"Sure. Tara sa baba?" pag-aaya ko kay Dianne.
"Sige. Gusto ko ng hawaiian pizza, madaming pineapple."
Kung hindi ko siya kilala, I might think na nababaliw siya. Kanina umiiyak, tapos ngayon parang bata na nagrerequest sa mama niya kung ano ang gusto niya for dinner. But I know her, alam ko may tinatago siya. It's her way of keeping her thoughts inside her head.
"Anna?" tawag niya sa akin after ko tumawag sa pizza shop.
"Hmm?"
"Are you sure you're okay?" she asked me.
"Oo naman. Bakit?"
"Wala lang. Just making sure na okay ka."
Dianne hugged me so tight. I know she's really worried. I couldn't blame her. I know she can see it in my eyes. Sabi nga nila, 'eyes are the window to the soul'.
Ding dong!
Dumating na ang pizza na inorder namin. Just as Dianne wanted, maraming pineapple. Tuwang tuwa naman ang bruha dahil halos di na makita ang crust dahil sa dami ng pineapple. Tahimik kaming kumain, parang ang awkward tuloy. Then finally...
"Tell me about your boyfriend Dianne." Di ko na napigilan magsalita.
"Boyfriend ko? Wag na. Wala namang kwenta yun eh." ang cold ng sagot ni Dianne.
"Ang harsh mo naman sa kanya." natatawa kong sagot.
"Seryoso, wala siyang kwenta. Feeling ko nga niloloko niya lang ako. Pero syempre, dahil mahal ko siya, di ko siya iiwan."
"Hoy lakas makahugot ah? May dala ka bang baul galing Spain?" I said just to make the conversation lighter.
Natawa na din lang siya sa kakornihan ko.
"Pero tama naman di ba? Kapag mahal mo, willing ka magtake ng risk para sa kanya. Kaya mong i-tolerate yung mga kalokohan niya sa buhay. At hindi ka mapapagod intindihin siya."
"Tama." maikling sagot ko. “Pero lahat naman may hangganan di ba?”
“Malayo pa ako sa hangganan. Kaya hindi ko pa iniisip ‘yun.”
“Tampuhan lang ito. Hindi naman big deal ang pag-aaway namin.”
"Pero anong balak mo? Mahal mo pero nasasaktan ka. Sure ka ba na mahal ka din niya?"
"Anong klaseng tanong ba yan Anna? Syempre mahal ako nun." ngumiti siya pero bakas pa din ang pait ng kanyang itinatago.
"Wala lang, naisip ko lang itanong." bawi ko naman.
"Kumain na nga lang tayo Anna."
Halos hindi kami nag-uusap ni Dianne.
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“Ano nga pala ang balak mong gawin dito?” tanong ko ulit kay Dianne.
“Bakasyon lang.”
“Bakasyon? Sa trabaho? Super nakakastress ba ang work mo?”
“No. Bakasyon sa bakasyon.”
“What?”
“Wala naman kasi akong trabaho sa Spain.”
“Wow! Big time ka pala dun?”
“No. Hindi ako yung big time, yung boyfriend ko ang big time.”
“Really? Anong trabaho n’ya? May sariling company? Business?”
“Family company yata. I’m not sure.”
“Not sure? Paano kung sindikato pala?”
“Hindi naman siguro. Mukhang malinis naman.”
“Sus! Yung boss ko nga mukhang matino pero parang palaging nakatambay sa gentleman’s club.”
“Alam mo, I want to meet that Gabriel Anderson.”
“Naku! Wag na!”
“Bakit naman?” nagpout si Dianne.
“You wouldn’t like him. Masyadong maangas.”
“Sus! Ayaw mo lang yata maagawan.”
“Wala namang aagawin. He’s just my boss.”
“Really? Not from where I stand.”
“What do you mean?”
“You exactly know what I mean Anna banana."
Natapos na ang pinapanood naming movie. Tawa ako ng tawa dahil iyak ng iyak si Dianne. Halos hindi ko na napanood ang movie dahil sa kanya na lang nakafocus ang mata ko."Antok ka na?" tanong ni Dianne habang nagpupunas pa ng luha."Hindi pa." Sagot ko.There's too much on my mind. Madaming tanong at hindi ko alam kung saan ko makukuha ang sagot. Gusto kong malaman kung ano ang nangyari kay Joshua, pero natatako ako. Naungkat na naman kasi ang tungkol doon dahil nakita at nabasa ni Dianne ang journal ko. Idagdag mo pa ang stress na nararamdaman ko sa pagpasok ko sa Anderson Group of Companies. Kinakabahan talaga ako."Gusto mo ng tea?" pag-aaya ni Dianne. "Gawa tayo Anna, please." Pagmamakaawa niya.“Nagkape ka na kanina, di ba?”“Kanina pa naman 'yun. Kape kanina, tea ngayon. Please. Magkaiba naman sila, e.”Hindi na bago sa akin ang pagiging tea lover ni Dianne. Bata pa lang kami ay gustong-gusto na niya ang
It was morning, I can tell. Maliwanag na sa kwarto ko, pero medyo dim pa din. Makakapal kasi ang kurtina na gamit ko, kaya hindi basta napepenetrate ng sikat ni haring araw. I can see na hindi ako iniwan ni Dianne, she's still under her blanket at mahimbing na natutulog. Habang natutulog siya, tinititigan ko siya. Maganda siya, parang greek goddess. She has this, sexy and pink thin lips, matangos ang ilong at mapupula ang pisngi na parang manipis ang balat dahil bakat ang maliliit na ugat."Oh my God!" Sigaw ko nang maalala ko na ngayon ang simula ng pagtratrabaho ko sa Anderson Group of Companies.Tinignan ko ang oras sa cellphone ko. "Shit! Seven fifteen na!" bigla akong napabangon."Dianne!" panggigising ko sa kanya, niyugyog ko siya ng mahina."Hmm... Inaantok pa ako, mamaya na tayo magkwentuhan." Sagot niya."Dianne naman. Tulungan mo ako." Kailangan ko siyang gisingin kung gusto kong kumain muna bago pumasok. Natataranta na ako."Diann
"Why wouldn't I be formal? You're my boss and I’m just an employee." Inayos ko din ang dress ko."Maybe because, I would and will fire you, if you continue being so formal." Ngumiti siya at tumalikod.Napanganga na lang ako sa mga sinabi niya. "He's so unbelievable Dahil lang dun tatanggalin niya ako?" Bulong ko sa sarili ko."Follow me Anna, if you want to continue working for me." Nagsasalita siya habang palayo sa akin, palabas ng pantry. Wala akong nagawa kun’di ang sumunod sa mga gusto niya. Sabi ko nga kanina, I'm just an employee and he’s my boss."Have a sit." Itinuro niya sa akin ang upuan sa harap ng table niya. Umupo ako doon at tinignan ko siya habang umuupo din siya. "Alam mo na ba ang gagawin mo? Sigurado ka ba na kaya mo ang magiging trabaho dito? I don’t tolerate quitters, Anna.""Of course, kung hindi kaya, kakayanin pa din. But honestly, hindi ko pa rin naman alam ang mga dapat kong gawin, pinaalis
After a few minutes, nagring ang wireless phone sa gilid ng table ko."Hello?" bungad ko sa kung sino man ang tumatawag."Anna? Nag-order ba kayo ng lunch?""Yes, Miss Jean." sagot ko sa kanya.“It’s here. I’ll send it there.”“Thank you.”Ilang sandali lang ay kumatok na ang delivery boy. Itinuro din ni Gabriel na may command button sa gilid ng table ko para sa automated door, pinindot ko 'yon at pinapasok ang delivery boy."Good afternoon, Ma'am, Sir. Saan ko po ilalagay?"Bago pa ako makasagot, sumagot na si Gabriel. "Sa pantry na lang. Thank you."Bumaling sa akin si Gabriel. "Anna, guide him."Tumango ako. "Sunod ka na lang." Tumayo ako at naglakad papuntang pantry, sumunod naman kaagad ang delivery boy. Pagkatapos mailabas lahat ng pagkain ay umalis na siya."Sir? Saan ka kakain? Dito or sa table mo?" Kinakausap ko siya habang hawak ang kape niya."Saan ka ba
"A date?" Hinarap ko ulit siya."Yes." Nahihiya niyang sagot, napakamot pa siya sa batok."A friendly kind of date?""No. It's more of a boss and employee type of date. Walang malisya." He answered.Tumango ako at nag-isip ng sandali. Sa huli ay Tumango ako bilang pagsang-ayon."So I'll pick you up at, eight?" he asked."Okay" sabi ko at tumalikod na para umalis.I was about to step outside when I realized..."Alam mo kung saan ako nakatira?""Of course, it's on your resume. Have you forgotten?" He sarcastically asked."Ay, oo nga pala. Uuwi po muna ako, boss.""Wait.” He said with authority. “What you'd call me?" Mataray niyang tanong."I called you boss.” I shyly smiled. “Don't think of it as a formal thing, think of it as an endearment.""Endearment? Okay. Go home. See you at eight."I drove home, still thinking about the date. Hindi ba parang ang aga naman fo
"Sobrang nabusog ako. Nag-enjoy ka ba?" Nilingon niya ko.Tumango ako. "Thank you for this, boss. Nag-enjoy ako ng sobra." Ngiti ko sa kanya."No. I should be the one thanking you. If it wasn't for you and your unique taste, hindi ko matitikman ang lahat ng ‘yun." I blushed. "So, saan mo gusto pumuntang sunod? Movie? Walk sa may beach? Anywhere you want to go?""Hindi ko na alam, e. Ikaw, baka may alam ka." Sagot ko.Umiling siya.Napatingala ako dahil sa isang ligaw na paputok. Parang isang bulaklak na nagbibigay ng liwanag sa malungkot at madilim na gabi."Alam ko na! Can I drive?" Ngiti ko sa kanya."Sure." Sabay hagis ng susi sa akin na agad ko naman nasalo.Hinila ko siya papunta sa sasakyan niya at inutusan ko siya na sumakay na. Sumakay siya sa passenger’s side sa unahan at ako naman ay sa driver's seat."Ready for a ride of a lifetime?" Sarcastic ko siyang tinanong."Ah... Oo yata. Dahan dahan
Five o'clock in the morning na nung nagising ako. Nakatitig lang ako sa kisame, inaalala ko ang mga nangyari kagabi. Paano ako naka-uwi? Paano ako naka-akyat sa room ko? Teka, lasing ba ako kagabi?Naisipan ko tumagilid. May katabi ako, si Dianne siguro. Niyakap ko siya mula sa likod. Naisip ko na sanay si Dianne na ginagawa ko kaya wala siyang reaction. Pero teka, tumaba yata siya. At parang panglalake ang amoy niya, yung mabangong amoy.Iniangat ko ang sarili ko para silipin kung sino ang katabi ko. Nagulat ako nung nakita ko na si Gabriel Anderson pala ang katabi ko. Grabe! Ni-rape niya ako? Bigla kong hinatak paalis ng bewang niya ang braso ko. Nagising siya!"Good morning, Anna!" Bati niya nang humarap siya"Good morning." Tulala akong sumagot. “Bakit ka nandito?”"Dito na ako pinatulog ng bestfriend mo." pagpapaliwanag niya."Nababaliw na talaga ang bestfriend ko." pagbibiro ko sa kanya. "Bakit ka daw niya pinatulog d
Ako naman yata ang nababaliw. I can't stop thinking about him. The funny thing is, we’re still together and I can’t stop myself from thinking about earlier. Bago ko pa lang siyang nakikilala pero at home na agad ako sa kanya. I’m like in a roller coaster ride. I felt happy but still haunted by my past. I'm scared."Hey. We're here," Sigaw niya na ikinagulat ko naman."Thanks for the ride," I smiled. "Bukas na ba ang building or ikaw pa ang magbubukas?" Pang-aasar ko."Sira ulo," padabog niyang sagot sa akin.Bigla yatang nagbago ang ihip ng hangin. Kahapon at kagabi, ang sweet niya tapos ngayon ang cold na niya ulit. Pinapakiramdaman ko kung pagbubuksan niya ko ng pinto pero nadisappoint ako nung nakita ko na naglalakad na siya papasok ng building.Nakasimangot akong lumabas ng kotse. Nakita ko na tumigil si Gabriel at nilingon niya ako. Hindi siya humahakbang. Nanatili lang siyang nakatitig sa akin. Sumenyas siya na bili
Dianne married Lance Anderson for two years. It would have been three, but they chose to wait a year because Lance didn’t have a best man. Lance didn’t want any other best man. He only wanted his brother, Gabriel. Dianne gave birth to a lovely daughter, who is three years old. It turned out she was pregnant before Anna went away.Dianne named her daughter Annie as a tribute to Anna, her best friend. Annie is just like Anna. In her early years, she’s been brave and carefree. She doesn’t like the smell of her mother’s tea but she’s addicted to the smell of her dad’s coffee. Surprisingly, Annie also likes cheese and grapes. She reminds Dianne so much of Anna.Dianne was five months away from her second baby with Lance. I’m thinking of naming him after Gabriel but she wasn’t sure if Lance would allow it.Gabriel thought he couldn’t make it without Anna, but turns out he could. He realized more people are willing to stay beside him, even in his darkest times. It’s a good thing he has Lance
“What are you doing?” Anna asked Joshua, who was following her.“I just want to talk to you.”“I don’t want to talk to anyone. Especially not you.”“Why? Are you that angry?”“You’re making me crazy. I don’t want that.”“I just want to explain.”Anna stopped and faced him. Her face was turning red from anger.“Explain? After all, that’s happened? How dare you? Do you think your explanation would change what’s already happened? After how I’ve felt, do you think I would believe you?”“I just want you to know why I left. You deserve to know.”“Well, you should have thought of that before you went AWOL. And what’s the point of that? Are you here to make me feel bad or do you just want me to forgive you?”Joshua did not react. Anna could see tears welling up and when a tear fell, he looked down as to not let Anna know how he was losing his faith.“If it makes a difference, I forgave you the moment you left.”“Then us alone – Alexandra and me.”Anna did not hold back when he slapped him. Sh
“What do you think? Come out and let me have a look at it,” Dianne shouted and tried to wait, but in the end, she barged into the fitting room. Anna was startled but did not mind the company. “I like how it fits me,” she said while removing the creases. Dianne looked at her with teary eyes. “Look in the mirror,” she pulled Anna. “It looks good on you,” she added while Anna continued with what she was doing. Anna was in awe when she saw what gown she was wearing. “Dianne, this isn’t a bride’s maid dress,” she looked at Dianne. “I am not the bride. This is a wedding dress.” “I just wanted to see you wear a wedding dress. I might not be able to see you wear one soon, and that’s why.” “Dianne!” Anna protested along with another familiar voice outside the cubicle. Dianne quickly responded. “Honeyboo!” Dianne left me and run to greet Lance. Even at the distance, Anna could make out the silhouette of the man Lance was with. Anna wanted to walk away, but her feet seemed to have a life o
“Are you okay? What’s on your mind?” Dianne asked when she saw Anna staring blankly at her cup of coffee.“Nothing,” she answered.“Nothing? Daydreaming is one thing, but smiling while daydreaming is another,” Dianne pointed out.“Yes, this is nothing,” she denied and went up to get an apple from the fruit basket on the table.“Fine,” Dianne admitted her defeat.*** “It looks like your prince charming misses you,” Dianne pointed at Anna's cell phone. It was ringing to Gabriel's call.“Shut up!” Anna said mockingly while grabbing and answering the call.***“Hello?” Anna answered the call shyly.“Hi,” an unfamiliar woman’s voice came from the other line.Anna pulled the phone away from her ears and looked at the screen. She made sure it was Gabriel's number.“Hello?” she said again, hoping to hear Gabriel's voice.“Anna? Anna Miller?” asked the woman on the other line.“Yes. This is she.”“Gabriel asked me to tell you that you are fired. He said you don’t have to bother going to the o
“Shall we find another bar or shall we crash at my place?” Lance asked.“I think we should go to your place. So, Anna won’t complain of any smell,” Gabriel suggested, thinking he was funny.“You think you're funny, right?” Anna said, still feeling feisty after the scene in the bar. “Continue that and you'll regret having met me.”“But, of course, I’m just kidding,” he hugged Anna from behind and she wasn’t sure if Gabriel's turned on or he was hot from alcohol. She could feel his warmth amidst the cold air.Their laughs echoed in the almost empty parking area. This night, they are just normal people having fun. Who would think they are a CEO, a sibling of a CEO, a multi-billionaire businesswoman, and a friend of a multi-billionaire businesswoman? Who would think they are all connected while should usually be fighting over power and other company issues? No one!***Anna was impressed when they arrived at Lance’s condo unit. It looked stunning in its black and white interiors and furni
“Congratulations, Dianne!” Anna hugged her. “I’m excited for you!”Anna looked at Gabriel who was smiling from ear to ear and also looking at her.“Good job, Dude! I’m happy for you,” he said, averting his eyes from Anna.“Kuya, I’ll be first this time.”“Don’t worry, Kid. I’m not too far behind,” he smiled and looked at Anna.Don Miguel cleared his throat to get everyone’s attention. “Let’s enjoy the night people. Hit it, DJ!”***Anna and Gabriel went out. The party’s getting a bit noisy for them. Old people went home to rest, leaving the party to younger people. The speakers blasted electric music, almost blowing them out“I envy them,” Gabriel said.“Why do you envy them? Once upon a time, you’ve also been married.”“So, you’re the one who should envy them.”“Me? Why me? I’m perfectly fine. That’s why I’m still single. Why should I envy them?”“What?”She knew he'd react.“You heard me right, Mister Gabriel Anderson. Besides, I don’t have anyone courting me, so, I don’t have any b
“Okay, that was unexpected,” Don Miguel smirked. “Let it be a reminder to those social climbers, gold diggers, and cheaters. You might have met your karma already. You wouldn’t know when they’ll strike.”Everyone laughed, except Alexandra, Madamé Rebecca, and Joshua.“Don’t leave yet, I still have my announcement,” Don Miguel added when he saw Alexandra leaving.“It has been twenty-six years since I started the Anderson Group of Companies, and I think it’s about time I give my throne to someone worth my trust. To someone who also worked hard for the company. It’s time for him to take over. Gabriel, son, prove me that I'm doing the right thing. And if you want to ask why not Lance? It’s because he has a different announcement. For now, I'm calling Gabriel for an impromptu speech. Gabriel?”“Wow! I don’t know what to say,” he looked at Don Miguel who just exited the stage. “Thanks, Dad. I’ll make you proud dad. You would not regret giving me your throne, but honestly, Dad, this is terri
Everyone in the room made a fuss. She didn’t hear but she knew they were judging her.“It was him, the man of my dreams. Unbelievable, isn’t it? Anna Hemsworth Miller had a love life even though she wanted a private life, but you heard me right. I met the man of my dreams in that blogging team. He was kind and sweet. He was caring and thoughtful. He does not pretend to be anything that he’s not. He was just a humble blogger waiting for the right time to shine. And what brought me closer to him? He was not rich.”Everyone went quiet, even Dianne and the Anderson Family. Joshua, however, was sweating like a pig.“Yes. Once upon a time, I fell in love. I loved someone who was not rich. I know you’re wondering why I’m saying this, but this is just to prove that I was not a gold digger or a social climber to get to where I am. My family belonged to the lower class, but we were lucky enough to afford three meals a day. I was attracted to that guy because he understands me and because I thou
In Anna’s eyes, everything slowed down – the music and the people dancing. Even Alexandra was in slow motion. Anna could see Alexandra talking, but she could not make any sense of it. Gabriel was calling me and pulling me away. Dianne was crying and Lance was comforting her. All of a sudden, it was only her and Joshua left in the ballroom.“Anna?” Joshua said softly.“I thought you’re…” she said – voice breaking. “I thought you were dead.”Everything became blurry. Her eyes welled with tears. She’s confused and wanted to run. She’ll leave everyone and everything. She thought she was invincible. She made it through four years of her life without him. She was successful without him. She could not understand why she was feeling weak.“Anna…” Joshua said, almost out of breath. “I’m sorry. Let me explain.”He was trying to touch her, but she moved away. Joshua continued to try, but Gabriel push his hand away.Gabriel looked at Anna. He’s now her knight in shining armor. Anna saw anger in G