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2025-02-27 21:19:34Serena POV
Jace shifts slightly, adjusting his hold as he presses his lips to the top of my head. “I’ve got you,” he murmurs, his voice rough with something I don’t understand. “Just sleep, Fire—” He stops himself, correcting, “Just sleep, Serena. I’ve got you.”
I don’t fight it anymore. I don’t have the strength. My grip on reality slips as I sink into the darkness, my body finally surrendering, and then the memories come.
They slam into me like a tidal wave, vivid and suffocating, more real than the room I just left.
I’m back in that house, and the air is thick with the stench of alcohol and sweat, the lingering scent of smoke clinging to my clothes. The music that had been blasting earlier is gone now, replaced by an eerie silence that sets my nerves on edge. My stomach churns. Something is wrong. I don’t remember why I came into this room, why Paul is here too, looking
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