There are exact points within everyone's life that they can honestly say they were one person before the event and after they had to become another. Effectively killing off the person they were before to survive their new reality. This was my exact point where my innocent self would be sacrificed to make way for the new person I needed to become.
My parents woke me up early so I could take a shower, and properly get ready for my first day of school. My mother picked out a brand new baby blue vintage dress for me to wear, with a pair of black Mary Jane high keels, and diamond earrings. She then helped me curl my strawberry blonde hair that flowed down to the middle of my back, then she put mascara and lip stick before spraying me with perfume.
My mother had never fused over me, hell I was pretty sure she hated me, so to say I was perplexed would be an under statement. As I walked to the car I had no idea what I was about to walk into.
As we stopped infront of a castle I can't understand what's going on. When my father sees the confusion written on my face he assures me, "Gemma we have to talk to the Alpha before we can belong here. It won't take long I promise, and you won't be late to school." I just shake my head because once again I'm in shock. This Alpha person must be really important, or a mob boss I jokingly tell myself. Either way I'm going to have to go pay respects to this man before I'm aloud to goto school, and school has always been my escape so I don't know if I could survive with out it.
As we walk into the castle two guards escorted us in, and the minute that the doors are opened we are greeted by two huge gorgeous men. "Goodmorning Marvin I'm glad you guys made it safely, Mary my mom is so happy your back. Hello Gemma my name is Beta Andrew and this big guy on the phone is Alpha Keen. Let's take this to the Alpha's office."
My parents and I follow the two men who I'm guessing have to be brothers and I can't help but check them out. Beta Andrew has an olive complexion and a athletic body that knew exactly how to move to make everyone feel comfortable with him, his brown hair had an auburn tint that perfectly paired with his liquid honey colored eyes with flecks of jade swirl around beautifully within them. The thing that drew me in the most about the Beta was his voluptuous lips that seemed to move slowly as he spoke to capture everyone's attention.
The Beta was hot as hell but Alpha Keen looked like a Greek God had a baby with a super model. His light brown hair was styled perfectly with not a strand out of place and I felt a sudden urge to run my hand through it but I tried to control my urge. His icy blue eyes hold power and depth that could command anyone to do whatever he wanted. Maybe that's why my parents stayed away from their homes for so long. His perfectly chiseled jaw line pulled you in to draw your attention to his tempting lips, and before I know what I'm doing I'm walking towards the Alpha with my hand twitching to touch him. I've never felt this magnetic attraction towards anyone before, and the feeling is starting to scare me. My feet are moving no matter how much I tell myself to stop, and everyone jaws drop. It became so quiet you could hear a pin drop, and the only person not to notice was Alpha Keen.
I've never even dated before, so why is it that the moment I walked into this castle I feel like a boy crazy pre-teen. My parents were very strict about boys and dating which has made me a very sheltered almost eighteen year old.
I look up to meet his gaze and when he finally pulls his eyes away from his phone our eyes lock on one another. I feel sparks emitting from my finger tips. I look down to see what's going on and I spot my hands resting on Alpha Keen's arms. Everyone around us went silent, and their eyes were stairing at where my hands are. I know I should take a few steps back, but if I stop touching the Alpha I feel like I might pass out. What's going on with me why can't I control myself?
Alpha Keen's POV
What the hell does this tiny little she-wolf think she's doing touching me like this. Yes I can feel our mate bond pulling us together, but does she have no self control. I knew that seeing her before her wolf showed up would probably be a bad idea, but my parents talked me into letting them come a week before the start of the games. My parents were the ones that made Gemma's parents relocate every two years when we started getting threats on our next Luna's life.
In our pack when the next Luna is born she will come into this world within a glowing white light, and have a star birth mark on her hip. Gemma was born literally glowing so brightly that for the first two years of her life she was moved into the pack house and kept hidden. She also had three star birthmarks on her hip in the shape of a triangle. There was no mistaking that she was to be out next Luna.
My mother Lillian the former Luna raised Gemma for the two years that she stayed in the packhouse, and from what I've been told her parents were ecstatic that she was being raised by the Luna. The pack doctors documented that the bright glowing light dimmed in her first year, and only had a slight glow in her second year.
The other thing that is unique to my pack is that we aren't garenteed our mates love, and if she so chooses she can complete the mating ritual with my Beta or my Delta. That's why the birthday games were created, and why we still have them today.
This was put in place incase an Alpha is to cruel to keep leading his pack his Luna can save the pack as she is meant to. Or if the next Luna is deemed to be unworthy or disloyal to her Alpha then the Beta or Delta step in to claim. Then the Alpha can find a choosen mate that the elder council approves worthy. It has only happened once, but it keeps the pack safe. This also test the loyalties of Beta's and Delta's, and shows the true colors of men.
I know I am not cruel, but you never know how the games will turn out. It often can bring out the best or the absolute worst in people. Beta Andrew and Delta Everett my best friends so I felt pretty sure that they wouldn't betray me, but I had my doubts about mates and love.
Why am I not telling her to stop touching me and get a little self control. All I get out is "your hands are so soft. Hmm ... you smell like rose buds and vanilla." Oh man I sound like a complete tool.
She giggles and tried to look at the floor when I grabbed her chin to meet her gaze again losing myself in her stormy gray eyes. Then as my senses get overwhelmed I almost grabbed her to bring her closer to me so I could nuzzle into her delicate neck, and drowned myself in her sweet scent but I know it's to soon.
There are a few things that as werewolves we only do with our mates due to the intimate nature. There are two acts that are very intimate that pull our inner wolves closer together. The first one is nuzzling the neck of your mate, and this is due to the risk of letting yourself be so vulnerable with another animal. This shows that you truly trust them because your literally giving them the key to your death on a Silver plater.
The second is healing another werewolf which is usually only done in extreme circumstances due to the effects it has on both parties. The reason for this is because when you lick the wound of another werewolf it gives you a euphoric almost erotic feeling. It also mates both parties blood together for seventy two hours almost like a temporary mating. This act often brings on a she-wolfs heat, and can be dangerous for any unmated males that are near. A she-wolves heat puts all unmated male wolves into a frenzy to mate. Their human side is suppressed and all that's left is the animalistic needs.
When a shewolf goes into heat their is usually warning signs, unless they have been healed by another wolf. We usually have the she-wolf stay at home during her heat, and warn others to give a wide birth to her home. But when their are no warning signs, and no precautions wolves end up fighting to the death. We try to avoid these situations at all costs.
My wolf begins to awaken now, and starts sending me loud warnings about our mate. I've totally spaced out while standing in my mates presence.
*Stop it right now Keen dont you dare mess up our chances of keeping what's ours* my wolf Wayne growls
*Wayne do you think I'm not trying, with her touching me I'm loosing all my senses.* I spit back at him with gritted teeth.
*Keen let me take over so I can stop this before it goes to far you know I have more self control.* Wayne demands and pushing me to the back of our mind. I look away and I scowl at him for not letting me have what I want. Usually the human side of a werewolf has more self control, but with Wayne and I it's the opposite.
"Gemma I'm gonna need you to remove your hands NOW!" My wolf Wayne demands as he throws waves of my Alpha aura lightly in her direction. She slowly lowers her hands from our arms, and a small frown replaces her smile as quick as it appeared.
That's when Wayne smells the hint of her arousal, and he loses all control. I've never seen him loose control before, and we're not a virgin so I'm confused by his sudden reaction.
He closes the gap between us and our mate as my heart begins to race. Then he begins to lick his lips before he grabs a hold of our mate rapping his arms around her waist hugging her so tightly to our body that it feels as if we are becoming one. I push back to the front of my mind to gain control letting Gemma out of our arms, and with that I take her hand gently as I pull her towards my office.
Gemma's POVIs Alpha Keen just a dream, because now he is pulling me towards what looks like his office. Both my parents don't even look concerned that I'm going with this huge guy into a room all alone. I know I'm sexually attracted to this guy and something keeps pulling me closer to him making me aroused just by touching his arm. How is this even possible? I don't think I've ever been attracted to anyone like this, and the feeling is intoxicating. My head starts to feel dizzy and I try to pull away from him, but he just grips my hand tighter almost as a warning. I might be attracted to this man but that doesn't mean I'm not terrified to be alone with him. Aren't my parents going to say anything to him? I thought my parents would say something because of their strict rules, but they just looked on as if this was normal.I half suspected one of them to say something when he pulled me into that earth shattering hug. But they just looke
Alpha Keen's POVGoddess she just got on top of me, I promised Wayne I wouldn't let this get to far, and risk us being able to keep her. But she just non-verbally told me that her pussy is ready for my large hard bulge, and although I won't take this that far right now there is no harm in touching what's mine. As I pull away from our kiss to look at her I can tell her cheeks are flush, and her innocent stormy gray eyes are filled with lust. I loved how responsive she was to my every touch, and it gave me a sense of pride that I can excite my mate this way. I just keep staring at the angel that was straddling me, and as I bring my eyes back up to lock with hers I can see the worry that she's trying to suppress. She speaks but her voice is so low its barely more then a whisper of the wind. " did I do something wrong?"Oh no I would do anything to take away the sadness that begins to overtake my mate. On instinct I rub my hands up,
Alpha Keen's POVWhen I get to my bathroom I look in the mirror, and notice she completely soaked the croch of my pants with her orgasms. I've only seen her once and I can't wait to see her again. I feel like a complete asshole leaving her alone, but I've never been the kind caring guy. I can hear her in the other room, and she's probably completely confused but I can't help her.I will mind link Betta Andrew that Gemma needs a ride home, and to make sure her parents are home to talk to her about today. I will call the school myself, and just let them know that the new Luna won't be starting school tell tomorrow. Oh man, I royal f**ked this up.I try mind linking him and before he blocks me he yells, "handle your mistake yourself, your rule breaking has already made it to your parents."Who the hell does he think he's yelling at. I can feel the anger pouring off of me I snap at him through my m
Alpha Keen POVShe looks back at me with her pleading story gray eyes, and I feel like she has captured all of me within that storm. "Ummm .. yes please help me." Oh thank the Goddess, I don't know how on earth someone as selfish as myself would be fated such an innocent mate. As I stare at the most beautiful women I have ever laid eyes on (not that I would ever admit that out loud) I start to contemplate my next move, and without warning my father’s voice booms threw my mind link."William Keen get your ass ou
I knew exactly why the fear began to creep upon me and it had everything to do with my brother Westley, and our past. I had forgot that my mother had a deep love for our future Luna when I let my rage take over earlier, and we all remember the first two years after my mother had to let Gemma go. My mother and Gemma had a bond the moment she met the little glowing baby. We don’t know why, but after her mother gave birth to her and saw that she was going to be the next Luna she didn’t want anything to do with the poor baby. My dad’s Beta Marvin was so proud to have given our pack their future Luna, but the wind was ripped from his sails when his mate refused to even name her. After the first month of her being home he had a talk with my parents about not being able to care for her any longer. Everyone could see the fierce love Marvin had for his daughter, but without the help of his mate and her refusal to admit that anything was wrong he had no other choice but to s
Gemma POV What the hell is with this guy? I know I’ve never been in a relationship, but I don’t think it’s normal to do what he is doing to me. I really need to build my walls back up to shield me from the inevitable, and stop being vulnerable around these people that I don’t even know. My parents had strict rules about being around boys for a reason, and I think I am going to be upholding to those strict rules whether my parents are still enforcing them or not. I get off the counter grab my dress, and look around for my underwear which seem to have gone missing so I give up. I feel vulnerable and mortified by what I just allowed to happen with this man. I clean myself up, and exit the bathroom as quietly and quickly as possible hoping I don’t get caught by the devil named Alpha Keen again. I find my way back to the front door, and exit without looking at the two men gaurding the door. Breathing in the deepest bigg
Westley POVWhen I saw the most beautiful angel walking down the drive way I would have never guessed that she was my little sunshine. The moment she told me who she was I knew that my brother couldn’t have her, and I would be the one to make sure of that. Looking into her eyes I could tell she was too innocent for that monster, and from what she told me he had already taken advantage of the most beautiful soul I’d ever met.My little sunshine has been occupying my thoughts as far back as I can remember, and sense I was little whenever I saw her picture I always got a longing feeling. It was like my soul had bonded to hers when we were only toddlers. Before she left I was the happiest toddler, inseparable from Gemma everywhere she went I was with her and everywhere I went too followed. Then she was ripped out of our happy home, and it felt like sadness took over every cell in my body. My parents had brought me to the pack doctors
Alpha Keen POV I make my way back to my room just to make sure that she isn’t sitting in my bathroom anymore, and I don’t know if I’m hoping she is or wishing she isn’t. I open the door and I’m assaulted by her sweet scent lingering, and the minute I breathe it in I feel a calm wash over me and I’m instantly turned on as if her scent is Viagra. My mind displaying images of her, and I start to think back to how close I got to truly tasting my mate. No. no. no. this is all a lie it’s just that mate bond I have nothing with her I need to keep my head on straight. I decide that I need to call Madison to get Gemma off my mind, and let Maddy know what’s going on to an extent. I pull my phone out to see ten missed calls from Madison, oh shit well I’m going to be bitched out. I text her because she should be at school still. ‘hey what’s up?’ Alpha Keen ‘why is everyone saying that our new Luna was supposed
As evening approaches my birthday party guest begin to arrive as were getting the three little ones ready. William helps West wrangle Wyatt and Walker into a bath, getting their mini versions dressed in matching navy-blue button up shirts and dress pants. The twins are literally little mini versions of their father and uncle which I’m not going to lie pissed me off at first. I may have carried the two tiny lives, but besides their blue eyes having a gray tint it seemed as though the Keen genes overruled all of mine. The men put the two boys in the living room with tablets while they got ready.Skylar and I get ready together as always sighting the need for girl time. As I shimmy my baby bump into my rose gold mermaid dress I can’t help but stare at my beautiful daughter as she twirls around my dressing room in her matching rose gold princess dress. I’m lost in thought when my sister and her two girls come into the dressing room. Unlike my child
7 years later“Mommy, Mommy” My Daughters angelic sing song voice floats through the air. “Wyatt and Walker won’t let me climb up the tree house ladder.” My daughter Skyler cries softly to me about her big brothers as she runs through the back doors of the pack house. Her Auburn hair and gray-blue tear-filled eyes come into view, but before I can even answer her a loud booming voice is heard as heavy footsteps make their way down the marble staircase.“Where is uncle’s little princess? … Why is my little blue Sky so gray, who does uncle need to punish?” William says mockingly stern as she cries slightly louder as he makes his way to her. I shake my head watching him scoop up my youngest as she snuggles into his large broad chest trying to sooth herself. He makes his way towards the living room where I’m reading, and even though he has made it clear that he never wishes to have chil
Gemma POV I don’t know how long we collapse into each other’s embrace forgetting about the world around us until a loud knock sounds. We both jump looking at the other as I let out a giggle realizing that the three people in the sitting area probably heard more than they should have. I can’t help but feel nervous at what they think until West pulls me back into him giving me a soft tender kiss that comforts me so entirely that I almost forget that someone just knocked on the door. Getting lost in his kiss is far to easy, but when another knock is heard we realize that we can no longer ignore it. “We better get back out there even though I’d rather stay in bed pleasuring you all day.” West says to me before kissing the tip of my nose, then both of my cheeks, before placing a final hard kiss to my forehead. Which makes me coyly smile at him before moving slowly off of his lap to get dressed again. I can’t help but admire his muscular body
Alpha Westley POVWhen my father started charging towards my mother and William it was as if time slowed, and all I could think about was shielding Gemma from whatever horror was about to take place. As my father told his story she started to pull away from my chest to hear what he was saying even though she was still shaking like a leaf, but as he moved she wrapped her entire body around me so when I stood to turn us around after my mother shifted she just kept clinging to my chest wrapping her legs around my waist I began to hum to jump start my powers so I could better comfort her. As she began to take deep breaths of my scent in I noticed that she stopped shaking as much, and that when I let out the breath I didn’t even know I was holding sense my mother shifted. I knew that after everything we had went through this was only going to make her shrink back into her shell again especially if she saw my father’s bloodied dead body.“Will
Alpha William POVWhy does he keep calling us her boys?“See boys before you were born I had an identical twin brother named Thomson. He was born a couple minutes before me, but there’s never been twin Alpha’s in our pack so they weren’t sure which of us would become Alpha. Then when your mother was born a year they didn’t know which one of us was the future Luna’s mate.” As he keeps talking our mother begins to quietly sob as she drops to the floor obviously distraught by what he’s about to share. I look to West confused trying to see if he has any ideas of what the hell our father is saying, he doesn’t seem to but like me he doesn’t seem as fazed by what my father is sharing. I’m frozen in fear wondering what’s were about to learn oblivious to everything else that’s happening in my office until West mind-links me.‘Go to Mom Will, Gemma is still shaking I can&rsqu
Alpha William POVAs I slowly walked out of her suite it hurt like hell I didn’t understand why, because in my mind I had already came to the conclusion that I needed to let her go. It was time for me to focus on weeding out the traitors within our pack, and I knew that tomorrow was going to be a day of reckoning especially with West and I finally standing united. My father may have gotten his way in having Gemma and West together, but after tonight I know that West isn’t going to be loyal to anyone but his Luna.Everett had ratted out all three council members including my father who had apparently been the mastermind that had implemented his sick plans. His only demand for giving us all the information he had was to promise that we would send him to the same pack where his sister is so he can at least be by family while he serves his punishment. I had talked to Andy’s sister the Luna of the pack where Maddy was before we
Alpha William POVEver sense we rescued Gemma and Westley my life had become a whirlwind of conflicting emotions. One minute I’m ready to forgive Gemma for a betrayal that she wasn’t even in control of, and the next I want to hurt her just as badly as she had unknowingly hurt me.I was walking a fine line between love and hate with Gemma these last few days, but wasn’t that the true nature of passion? Love and hate were so closely similar that one could turn into the other so easily with a few wrong or right choices. If there was enough passion to fuel one or the other they were both possible. I could tell that my hot and cold behavior towards her started to change how she saw me, but it both terrified and relieved me that I might be close to losing her.After West was knocked out and in the care of the Coven King I tried to convince myself that Gemma was still my Rose bud from before the kidnapping, bu
Gemma POV I frantically stood up standing between the two Alpha males that wanted nothing more than to kill each other all because of me. “ENOUGH!” I could feel my molten lava powers surfacing as my emotions took over. I tried to take in a deep breath and center myself like Jennifer had taught me. “William it was my fault things got out of hand, and I forgot how this would affect you it was an honest mistake.” All he did was glare at me, “oh you forgot that I was your mate how convenient for you I wish I could do the same.” He spat at him, and I let out a small whimper from his hurt full words. When Westley stood up growling at his brother I knew that this situation was going south quickly, and the fire within me was now at the surface tempting me with its intoxicating pleasure to help solve my problem. I shook my head trying to clear my mind to stay centered, and when Westley’s hand comes to interlace with mine he
Gemma POVEver sense we got back from the cabin everything around me has felt surreal, the more they force how they thought I should feel on me, and what they thought I should do the more it all just felt wrong. Kade and William seemed to be playing a game of tug of war with me that I wasn’t even given the choice in participating in. I had started to enjoy spending time with Kade, but he felt like a wise older friend nothing more. Obviously I felt something for William, but I could tell that he was still hurt and angry about everything that had happened at the cabin no matter how much he said that he was trying to forgive me for him. Like I decided to go they’re of my own free will and betray him which only made me annoyed by his ever looming presence. He sat there in the background like a creepy stalker, that tried to talk to me as little as possible unless I had a question about my memory.William seemed to be adamant about me