're right." I say, realizing it would probably be best if she were to drive herself. "Okay, I’ll come pick you up later tonight." She says having me nod my head in agreement. "Okay, sounds good!” I say as Jovana pulls up to my house. "Bye love, I’ll see you later." She says, having me wave her goodbye as I exit her car. Jovana then drives off, having me immediately go inside and run straight
Amber's P.O.VJack is so fucking bipolar and I really don’t understand him but, I’m tired of him playing these mind games with me. I'm not his, I'll never be his. Especially not when he continues to sleep around like he did today. I bring myself back over to the kitchen before downing another shot with ease. “Yeah right ‘I’m his’. I belong to no one.” I huff If he’s going to continue to mess around with other people then so will I. He can’t control who I decide to give my time to. As I walk around the party in search of Jovana, my eyes then spot Nate sitting with a group of his friends. I scan the area, seeing Jack sit a few feet away from him as they all converse amongst each other. A mischievous smirk falls onto my lips as I decide to approach the area. "Heyyy, Nathan." I slur as I bring myself over to him before sitting on his lap. My eyes flick over to Jack, having me notice his clenched jaw as he stares over at me, analyzing
Amber's P.O.V "What do you mean last night was 'interesting' " I ask, mocking her tone as I push for more information "Well, we took shots and then I lost you. But, when I found you again, you were completely crossfaded and like, out of your mind." She says, having me furrow my eyebrows in concern as I try to remember everything that happened. "Out of my mind?” I repeat as I try my hardest to recall last night's events. Jovana nods her head, deciding not to elaborate as she continues speaking. " I tried to take you home but you literally ran away from me and when I found you again you were passed out somewhere. I took you back with me into the bathroom and then when I finally got you to wake back up you started acting like a complete psycho. I couldn’t control you, you insisted on drinking more and then you went and flashed Jack and his friends your tits.” She explains, taking me by complete surprise. I stood there
Amber's P.O.V{20 minutes later} I watch silently as Jack walks Madeline to her car.Honestly, I probably look like a complete psycho stalker considering I was watching him through my window but at this point, I really couldn't care any less. Envy fills my being as I watch as Jack presses her against her car before cupping her cheeks and passionately kissing her lips. I don't understand why I'm feeling like this. I just want to slap him and scream but I can’t help these feelings of desire at the same time. He makes me feel so frustrated and I want nothing more but for him to feel the same way that I'm feeling right now. Once Madison had driven off, Jack then looks up to see me staring back down at him. He looks to be a bit puzzled at first glance but his confusion soon turns into amusement, having me grow even more angry than I was before. Does he enjoy making me this upset?! "Fuck. You!" I mouth through my window as I go to flick him off.
Amber's P.O.V “What?? Don’t tell me to shut up.” I protest, not liking the way he was speaking towards me. Why would he say that when I'm just asking about the situation at hand?Was there ever even really an emergency?Would he lie about something like that? “I’ll do whatever the fuck I want!!!!” He shouts, catching me slightly off guard. “Why would you make me leave the party if our parents are out of town?! Were you just lying about all of this? Take me back right now!!!” I demand as I begin to feel unsafe in his presence. Jack looks over at me with an angered expression before pressing his foot on the gas, causing my whole body to fly back. I whip my gaze to the road, feeling more fear fill my being as I see all the cars pass us by in a haze; indicating our fast speed. “Jack. Slow down.” I mutter somewhat anxiously. He doesn’t listen and instead takes that as a sign to go even faster. "JACK! SLOW DOWN!
Amber's P.O.V{Next day} I hate Jack, he is so annoying.He's literally sitting downstairs cuddling with Madeline and acting like nothing absolutely happened between us yesterday. If he's gonna act like that, and still see other girls then I don’t see why I can’t do the same with guys of my choosing. As I sit in my room in deep contemplation, the sound of my phone vibrating catches my attention. I look down to see that Derrick had texted me.From Derrick: we're outside. After locking my phone, I quickly put on my shoes before going downstairs and making my way towards the door. As I find myself passing through the common gathering area, I can’t help the feelings of anger that arise upon seeing Jack with his girlfriend. "Where are you going?" Jack calls out from the couch with his back still facing me as he continues to watch the television. The audacity of this man. "I’m leaving." I say dryly before finishing my journey out of the h
Amber's P.O.V As we were walking out the mall my phone kept ringing, but I didn't bother to answer it because I already knew it was Nina. I know she could tell that I was genuinely upset with her, but I don’t have the energy to explain just why I’m so angry. "Bro who's blowing up your phone? Can you just answer it already?" Derrick asks as he swings his arm around Jovana's shoulder, pulling her in closer to him, "No. It’s nobody important." I say dismissively as we find ourselves walking into the parking garage. "We should all go hang out at my place." Mia suggested, not wanting our hangout to end. "Or we could just hang at mine. My parents aren’t home so we have a free house.” Jovana calls out, having us all agree "I'm down with whatever. But I just have one question." I say as I turn to face Jo, no longer able to hide my feelings. "Okay, what is it?" Jovana asks, looking at me with concern
Jack's P.O.V {2 days later.} "What do you wanna do ?" I asked Madeline as I slung my arm around her shoulder, pulling her in close. "Let's go to the beach!” She squeals, looking up at me excitedly. Damn, I was really hoping she wanted to fuck. "Babe?” She asks again, taking me out of my thoughts. "What?" I ask, not knowing if she had said something else to me or not. "Can we go?" She questions, pouting as she pleads with me. If we go to the beach, then maybe we could take a few pictures to post so that I can make Amber jealous. "Yeah, baby of course. We should take pics together while we’re there." I say. Amber makes me feel different emotions and I can't understand them. I think I have actual feeling for her but, I don’t know. I just know that I need to stay away from her. I know I’ll just end up poisoning her. I try to convince myself that she’s nothing more than just a good, easy fuck for me but the idea of her be