*Warning: This chapter contains material you may find distressing, including coarse language and depictions related to themes of sex, rape, abuse and violence.
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RUM
They took the first turn. Which means they'll end up at the alleyway a few lanes from B.A.D's back alley. That's the darkest corner around here, easy to miss, and even easier to rob, take a sniff, kill… and rape.
I stepped out from behind the lamp post.
Stingy motherfuckers. Can't pay the hookers so they grab any pussy from the streets.
I clicked my knuckles and turned my neck.
Yeah…it's time for these powerful fists to meet some flesh and crack some bones. I've got nothing against thugs, but I hate people who don't pay for sex, especially when I have to pay for it–with every bit of what I have on me.
I halted as a familiar voice sprang out like jack-in-the-box.
Mind your own business, Rum… Stay out of trouble….
I gripped into fists and winced with a reluctant obedience. "Argh!!!" Fuck you, Danny!
I spun around.
OK! It's none of my business! Do I know the girl? No. Did I see them? No.
Right. March on, buddy. March on—.
Sniff. Sniff. That sweet smell… Yes! It's Crane's bill and rose… and a hint of bergamot. And it's coming from behind me….
The girl.
"Argh!!!" Frustration threw my head back and squeezed my eyes at the dark sky. I opened them again and swung myself around, and looked at the exit where I last saw the trio.
Do I know the girl? No. Did I see them! YES. Is it my business? No.
Cops! Get the cops!
I felt my back pocket for my phone.
Dooh! My phone's in that damn car!
"Argh!!!"
I turned to the bushes lining the walkway.
I can't be seen or heard again, except on stage or on camera. Can't call the cops. Can't call David—he'll tell Danny, or worse, ignore me and send me home.
A gentle breeze like a mother's caress blew across my face, lifting it to the full moon.
I stared at it, the solution staring in my face. I had to do it.
All for the fucking Crane's bill and rose, and a hint of bergamot.
GODDAMN IT!
Hastily, I ran to the exit and entered the dark alley. Once blackness entirely covered me, I closed my eyes and tried to recall the feeling….
A ball of fire… inside me… at the core of me… The moon… its glow… its warmth…. I need to merge with it… We are one….
PHWOOP!
I opened my eyes and felt ten times lighter, a hundred times stronger… and a million times hairier.
I moved my arm and a paw came into my view. Then, the sharp claws.
Yup. The name's Keithen Hook—Alpha of the Silver Ring pack, the largest one of the Howling Five–and it's been five years since I last took my wolf form.
Sigh.
I licked my teeth, feeling its pointy tips.
Yup, the fangs are back, baby. Sharper than ever.
I lifted my deep sea blue eyes to the sky and howled a super masculine howl. Then, I cast a vengeful glare at the moon.
Damn you, deity. This is just a one time situation. I'M NOT GOING BACK! HUMPH!
I turned from the sickening white disc high up in the black sky and ran with the wind toward that 'Hee hee'.
Fucking assholes. Here I come.
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"P-p-p-pleease… don't hurt me…." Ugly number one squealed, with his junior hanging out limp like a dead flower.
Ugly number two looked like he was about to faint against the brick wall.
I moved my snout closer to Ugly One. Let's start with this—scare the daylights out of him.
"Grrrr…." Phew! Man, this guy smells like he hasn't showered since he was born!
The glint of a blade crossed my eyes and—.
SWIPED!
Woah! Fuck! I jolted sideways, avoiding the attack.
My paw jerked up at the perfect killing angle—wait! I can't hurt them!
I glowered at the sickass and flashed my fangs.
"GRRRRR!!!!!"
"Ah!!!!! HELP!!!!!!" Ugly number two finally picked himself up and fled in terror, his girly screams trailing behind him.
"Nick! Damn it, you bastard!" Ugly number one pointed his knife at me. He glanced at the girl, half naked at his feet, and his mind started re-evaluating his chances of getting his prize.
Humph. I smirked inside. Then, I swung my claws.
"Ow!!" The thug gasped in shock. Then, his trembling eyes widened in fear at the blade under my feet.
I stomped forward and took a huge bite–"HARNGG!!!"–of the cold air, a hair's inch from his face.
And he fell back, horrified. "No… no… take it! She's yours!!"
I can't use my voice or he'll know who I am. So I snapped my teeth together once more–SNAPPED!–looking hungry as hell for blood, and….
"Ah!!!!! Get away from me!!! The Devil!! IT’S THE DEVIL'S WOLF!!!!!" He fled like a mouse from a cat.
Ha, ha, ha… sick fuckers.
I shook myself to rid the condensed droplets off my fur and stepped closer to the girl.
The sweet scent gripped me like an amazing pussy—I couldn't think straight. My insides boiled with pure desires.
What the fuck is happening to me?
I stared at the beautiful creature, my gaze gliding across her exquisite features—the slim brows, the long curly lashes, the sharp nose... that fine mouth.
"Urgh…," she groaned.
SHIT. I need to get the fuck out of here. If she saw me—.
Her eyes opened and I caught the most amazing tint of silver rings in them. They grew bigger and swirled faster, and then—.
"W-wolf!" She hiccuped and fainted again.
Fuck.
PHWOOP!
I raised my arm and observed my fingers then dropped them with a sigh.
She saw me. She fucking saw me. If she remembered, I’m doomed.
Hastily, I pulled down her jumper to cover her beautiful breasts and yanked up her jeans before I got hard again. I noted her specs and put it back on her—and I got the shock of my life.
“Dirty Rosey?!”
I jolted to a stand, backing away in aghast, feeling utterly disgusted, as though I was the one ravaged and humiliated.
Fuck! Did I just find Dirty Rosey pretty?
I shook my head violently.
No, no, no… I must be tired. All the shooting, the sex. I haven’t slept in the past thirty six hours. I must be tired.
I squeezed my eyes to feel the sting of exhaustion just to verify my theory. Satisfied once more, I swung around and scoffed at the plainest Jane of B.A.D.—the outcast, the zero—and I chuckled dryly.
Better take some photos of her gorgeous body, in case it comes in handy. God knows what the fuck she’ll do when she wakes up and remembers my wolf. I heard she’s one persistent sicko; she’ll trace it to me, and I’ll be doomed.
It’s far-fetched but it’s possible. Anything’s possible in this damn industry. I’d rather be safe than—.
“ARGH!!!” I grabbed my forehead in anguish. The fucking phone’s in the car!
I spun back to Dirty Rosey and scrunched my nose in disgust.
First things first. Let’s get her the hell home—at the state she’s in now, if someone caught me with her, I won’t look like the Pope, no matter how squeaky clean my image is. Let’s see… where would she put her phone?
I carefully searched her pockets and found it in the front pocket. Thank God, it’s not locked! Humph. What an idiot. First rule of survival in the world of entertainment—always lock your damn phone with an impenetrable passcode.
I opened her list of contacts and found a name I haven’t heard of. My JOY.
What? She's got a boyfriend?!
I scoffed at her again and returned to the phone.
I wonder who the fuck that could be. He must want a pussy real bad, that stupid son of a bitch. I better memorise his number and record it in my phone, in case I need a punching bag.
I dialled the number.
After one ring, a raspy feminine voice crashed through, “ROSE CINTILAR! WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU???!! IT'S TWO! WHERE WERE YOU?!!”
Sweet Lord. I winced, holding the phone miles away from my poor ears.
I can’t risk going deaf. Many lives are dependent on it—Danny’s, and those of the entire B.A.D. staff.
I pinched my nose and said, “Hello. I saw this… lady.” I swallowed my repugnance and continued, “You must be her friend. I think you better come.”
“Oh my God! What happened?!”
“Two men tried to—you know—take her. But… my friends—yes my friends— and I helped her. She’s unconscious now. You need to come get her.” I quickly gave her the coordinates to the exact location
ROSE Something warm and glowing fell on my eyes. I pushed open my lids and my small, cluttered desk greeted me. I was back in my own room. What happened? I rubbed my eyes and tried to recall the most recent events. I sent out my application to be Rum’s assistant… then I left B.A.D by my usual route… and then… and then something–someone– covered my nose and mouth, and there was a strange smell, and… voices! My eyes flew open in aghast, and I screamed a piercing scream. “AH!!!” The door flew open and my roommate, Joy Fairchild, a 24-year-old chemistry grad student of M.A.D. University, crashed through in her pink piggy-print pyjamas and boyish short hair, shouting frantically, “What is it? What’s wrong?” She knelt in front of my bed and I grabbed her arms. “They took me!” “Who’s 'they'?” “T-the team!” Joy jolted upright to hug me and started rubbing the back of my head soothingly. “Those half-ass carbon monoxides? No. They didn’t get you, Rose. Not this time.” But I coul
*Warning: This chapter contains material you may find distressing, including coarse language and depictions related to themes of sex, abuse and violence. ***** RUM “YOU FUCKING SON OF A BITCH!” Annie’s screams blasted from my phone. “YOU JUST INSULTED ME IN FRONT OF THE ENTIRE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY!” I stared at my own reflection in the mirror of the male restroom, my face deadpan, my arm stretched far enough to keep my ears away from the horrible blaring. Another screamer. What the fuck is wrong with these people? Why can’t they come to me and scream in my face? Why must they always scream into their phones? Did my ears do something wrong to them? I placed the phone to my ear again and said calmly with the smile of Mother Mary, “Calm down, babe. You know I never mean to insult you.” Fuck you, bitch. If I was truly insulting you, I wouldn’t be this kind. She scoffed condescendingly. “Then give me one good reason why you chose that dipshit over me.” My eyes narrowed into
ROSE “Where the hell were you?” Those electrifying blue eyes glared at me. “And–.” A hand clamped half his face as his brows furrowed in horror. “And what the hell is that smell?” Shit water. A special concoction made by an extraordinary team of professional stylists. That’s right. Instead of perfecting their concepts of style for their artistes, they perfected their recipe for dirty water—the stench is stronger and more powerful; it doesn’t come off even after multiple washes, which was what I had been doing in the past hour since Rum called. But standing before him, I find myself stumped. I can’t tell him the truth. I don’t want him to think that I’m full of excuses. I’m having a fresh clean start with my next favourite person on Earth. He stood. And all movement and sound halted. “Did you hear what I said?” His voice was soft, yet low and threatening. I couldn’t look away. A chilling fear was creeping up my back. “Y-Yes…M-Mr.—.” “THEN ANSWER ME!” he roared. Terro
RUM Don’t smile like that. It’s revolting…. Revolting? Far from it. I literally can’t feel my face when she smiles. Damn it! That's some swag lyrics. And it’s already taken. Why didn’t I think of it before that guy? “That’s good, Rum. Intense gaze…,” the photographer coaxed. “More intense.” I did accordingly, working my thick, manly brows and fierce eyes. But I found myself stealing glances at my new assistant. I knew she was here the second the door opened. Her powerful scent could never be missed. Then, I saw her at that loser spot behind the staff, between the stylist and the PR exec. Rose Cintilar… just a dab of gloss and her lips are glowing like cherries. They must be blind to not have noticed it. Her eyes… they sparkle like the purest crystals; those large ugly frames can’t even hide an inch of their beauty. Drowned victim? Ha! The longer I looked at her, the wilder the pounding in my chest. Yeah, she looked ghastly. But I knew what was underneath all those fabrics.
ROSE The Studio was impressive for a first time visitor like me—it’s enormous, filled with all sorts of instruments and a variety of people and talents. A man–who looks like a bouncer, and I recognised as M.Biggy, one of the most sought-after music producers in the music industry–came forth to take Rum’s hand. They did a secret handshake, which ended with them doing a shoulder-bump, before M.Biggy asked, “You got the bridge?” “Sure.” Rum thrust a thumb in my direction. I blinked at them in puzzlement. Hmm? It’s with me? Fuck! I rummaged through my bag, clawed through the contents, searching wildly for a piece of paper. I don’t recall him passing me anything. But I’m not that confident of my memory. “I said take it down, didn’t I?” Rum shouted with annoyance. “Dumb girl….” “Oh! Those lyrics!” I gasped in relief. “Yes, here it is!” I opened my notebook wide and showed my scribbles to M.Biggy. In a swift motion, he took a snapshot of the page with his own phone then patted my s
ROSE Where do I begin? “All in all, it was amazing.” I avoided Joy’s gaze. Her brows wrinkled. “So you’re starting with the conclusion. OK, OK, I’m fine with that. Now, tell me the process.” A teasing glint crossed her eyes. “Is Rum as charming as he is on screen?” “Yeess, he is….” I jolted forward with sudden excitement. “He’s sooo handsome. Remember the article on his modelling career?” “The one that says ‘He’s one with the clothes’?” I nodded furiously. “He really is! Oh my God. And he’s a brilliant songwriter! Do you know how smart he is? It’s like he just plucks words out of the air.” My fingers snapped. “Just like that!” “Get out… Are you kidding me? It takes me like literally three fucking hours to write an email just to respond to my head of research.” “I’m not kidding! We were on the way to the recording studio, and then just like that—.” My fingers snapped again. “We got two incredible lines for the bridge of a song.” “That’s insane!” Joy brightened in di
ROSE “Out.” Rum took one glimpse at me and returned to his own reflection in the mirror of Studio 2—the largest one in the building, made mostly for shows and major advertisement shooting. I rubbed my fingers helplessly, close to tears. “Please, Rum. I really did get new clothes.” I gazed down at the now brown blouse and dark brown jeans. “Then on my way here, I tripped—.” “Into a puddle of shit?” His fingers drummed on the right arm of his chair. “There’s an expiration for all excuses, Dirty Rosey. And it’s a one way ticket.” It means if I don’t stop talking and leave, I’d be fired. I swallowed my tears and strode towards the studio’s exit with my chin held high. Fuck these bullies. I’m no longer working for Annie nor them. So I don’t give a shit. I’ll use a decoy—. My hand gripped the door handle and Rum said, “Get yourself and all the toilets in the building cleaned up.” He paused to wait for my response. And I inhaled my pride to reply firmly but humbly, “Yes, Rum.” *
ROSE Those striking brows raised high in surprise. Then, Rum’s sexy lips formed a secretive smirk. “I see….” His shoulders shook slightly in a silent dry chuckle. “You’re just the same.” I had no idea what he meant. But I took it that he was guessing my intentions wrong. So I replied, “I’m not.” And for the first time, I sounded sure and firm. Rum noticed it too and started observing me with a renewed curiosity as I added, “But I really need you to stop sending me away to clean the building.” His gaze dropped to the white duvet. More amused chuckles slipped out. “Why?” “We have actual cleaners for that,” I stated as a matter of factly. “And if I start doing their job, they’re gonna lose theirs.” He grabbed his head as though he had a bad case of migraine and groaned dismissively, “It’s none of my fucking problem, is it?” I kept my chin high. “They are the ones who’d buy your album.” Those thick brows knitted in slight annoyance. He acknowledges the truth in what I said.