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Chapter 15
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Gemma POV
As we left West's room hand in hand an overwhelming uncertainty crept over me that not even the sparks from Keen could chase away. He had shared all the reasons how he knows we are mates, and was determined to show me that West wasn't. Every conformation that Alpha Keen gave me about us being mates seemed to give him an ego boost, and with every testament that West wasn’t my mate came a wave hurt spilling into the room.
West wasn’t letting his emotions show which made it tug at my heart strings even more. I don't understand how or why, but I could just sense his emotions which was freightening at first. I know that West and I aren't mates but there is something between us that is unexplainable. It feels like the moment you come home after being homesick, and that feeling of peace mixed with contentness that slowly washes over your entire being. If Keen was my mate which felt electrifying and exhilarating, than West was so
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