CAMILLA SINCLAIR
“Fuck! Just like that, Dash! Oohhh!”I cannot believe my eyes.“You like that, huh?”No.This is not happening. This shouldn’t be happening.“Harder, baby!” the woman breathed, sweat covering their entire bodies as the obnoxious sound of skin against skin echoed through what looked like a luxurious hotel room. One I knew so well because I’ve been there. For every time he tried to make a move on me, and I turned him down. Every single time.He had the raven-haired woman drop on her arms and knees. Her back curved into a perfect arch. Thighs wide open like a bitch in heat.And Dash took it. Licking his lips, he hovered behind her swiftly and within a second, he was thrusting in and out of the raven-haired woman’s cunt. He throws his head back, eyes rolling to the back of his head as he picked up his pace, groaning and grunting like the crazed animal he is.Dash Blackwell. My mate, and naturally the love of my life, is f*cking another she-wolf mercilessly before my eyes.My skin crawled in disgust and my stomach churned as if I was about to lose my lunch.Dropping the phone that is still playing the recorded video, I slumped on my bed, eyes fixated on my work shoes. I close my eyes as the obnoxious sounds from the video clip continues to play in the background.Each grunt coming from his mouth makes me want to run to the bathroom and dispose of the bile rising in my throat.“How did you get this?” was all I could muster to say.Angela looked at me with pity and scooped up the phone before pressing the exit button. Immediately, the disgusting sounds stopped and somehow I was able to breathe.“I have my ways,” Angela murmured, arching her lips slightly to a half-smile.Angela is my sister. Well, my step-sister. The day my mother died, my father had her and her mom move in the pack house where we live. I was thirteen then. And yes, your guess was right. My father, Alpha Charles Sinclair, is the alpha of our pack. The Shadow Creek Pack.That time, I was enraged. I couldn’t believe my father was actually hiding an entire family behind our backs, which made me confront him in front of everyone in the pack. I yelled at him, exhibited my usual childish tantrums like the spoiled brat I was.I spat at him what sort of a selfish, cheating, scumbag father and husband not worthy of respect he was to me and my mom, who literally just died on the same day. And it was then for the first time, he hit me. Threw a solid rock-hard punch right across my face, making everyone’s jaw drop. He’d grabbed me by the hair and locked me in my room for a couple of weeks, forbidding anyone from letting me out even just to see my mom and say goodbye to her for the last time.Those weeks filled with insufferable pain, trauma, and fear sure hauled the spoiled brat straight out of my personality. And on the second moon, the door to my room slowly opened, not expecting Angela to be the one standing behind it.Her innocent face along with my dad’s disapproving one. He made it clear that if it weren’t for Angela begging him every day to let me out, he would’ve let me starve for disrespecting and humiliating him in public.While it was true that I had never raised my voice at him until that day, I was young. Lonely. Confused. In need of a father’s healing touch and comfort. The fact that my mother and the Luna died a mysterious death, and my father bringing home two more strangers as a result of his affairs the very same day must have triggered something within me. My mother was perfectly fine before, and rumors has it that she was murdered by the alpha himself. Which I refused to believe.But ever since, what was once a loving father and daughter relationship, turned into one formed between an alpha and a slave.Angela, my step-sister, had been the only one who persisted on showing me a true sibling relationship.“He’s an asshole. I can’t believe the moon goddess picked him as your mate,” Angela scoffed, glaring at her phone murderously. If looks could kill, I’m pretty sure Dash would be dead right now.I bit my lip. Hard. And the tears in the corners of my eyes, the tears I’ve been holding back all this while, started to fall.Liar.Gritting my teeth, I dropped my body to the floor, buried my head between my knees as I listened to my wolf howl in excruciating pain.‘He betrayed us,’ Dana, my wolf, seethed in my mind.I just sobbed, sat helpless on the floor as I drowned myself in the sea of melancholy that is my fate. It always has been.How stupid could I have been?I was stupid to believe that I would find happiness, to believe that someone would love me for who I am. I was stupid to believe that I, Camilla Sinclair, could finally change my fate by marrying the man who claimed to love me, determined to haul me out of this shithole of a pack. I wish I had realized it then, but now I know that dream will always be.“Oh, Cami… If only I knew…” Angela cooed softly beside me. I could feel her scooch closer against me and I let her. She swung her arm around my neck, urging me to rest my head on her shoulder, so I did.My sobs then grew louder, turning into loud whimpers as I felt her arms around me.“He’s never been worthy of you, Cammy, and you know that,” Angela whispered.I clenched my eyes, listening to Angela’s heartbeat with my ear pressed closely against her chest.“Five years. We’ve been together for five years, Anj. And now this?” I whimpered.“Sssshhhh… It’s gonna be alright, Cami. I promise,” she whispered, her voice shaking.Strange. Why is her heart beating violently fast right now?Nonetheless, I nodded and huddled closer against her, enjoying the warmth of her body encasing mine. I ignore my wolf howling inside me and my heart shattering apart into a tiny million pieces.We laid like that for I don’t know how long, but I knew it was probably hours since I sensed a dominating, fearsome presence enter my room without much of a knock.Only one person fit the description in my mind.“What is the meaning of this?” A voice, deep and menacing, reverberated in my ears and I snap my eyes open. My body jerking up straight.Standing before us was none other than my father and the alpha of this pack. His domineering aura is suffocating, as his eyes sliced through mine and I froze the minute he settled his gaze on the phone left hanging on my bed.“A-Alpha,” I stuttered, slowly rising from the floor when I noticed Angela was no longer there.His eyes snapped to mine, my body blocking his sight from the only thing that would reveal my secret. I laugh to myself. Not like it’s a secret worth keeping after all. The curiosity in his green orbs shifted into a rage I’ve grown too familiar with.And before I could react, he darted towards me in full alpha speed and with a loud crack, I felt my back crack loudly against the wall.CHAPTER 3 CAMILLA I think I may have broken a rib. I wince in pain as my father, Alpha Charles Sinclair, tightened his grip on my collar and slammed me against the wall for a second time. “You useless fucking b*tch,” he spat in a menacing tone. The urge to scoff at the word useless was palpable, but I was just too heartbroken to even care. Each word was dripping with a venom he wished he had to kill me with. And for the first time, I just wish he would. I just found out my goddess-given mate who I love so much cheated on me. I had not felt anything since I was not marked yet. Today is the day that I am finally giving my virginity to him. To let him mark me his forever. I was going to tell him the big news when came Angela barging into my room, her nose flaring and chest heaving in anger. I didn’t expect her to show me a video that would change everything I have ever known in my life. My heart ached in extreme pain when images of him hovering behind another she-wolf flashed acros
CAMILLAI giggled as I jumped over a large rock blocking my path, and made my way past the pack border and towards freedom. 'Faster, Dana! Faster!' I urged my wolf to which she responded to quite positively. She picked up her speed and ran faster and further into the forest, away from everything and everyone. Away from reality. 'That's right, don't look back,' I tell her, desperately trying to hold tears back. They are useless now. From now on, I will never have to cry and suffer ever again, I will be free.Just when I finished that thought, Dana suddenly came to a full stop. 'What's wrong?' I asked my wolf but she didn't answer. Instead, her ears perked up and I can feel her raise her guard, positioning her body on defense. She whips her head side to side and back and forth for everytime the forest creates a different sound.What is going on? Why is my wolf suddenly freaking out?It did not take long before the answer finally revealed itself in the form of two dangerous-looking p
ALARICI get up and walk over to the balcony, taking out a smoke and lighting it before getting a whiff.It's that dream again. Every night, it's the same, and every time it would end with me desperately reaching out for that woman...I could not remember her face, but I do know that she has waist length curly dark brown hair, with blonde highlights here and there. She had a sexy hourglass figure, and her eyes... Fuck, her eyes. Beautiful green crystals that seemed to have the ability to rip through my soul if she commanded it. The beast inside me stirs violently making me grab onto the railing to steady myself. 'What the fuck is wrong with you?' I said, gritting my teeth when I felt a pair of hands snake up my chest. My skin crawled in disgust as my brow twitched."What's wrong, babe?" A woman's voice whispered in my ears, trying to seduce me.Ignoring her entire existence, I focus on steadying the beast instead when I felt a hand trying to stroke my cock. Before she could get an
CamillaMy hands trembled violently as I stood alone across the bartender."Miss? Can I get you something?" I looked at the bartender whose eyes suddenly gleamed with delight when he saw me. As if in a trance, his lips parted but he remained speechless. I shake my head slightly, giving him a smile. I sigh. I shouldn't have come here. My heart is racing incredibly fast as I imagined the murderous expression on my father's face once he finds out I disobeyed him again. And worse, now Angela is involved.After Angela did my make-up and even chose a sexy, seductive dress I certainly wouldn't pick for myself, she orchestrated her so-called brilliant plan and led us out of there without a hunch. Somehow, we were able to make it outside of the pack house. There was a car waiting as we stepped outside the back door making me halt in my steps. 'Let's go, we don't have much time,' Angela told me through mind link as she ushered me in. I reluctantly took her hand and climbed in the car and taki
CAMILLAI wake up feeling like I was ran over by a ten wheeler truck. Hell, my head is aching and heavy, making me wonder how long I would be hungover until my father's meeti....The meeting! A gasp escapes my throat as I cuss to myself. I groan and move to get up when I am hit with a morbid realization.I am naked. Not only that, I felt a persistent ache between my thighs which only means one thing.My virginity is gone.Realizing that, small bits from last night's memories started crashing back into my brain. The man with glowing red eyes. The way his lips brushed against my skin, tongue exploring every inch of me as if he just couldn't get enough, the way he kissed and lifted me in his arms as he thrusted into me relentlessly. My heart raced as I reminisced the events that sent waves of intense pleasure through me, but now my head is throbbing and every part of me feels weak, drained of so much energy I could barely move.Dana purrs in my head, 'You should have kept your eyes open
CAMILLA You got to be kidding me. The Lycan Prince, a marriage contract? There is no way in hell I am going to let that happen. I read the terms in that contract, none of it said anything about letting me keep my freedom. I let my eyes circle the room and spotted my dress lying on the floor. Bending over, I felt a sharp pain between my legs making me whimper. 'What did you expect? He's a lycan, and his appetite is insatiable,' Dana mused. "Pervert," I huffed as I scooped up the dress and was about to put it on when I realize it's ruined. Just great. Now how am I going to face Angela when I show up with a completely destroyed version of the six-thousand dollar dress she gave me? I then rummaged through the drawers and closet and found nothing more than a black oversized shirt and grey sweats. Luckily, it contained a pair of rubber shoes, too. I threw everything on before my phone rang out. I picked it up, scowling when Angela's face popped up in the screen. She's calling me
CAMILLAOh hell no. This cannot be happening. Why is he here?My father shot me a glare.‘I will get back to you, whore.’ He mindlinked me. His words stung, but I should have been used to it by now. Except the pain is always the same. I smile bitterly as he walks past me, pushing me hard in the process.My eyes went to Angela who battered her eyelashes at me. As if she had not just revealed how she deceived me all these years. She flicked her raven hair behind her back and walked past me, making sure to step on my foot as she trotted alongside my father towards the lycan prince. I wanted to laugh. Why didn’t I realize it?It was her. She was the woman my mate was fucking senselessly. It was her who took that video while she was sleeping with my mate. Dana snarled inside me, scratching for control as she gave a vision of her ripping Angela to shreds in my mind. “Hey,” Dash muttered after Angela, but Angela didn’t care. All she cared about was making an impression now that the lycan pri
CHAPTER TEN CAMILLA “Mine…” he growled, and everyone gasped. I froze. What did he say? I did not know if I heard him correctly. Did he just say what I think he said? “She is my mate.” He said and my jaw dropped. I looked at him in utter disbelief. “Your highness?” my father blurted, looking confused. “Camilla Sinclair is the lycan prince’s mate.” Fergus repeated, making my whole body freeze, rooted in place.“You are hurt,” He said, his voice gentle for a moment. I opened my eyes, my breath caught in my throat as I did. This is the first time I am looking into his eyes up close. It’s no wonder why the lycan prince was desired by many. Just look at him! His face chiseled to perfection, his body large, strong, and muscular. His frame perfect in every angle. He’s built like a god, yet that is not too far-fetched given his looks and charm, although he had a nonchalant air about him. I gulped, when I noticed his eyes traveled from mine to my swollen cheek. My cheek still stung
CHAPTER 31“Ouch.” I winced when he dampened the wet cold cloth on my bruised skin.His head raised, a look of worry in his eyes.“I’m fine, really “ I muttered, feeling my cheeks flush red with the way he’s staring at me. No one really looked at me like that before. Even Angela who now I know pretended for years hadn’t managed to pull that off.“Stay still.” It sounded more like a command. His eyes glazed over and I knew better than to piss the guy off. From the past year we have been together, I learned that he does not take disobedience very well. He doused the cold, wet cloth on the bruised parts of my body. When he was done, he walked back to the bathroom. I let out a sigh of relief. I glanced down shocked to see my bruises finally fading. Werewolves heal, only not too fast.“It’s wolfsbane.” I snapped up, looking into his red eyes.“Wolfsbane?” If he could see the shock in my face, it’s either he doesn’t care or I was just too good at hiding it.How could possibly be a hea
Chapter 30Camilla’s POVThe obnoxious sound of moans, growls, and grunts mixed with the sound of skin slapping against skin, echoed in the whole room. I could feel my sweat dripping down the back of my thighs as it bounced against Alaric’s.I squirm and squeal in every thrust. In every second he withdraws his cock my pu**y clenches. And, as if my body had a mind on its own, I have not realized that I have been meeting his deep thrusts, rocking my hips with the intense in and out motion of his c*ck inside me.I could feel his anger, one that has been buried deep within him. Has been for a long time.It seems that anger was not really directed at me. Closing my eyes, I took deep breaths and fisted the bedding in my hands. My back arched so I was in the perfect position to accommodate his monstrous length.He grunted in approval, before feeling his hand glide into my hair, tugging at it as he continued pounding his c*ck in and out of me. I could feel his desperation. He was livid.I bit
Camilla's POV: The moment he reached out to touch me, I could have sworn my body reacted quite positively. I'm not sure. And I would have found out if Alaric was not pummeling him in bloody. "Alaric, stop!" I shouted, panic rushing through me. But, judging from the way he continued hammering his fists into Devon's poor face, he had me blocked out from his senses. "Stop!" This time, I screamed from the top of my lungs. Alaric had his twin brother lying on the grass, not wasting any time to throw punches at him. Surprisingly, I don't see Devon fighting back. He just lays there with his arms spread out, letting his brother materialize his rage by making him his personal bloody punching bag. "Alaric!" I yelled at him only for him to snap his head up, staring directly into me. His furious gaze felt like a hole boring into my face. Suddenly, I had a loss for words. "You don't want him hurt?" He questioned, squinting his eyes. I opened my mouth but there was no words. It felt as if
Devon’s POV:That night, it was pouring. The rain pelting over my skin. I stood over our mother’s grave, completely unmoving. We had finished her funeral a few hours ago, but I can’t take it upon myself to just leave.Are we just going to leave her here?On the outside, I see two straight tree branches, cut neatly to form a cross. I had tied a rope around it to help it stay in place.Looking down at the soil where my mother lay, I let a smile break on my lips.“Forgive me, mother. I tried.” I smiled bitterly.Father didn’t even care to give her a proper burial. He took one look at her corpse as I knelt beside her, holding her hand.Tears had sprung from my eyes, and I looked up, gauging my father’s reaction at her evident death.Only to see him turn his head away and say, “Stop touching that. You’ll cover yourself with filth.” Disgust filled his eyes.Anger bubbled through my veins but my feet were rooted in place. I cannot move a single muscle as I simply watched him turn on his heel
Camilla’s POV:I stared after Alaric as he entered the King’s office. As soon as the door closed behind him, I felt a presence rush to my side.Slowly, I turned my head and lifted my eyes to meet a pair of piercing hazel ones. Identical to Alaric’s. Only his were blood red. As our eyes lock, I feel a tug inside me. A pull as I stared into his eyes. He stares right back, mesmerized.I tore my gaze away immediately as a thought suddenly dawned on me. My wolf sniffed the air around us. It did not take me long to realize it was his scent she was smelling, and she seemed to enjoy it.Looking down at my feet, I clenched the hem of my dress. Thinking to myself. Why does it feel like I want to be close to him?He cleared his throat, snatching my attention from the polish on my toes when I felt his fingers lift my chin.“You… What is your name?” he asked in a soft tone.Embarrassment and panic coursed through me at the position he has put me in. He lifted my chin so that I was looking directly
Alaric's POV: "Let her go." I demanded. His eyebrow raised before gazing down at my mate. It angered my lycan that he had set his eyes on her. I watch as he sets Camilla up straight. My brow twitching and furrowing when I notice his arm graze my mate's chest. I growled inwardly, knowing he just did that on purpose. My eyes instantly fell on Camilla, taking in her nice little white summer dress. She looked beautiful. I could feel my eyes darkening as my lycan pushed forward. His desire overriding my anger at the moment. I forced my lycan down to the depths and he withdrew with a guttural growl, making him watch in the shadows. I will handle this. I force my gaze back on Devon, pulling a frown. "What are you doing here?" I asked, barely able to hold back a growl. He tilted his head sidewards and frowned. "What, am I not welcome in my own home?" He said in a sarcastic tone and lifted his hands in the air. I glared at him. "Not since you left and said you'll never
ALARIC’S POV: “Welcome back, your highness,” Fergus greeted me in the hallway across my office, opening the door. I rolled my eyes at him. “Drop it.” He put his palms up in the air, following me into my office. “Who got you so cranky?” he asks, playfulness in his words. Tossing my leather jacket over my seat, I plopped down the chair, running a hand down my face feeling exasperated. “Having problems with the mate?” He started, leaning against the wall. I shook my head and laughed. “In fact, none at all.” I shrugged, meeting his confused gaze. He furrowed his brows. “Then what’s with the frown?” He asked. “Nothing,” I lie through gritted teeth. I pull my arms together against my chest before twirling the swivel chair to the opposite direction, not wanting to face Fergus and his nonstop questions about why the fuck I was in such a mood. He quickly moved to my side and now he is leaning against my table, raising his brows even higher. “Doesn’t look like nothing,” he said, tilt
24. Camilla Camilla’s POV “Alaric, you make love to me like I am some piece of broken glass, really, I’m not.” I smiled at him. “I want you, and that means all of you.” He stopped as he let my words sink in. Then he sighed and took my hand that was cupping his cheek. “Alright.” He said huskily sending tingles all over my body. His hand moved swiftly and lifted me so my back was against the headboard. Spreading my legs wide, he drinks me in before dragging his gaze back to my eyes. I licked my lips wet as I stared back at him, lust in my eyes. “But I need you to promise.” He said. His hand squeezed my legs gently before his lips moved to say his words. “Promise that if he ever hurts you, command him to stop,” he said firmly. He looked at me and didn’t move, waiting for my answer. “I will,” He nodded before he closed his eyes. When he opened them, I looked right into a set of pitch black eyes. It was his lycan. “Mate,” he snarled the word, his husky voice now deeper and
23. CamillaIt was different. The second time around. He was… gentler. Holding me like I was a piece of glass he was terrified of breaking. I did not know why, but I was sure he was being careful, although I could tell he wanted to get rough.I did not voice out my thoughts, thinking I was just probably overthinking it again. Days passed by quickly. Come the mating ceremony, the King made sure that everything was absolutely perfect. It amazed me how well he handled and planned the event. It felt like everything flowed exactly the way he wanted it. He had invited all state packs in the kingdom and announced the big news. That his son has found a mate. He also gave a speech, but it sounded to me more like I was a breeder, a submissive female whose duty is to pop out an heir. He declared that once the day arrives that I give him an heir, he will step down from the throne and hand down the title to Alaric. I did not object though, because I knew he would just wave the contract in front