Chapter 120

[Cordelia]

Atlas' willingness to be more open about our relationship is both exciting and terrifying. I love that he loves me and that he wants to let everyone else know about it, but at what cost? I don't like how cavalier he is about how it might be perceived by others. What kind of man is engaged to one girl, marries her little sister, divorces her, finds his first love, is engaged to her, and cheats on that true love with her pregnant little sister?

I can't shake the feeling that this is all going to come back and bite us in the backside while we are not paying attention.

Even with my fears, I can smell Atlas on my skin and I can't help but feel joy. This morning has been rough and heartbreaking in many ways, but the night before was magic. I saw a side of Atlas that I was completely blind to before and something happened that I thought was impossible.

I fell in love with my ex-husband.

I thought I loved him before. I wanted to love him so badly. But Angelica was right about one