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I make my way into my green room and notice that no one is here because everyone is enjoying the finale. I take a glimpse at the mirror and notice my face. My tears have dried but my makeup is still intact . I take a make-up sponge and dab some makeup under eye and think about what just happened. Back at the stage during my performance , the words slipped from my mouth so fast ,even I didn't realise what I honestly felt inside until i said it put aloud , i knew deep down that I was hurting harry and me . I feel a little relieved too ,since I have apologized to harry even if indirectly. I am still applying some makeup when Shawn approaches me ."Hey! What are you doing here?" I ask him with my eyes wide with confusion. "Well, I wanted to check on you what happened back there? " He asks ."I am alright. It was just stupid hormones . I am okay now. What is happening out there? " I end the topic ,asking about the final results."They will be announcing results soon . And everyone loved
Last Updated : 2023-03-08Starstruck chapter twenty five
Harry's pov:It's all chaos. The performance . The finals . The paparazzi. I look at claire sitting on my lap ,hugging my torso in a tight grip ,her eyes closed.I never thought I would ever feel pain for others but I can feel her pain, her hurt coming off of her right now. I want to kill the bastard who became the reason for her panic attack . I have never felt such an anger towards anyone. I hate violence but now I am having violent thoughts . I have never seen anyone have an attack such as claire's. She stops breathing and just stares . It's like she relives her pain. I still don't know the reason behind the pain but it ill find that out. Rather sooner than later. Claire opens her eyes and looks at me then starts sobbing. It hurts to see her cry and in pain. I rub her back while she hyperventilate . The more I hug ,the more she sinks into me . I know now's not the time but I love this feeling ,knowing that i am her anchor ,that I helped her when she was low. I pull her hair out of
Last Updated : 2023-03-08Starstruck chapter twenty six
I am woken up by my stomach grumbling. I stir and turn until my head hits something or yet someone . I open my eyes slightly and take a look at that said someone. My jaw drops when eye are met to harry’s closed ones. He is sleeping as he usually does but he is shirtless . Panic sets inside me . What have I done? Oh my god !! I groan and wrap my blanket over my head and muffle my groan. My stomach rumbles again reminding that I slept without eating . I specifically don't think about yesterday and max because I don't want to go down that memory lane. I don't remember removing my blanket or turning my face towards harry but harry’s face comes in my view as he looks at me peacefully. His eyes meet mine and i am reminded of what I lost . I bite my lip to keep myself from leaning towards him and yearning for his warmth. He looks at my lips and then in my eyes . I shake my face and get up from the bed before I make a mistake . Harry sighs . I look into the mirror and am shocked to see
Last Updated : 2023-03-08Starstruck chapter twenty seven
On the flight ,I message justin letting him know about whatever happened with me lately since he is the closest to a therapist I could ever have . I don't know how or when I fell asleep but I woke up on harry's arm at the time the flight ends. He waits for me to fully wake up and get back to my senses then we both make our exit from the terminal to his suv, which he asked for us specifically so that we could move out easily without disturbance. My phone pings with a message from shawn .Captain:Hey, you didn't tell me you were coming to L.A today. Anyways , to welcome you ,I am dropping you a welcome party. Everyone will be there ,I will send you the address . Dress good . Let me know if you want to change something .Someone might've clicked a photo of me and harry at the terminal . Although I didn't like how he planned everything without even consulting me or asking me whether I want it or not, but I guess ,he thought I would like it . A party is okay but with everyone, that'
Last Updated : 2023-03-08Starstruck chapter twenty eight
I wake up and check my phone to see many notifications popping up but my gaze lands on the one tweet from the tabloids with my ans shawns face. We both are laughing on the floor ,me on top of him while he is looking in my eyes. It could be considered a friendly post if nit for the hearts drawn all around it and the headline :" Shawn Allen and Claire Stewart seemed getting cozy on her first night in L.A. " There are many more articles indicating me and shawn secretly dating and I groan at the mess I landed us in. Many people are tweeting about me and shawn being a couple from some time . I shut my phone after seeing a text from justin about the news and harry knocks at my door just a second later.He opens my door and his face shows proper feeling of betrayal. Does he think? No. "Is it real? Did you cheat on me? Was he the goddamn reason?" He whispers but it is loud enough for me to hear . I know why he is thinking this way and I am solely the reason behind his question but it hurt
Last Updated : 2023-03-11Starstruck Chapter Twenty Nine
HARRY'S P.O.V.;I have been in Hollywood long enough to know that stunts like these happens for publicity reasons but i have also seen people starting as fake dating which later turns into something more and i fear it might happen in this case. Not from Claire's side ,i believe, but from Shawn's side. I can almost see the happiness radiating off of him at the mention of him and Claire fake dating. He is not even feeling guilty for putting him and Claire under the radar of the paparazzi but i know Claire is blaming herself for the scandal . I sit through the meeting without passing any comments but i cannot resist myself when everyone leaves and me and Claire are left alone."Don't do it ,Claire . Take the contract back. Cancel it." i say while facing the floor. "I cannot, harry and you know that." She says ,her gaze searching mine . When she can't look at my face , she gets up and kneels before me and forces me to look in her eyes. "We could try anything worth trying ,just don't do i
Last Updated : 2023-03-14Starstruck Chapter Thirty
Claire's p.o.v.:I leave after saying goodbye to harry. For real ,this time. I go to Jack to enquire about my apartment since I can no longer afford to live with harry now that it's over for good this time. "Hey, jack . When will I get my apartment?" I ask ignoring shawn standing beside me."Hey, sorry I forgot. Here you go. Your apartment is right next block to harry’s so if you need anything ,I am sure ,he can assist you." He says handing me the key. I won't need harry's help but it's good our apartment is close ,if there's an emergency. Also, it would be easy to transport all my stuff at harry's place to my apartment because of less apartment and it won't even cost much. "Thanks ,jack. Also , I had a deal with the management at my last show that I will be able to release the song I sang on finals ,so when can I get the studio to record it and release it as soon as possible?" I ask since u so desperately want to release this song. People loved it in the finals and I am sure t
Last Updated : 2023-03-17Starstruck Chapter Thirty One
SHAWN'S P.O.V.:I am finally on my way to make claire mine. I know how she looks at Harry ,like the sun shines from his ass but I will be the one she will be looking at like that when we are seen in public and that alone makes me giddy. I make my way to her new apartment, a box of chocolate and a rose plant for her . I know her favorite flowers are Tulips so I also have them but the plant wasn't available so rose was the safest option.I ring the bell after parking my black rover in front of her door to be clicked by the paparazzi. I dressed extra nice even though I look hot everyday. Claire opens the door and her hair is messy and she has changed into some black leggings and a tank top showing her collarbone. She is not wearing any makeup but she is looking as beautiful as ever. I could look at her all day and never get tired of her. I have dated many girls in past ,had spent "nights" with some of them but I have only ever found two girls beautiful. One ,Rose ,we have some hi
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Shawn's p.o.v. : Me and Claire take our seats . I am still not over by the performance we just gave . Maybe, Me and the guys can convince Claire to record one or two songs with us that could go in her debut album. We could also gain many new fans. Not that we need it, our fans are really very great anyway. I order myself a glass of whiskey, straight and order a glass of margarita for Claire. I know she loves them. I am already at the bar ,when I realise it's time for the most audience favourite event in this whole festival. Any two people from the attendees of the festival are picked randomly and are forced to sing a song together without any practice . The song is to be choosed from either the small bucket present there or you can sing it from your own heart. It would even be great, if the song is an original and if the fans attending the festival love it ,then it's a cherry on top. You know you have to record it and release it since it's basically being awaited by many people a
Starstruck Chapter Thirty Five
Claire's P.O.V:My makeup is almost done when a tune comes to my mind and I sing out a line that fits perfect with the melody . I get up from the chair placed in my living room abruptly ,ignoring the makeup artist's grunts against my action and pick up my journal to write it out . "I am sorry . I had an inspiration and you never know when it strikes. " I explain myself and get back to being pampered with makeup and stuff.Once I am done with my makeup and hairdo ,the bell rings as the makeup artist packs her stuff to leave. "One minute ,please. " I yell to the person ringing the bell and call for the makeup artist."I am sorry, what's your payment?" I ask her. "No need ,mam. Shawn sir has already paid me ." She says and smile."Call me claire. And I insist , please ." I try to reason ."I am sorry I can't do that ,claire. I am a big fan of yours and if you still want to pay me ,can I click a photo with you ?" She asks sheepishly. "Ofcourse, what's your name, sweetie?" I ask and
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Shawn's P.O.V:Today is the day . I am very excited about the festival , everyone and believe me when I say, every artist will be there and my band will be performing among some very few selected artists. Also, claire will be going with me as my date . Today, we will make it official and I will introduce her as my girlfriend to everyone . I bought her a ravishing dress which will fit her perfectly for the event . I have my breakfast and put some vodka in my coffee to help with the nerves. The truth is , I don't like to drink alot but it helps me when I am tense and is the only thing getting me through everyday . I hated the look on claire's face when she found out that I was drunk but I am gonna make it up to her by making her so happy . Today will be perfect and no one will ruin it . I won't let anyone destroy my girl's happiness. After having breakfast , I pack claire's dress and go to her house so she could get ready . I also call a make-up and hair stylist for her. I have been in
Starstruck Chapter Thirty Three
After having lunch in a nearby café, I book myself a cab to get home and start getting myself ready. I reach quite late due to the traffic so my mission is to get ready in very less time for the double date. I wear a red A-line dress with puffy half sleeves and wear my red heels and have my red lipstick on. I leave my hair down and puff it up to style it and add volume. As soon as I am done, the bell rings and I know that it's shawn . Since ,I don't have a car yet so he will be picking me up and driving me places when he's free so that he appears as a 'doting boyfriend ' and we hit this fake dating thing in the ass and make it our bitch. I open my door and shawn's eyes widen for a second but then he kisses me on the cheek . I roll my eyes when he Winks at me , non surprisingly . I lock the apartment and shawn places his hand on my back and lead me to his car. Although, his hand is on the dress and not in contact with my skin ,I can feel the heat cooming off of it on my back and it is
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Claire's P.O.V:After eating and getting our pictures clicked, Shawn drops me at my new apartment . He kisses me on my cheek and I ignore how his gaze lingers for a minute too long . I shut the door and take a short shower and sleep on my new bed . Today went great and i had lots of fun with Shawn. I wish things go great like this forever. Maybe ,we could go on a double date with Justin and Jayson . I think i need to be reminded that i am fake dating Shawn ,again and again because i keep forgetting about it and start thinking of it as real. It's all too complicated for me to keep track of it. I shake that thought and fall into dark abyss.*_*I wake up by my alarm going off . I take a shower and get dressed to go to studio and record some stuff. It will be my first time in a studio . I wonder what the process will be ? I also text Justin ,informing him if our double date which i have planned with shawn . I make myself a cup of coffee with extra creamer and chocolate syrup and toa
Starstruck Chapter Thirty One
SHAWN'S P.O.V.:I am finally on my way to make claire mine. I know how she looks at Harry ,like the sun shines from his ass but I will be the one she will be looking at like that when we are seen in public and that alone makes me giddy. I make my way to her new apartment, a box of chocolate and a rose plant for her . I know her favorite flowers are Tulips so I also have them but the plant wasn't available so rose was the safest option.I ring the bell after parking my black rover in front of her door to be clicked by the paparazzi. I dressed extra nice even though I look hot everyday. Claire opens the door and her hair is messy and she has changed into some black leggings and a tank top showing her collarbone. She is not wearing any makeup but she is looking as beautiful as ever. I could look at her all day and never get tired of her. I have dated many girls in past ,had spent "nights" with some of them but I have only ever found two girls beautiful. One ,Rose ,we have some hi
Starstruck Chapter Thirty
Claire's p.o.v.:I leave after saying goodbye to harry. For real ,this time. I go to Jack to enquire about my apartment since I can no longer afford to live with harry now that it's over for good this time. "Hey, jack . When will I get my apartment?" I ask ignoring shawn standing beside me."Hey, sorry I forgot. Here you go. Your apartment is right next block to harry’s so if you need anything ,I am sure ,he can assist you." He says handing me the key. I won't need harry's help but it's good our apartment is close ,if there's an emergency. Also, it would be easy to transport all my stuff at harry's place to my apartment because of less apartment and it won't even cost much. "Thanks ,jack. Also , I had a deal with the management at my last show that I will be able to release the song I sang on finals ,so when can I get the studio to record it and release it as soon as possible?" I ask since u so desperately want to release this song. People loved it in the finals and I am sure t
Starstruck Chapter Twenty Nine
HARRY'S P.O.V.;I have been in Hollywood long enough to know that stunts like these happens for publicity reasons but i have also seen people starting as fake dating which later turns into something more and i fear it might happen in this case. Not from Claire's side ,i believe, but from Shawn's side. I can almost see the happiness radiating off of him at the mention of him and Claire fake dating. He is not even feeling guilty for putting him and Claire under the radar of the paparazzi but i know Claire is blaming herself for the scandal . I sit through the meeting without passing any comments but i cannot resist myself when everyone leaves and me and Claire are left alone."Don't do it ,Claire . Take the contract back. Cancel it." i say while facing the floor. "I cannot, harry and you know that." She says ,her gaze searching mine . When she can't look at my face , she gets up and kneels before me and forces me to look in her eyes. "We could try anything worth trying ,just don't do i
Starstruck chapter twenty eight
I wake up and check my phone to see many notifications popping up but my gaze lands on the one tweet from the tabloids with my ans shawns face. We both are laughing on the floor ,me on top of him while he is looking in my eyes. It could be considered a friendly post if nit for the hearts drawn all around it and the headline :" Shawn Allen and Claire Stewart seemed getting cozy on her first night in L.A. " There are many more articles indicating me and shawn secretly dating and I groan at the mess I landed us in. Many people are tweeting about me and shawn being a couple from some time . I shut my phone after seeing a text from justin about the news and harry knocks at my door just a second later.He opens my door and his face shows proper feeling of betrayal. Does he think? No. "Is it real? Did you cheat on me? Was he the goddamn reason?" He whispers but it is loud enough for me to hear . I know why he is thinking this way and I am solely the reason behind his question but it hurt
