I woke with a thumping headache. I had hoped that meeting Isla had just been a dream, but when my eyes fluttered open to see her perfect face reading a series of papers, I cringed inwardly. Of course it wasn’t a dream.
Groaning, I rolled over to sit up and face her.
“Eat some food, it will make you feel better.”
She gestured at the small table next to me, which was laden with a variety of foods, some of which I had never seen before. I stuffed a few things in my mouth, not really thinking about the taste, but enjoying the feeling of filling my stomach. The ache eased behind my eyes, making it easier to sit up.
The afternoon sun streamed in the wide windows, casting shadows upon the desk in which Isla sat shuffling papers around. Her perfect hair had been pulled back into a smooth bun, a few tendrils left to circle her oval face. Her large eyes met my gaze.
“Better?”
“Yeah. I guess.”
“Goo
“Concentrate, Kida,” Kenai said calmly as he floated above, seeming to watch my every move. It was confusing how he always knew what you were doing, even if you were doing it silently.Sweat beaded my skin and ran down my back, sending a cold shiver along the length of my spine every time I stopped. My breath was coming in shallow gasps and my heart was beating in my ears. Even my chest was aching from the sheer effort I was putting in. Couldn’t he see how much I was trying?“Master Kenai, I’mtrying,” I hissed through gritted teeth in aggravation.Since Blake had rescued me from Isla, well so he thought, he had pushed me into training with Kenai and Tori. I knew I needed to learn how to fight. From what Isla had said, there was more than one party interested in Nyssa, and right now, that meant me. Shivers of fear trickled down my back at the thought. Here I was putting myself in danger for her. Not that she dese
“Now,” he began seriously. “The defence of the mind is something to take very seriously.”He frowned momentarily, his mouth forming a hard line on his face. “It can mean the difference between evading your enemy and being caught by them. Giving away details of your plans to an enemy is something that we find punishable – or can be found punishable by the Masters.”I nodded and then quickly responded with a quiet noise of agreement, realising again, that the Master was blind. It was easy to forget when it felt like he was really watching and could see you.“If you can imagine your mental defences are like a castle wall. They need to be strong, tall and impenetrable. They cannot easily be broken or moved to access your inner most essence. I believe this is where your affinity with the emotions comes in.”He paused for a moment, thinking.“Let us practise your mental defence. Close your
I ran down the steps as fast as I could, my bare feet slapping against the cold stone. The sun was already beginning to peek over the eastern wall, which meant I was running very late. Kenai was going to be so angry.I dragged on my coat to keep out the morning chill, my boots hanging from my mouth by their laces. I tried not to gag on the taste of the leather as Kenai came into view, his body shadowed by the large wall he stood next to.He greeted me with a low bow and sat down beside the wall.I dropped to the ground and hastily threw my boots on, not bothering about the laces.“Mastering your abilities may be easy, or they may be hard,” Kenai began, completely ignoring my tardiness and ragged breathing. “It all depends on your willingness to learn and your aptitude for magic.I looked at him waiting for more but he sat in silence for a few moments.“We will begin immediately.I want you to focus on
After several painful hours of wandering around the markets, Tori and I finally both had a dress. I had spent most of the time looking over my shoulder, expecting to see people following me. Luckily, Tori had been too caught up on the hype of buying a dress to notice my suspicious behaviour.By the time we got back to the school, the whole place was abuzz with excitement for the dance. With the money remaining that Blake had given me, I had purchased a long, flowing dress that the stall owner had convinced Tori, looked perfect on me. I had to admit that it felt nice to get out of pants and a shirt, and it was more comfortable than the other dress, which had been tight around my chest.My new dress was a dark purple colour made of a silken material much like the last. This one came up around my neck and was called a halter dress according to Tori. Again most of my back was exposed but the young stall owner had thrown in a shawl for free as both Tori and I had gotten our
People screamed and ran as a fire began creeping its way up the curtains, consuming everything in its path.I pushed my way through the people, doing exactly what Blake told me, but feeling a sense of rage in my stomach. He didn't trust me with anything.Damn him, I thought. I wasn’t going to listen – I could help. I skirted around the crowd of people who were pushing to get away from the heat of the flames.Blake stood in front of the curtains, pulling at the flames, controlling them in front of him. His eyes blazed with concentration as his hands dragged at the flames.Many of the Master’s and Mistress’ stood behind him, holding the students back and calming them. Another few students stood spaced out along the length of the flames, working together to get the fire under control.I watched, mesmerised, until a dark shadow drew my attention. A girl was watching the flames with wide, eager eyes, and then slipped away from th
I threw myself onto my bed and allowed the tears to cascade down my face for what felt like hours. The arrogant, fire-tongued prick! I ought to figure out a way to use my power to tamper with his emotions. Surely my affinity would allow me to do that, but there was no way I could manage it. I had no idea how to even do what I had managed to do so far. It was all by luck and chance.I raged out loud, using many profanities and cursing him to the Magicians for some time before I finally was able to settle down. I thought about Kenai and how disappointed he may be, and a horrible thought occurred to me.Kenai! I was supposed to meet him tomorrow.Ignoring my aching, tired body, I jumped up from my bed and swiftly changed my clothes, and finally donned my riding cloak. Without a moment’s hesitation I was out of my room and running down the deserted halls towards to Masters’ tower. I had seen it when out in the Market, but other than the general area of t
For most of the morning we rode in silence. It was a three-day ride to Ruen and already I was tired of his silent treatment. I was glad that he kept the pace slow, but I knew it was infuriating him. At this pace it would take us more than a week.Midnight and I followed Blaze, watching her tail swish away the flies that buzzed around her. I stared at Blake’s back, constantly watching it as he moved with the natural flow of his horse, the muscles tensing and relaxing with each wave of motion.We passed Admonia Lake and I felt a shiver as I looked up at the snow-capped mountains. The days were starting to cool off now that the cold season had begun, and it was creeping into my skin, like the chill that it brought across the land.Dark clouds rolled across in front of the sun, sucking the warmth from the day and from my body.Ahead of me, I saw Blake shiver in a momentary chill.By lunch, we had stopped to make camp by the edge of Admonia Lake,
When I woke, my body ached with the abuse I had given it over the past few days. I was now regretting not giving myself the chance to recover properly. The hard ground hadn’t exactly made the best bed.Blake was next to me, his eyes cautious until he noticed me peeking at him.“Morning,” he said awkwardly, as he pulled himself away and sat a few inches behind me.I rolled over on the grass so the view of the lake was visible behind him. He looked uncomfortable.“Sorry,” I mumbled. I couldn’t look at him. I was such a coward. I was afraid of the flush that I could feel creeping into my cold cheeks. It wouldn’t be hard to miss.Having him sleep next to me had resulted in the best night sleep I had had since, well, the last time I had slept in his bed. My face flushed hot at the memory.I pulled my hair out of my long messed up braid and brushed my fingers through it to get out the tangles. It was a goo
When I woke, I found myself back in same room as before the ceremony. I was sprawled on the bed, my dress gone and replaced with a pair of slacks and a crisp white shirt. I moved to press my hand to my thumping head and a large, white bandage caught my eyes, making me jump. Someone had bandaged the cut on my palm. A sound caught my attention. I lifted my head slowly and finally noticed Deakin sitting silently next to me, his head buried in his hands. “Deakin?” I whispered, my voice so soft I didn’t think he would hear me. His head jerked up at the sound of my voice, his face tense and strained. He was instantly by my side, his eyes concerned. “Tynan requests your presence immediately for council,” Deakin uttered softly as if he were completely lifeless, his voice distant and cold. I groaned inwardly knowing that I could no longer refuse him – I was bound to him, forever. As the words crossed my mind the enormity of the situation sunk in, and I suddenly felt like I was drowning.
I remained silent as the maids primped and prepped me for the ceremony. Their hands deftly worked their way through my hair, untangling the knotted mess it had become, and creating a delicately, intricate style that appeared to look like rope along my spine. At one point, one of them shoved a small cup of warm liquid in my hands, hurrying my to drink it. “What is it?” I croaked, sniffing at the drink. It didn’t smell appetising at all. The maids exchanged a look, and the oldest one rose her brow at me. “It is to flush your body of seed,” she said tersely. “So tou do not become with child.” Horror must have filled my face because she gave me an apologetic look before pushing the cup in my direction again. “Best drink it fast, it doesn’t taste the best.” I downed the liquid quickly, my throat gagging on the taste and swallowed as much as I could. It tasted like a mixture of dirt and grass, but I was glad for it. I didn’t want to become pregnant with Kainen’s child. He hadn’t exactl
I had been disgraced, again, but this time I didn’t play any part in the decision. It made my stomach churn with such force that I vomited. I was careful to not be sick on myself. I didn’t need to feel any more unclean than I already did. Kainen was just a vindictive, evil creature that sought to destroy my world and everything that I cared for. A puppet for his Master, just like the rest of them. One of them had finally gone past that line and snapped it clean in half. I sought refuge in my mind and in my dreams, which jumbled together as I dove in and out of consciousness. I found myself spending more and more time reliving the moments I had spent with Deakin, who I thought was Blake, in that twisted but yet beautiful moment. Also, Amber’s thoughts on Deakin kept creeping into my mind, in particular her haunting words, which named him as Chained Man. I had no idea what that meant and for some reason my mind retreated to those memories, neither of which were too pleasant. But even
*WARNING - TORTURE AND RAPE CONTENT AHEAD. PLEASE ME MINDFUL OF WELLBEING WHEN READING* I lay still in the middle of the familiar table, my arms and legs bound to the edges so I was splayed across it. There was some kind of power holding me still; other than the immense power of my fear of course, but it was strong, stronger than anything else I had ever felt before. I closed my eyes and willed it all to be a dream, for the terrifying things around me to just drift away from me, to fall away into the nothingness of a nightmare. At least I could wake up from that and know - know it was all a dream. That it would end when my eyes opened, when the dream hit the wall that was reality. But this was my reality, a mixture of death and deceit; betrayal and lies. I could smell it even with my eyes closed, the fresh stench of death. I tried to rid myself of the reality, to enter a dream that was infinitely better. I retched, unable to stand the smell and opened my eyes to see them. Darius and
The cold was beginning to creep in and settle under my skin. The cold and the fear were my only companion for hours on end. I now knew Tynan’s tactic. He was going to leave me alone and stranded until the misery and despair overtook all other emotions. At that point, I was going to be his pawn. But I wasn’t going to let that happen. After Kenai’s death, a wave of alien emotions had overtaken my body. I lay huddled up in a corner of my cell, fluxing between fits of rage and frustration to bouts of tears and overwhelming sadness. There was a continuous aching hole in my stomach that no food or water could fill. I ate when I was giving the luxury, but otherwise I lay there, drowning in my own emotions. I was also struggling to see. My eyesight kept changing colour and strong hues blended together. Sometimes it was blurry and all I could see was bright colours, but other times my eyesight was crystal clear. I gave up trying to come up with ways to escape. I forgot to even practice pro
“Kenai,” I groaned in agony, a deep sadness burning in my heart. I cradled his head in my arms, listening to the struggling gasps as he fought to get some air. Panic forced my heart to begin beating hard within my chest. If Kenai was here, where was Jax and Tori? Had they been captured too?“Do not give in,” he begged quickly into my ear, as the brute Kainen grabbed my wrist roughly and dragged me away. He held onto me as I fought hard to escape, but my lack of energy soon had me motionless, tears streaming down my face.“No one has called me that for a long time, old man,” Dark Eyes said slowly, his tone dangerous. He stood up from his chair and looked down Kenai, a look of victory plastered on his face. “I am no longer Tynan, but their Master, just as you were once mine. Except… well, I deserve the title, where you did not.”Tynan flicked a finger towards Kenai and he was lifted up off the ground so he hung just above it. Floating in the now still air, his toes almost scraped the plu
When I awoke this time, I was lying on a hard floor, but no chains held me to the ground. I moved my aching arms and felt the smooth touch of the carpet underneath my fingertips. My mind blanched. Carpet? Where was I? Turning my neck to look, I instantly regretted it. My head thumped painfully, and searing shots of light flashed through my mind. It seemed Nyssa had put a lot of her energy into hurting me. Surprise, surprise! After all, I knew she hated me. The pain that throbbed in my head was evidence to that. But why? Had they already gotten to her? Footsteps alerted me to an approaching presence and the door creaked open. A soft swishing sound followed the footsteps that stopped by my head. A voice whispered in my ear and chills ran down my spine at her cruel words. Nyssa was taunting me, teasing me. She entered my open mind easily now that I was under the influence of the venom and Deakin’s magic and probed through my thoughts and memories again. I was forced to relive them rig
A cool, wet cloth on my skin woke me jarringly from my sleep, and I recoiled in fear. Darkness filled my vision as I waited for my eyes to grow accustomed to the limited light. My fists were clenched against my legs, ready to react. I was cowering in the corner of the dark cell, my body tight and sore. My limbs refused to move as cramp locked down hard on each muscle sending searing pain through me. After I had passed out from the torture session with Deakin, it seemed someone had moved me to a smaller prison cell than my last, with only one large steel door as the only entry and exit. A small, white gown covered the wounds on my stomach but the cuts on my arms were visible. The red, raw puckered slashes were oozing, as the shrouded person gently washed away the dried blood that was caked on my skin. I looked away, disgusted by the sight of my own body. I was disfigured and ugly. I was damaged goods. I looked up into their face and saw the bright, blue eyes. My stomach tightened as
*WARNING - DARK CONTENT AHEAD. THIS MAY BE A TRIGGER FOR VICTIMS OF ABUSE* “Strip her and tie her to the table,” the voice instructed, a sense of enjoyment coating her words. The voice seemed somewhat familiar, but the silver mystery venom and Deakin’s magic dulled my mind too much for me to focus on that one thought. I whimpered as Deakin did as he was told and pulled off my clothing, one piece at a time, his eyes never focussing on my face or on my body, but a spot just above my shoulder. At least he left my undergarments on. Rage and fear burned in my throat at his cowardice as he clamped restraints around my wrists and ankles, leaving me completely exposed but still refusing to look at the body he was revealing. It wasn’t like he hadn’t seen it before. My anger still seethed at his actions, somewhat more dulled than they normally would be. More than anything though, I felt the overwhelming shame that I had not noticed the difference. Blake never would have been so forward, nor w