What does she want?
[Cordelia]I feel oddly protective of the Steele boys as I step out of the car and stand between them and the woman I always thought of as my sister. Maybe it is because they are so vulnerable right now. Maybe it is because I care for them both and want to keep them safe. "Angelica." I stand between her and them. "Why are you here?""To talk to you," she looks at me specifically. "About Sydney and what we should do."Laughter that is both hard and cruel springs from my lips in a fountain. Angelica flinches at the sound and I watch as her whole demeanor changes from one of confidence to one of unsureity.Normally I'd feel guilty about creating such a strong reaction in anyone, especially in someone I once believed loved me. But I've had a long hard day of disappointment and heartbreak. I have nothing left to give. Because if I'm not laughing I'll start crying. And I cannot afford to be weak right now. "Can we please just go inside," she insists, looking at Atlas and Clark to back her
Kneeling to her level so that we can meet eye to eye, I let the sound of her words fall to silence around us before I ask, "What about Atlas could be so dangerous that you feel fit to ruin my life?"She pales but stays resolute. "Atlas Steele is at the center of something bigger than either one of us. It's all related to his parents. Has he told you about them yet?She says that with a bit of snap in her voice as if expecting me to know nothing. "Atlas told me everything about Suzanna and Jaxson," I smile gently and marvel as confusion crosses her face. She didn't even know their names. "His Mom and Dad."The confusion is replaced by a touch of embarrassment which is masked by a bit of haughtiness. "And how they died?""You mean how they were killed but everyone assumed it was an accident?" I laugh. "If you were hoping to surprise me with that, I'm sorry, but that isn't enough to scare me away from remarrying Atlas. He has told me everything about his family, about their past. I've e
[Cordelia]"Clark, what are you doing out of bed?""I just heard everything you said," he confesses. "Does Atlas know?"Tucking a strand of hair behind my ear I wait for him to elaborate. "I'm not sure what you are talking about." "That you love him," as he takes a step forward and his eyes, red and puffy from crying, search my face as he asks. "Does he know you already see yourself as his wife again? That you want to marry him?"Holding up my hand, I show him the engagement ring. "I said yes to him. I wouldn't have done so if I didn't mean it." I sigh. "Is this because of the argument at the hospital? Even though I'm mad at him and said I needed space doesn't mean that I don't want to marry him."Is that what Atlas thinks? That I don't love him at all anymore? That I asked for space because I didn't want him anymore?Doesn't he realize that the reason it hurts me so much when he doesn't stand up for me is because I love and want him so much? "Maybe you should remind him," Clark look
[Cordelia]I was tempted to snuggle up in bed with Atlas, wait until he wakes up, and tell him exactly how I feel. But when I checked in on him and saw that he was passed out, half-dressed, and reeking of booze and sick, any temptation I had to get closer lept out the window. So instead I left him a note. "I'll be at the studio. Come find me when you're feeling better," signing it, I placed it on his nightstand. "Cordelia," Atlas groans in his sleep as he rolls over.I almost answer, but when I hear a gentle snore, I realize he is talking in his sleep. "Don't leave," he continues to mutter. "I love you. Please stay."My heart stops. He sounds so sad in his sleep. I take a few steps closer. And a few more. "Atlas." I kiss his clammy forehead. "Why did you do this to yourself? You silly, silly man." I turn to walk back to the door, but he grabs my arm. "Please, stay," he begs. "Just...let's talk." I try to explain that he needs his rest, that he is still a bit drunk, and that now
[Cordelia]"Atlas, I can see why you're nervous, but he genuinely seems to be coming from a good place. Maybe he investigated me and found out the truth, but we have no idea why. Maybe he used to work for the fertility clinic and felt guilty. Maybe he is working for one of the families and came across my information. He could be doing all of this from a positive place."Atlas considers this for a moment but then shakes his head. "I'd still feel better about things if you brought me with you next time you think about retrieving whatever is in that safety deposit box. We don't know what his motives are. It could all be part of some elaborate trap."I would say he is being paranoid, but I can understand his fear after what happened with Jude. Jude also seemed to be my friend. Am I too trusting?"Can I see the list of names," he asks cautiously. "Maybe I can have someone look into it."After I agree to show it to him tomorrow, his body relaxes and he leans into me. "You know," his breath i
[Cordelia]After a wonderful, reaffirming weekend of bliss, Atlas and I return to the business of clearing my reputation and making a name for myself in the fast-paced world of fashion. Today is the day of the photoshoot. Our contestants for the competition have been selected, five young hopefuls from LA and beyond along with Sydney and myself. Last night, Atlas and I returned home, bringing some belongings from his house and my studio, deciding that we will not live separately anymore, but start our life together moving forward. "We should have a party here," he suggests, "after the first day of shooting. It could be a housewarming party. It would be an excellent way to show our family in a soft light. Maybe if they see that the Steele family is just like any other, they may grow softer in their opinion of us." I love how he says, "us" and not "you," even though the problem with this publicity is mostly mine. Steele Industries is large enough to survive a little bad press. Cordeli
The man is dragged out of the studio by security, but the damage is already done. "We'll edit that part out," Clark's drones lower from their previous hover. "Nobody will see that footage.""But my dress," I looked down at the black paint all over the beautiful green silk and a tear fell from my eyes. I hate how these damn pregnancy hormones make me emotionally weak. Tilly comes up from the front row of the audience. As she passes Clark I see a moment of connection as she moves past him, a small smile on her lips. There is no ring on her finger anymore, but the light in Clark's eyes when he looks at her tells me that things must be on the mend. "I have just the thing with this," Tilly pulls me backstage into a dressing room where she has me strip off my dress. Behind a wardrobe, she pulls out a 5-gallon bucket and a gallon jug of white vinegar. I watch in astonishment as she makes the stains disappear. "Did you prepare for this," I eye her suspiciously. "How did you know I'd need a
I don't hear the rest of what Atlas says, my mind reeling from what I just heard a moment before.How could she?! And why didn't she tell me? Why didn't she warn me? Tilly and I just spent the last 45 minutes cleaning my dress, and she said nothing about this. I look over at Tilly. "I'm sorry," she mouths silently as she takes her place by Sydney's side. Sydney smiles sweetly up at Tilly before turning to me and sneering. Oh, what I wouldn't give to smash her face into something right now. "Cordelia," Someone says my name and I snap my head to attention, coming out of my fog of anger and disappointment at Tilly's betrayal to listen."I'm sorry," I blink up at Atlas. "Can you repeat what you just said?""Cordelia," Atlas takes a deep breath. "We are still looking for the right designer to guide you," he apologizes, his eyes sad, "but we are narrowing it down to a few great options.""I see," I look down at my hands. He didn't tell me either. The two people I love more than anyone cho