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Chapter 209: 'It's so beautiful, It's' Disgusting'

Author: NOKO
last update Last Updated: 2023-12-10 00:13:52

ROSE

Stumped. I was stumped beyond words. I couldn’t feel a thing—I don’t know what to feel. Relief? Sadness? Resentment?

‘I can’t do this.’ Was all I could manage. It was barely audible, meant for myself, but the Alpha King caught it. With his super abilities.

‘What?’ He grabbed my wrist. ‘You can’t be serious. The ceremony is starting soon, blast it!’

I couldn’t shake his grip off. Yet I know very well that I don’t want to be here anymore. I can’t be here. I don’t belong here. I’m not… I’m not a werewolf.

He deserves my sincerity. ‘I’m sorry, Keithen.’

Slowly, he straightened, his fingers still latched around me. ‘What happened to ‘Keithen’s mine’?’ This time his voice was hoarse with pain.

‘That was before I knew we were mates, right?’ I smiled.

He watched me meaningfully. ‘So you’re saying you want to reject me.’ All of a sudden, he looked cold and menacing—just as when we first met.

Reject? I blinked hard. Words of Perri flooded in. No. If I rejected Keithen, he’d be exil
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