Asteria POV.That damn beeping better fuck off! I open my eyes with great effort and panic, as I can’t breathe properly. My eyes go wide as I choke, feeling something in my throat. I cough and choke and I grab it and panic. There is a tube in my mouth.The beeping gets louder and faster as I pull. It hurts, tears leave my eyes as I keep pulling until it is out and I cough and wheeze. I take a big lung full of air and look around the room as the door bursts open and in comes Carter, Fenrir, and Gaia. I choke on my tears as Carter moves to me and I hold my arms out for him and he holds me.“Shh, it’s ok. You’re alive. Breathe Asteria.” His scent calms me, and I follow his instructions. When the beeping slows down.I move from him and see the tears in his eyes and I don’t think I just act. I pull him closer to me and kiss him.Tears leave my eyes and I can taste them on my lips as I deepen the kiss. He moves away from me and strokes my cheek before he places his forehead against mine.My
Asteria POV.It has been three weeks since I woke up from being in a damn coma and I am still recovering but the Dr reluctantly allowed me to return home. But not my home, not my cosy little cabin, but into Carter’s care.He has been working from home and I have been slowly regaining my strength, which is next to nothing. I’m still sore and tired. The Dr will not clear me for travel until I am close to 100% better. Which at the moment will take a few more weeks.Currently laying on the sofa watching some show I can’t do this. I need to get out and become stronger. According to the Dr and Carter that I need more rest, but how can one be so damn tired? When all I do is rest? It is not logical in the slightest.“Hey, do you want a drink?” I look at the voice and I smile.“No thanks Dani, if I drink anymore, I will be peeing from the world.” I say with a chuckle and I wince. Danielle and Jerome have been here every day since I came back here and we have become good friends.It is strange
Asteria POV.I hear a shriek from the water, I climb out of bed and move towards the balcony. Looking out I see Artemis standing on the sand. I smile as I open the door quietly not to wake Carter and creep out to see her.“Artemis, any news?” I ask her, and she moves towards me and hugs me.“I have left the colony. I am seeking allies for us to take her down because she has declared war. The ones I have spoken to so far are willing to help us. They do not know her. They are loyal to you.” I nod in understanding as we sit down and I look out over the water.“How many?” I ask and she sighs.“So far, 10,000.” I smile and nod my head. The total population of sirens is over 200,000.“How likely are the others to join our fight?” I ask her, not knowing what is happening is killing me.“The main colony is with you, but they are staying quiet. The others are not so sure. They know she never challenged you officially, and I have made it known that once you return, if they abandon you by suppor
Asteria POV.Leaving the pack, I can’t help but feel sad and somewhat betrayed by Perla, but then again, isn’t this what I deserve?“It will be ok. We will get answers and you will take your place once more.” Carter says from beside me as we drive towards the airport. Another thing that is worrying me, I’ve never flown before. Well, that is a lie I have, but that was on a dragon and it scared the shit out of me. Damn Dragus, thinking he was being funny.“This is my fault. Everything that is happening right now is my fault. Don’t worry about it.” I say as I look out of the window and close my eyes, thinking about what I will do if my father refuses to speak to me. I know the temple is not far from Athena’s but still, if he doesn’t answer me, what can I do? I can’t take on a siren in my human form. I will be killed in seconds.“Hey look at me. None of this is your fault. We will make it right, ok?” he takes my hand and kisses the back of it. Gods, why is he so, so understanding? No, I w
Carter POV.Her pupils are blown wide, only seeing a slight violet around the edges. I smile at her as I kiss her again. She moans into it, arching up off the bed.My hands roam over her exposed skin, down her stomach, stopping on the still healing wound. I pull back and look down at it and then up at her.“I don’t want to hurt you.” I say and she pulls me back down, kissing me slower this time.“You won’t.” She whimpers. Her legs wrap around me again as they tighten around my waist. I cage her in so I’m not causing her pain.I kiss down her chin to the column of her throat and she moans as my tongue moves to the place that will once more hold my mark; I nibble and suck hard and she moans louder, arching up off the bed once more. My hand reaches for her breast and I squeeze it over the fabric of her bra. I lift off her completely as she pants her raven hair sprayed out around her as she sits forward and unclips the bar and I gently yet teasingly pull the straps down slowly from her sh
Asteria POV.I wake with a smile as I remember what we did. I don’t regret it one bit. I feel completely relaxed yet a little bit sore. Shifters heal instantly but I’m human, so I don’t know how long it will take for me to heal from the mating. Either way, the ache between my legs is a dull ache, and it’s nice.I shift slightly, but the arm that is wrapped around me tightens as I turn to face him. Carter is beautiful. He sleeps peacefully and I fight the urge to trace his features with my fingers.I smile to myself and blush at what we did. I lean forward and kiss his lips and he kisses me back before he rolls so I’m under him and I giggle at this. He kisses my face and leans up. His eyes open lazily, still filled with sleep. He smiles at me with a sly grin.“Hey, how you feeling?” he asks as he takes me in and I bite my bottom lip.“Aching, but in a good way, if that is even a thing.” I say, and he chuckles as he kisses my nose.“Yes, my love, it is a thing. Are you sore anywhere?” h
Asteria POV.I reach for her to make sure she is real. I touch her face and I gasp. This is real. My mother and brother are alive and are really here.“Mamma. Oh Gods. Why didn’t he tell me?” I sob as I hug her to me. I break in my mother’s arms as she rocks us back and forth as she hums the song.“I told him not to tell you. I was wrong my little sea flower. I was so very wrong. Can you forgive me?” I pull back and she wipes my tears. I nod my head at her.“Yes, I can forgive you, but I can’t forgive him for this. All these years I have mourned you all. Lived with the nightmares and the guilt, and he kept this from me. What else has he kept from me?” I say as I stand and back away.“Asteria. I asked him to keep us secret from you until the time was right. The time is right.” I shake my head at this new betrayal from my father. I turn and storm out of the room and run.I run through the hotel, ignoring the calls from Carter and my mother as I run through the doors of the hotel and loo
Asteria POV.I have been at the temple every day for the past week, pleading with my father to come to me and every day he ignores me, the stubborn bastard.Some days I just sit here and wait. I learnt that the sirens are the ones who take care of the temple and that the town is actually run by sirens. That’s why no-one looked shocked to see me.For the time being, the temple has been closed to the public so that I can stay here and wait for the stubborn arsehole to show himself. So far zip, nada, nothing.I’m in two minds to go to Athena, but then again, if my own father won’t speak to me, then it is highly doubtful she will. After all, I am his daughter.Another day of sitting and waiting comes and goes. I stand and go to leave when I hear the rumble of thunder and look over the Aegean Sea and shake my head.“Asteria.” I stop and turn to see him standing there as he looks at me with the same violet eyes that I see every morning staring back at me.“Father.” I say, my voice devoid of