Chapter 3: The Day the Storm Struck
Harley (age 21)As I exit the building for the last time, I push open the studio door and step out into the hot sun. Navigating through the campus at Brockton Community College, I notice the smiling faces of all the other graduates who are leaving their last class of the day. Tomorrow, we graduate from college and are now in control of planning the rest of our lives. Hudson is going off to New York to continue his football dream, glad to be getting out of this vile city. Me? I’m sticking around Massachusetts, but I’m taking a job at a dance academy up in Dorchester, much closer to beautiful, magical Boston.Since the sun is shining and there’s not a cloud in the sky, I decide to walk back to my apartment instead of hitching a ride. Alec is due home any day now. His return is all that I can fucking think about. He stayed true to his word and enlisted in the Marines right after graduation, leaving me a few short weeks later. We’ve talked here and there, but when he’s on deployment, it’s hard sometimes. This time, it’s been about two weeks since I last heard his voice. Luckily, Hudson does his best to keep my mind off the distance that separates Alec and me. But it’s still lonely without him.I ascend the narrow, winding stairs to the second floor, where my apartment is located, stopping occasionally to catch my breath and brush the flyaways from my face. I keep my eyes on the ground as I ascend the final few and stumble into a solid chest. I was always told not to look at the ground while I was walking, but old habits are hard to break. One powerful, heavily inked arm curls around my waist as I begin to fall backward and lose my balance, lifting me back to my feet and off the stairs. When I look at him to thank him, I’m struck with a sense of deja vu, like I’ve seen this man up close and personal before.“Oh, hi. Um, thank you for catching me, so I didn’t bust my ass. Those stairs are lethal.”I make jokes in an effort to dispel the gloomy atmosphere that seems to hang over us, hoping for my gorgeous savior to smile.“Yeah, it’s no problem.”He says it dismissively while focusing intently on my face as if trying to imprint the image permanently in his mind. He still doesn’t smile, though.“Haven’t I seen you before? I swear you look wicked familiar, but I can’t place it.”“Look, just because I fucking saved your ass from taking a spill down the fucking stairs doesn’t mean we’re suddenly best friends. Shit doesn’t happen like that in real life, little bird.”“Oh, I wasn’t tryi-”My attempt to respond is interrupted when a set of strong arms surrounds me from behind and lifts me off the creaky wooden floor. I shouted, but it only lasted a moment. As soon as I turn to face the offender, my jaw drops to the floor, and tears begin to stream down my hot, rosy cheeks. The gorgeous, enigmatic stranger who saved me sneaks past us and continues down the perilous stairs to get on with his day. I still can’t figure out where I know him from, but I swear I’ve seen him more than once.“Look at you, beautiful. Fucking look at you, Harley fucking Savage. Jesus, have I missed you, baby.”He’sAlec, who cups my face in his hands, stands before me decked out in his fatigues, looking like he, literally just got back from deployment. I cover his hands with mine and squeeze my body into his, needing to feel him against me to make sure I’m not fucking seeing things again. I’m not, though. He’s here. My Alec is finally fucking home.“I’ve missed you too, Alec. I’m so happy that you’re home, baby.”“I’m here for a while too, baby. I promise I’m not leaving again anytime soon.”Our lips fuse in desperation as we claim each other’s mouths for the first time in over a year. His tongue curls around mine passionately as he toys with the back of my throat with the tip. I breathlessly moan into his mouth and fall into the kiss, letting him whisk me away to our own little world at the top of the second-floor stairs.Brixton (34)Despite sharing an apartment complex with Harley for the past year, I hadn't run into her until today. I try to avoid her at all costs and simply observe from afar, but my gaze was glued to my fucking phone, checking a message from my boy over in Revere, who just got out of jail today. The sensation of her body against mine was surreal. It was more intoxicating than I could have imagined. My arm curled around her tiny waist with a fucking perfect fit, and as soon as it did, I knew I wouldn't be able to let her go easily.I light a cigarette and wander Brockton's streets, requiring as much distance from Harley and Alec as possible, once I'm out of the building and away from their joyful reunion. My phone rings again, but this time it's him calling, so I pick up, hoping to catch up with an old friend.“Yo, Trigger. I see your ass is finally fucking free, aye?”“Yeah, Brix. I’m a free mother fucker who needs a fucking ride. Can you come scoop me up?”“I live in the city, bro. There’s no need for a fucking whip. Besides, my license is revoked.”“What for?” He asks, sounding annoyed, but I can’t fucking help that.“Because I’m a fucking habitual felon, man. They ain’t ever giving me another fucking license. Why don’t you hop on the fucking T and take it to Brockton?”“Yeah, yeah, I’ll let you know, Brix. Glad to see you’re still out of prison. I thought for sure that your ass would’ve been locked up again.”“Nah, not this time, Trig. I’m trying to do the right thing, sorta.”Before hanging up the phone, we both continued to laugh and shoot the shit for a while. Trigger, a.k.a. Scotty White, was one of my best friends when we were kids. We had the same family dynamics and followed the same life path. We met on the streets, and it was a fucking wrap. We’ve even done some bids together due to being arrested for the same crimes. Our parents consisted of alcoholic, absent fathers and drug-addicted, whore mothers. Boosting cars was me and Scotty’s thing. We were the fucking best at it, and everyone in the neighborhood knew it.I push Trigger to the back of my mind as I approach the corner in order to score and push Harley to the front, making her the only fucking thing I can think about.I take the pricey little bag of dope, walk a few blocks to the Dunkin', and sneak into the restroom to do a shot before my next stop. I push the plunger down and inject the heroin into my veins, closing my eyes as I sit on the toilet and enjoy the rush that spreads throughout my body. Ah, fucking finally.“You look fucked up, Brixton. You got any more?” Raegan speaks to me in a whisper as I head to the side of the building to join the other smokers, desperate to get their nicotine fix before the dreaded Narcotics Anonymous meeting that’s about to start.“I’m not fucked up, Rae, so shut your fucking mouth before the wrong person hears that. You tryin’ to get me sent back to fucking prison?"I run my nose along her neck, wishing she were Harley, and respond to her with a low growl. I pin her curvy body against the crumbling brick structure and continue to attack her neck, nipping at her flesh as I slip my hand between her thick thighs and rub my palm over her covered pussy. She cocks her head to the side so I can get closer to her neck and brushes her hand across the throbbing bulge in my pants in an effort to rile me up just as much as I'm riling her up. However, this is what we fucking do. Years ago, Raegan and I met at a NA meeting and instantly clicked—over heroin nonetheless. We became the best fucking “using buddies,” and she’d even fucking help me boost a car if needed. We ended up in bed together eventually, and ever since then, all we do is fuck and occasionally get high. Tonight might be one of those occasions.“After the meeting, can we go back to your place, Brix? I have something I want to show you.”She attempts to be cute by pouting her lips and flicking her fake lashes in my direction. She isn't, though. Harley's eyelashes are completely real, just like the rest of her body, and that's all I can think about. Not Rae.“Nah, your place is closer, so we’ll go there, Rae, and I ain’t hearing no fucking fuss about it.”I push off of her body and saunter toward the door while adjusting my firm erection in an effort to hide it from the audience.Another day, another fucking meeting… This life is for the fucking birds.HarleyAlec hovers his sweaty, naked body over mine, and I find myself getting lost in the light yellow ring around his dark, dilated pupils, gazing intently into his eyes. Having just experienced an overdue, intense orgasm, we both lie here panting and satisfied as small tremors rock our bodies. God, I love this man. I still get butterflies whenever he flashes that smile at me like he is doing now. He removes the wet hair from my face and kisses my cheeks softly and sensually, letting out seductive groans as he does so.“Marry me, Harley Rain Savage, please, baby?”He holds my face in his hands and stares down at me, waiting for my answer to his proposal. He already knows my answer, but I can tell he wants me to say it regardless.“Yes, Alec Rocco Carson. I will marry you, babe.”His lips claim mine in a passionate, heated frenzy, and the next thing I know, he rolls me on top of him and slams me on his cock in just one brutal motion.…..Nerves consume me as I pace the hallway outside of my apartment door, impatiently waiting for my brother and Alec to return from their night out. I clutch my phone in my hand, making my knuckles turn white from the force. All of my calls go unanswered, and every single text stays on “delivered”. The same thing happens when I try Hudson’s phone, and it’s starting to make me fucking panic. Where the fuck are they? Alec left hours ago to meet Hudson for a beer at the bar, seeing how they haven’t seen each other in over a year.The rain outside is pouring down in torrents, blinding the entire city with its icy, brittle streams that rage angrily in the ferocious wind. I'm tempted to look outside my apartment building's windows because of the sound of hail hitting the glass. I try to look through the rain with my eyes on the cold glass, but it is incredibly difficult to see anything below due to the white-out conditions.Where are they? It’s starting to make me worry to the point where I feel like I’m about to fucking hurl all over the place. They never do this shit, so I know something has to be wrong. Fuck, Harley, stop overthinking shit. They’re fine.I fight with the voices inside my head, trying to keep myself composed, and as calm as I can be. And then my phone rings, startling me and making me jump in fear. I remain motionless, my phone vibrating in my hand, as the sound of a door opening and closing reverberates in my ears. I look down at the screen and wrinkle my nose at the strange number that is wildly flashing at me; my eyes are so fixed that I can't even blink. I'm in the hallway when a stunning piece of inked art passes by, and I recognize the man who prevented me from falling down the stairs from his incredible collection of tattoos. This time, I avert my eyes from him and ignore the smile he openly flashes my way. Instead, I tap my phone's answer icon while trembling and nervously pressing it against my ear.“Um, hello?”“Yes, I’m looking for Miss Harley Savage, please.” The deep, monotone voice says on the other end.“Yes, I’m Harley Savage. May I ask who’s calling and what this is about?” I try to say it calmly and confidently, but I can hear the shakiness and sadness in my voice.“Ma’am, this is Detective Rollins, with the Brockton Police Department. I have some rather unfortunate news about a Mr. Hudson Savage and a Mr. Alec Savagged. You do know them, correct?”“Um, yes, sir. Hudson is my twin brother, and Alec is my bo- fiance. What’s the matter with them? Is everything okay?”There’s a brief pause on the other line, and instantly my heart sinks. The overwhelming urge to vomit becomes even more intense as I await the news from the detective.“I’m sorry to have to tell you this, Harley, but your brother and your fiance are no longer with us. They were shot and killed in an attempted carjacking moments ago.”His words keep repeating in my head, making everything around me spin ferociously. My feet start to shake, and I feel myself swaying back and forth, his voice fading, my phone dropping to the floor. White spots flash in my eyes like fireflies blinking in the dark, just before I collapse to the ground. Just as my legs give out from under me, my head spins, and my stomach twists into a knot.And just like my world as I once knew it, everything around me darkens as I fall to the hard, dirty floor.Chapter 4: Shattered and Spiraling Three months laterBrixtonShe's fucking shattered. She lost her brother and her fiancé at the same time. On the same day. In the same fucking place. The same day Alec proposed to her. The same fucking day he got home from being overseas for a fucking year.The sound of the crisp fall leaves crunching under my feet is oddly satisfying, keeping me calm as I venture down the street looking for some business. I've been out in the fucking streets more lately, all because Harley is always out now, and I just need to keep an eye on her to make sure she's fucking safe. They're not nice out here in Brockton, even though Southie is much worse, and Harley doesn't know what she's getting herself into.She's spiraling and completely out of control. We've crossed paths a lot these last few months, and never under the best circumstances either. But we still haven't spoken a single fucking word to each other. But why would we? Shit, she doesn't need to know anythin
Chapter 5: Trapped in Different PrisonsHarleyAs I strut down the street tonight, a little unsteady on my feet, the high black heels I chose to wear start to irritate my heels. I'm actually shocked that I haven't busted my ass yet considering how much alcohol is currently rushing through me. The number of people who have stopped their cars by the side of the road and catcalled me has increased, but every time I check the John, I leave dissatisfied. I won't get in the car with just anyone because, believe it or not, I have standards. Another car pulls up to the curb as I approach one of the gentleman's clubs on the city's main drag. The man rolls down the window and pokes his head out while whistling at me. Eh, he’s not bad looking, so why the fuck not?I never thought I’d be walking the streets trying to fuck for some money. Fucking NEVER.I never thought I’d be shooting dope, sniffing coke, or smoking meth, either. Fucking NEVER.I never thought I’d give up on my dreams of dancing. N
Chapter 6: Trigger HappyBrixtonThe sound of the front door closing awakens me after having spent the first half of the night in a drug-induced stupor. In an effort to wake up and see my surroundings, I sit up and wipe the sleep from my eyes and the slimy drool from my lips. I notice right away that Trigger is no longer in the living room, and panic sets in. The blanket that once covered me tumbles to the ground in a heap as I leap off the couch. This motherfucker defied everything I said. I mutter to myself as I stumble over everything in my path to the door in the pitch-black room. When I get to the door and swing it open, the light from the hallway fucks with my eyes, even though it's dim and the lights are flickering. I march down the hard, steep stairs in bare feet while firmly holding onto the handrail as I try to look for this dick, fully aware that I'm only wearing my tight, revealing boxer briefs, which have a goddamn stiffy straining against the silk fabric. Unknown to me,
Chapter 7: Wicked DesiresHarley**I try to work on my tan as I lounge on the roof of our apartment building with the bright sun beating down on my shoulders. I raise my head toward the scorching sun and push my shades up my nose while listening to the hum of the city and the sounds below. The door to the roof opens, and Alec walks out, still dressed in his cammies. I immediately sit up, just as he grazes his hand up my bare leg at the end of the chair. "Hey, baby girl. Getting some sun?" He asks in a low, sweet voice, sweeping his desire-filled gaze across my body, taking in the sight of the tiny bikini covering my intimate areas."Yes, it's the perfect day for it. "How come you're home so early?"I can tell that something is wrong from the expression on his face. However, Alec remains silent. Instead, he frenzies over my lips, slipping his tongue inside and passionately curling it around mine. With each methodical brush of his tongue against mine, the worry in my heart fades, and th
Brixton"Come on, Brixton. Just one more time, please?" Raegan pleads with me to get back into bed and fuck her one more time, but I pull my clothes on anyway, ignoring her desperate whines. I can't stop thinking about my little bird and fucking Trigger, ruining every, fucking part of her. If she only knew who he was, she wouldn't let him into her apartment, let alone her fucking pussy."Now you're just ignoring me, is that it?"She huffs once more, but this time she sits up. My gaze flits from her enormous tits hanging from her chest to her pink, pointy nipples, which are hard and swollen from my sucking."Fine." I rip my clothes back off and snatch her off the fucking bed."You want me to fuck you again? You want me to beat that pussy up even more than I already fucking did?" I grab her throat and squeeze it until her face turns red, becoming aroused by the feeling of her veins pulsing underneath my fingers."Ye...yes..." She speaks in a hoarse whisper, her eyes bulging out the tig
Chapter 9: Harley's Sick LoveOctoberHarleyMy vision is blurred by the strobe lights as I seductively climb the shiny pole with both hands while eye-fucking the audience. When I reach the top, I wrap my legs around it and let myself fall. As I sway back and forth to the beat of the music blasting from the speakers, my hair sweeps across the stage. I twirl my body around the pole while still hanging upside down as Ride by Ciara hums in my ears and my hips methodically follow the beat. I see Stacks watching my routine from the back corner of the club, his eyes glistening with admiration and approval. Bills flutter throughout the air, cascading over the stage from the hungry men applauding my moves. I lose myself in the music and allow it to carry me to a soothing place free from suffering or loss. When my set ends and I walk off stage, flirtatiously waving to the cheering crowd, I run into Stacks on my way to the dressing room."Great fucking job, Savage. The fucking crowd loves you."
Chapter 10: Brixton's Sick LoveBrixtonI briefly glimpse the sparkle Harley used to fucking have when I look into her eyes. The one that drew me in the first time I saw her. It flashes briefly in her eyes before disappearing just as quickly. If I hadn't been fucking staring right into them, I might have missed it. I lean back and watch her shoot, noticing her eyes roll back as the intense rush hits her all at once. Her body settles against the back of the couch as her lids flutter in contentment and a smile curls along her painted lips. Taking advantage of her closed eyes, I adjust the uncomfortable bulge in my crotch, attempting to conceal the massive erection I'm sporting."You okay over there, little bird?" "I'm fucking great, B. All thanks to you."As she rolls the word off the tip of her tongue, she slurs, lust dripping from her voice. My cock twitches, and moisture seeps into the fabric of my shorts. She pulls her bottom lip in between her pearly white teeth as her eyes slowly
HarleyThe all-too-familiar, excruciating sickness consumes my body quickly, jolting me awake from a drug-induced slumber. I bolt upright, sore as fuck and sick as fuck, frantically scanning the room, realizing I am in my bed. And I have no fucking idea how I got here. The last thing I can remember is being with him.Brixton. What a fucking sexy name. It fits him perfectly, and I love how it sounds on the tip of my fucking tongue. He must love it too. Why else would he have fucked me like a goddamn animal the moment his name escaped my lips last night? What did he mean that what we did was going to change everything?As I climb out of bed and away from the warmth of the blanket that has been wrapped around me, I try to think of an answer to my question. I only realize the blanket I was wrapped in is not mine when I drop to the ground to pick up my box. It's his. I would wrap myself in it and infuse my nose with his scent if I were not currently convulsing from sickness. I take out my
BrixtonSitting in the interrogation room with my hands cuffed to the table, I curse Trig up and down loud enough for the fucking cops behind the two way glass to hear every fucking word. I don't give a shit. He got me into this fucking mess and when things got hot, his ass took off and ran, leaving me behind to deal with the aftermath. Fucking coward. I refused to say a word when they brought me in, but I didn't put up a fight—I didn’t need a resisting charge added to my shit; it wouldve given me more fucking time.But as I sit here—not even thinking about the fuck up I just did while already on fucking parole—my future isnt what's on my mind. I can't stop thinking about my little bird and thoughts about not seeing her again really start to fuck with me, sending panic rushing right to my head.The door suddenly opens and the arresting officer walks in with a seriously pissed off look on his face as he comes over and unlocks the cuffs around my wrists, not saying a word as he does i
| Harley |After leaving Brixton, with him and Trigger passed out on his bed, I snuck out of his apartment and bolted back to mine. With slices, bite marks, and bruises all over my body, you’d think I’d gotten into a fight or something. But I didn’t. No, those two monsters destroyed my body in every way they could while still giving me the best pleasure I’ve ever felt. But will I ever admit that to Brixton and Scotty? Probably not. Why give them the satisfaction? Luckily, my apartment is only a few doors down from Brixton’s, so it doesn’t take me long to get home. The first thing I do is get in the fucking shower, wanting to wash all of their cum-and mine and all the blood off me that Brixton smeared all over my skin. He said he was painting a masterpiece, whatever that fucking means.The water rains down on my achy body; hot, hard droplets pelt my skin, feeling like burning coals. My hair falls in soaked strings over my shoulders, cascading down my back and covering the marks from Br
Brixton"Brixton, move your gun away from my face. This shit isn't funny." My little bird begs, her voice cracking as she tries to keep her tears at bay and fight the rush of emotion barreling through her. She's so fucking sexy when she's completely at my fucking mercy, and I wouldn't want it any other fucking way. Changing the subject altogether, I keep my gun pressed against her body, but I move it down her cheek, gliding it along her neck until I get to her tits. Her hard nipples poke against the fabric of my wife beater, the thin cotton making them perfectly noticeable. I lick the water off my lips as saliva pools in my mouth. With my free hand, I adjust my cock, grin at Trig again, and pierce my gaze back into my little bird as I run the barrel of my gun over her tits, watching intently as her chest heaves hard."Is that better?" I smirk, evil in my tone, but I can't help the peril spilling from my lips."No, I don't want your gun on me at all. It scares me.""Would you rather my
Chapter 11: Two Choices (three part chapter)BrixtonI don’t like to watch people sleep, but I can’t seem to shake the trance I’m in while excessively adoring how my little bird looks while she is sleeping. She’s sporting a slim wife beater and a set of my form-fitting boxer briefs. My cock is solid as a fucking rock and itches and throbs to be inside of her once more in response to the sight. However, I want to get it right this time. Last night when we fucked, I rushed it, all because I wanted to come that second. Now, the next time, right after I wake her up, I’m going to show her how good I can make her feel with my mouth by eating her pretty pussy and fucking it with my tongue. I want to demonstrate to her the extent of what my fucking fingers are capable of doing to her. This time, I will suck her release right out of her tight little hole, and I’ll use my cock to ruin her pussy for any other fucking man. I will fuck her in ways that will make her forget about Alec and have her
HarleyIt's been a week now, and I haven't seen Scotty or Brixton since that morning in my apartment. I'm worried, but at the same time, I'm not. Brixton is my biggest concern, not Scotty. He draws me to him in a way similar to how a moth is drawn to a flame. I'm addicted to him, and without him, I can't function-just like an addict and his bag of fucking drugs. I've been staying away from my apartment as well, and have made a lot of money from spending all of my time at the club. I'm not sure what to do with it. While moving has crossed my mind, I'm not yet ready to let Alec go in that way. I've considered returning to school, but my drug problem is far too fucking severe for any hope of normalcy. I've even considered switching fucking jobs again, but for some reason, I find it difficult to leave the life I've fallen into. I crave the risk and danger that it entails. It's the only thing that makes me feel alive. I feel a sense of comfort and safety in the crime that riddles my surrou
Brixton***As she lowers herself against my body, her soft brown hair sweeps across my bare chest. My hand finds her throat and squeezes it, relishing the sensation of her veins pulsing frantically against my fingers. My grasp extends to her hair, which I fist, craning her neck and exposing her delicate throat to me. I express my rage by seizing her lips and kissing her ravenously—***I'm awakened by the ferocious wind hammering against my window. And then I hear them—the distinct sound of my little bird's cries. The roaring breeze broke up the dream I was having about the things that happened last night. I can hear her from inside my room, despite the fact that we are a few apartments apart from one another. I bolt out of bed, noticing the rain barreling down outside... again. Is this shit ever going to clear up? Fuck. I get out of my warm bed and feel a bitter chill spread across my body. I shiver as a strong whiff of Harley's scent that is still clinging to my skin hits me. My cock
HarleyThe all-too-familiar, excruciating sickness consumes my body quickly, jolting me awake from a drug-induced slumber. I bolt upright, sore as fuck and sick as fuck, frantically scanning the room, realizing I am in my bed. And I have no fucking idea how I got here. The last thing I can remember is being with him.Brixton. What a fucking sexy name. It fits him perfectly, and I love how it sounds on the tip of my fucking tongue. He must love it too. Why else would he have fucked me like a goddamn animal the moment his name escaped my lips last night? What did he mean that what we did was going to change everything?As I climb out of bed and away from the warmth of the blanket that has been wrapped around me, I try to think of an answer to my question. I only realize the blanket I was wrapped in is not mine when I drop to the ground to pick up my box. It's his. I would wrap myself in it and infuse my nose with his scent if I were not currently convulsing from sickness. I take out my
Chapter 10: Brixton's Sick LoveBrixtonI briefly glimpse the sparkle Harley used to fucking have when I look into her eyes. The one that drew me in the first time I saw her. It flashes briefly in her eyes before disappearing just as quickly. If I hadn't been fucking staring right into them, I might have missed it. I lean back and watch her shoot, noticing her eyes roll back as the intense rush hits her all at once. Her body settles against the back of the couch as her lids flutter in contentment and a smile curls along her painted lips. Taking advantage of her closed eyes, I adjust the uncomfortable bulge in my crotch, attempting to conceal the massive erection I'm sporting."You okay over there, little bird?" "I'm fucking great, B. All thanks to you."As she rolls the word off the tip of her tongue, she slurs, lust dripping from her voice. My cock twitches, and moisture seeps into the fabric of my shorts. She pulls her bottom lip in between her pearly white teeth as her eyes slowly
Chapter 9: Harley's Sick LoveOctoberHarleyMy vision is blurred by the strobe lights as I seductively climb the shiny pole with both hands while eye-fucking the audience. When I reach the top, I wrap my legs around it and let myself fall. As I sway back and forth to the beat of the music blasting from the speakers, my hair sweeps across the stage. I twirl my body around the pole while still hanging upside down as Ride by Ciara hums in my ears and my hips methodically follow the beat. I see Stacks watching my routine from the back corner of the club, his eyes glistening with admiration and approval. Bills flutter throughout the air, cascading over the stage from the hungry men applauding my moves. I lose myself in the music and allow it to carry me to a soothing place free from suffering or loss. When my set ends and I walk off stage, flirtatiously waving to the cheering crowd, I run into Stacks on my way to the dressing room."Great fucking job, Savage. The fucking crowd loves you."