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12. Virgin no more
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I looked at him, took his hand, and laid back beside him.
"I'm sorry, I think I'm a bit nervous."
"I know, that's why I'm taking it slow. I thought you need it. But,"
Maybe it was the virgin thing, maybe he's one of those guys who's turned off by it.
Or maybe he actually likes you, Ella?
"...you like me?"
"I do, and honestly, I have issues too, nervous also about us," Brice put his hand on my face and looked at me intensely, he lowered himself down and put his other hand on my waist.
Issues? nervous about us?
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Stalking The Author 38. Best of fan
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