*Warning: This chapter contains material you may find distressing, including coarse language and depictions related to themes of sex, abuse and violence.
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RUM
“YOU FUCKING SON OF A BITCH!” Annie’s screams blasted from my phone. “YOU JUST INSULTED ME IN FRONT OF THE ENTIRE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY!”
I stared at my own reflection in the mirror of the male restroom, my face deadpan, my arm stretched far enough to keep my ears away from the horrible blaring.
Another screamer. What the fuck is wrong with these people? Why can’t they come to me and scream in my face? Why must they always scream into their phones? Did my ears do something wrong to them?
I placed the phone to my ear again and said calmly with the smile of Mother Mary, “Calm down, babe. You know I never mean to insult you.”
Fuck you, bitch. If I was truly insulting you, I wouldn’t be this kind.
She scoffed condescendingly. “Then give me one good reason why you chose that dipshit over me.”
My eyes narrowed into a fierce glare. Does she really think I'm her tool or am I a fucking doormat? I'm not your toy boy—YOU'RE MY CHEAP WHORE.
I drew in a deep breath to cool my fire and chuckled low. “There’s a price for that, Annie. And you know what it is,” I whispered. “Wanna hear it?”
A brief silence. And then she growled, “You sick son of a bitch.”
I was grinning again. “See you around, lovely.” And I disconnected.
SLAM! I rammed a fist next to the sink, and crack lines radiated like lightning from my unscathed knuckles, crawling across the marble counter like fresh scars of an old wound.
I stared at my fist—and a huge paw with sharp, killing claws glared back at me.
“AAAH!!” A sharp cry burst from my lips. My eyes stretched wide with horror as I shakily lifted my paw—and then it switched back to my human hand.
Still horrified, I cautiously moved my fingers… and watched them strum at my will. Only then my shoulders sank in relief and I exhaled the tightness in my chest.
Frantically, I checked my reflection in the mirror to make sure none of my wolf was in sight. What the fuck just happened?! Did I just shift without knowing?
I inhaled deeply. Think… think, Keithen… Think. Could this be some sort of a side effect? From not freeing my wolf for five years. So now it’s angry and can’t be controlled?
Fuck, no! This is not some Jekyll and Hyde shit! I sure as hell am not some human-made-up mutant shit–I’m the real thing! I’m the wolf, the wolf is me! We’re one, created from the deity’s energy!
At that, my deep sea blue eyes deepened to a shade of rage. The deity…. This must be her. She sensed my transformation last night. So now she’s back. To ruin my life ONCE AGAIN.
Well, damn you, deity. I won’t let you do it to me the second time—I can control my shifting, and I will control it so you can’t use it to force me to go back!
Goddamn it! This is all Dirty Rosey’s fault! Everything went hay-wired because of her.
I had planned to pick a hot babe with great boobs and a fine ass for my assistant. A pretty thing who likes a good smash.
But Dirty Rosey had to get herself almost raped so I had to save her ugly ass in my wolf form… and now I have to keep an eye on her.
I gripped the phone tightly till my knuckles turned white. I can’t march right up to her and ask her about last night—I’ll give myself away! That girl’s smart, she’ll know it was me who helped her and connect me to the giant wolf.
And once she starts telling everyone that I’m a werewolf, I’m doomed! Not even Danny and his invincible connections will be able to save me this time. And if everyone knows that I'm a werewolf, I can't stay here anymore. I have to return to my world, to my pack. AND I DON'T WANT TO! NOT IN A MILLION YEARS!
I lifted my piercing blue eyes, shining with bitterness, at my stunning reflection.
I couldn’t thank the Gods enough. What a beautiful coincidence that she’s applied to be my assistant. I’ll get her in to keep a close eye on her 24-7. If she tries something funny like looking for a giant wolf, I’ll put a stop to it once and for all.
Dirty Rosey… this is all your fault! My dream of getting sloshed in a hot pussy anytime, anywhere–poof! Gone!
“ARGH!”
“Buzz… buzz….”
I looked at the screen and frowned harder. Then, I pressed the green button and slapped the device to my ear. “I’m already in the building,” I snapped before the caller uttered his first word.
“Good boy.” The CEO chuckled warmly. “You’re unusually early today. I guess you must be excited to meet your new assistant. Which is what I’m actually calling you for. You said you want Rose Cintilar?”
“Yes, is there a problem?” Worry tightened my chest.
“Nah. No problem at all. In fact, I actually recommend her. She’s tough as nails.” Danny laughed.
My face fell flat. And she looks like one too.
Conjuring a casual tone, I replied in my brightest–and fakest–smile, “Well, I’m glad you’re happy.” You fucking shithead.
“I certainly am. With her, I don’t think you’ll need a change of assistant for a very long time.”
I glared ahead. Lazy bloodsucker. Want the meat but not the chewing.
“I’ll send you her number. Call her.” And the call disconnected. Then, my phone buzzed with an incoming text.
Urgh…! I groaned reluctantly and glared at the number. Then, obediently, I dialled it.
And it rang for like an eternity.
Jesus Christ… for one ugly bitch, she sure acts like a princess. What’s taking her so long to answer her fucking phone–!
CLICK.
“....”
I frowned. What’s with the silence? Jesus, this girl needs some manners. “Hello? Rose Cintilar?”
“H-hello?” The voice sounded strained.
I turned away from the mirror. “Hi. I’m looking for Rose Cintilar?”
“... Y-yes… I’m Rose C-Cintilar.”
Fucking hell. This call is taking ages to move. “Hi. This is Rum—.”
A gasp came through. And then, her voice was suddenly louder and steadier. “Mr. Rum! I-It’s nice to hear from you! I’m so honoured. I guarantee you won’t regret your choice—.”
Fuck. I’m already regretting it. A lot, in fact.
I sighed heavily and barked, “Eight. Studio 9.” And I disconnected.
“ARGH!!” I punched the air, again and again and again.
I’m gonna be stuck with Dirty Rosey for at least a month! Goddamn that ugly bitch! I’m going to make her life a living hell for putting me in this shit hole! ARGH!!!
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“WHERE THE FUCK IS MY ASSISTANT!” I thundered. It’s already eight thirty and she still hasn’t shown herself!
All movement halted. Pin-drop silence.
Everyone exchanged anxious glances as I scanned their faces like their noble king. Then, a small snicker expelled from behind me.
As the staff slowly resumed their work, I lifted my sexy fierce look at the pretty thing in the mirror doing my hair. Tessa is her name. She smirked knowingly. “Who’s your new assistant, Rum?”
I returned her a kind smile. “Rose Cintilar.”
You naughty kitty… pretending not to know, huh? Wait till I get my chance to be alone with you, I’ll make you feel so good, you'll beg for more. That's when I'll teach you to answer me properly.
“Oh, Rose?” She continued feigning ignorance. But clearly her talent is where it’s supposed to be. With her uniquely poor acting skills, she added, “I met her in the elevator, saw her going to the highest floor. Probably, the ladies’ room there. God knows why but that’s her favourite hideout.” She leaned closer and lowered her voice. “You know….” She pressed two fingers to her luscious hot pink lips, mimicking a smoking action.
I stared at the pretty face in surprise. Fuck, Dirty Rosey smokes pot.
Shit. I thought the acrid smell came only from the thugs. I didn’t expect it to come from her as well. Ha, you really can’t judge a book by its cover in this industry—this girl’s already giving me trouble. At this rate, I’m gonna be the first werewolf to ever get botox due to excessive wrinkling of my facial skin.
ARGH! I snatched my phone off the vanity table and dialled the number again. This girl is seriously gonna get shit from me–-.
The studio’s door threw open and an apparition of a drowned victim appeared.
“AH!!” Tessa screamed, terrified.
Mine was caught in my throat.
The damp bangs parted in a haste, revealing the ugliest pair of specs and the palest complexion of face. “S-sorry, Mr. Rum!” It was my new assistant, Rose Cintilar.
My jaw dropped in utter shock. What shit hole have I gotten myself into? I have to face that for the next thirty days?! I can’t even stay conscious for a second after taking a look at her!
My handsome cheekbones sank as a stench filled my nostrils.
ROSE “Where the hell were you?” Those electrifying blue eyes glared at me. “And–.” A hand clamped half his face as his brows furrowed in horror. “And what the hell is that smell?” Shit water. A special concoction made by an extraordinary team of professional stylists. That’s right. Instead of perfecting their concepts of style for their artistes, they perfected their recipe for dirty water—the stench is stronger and more powerful; it doesn’t come off even after multiple washes, which was what I had been doing in the past hour since Rum called. But standing before him, I find myself stumped. I can’t tell him the truth. I don’t want him to think that I’m full of excuses. I’m having a fresh clean start with my next favourite person on Earth. He stood. And all movement and sound halted. “Did you hear what I said?” His voice was soft, yet low and threatening. I couldn’t look away. A chilling fear was creeping up my back. “Y-Yes…M-Mr.—.” “THEN ANSWER ME!” he roared. Terro
RUM Don’t smile like that. It’s revolting…. Revolting? Far from it. I literally can’t feel my face when she smiles. Damn it! That's some swag lyrics. And it’s already taken. Why didn’t I think of it before that guy? “That’s good, Rum. Intense gaze…,” the photographer coaxed. “More intense.” I did accordingly, working my thick, manly brows and fierce eyes. But I found myself stealing glances at my new assistant. I knew she was here the second the door opened. Her powerful scent could never be missed. Then, I saw her at that loser spot behind the staff, between the stylist and the PR exec. Rose Cintilar… just a dab of gloss and her lips are glowing like cherries. They must be blind to not have noticed it. Her eyes… they sparkle like the purest crystals; those large ugly frames can’t even hide an inch of their beauty. Drowned victim? Ha! The longer I looked at her, the wilder the pounding in my chest. Yeah, she looked ghastly. But I knew what was underneath all those fabrics.
ROSE The Studio was impressive for a first time visitor like me—it’s enormous, filled with all sorts of instruments and a variety of people and talents. A man–who looks like a bouncer, and I recognised as M.Biggy, one of the most sought-after music producers in the music industry–came forth to take Rum’s hand. They did a secret handshake, which ended with them doing a shoulder-bump, before M.Biggy asked, “You got the bridge?” “Sure.” Rum thrust a thumb in my direction. I blinked at them in puzzlement. Hmm? It’s with me? Fuck! I rummaged through my bag, clawed through the contents, searching wildly for a piece of paper. I don’t recall him passing me anything. But I’m not that confident of my memory. “I said take it down, didn’t I?” Rum shouted with annoyance. “Dumb girl….” “Oh! Those lyrics!” I gasped in relief. “Yes, here it is!” I opened my notebook wide and showed my scribbles to M.Biggy. In a swift motion, he took a snapshot of the page with his own phone then patted my s
ROSE Where do I begin? “All in all, it was amazing.” I avoided Joy’s gaze. Her brows wrinkled. “So you’re starting with the conclusion. OK, OK, I’m fine with that. Now, tell me the process.” A teasing glint crossed her eyes. “Is Rum as charming as he is on screen?” “Yeess, he is….” I jolted forward with sudden excitement. “He’s sooo handsome. Remember the article on his modelling career?” “The one that says ‘He’s one with the clothes’?” I nodded furiously. “He really is! Oh my God. And he’s a brilliant songwriter! Do you know how smart he is? It’s like he just plucks words out of the air.” My fingers snapped. “Just like that!” “Get out… Are you kidding me? It takes me like literally three fucking hours to write an email just to respond to my head of research.” “I’m not kidding! We were on the way to the recording studio, and then just like that—.” My fingers snapped again. “We got two incredible lines for the bridge of a song.” “That’s insane!” Joy brightened in di
ROSE “Out.” Rum took one glimpse at me and returned to his own reflection in the mirror of Studio 2—the largest one in the building, made mostly for shows and major advertisement shooting. I rubbed my fingers helplessly, close to tears. “Please, Rum. I really did get new clothes.” I gazed down at the now brown blouse and dark brown jeans. “Then on my way here, I tripped—.” “Into a puddle of shit?” His fingers drummed on the right arm of his chair. “There’s an expiration for all excuses, Dirty Rosey. And it’s a one way ticket.” It means if I don’t stop talking and leave, I’d be fired. I swallowed my tears and strode towards the studio’s exit with my chin held high. Fuck these bullies. I’m no longer working for Annie nor them. So I don’t give a shit. I’ll use a decoy—. My hand gripped the door handle and Rum said, “Get yourself and all the toilets in the building cleaned up.” He paused to wait for my response. And I inhaled my pride to reply firmly but humbly, “Yes, Rum.” *
ROSE Those striking brows raised high in surprise. Then, Rum’s sexy lips formed a secretive smirk. “I see….” His shoulders shook slightly in a silent dry chuckle. “You’re just the same.” I had no idea what he meant. But I took it that he was guessing my intentions wrong. So I replied, “I’m not.” And for the first time, I sounded sure and firm. Rum noticed it too and started observing me with a renewed curiosity as I added, “But I really need you to stop sending me away to clean the building.” His gaze dropped to the white duvet. More amused chuckles slipped out. “Why?” “We have actual cleaners for that,” I stated as a matter of factly. “And if I start doing their job, they’re gonna lose theirs.” He grabbed his head as though he had a bad case of migraine and groaned dismissively, “It’s none of my fucking problem, is it?” I kept my chin high. “They are the ones who’d buy your album.” Those thick brows knitted in slight annoyance. He acknowledges the truth in what I said.
ROSE A week later, we were in Studio 11. Rum was filming an advertisement for B.A.D’s biggest client, FUNTORY, one of the oldest beverage makers. A silence of awe sank amongst the staff as we watched Rum consumed his twentieth consecutive giant jug of FUNTORY’s latest craft beer. He slammed the glass jug on the table and spread his lips into a mysterious smile of satisfaction, and said, “Freshness in every drop.” And he gave his signature wink. “CUT!” The director shouted. And the bright lights washed across the room. I rushed forward, worried for Rum. But I dared not voice it out since I’d be severely judged for it. So I merely asked, in a considerate whisper, “Towel? Water? Your favourite drink?” “Water,” he murmured. As he drank, I observed him and noted something strange: his cheeks were crimsoned a second ago; now, they were his normal skin colour. Come to think of it, Rum’s face started to flush with the alcoholic red after the fifth jug. But the redness would alw
ROSE I ran. Out of the building. Take the left turn. Up the slope. Past the exits that led to the small alleys. Past the convenience shop. And stopped. Right in front of my apartment building—a five storey red-brick block of twenty-five two to three rooms apartment units with an old and vandalised sign board that reads SP_ING TOW_RS. My face felt wet and cold, my eyes swollen, my nose stuffed, my brain congested. Rum’s words were looping at the back of my mind like an endless nightmare. His silky voice echoing like his tuneful singing in his songs, which I repeated on my phone, but the lyrics were snarky and mean—chastising me for being a loser, and his toy. Just as I had allowed Annie to take daddy’s creations, I’ve let Rum walk all over me and call me a toy. I dropped to a pitiful squat on the walkway. Why me? It was just that one time I threw a fit at mum and dad for not buying me the necklace that they had promised as my birthday gift… just once! I paid for it dearly,
ROSECarefully, I picked up my iPad and the impatient phone and turned towards the exit of the office. I thought to answer the call once I’m outside, but it stopped buzzing. So I moved cautiously towards the elevator, when it arrived just as I halted to push the button for it. The doors opened and my handsome Alpha King appeared, worried as hell. ‘Why didn’t you answer my call?’ he demanded.I rolled my eyes. ‘Because I’m getting through a door with this.’ I pointed at my huge belly. He was about to carry me like a bride when I slapped his hands away. ‘Stop it!’ I hissed. ‘You want everyone to know?!’ ‘Wheelchair. If you ever missed my call again.’ He stepped aside for me to enter the metal carrier. ‘Alright, alright…’ I chuckled. ‘So how was it?’ He asked, glancing at my iPad. ‘Did she approve it?’ ‘No.’ I sighed. ‘It’s too extravagant. The actress specifically asked for more grounded styles. She wants people to relate more to acting than her beauty.’ And Keithen scoffed. ‘Goo
ROSEI rolled myself onto him, loving the way my skin rubbed against his, feeling his warmth and heartbeat against mine, as well as the vibrations of his chuckle. He swept the sticky damp strands off my face, hooking some around my ears, then combed the rest to the back of my head with his fingers, and all the time, I had my eyes closed, savouring the moment. And he chuckled some more. ‘You want another round?’ he whispered. My eyes burst open, and his arms squeezed my bare waist as he laughed. ‘I’m hurt, cub. You look like a car was about to hit you.’ I shifted closer to his face—my breasts scraping his hard chest, and he grunted a little—and kissed him on the mouth hard, delivering all my passion, all my apologies. Immediately, his mouth opened and he shifted to push me forward, so that his tongue could dive in a little more, consuming me breathless. Just as the familiar desires stirred inside me, I pulled back, tore my lips from his and captured his face with both hands, tryi
ROSEI’m a werewolf, aren’t I? Okay, not entirely. Just half wolf, half human. But that still counts, right? There’s still some wolf inside me to make this work! This has to work! Concentrate. Focus, Rose. Think of the gate. I could be at the beach, or the back alley. Does it relocate to the same place twice? Or does it choose a new place each time? ‘Rose, are you having a headache?’ asked Joy. I opened my eyes and evaluated my best friend for a while. Then, I made up my mind. ‘Joy.’ I grabbed her shoulders. ‘I’m about to tell you something that nothing in Science can ever explain.’ ‘O…kay?’ I could see the wheels of her mind churning to come up with the plausible reason for my sudden strange behaviour. ‘Is it Harry Potter kinda something?’ I nodded firmly. And she mouthed ‘O’, with a knowing gaze. But behind that gaze, I still caught her disbelief. ‘It’s alright to not believe me. Just promise me that you won’t tell a living soul.’ I was staring at her so hard, I could almost
RICHARDA video showing Richard in his midnight blue shirt with his arm stretched across the desk. The files shifted and a sketch of a female figurine in a puffed up flowy gown with petals in her hair and on her lashes and lips. Richard was flabbergasted. He turned back to the CEO, his mind churning furiously to come up with the best excuse to save his ass. ‘When Rose brought me that design, I thought to myself: this is something that ambitious Annie would use. It’s extravagant and flamboyant. Wouldn’t it be nice to distract her with this, so my precious gem can focus on levelling up her skills? She can’t be stuck in the B.A.D. crap all the time.’ Richard felt deflated. His world was crashing down into dust. ‘Y-You set me up.’ The CEO laughed heartily. ‘You flatter yourself too much, Richard. Set ups are for my equals. This is just a test. But you scored full marks.’ The young rising star slammed his palms on the desk and glared at the CEO—the woman who had previously doted on hi
ROSE‘... the winner of this styling face off is—.’ The emcee’s eyes rolled left to right repeatedly as he read the card. His brows knitted as a mutter of disbelief spilled from his mouth, ‘Annie from B.A.D.’ My insides sank to the deepest parts of my spirit. ‘YES!’ Annie shrieked out victoriously. With a smugful grin, she cast a look of condemnation in my way. ‘I told you she’s a fake! She can’t style at all! Extraordinary—ha!’ That was… … unexpected. I thought I had a good chance. I really did read Miss Jewel’s comments wrongly. ‘Oh! The main judge has something to say!’ The emcee shoved Annie aside to make way for the retired supermodel, Jinda Avengelistford, who gracefully took the centrestage at an astounding height of six feet. ‘Based on the styling standards, Miss Annie has met every single one.’ She turned to the head of B.A.D.’s styling team and flashed a warm smile. ‘It was exciting—your unexpected. There is still a difference between professional and personal styling.
KEITHEN ’CUT!’ The director’s frown was as clear as the blue sky outside. I could tell that he’s been trying to hold it in. But the shit’s about to explode. ‘Rum.’ He forced a smile. ‘Are you sure you’re not unwell?’ I’ve lost count of how many times I’ve said this: ‘I’m fine.’ ‘Then what’s the problem?!’ The older guy grabbed his hair, about to go crazy. I stared at the line of the script that was shoved into my view. Instantly, the clog in my throat grew real. As real as the reality I’m about to face in an hour’s time. ‘Maybe Rum’s upset that this is all going to end for him soon.’ I looked up and a pair of kind eyes smiled back at me. Sherry patted my shoulder as that sweet smile turned into a sympathetic one. ‘I bet he misses all this. Don’t you, boss?’ I chuckled dryly and looked down again. ‘I’m not your boss, Sher. I’ve said it many times.’ That’s it. No matter how hard you try. You can’t fight reality. You just can’t. You can stay hidden around her. It won’t ma
RICHARDA day before the styling competition… ‘Go right in. She’s wrapping up the conference call,’ said the lovely PA of Miss Jewel. The young man in his stylist’s midnight blue shirt and grey bubble pants grinned sweetly and nodded. ‘Thank you, Celia. You look lovely today.’ And the PA gave her usual polite smile. Richard entered the glasshouse of an office and settled himself in the same chair he’d always been in whenever he’s here. A minute turned to three… and then it felt like ten. Richard’s fingers began to tap with impatience. He thought of checking his phone for an update from the private investigator he’d sent to tail Rose. The thought of Rose brought a grin to his glossed lips. Miss Jewel must have called him in to talk about Rose’s resignation, and he was prepared to sacrifice his precious time and help the agency convince Rose to retract it. There is no way the CEO wouldn’t agree to his one and only condition: that Rose stays as his stylist for as long as he’s wi
ROSEBANG, BANG, BANG!I stared at the door, unable to breathe. Unable to stop the tears. Unable to shut him out. ‘OPEN THE DAMN DOOR, ROSE!’ thundered the Alpha King. ‘YOU BETTER GIVE ME AN EXPLANATION RIGHT NOW!’ Hands clamped my ears. My head kept shaking in disagreement. My chest screaming: go away! Please, go away! ‘I know you’re in there! Open the fucking door!’ The banging continued. The same hands now clamped my mouth. To stop me from telling him to stop. Stop the noise, or someone will report him to the police. You’re a fucking celebrity! Stop it, Keithen!‘I’m counting to three. No open door, and I’ll fucking shift right here! Hear that, Rose? Footsteps! People are coming out. They’ll see me—.’ The hands were back on my ears. Shutting out his voice. My feet shuffled back, away from that enraged door. Hide. Go and hide, my mind told me. And I did. I scampered back to my room and slammed the door shut. Locked it. Then backed away, towards my bed. The second my calves bum
RICHARD‘I told you it’s not going to happen!’ the young man hissed into his phone. The female voice at the other end of the line screamed curses. ‘Everyone’s been talking about your peach silver outfit—more than mine! What happened to the black jacket! You said you’d wear it.’ Richard Black rolled his eyes at his reflection in his bedroom mirror. ‘She wanted to change it. What else can I do? Say no? Has your precious Rum ever said no to you regarding his outfit?’ ‘I can’t let her win that competition,’ chanted Annie. ‘Dan’ll have my head!’ ‘I’ll get you a chopping board then.’ ‘You lying son of a bitch! You didn’t keep your end of the deal—have you any idea the sacrifice I made for that article?’‘Sleeping with a reporter instead of some big shot? You call that a sacrifice?’ Richard scoffed. ‘You’re a whore, Annie. Everyone who knows you knows that. The models—they talk. A hell lot.’‘And you think your Rose is a virgin?’ ‘SHUT UP!’ Richard shouted back, and the ugly chuckle r