The helicopter had barely landed on the HGC helipad when he jumped out quickly. His happiness is at stake here, so he should not waste time. He had already ordered a search while in the air, but Laura was nowhere to be found, not even at the homes of Laura's former high school classmates. The cellphone he’d given her with a tracker was turned off. If only she’d turned it on, it could have helped the search. He’d already asked his Daddy Sebastian to pull up Gael’s profile—he needed his Daddy Sebastian’s expertise. With connections worldwide, he was sure his father figure could locate Gael and her woman.
Ezi was on standby, waiting for his signal. He needed Gael’s current number to pass on to Ezi so they could track him. Once Sebastian gave him the information, he sent it straight to Ezi.
He called their housekeeper, but Laura hadn’t returned home. She wasn’t even at the institution where her father stayed. He cursed repeatedly as he drove to the Malonzo family’s house. When he arrived, only the housemaids came to meet him. Despite all his shouting, Gael didn’t come out. He screamed outside the gate like a madman. The guards nearly restrained him, but he broke free, got back in his car, and waited for some time. He was convinced Gael was still in the Philippines and had planned to elope with Laura on her wedding day. He only left when Ezi called, confirming that Gael was in Mexico, and his Daddy Sebastian said the same.
He returned home with his shoulders slumped. His parents’ worried faces greeted him, but he ignored them. He still wore his tuxedo, now dishevelled and untucked, torn and covered in dust.
He entered his room, undressed completely, and went straight to the shower, not caring how cold the water was.
If Laura wasn’t with Gael, it meant she truly wanted this—she despised him that much. She couldn’t even stand to look at him. It hurts. He’d hoped she felt something for him, even a little. What would happen now to the family he’d planned to build with her?
Out of nowhere, he punched the bathroom wall. His knuckles bled, but he felt no pain—nothing hurt more than Laura’s betrayal.
He didn’t bother treating his injury. After showering, he left again, going to the Del Franco home, but she wasn’t there either. He had a serious talk with Asia, who also knew nothing. She’d been just as shocked by Laura’s actions.
In the following days, he tracked down her friends and acquaintances, sometimes searching until dawn. He even followed women who looked like her, becoming obsessed. By dawn, he’d find himself at ZL Lounge bar, drinking heavily. This became his routine for three weeks. He even became a stalker, following Gael for two weeks.
A month passed, and each day without Laura became increasingly difficult. He couldn’t bear to be home, where her memory haunted him. His mother agreed with his father’s decision to send him to Caramoan. He tried to distract himself, but when he wasn’t drinking, he found himself with women. He didn’t go to work anymore. Alcohol became like water to him, and even his friends couldn’t stop him.
Four months into his stay on the island, he still hadn’t changed. Bars and women filled his nights. Plenty of women wanted to sleep with him, and he didn’t turn them down. But he always used protection. Whenever he brought a woman to his mother’s house, his father got angry, so he sent his woman to his cabin.
He wanted to erase Laura from his system. In the past, he hadn’t even looked at other women; being near Laura was enough. Just sharing a roof with her made him happy.
“Ohhh, harder, please!” M0aned the woman he was with.
“F*ck, so tight,” he groaned as he moved faster inside her.
Until she cried out, “I’m close... Ohhh…” He almost wanted to punch her. She was so loud he knew they could be heard outside. But he didn’t care. It’s just that he does not like women who are so noisy when they are having s3x.
Afterwards, he told her to leave. She wanted to sleep beside him, but he shouted at her, furious.
“I said, get out!” he yelled when she didn’t budge.
She spread her legs, showing off, before quickly dressing. His face was red with anger at her persistence.
He’d made it clear he didn’t sleep beside any woman, and once he’d had them, he never came back for more.
In his fifth month on the island, he filled his days with sleep, drinks, swimming, and sometimes fishing with villagers. Occasionally, he’d visit his mother’s old village, where he had cousins and friends.
“Three cases,” he replied. “I have more at the hotel. I can call my butler if we run out.”
Those three cases were Red Horse, but he also had branded alcohol in the car.
It was a farewell for John, who would start military training next month.
“Why are you joining the military, bro?” he asked suddenly.
John didn’t respond, so his cousin Ethan answered, chuckling, “Brokenhearted, cousin. He’s ready to die in the field to forget.”
He looked at John, understanding why he’d been withdrawn lately, not joining Ethan and Buknoy when they’d visited the resort.
John glared at Ethan, saying seriously, “Can’t it be for the family to support us? She just happened to leave me. My life isn’t centered on her. I have family to support.” He took a sip, adding, “I love her, but I won’t beg her to come back. If we’re meant to be, then great; if not, I accept that fate.”
John’s words echoed in his mind, reminding him of his search for Laura. He’d centered his life around her. Now he realized his family needed him too, even if not financially, but as their son.
He grew intrigued by John’s talk about the military. He’d seen it in movies and felt drawn to experience life in the field. Mostly, he wanted a fresh start. John’s words encouraged him—maybe he’d meet someone better there.
When he returned to Manila, he told his parents about his decision. His mother was furious, and his father tried talking him out of it. He knew they were worried about the dangers of military life. They disapproved, but he promised to come back alive. Until he could let go of Laura, his parents wouldn’t get their old son back.
With the help of his Daddy Sebastian and his godfather Axel, he entered the Philippine Military Academy and passed the entrance exam. Even without the test, his connections would have gotten him in.
His mother couldn't change his mind. He asked his younger sister, Andy, to take care of their mother until she married Ezi. As for his father, he knew he would always take care of his mother.
His friends were shocked at his decision. They gathered at ZL Lounge for his farewell before training started.
“Are you crazy? Planning to die in battle?” Ian yelled at him. They were close, with Ian’s father being his Daddy Sebastian.
“Relax! Of course, I’m coming back alive,” he replied, forcing a smile.
It was clear they weren’t happy with his decision.
“Yeah, if you’re lucky enough to survive,” Lexxie said, frowning.
“Exactly. I don’t want to attend your funeral,” his cousin Dariel added, with DK, the youngest, nodding in agreement.
Ezi and Callen stayed quiet, ignoring him. But by the night’s end, each friend hugged him. Like his parents, they couldn’t change his mind, so they chose to support him instead.
8 YEARS LATER“Sergeant,” Astin startled when he heard a voice behind him. He turned around and noticed the worried expression on John's face.There he goes again, reminiscing about his past. There's still a slight pain, but it's not the same as before. He’s learned to control himself, and he could say he's a different Astin now, shaped by time. He dated a lot of women just to fulfill his needs as a man. He no longer centered his life around that one woman. Being a soldier is not easy. You’re away from your country for months or years and, above all, far from family.He’s been away from his family for eight years. He graduated top of his class in the military four years ago. His parents were proud of him, though they weren’t happy about his choice of profession. They were deeply saddened when he agreed to be sent abroad.Recognized for his potential, he was one of those sent to Somalia, where he was also given the authority to choose who he would take with him. One of those he chose w
LAURA was walking down the stairs when she overheard her Aunt Kendra talking to Uncle Kent on the phone. She paused mid-step, eager to catch any news about Astin. It had been eight long years since she last saw him. To this day, she blamed herself for Astin joining the military. If only she had shown up at his wedding, none of this would have happened. He would have been happy and still with them now. Though Aunt Kendra never showed it, Laura knew she was deeply sad. She would often find her aunt spending entire days in Astin's room. Laura had apologized countless times to the Hernandez couple, but they never held a grudge against her. They welcomed her back after a year.Now, she was working as Andrea's secretary in their office. They had offered her a higher position, but she declined, preferring her current role. Ever since Astin left, Andrea had been managing HGC and Hotel De Astin, with the couple's guidance.Since Astin disappeared from her life, Laura herself had become melanch
LAURA had just finished taking a shower. She was waiting for her dress to arrive for Astin's welcome-back party. Astin didn’t want the party, but his mother insisted. Close relatives and family friends were invited. Some police and AFP officials would also attend, along with Astin’s whole team, who became his family while fighting abroad.Andy’s smiling face was the first thing she saw when she heard the knock on her door.“You okay?” she immediately asked.“Yeah,” she replied, smiling.She handed her the dress she brought. “Here, this will look good on you. You need to look great tonight,” she said, smiling as she gave her the dress.She looked at it, then glanced at Andy. “I can’t wear this, Andy,” she said firmly.“Why not? It suits you. I’m sure my brother’s eyes will pop out when he sees you in that!”She bit her lip at her comment. She didn’t know that her brother was cold towards her—cold as ice. She shouldn’t even be attending tonight. But since the party would be held right
EVEN with only a few hours of sleep, Laura still woke up early. She quickly showered and went down to the dining room. The helpers, who were tired from the night before, had already prepared breakfast early.“Good morning,” she greeted them.The three helpers greeted her almost in unison.“Take a seat and eat your breakfast, dear. It’s likely that the couple will wake up later. The party ended late last night,” Manang Rosa said to her.“Is that so? Alright, I’ll eat now since I have work,” she said, grabbing a mug to make her own coffee. She didn’t ask the helpers to make her coffee because she wasn’t their boss. She was only a guest, something she constantly reminded them of.“Good morning, Ms. Laura,” Mang Vincent greeted, arriving just then. “What time are we leaving?” he asked her.“After we eat. Have some breakfast first,” she invited him warmly while she scooped rice and a dish onto her plate.Because she was afraid to drive, Mang Vincent drove her to and from work every day usi
LAURA woke up late the next day but still arrived at the office on time.She looked at her coworkers gathered in a group. She came closer and was curious about what they were talking about. She even guided his ear next to the speaker to hear.“Yeah, Miss Laura used to be Sir Astin’s fiancée. Can you believe it? She rejected him! He’s so damn hot!” Joyce said, twirling her pen in her fingers.“She’s so lucky he even liked her. Why didn’t the wedding happen?” another colleague asked.Laura cleared her throat, hands on her hips. Everyone straightened up as they turned to see her.“H-hi, Miss Laura!” Joyce greeted nervously.“It’s too early for that, Joyce. AKH is on the way. Please return to your cubicles,” Laura said before turning and walking off.She referred to Andrea Ken Hernandez, or Andy, Astin’s sister. Everyone feared Andy because of her strictness and perfectionism at work. Even Laura experienced it, but she didn’t mind since it was part of Andy’s job to maintain discipline. L
UNTIL Astin finally pulled her up, her eyes were wide open. She could hear his string of curses. “F*ck, Laura! I’m sorry. I’m sorry,” he muttered, but his words were loud and clear to her. He embraced her tightly once he had completely pulled her out of the water. She simply stared at him as he let her go. He sat down, burying his face in his hands. He must have been worried—his expression had been like that the entire time he was rescuing her. He looked utterly dazed. It seemed Astin had forgotten she knew how to swim and could hold her breath underwater for several minutes. She had no intention of dying; suicide wasn’t even in her vocabulary. But she felt a tinge of happiness, knowing he had saved her. At least he still cared about her. That meant she still affected him—that there was still hope for Astin to return to her. She was about to speak when he wrapped a towel, fetched from the bench, around her wet body. Then he hurriedly carried her into the house. She thought he
“ASTIN,” she murmured as he guided her into the shotgun seat. The anxiety in her chest was replaced by joy. She couldn’t believe Astin was with her. Had he followed her? “I see. I’ve been calling you, but you didn’t answer,” he said angrily, pulling off Lexxie’s headset. He was about to throw it when she stopped him. “Don’t! That’s Lexxie’s.” His brows furrowed but soon relaxed. Instead of tossing it outside, he threw it onto the back seat. She flinched as he slammed his car door shut and walked to the driver’s side. She followed him with her eyes until he got in. He turned to her, and she gasped as he suddenly leaned close. Her gaze dropped to his hand, now wrapped around her. She instinctively closed her eyes, her heart pounding wildly. She braced for a kiss but felt none. Opening her eyes, she found him locking her seatbelt instead. When she looked again, Astin was already sitting properly in his seat. He shook his head at her, making her feel embarrassed. She turned to
Astin fell onto her after their heated moment. Laura never expected they’d go at it multiple times. She was tired but undeniably happy. For her, it was one of the happiest nights of her life. Finally, she had given the man her long-guarded purity. She hoped this would be the bridge to their reconciliation. She didn’t care what others would say, as long as she could win Astin back. She bit her lip when he looked up at her. She smiled at him afterwards. He didn’t smile back, but she caught a peculiar gleam in his eyes. At least some of his anger seemed to fade. It was one sign that his heart might be softening towards her. After a moment, he approached her. Both of them turned to the sound of a ringing phone. It wasn’t hers—it was his. “You’ve got a call,” she said, glancing at him. He complied without a word, not even bothering to put on any clothes as he grabbed the phone. He looked at her before answering and sat on the bed, his back to her. She listened as he spoke, head sli
Déjà vu! Ira glanced around her surroundings—the hotel, cabins, and the other views. Everything seemed familiar. She felt like she had been here before. She blinked several times, but she was still standing there, in the same spot. She wasn’t dreaming. Her feet felt rooted to the ground, unable to move. She clutched her head when a sharp pain suddenly struck. Grasping the car door for support, she was thankful that her boss and his daughter had gone ahead. Otherwise, she would just add to their worries. She decided she would follow once she felt better. She was starting to notice a pattern—these headaches were becoming more frequent. Perhaps it was because of her amnesia. She had yet to meet the doctor who, as her husband Thunder claimed, was his cousin. When they returned to Manila, she promised herself she would consult a specialist. For years, she had suffered, unable to remember her past. The only one who gave her glimpses of her life before was Thunder. She turned her
The next day, Ira woke up early, but her husband woke up even earlier to prepare breakfast for her. She smiled sweetly at Thunder when he turned to look at her.“Good morning, my wife,” he greeted, leaning in to kiss her cheek. “Good morning. Why don’t you go back to sleep? I can handle this,” she suggested. “I’m fine, honey. I wanted to cook for you,” he replied, returning to the stove to continue cooking. “Thank you so much, Thunder.”“Come on, it's my responsibility,” he said. “I know, but I really appreciate it.” Deep inside, guilt tugged at her. After breakfast, she took a shower. She had mentioned last night that someone would pick her up at six. Once she was dressed, she went to see her son. She hugged and kissed him repeatedly. She was going to miss the king of her life. She pinched his handsome face one last time, laughing when he swatted her hand, eyes still closed. Right at six, she heard a car honk outside. She recognized the vehicle immediately—it was her
Ira splashed water on her face in the restroom, her thoughts in turmoil. She slapped her forehead and mouth repeatedly. She hadn't even shared that kind of intimacy with her husband since she regained consciousness three years ago—only cheek kisses. But now? She had gone too far, giving in to someone else—her boss, of all people! “Stupid!” she whispered harshly to herself. She was alone in the restroom at the moment. Hurriedly, she fixed her appearance, dabbing powder on her face and applying lipstick. Then she stepped out. When she exited, her eyes met her boss's briefly before she quickly averted her gaze and headed straight to her desk. Before he could come out of his office, Thor entered. Thor was the boss's first cousin. He glanced at Ira. “Hi, Ira! So, this is where you got transferred. No wonder I haven’t seen you lately.” “Good morning, Sir Thor. Yes, just this week,” she replied with a smile. Her smile faltered when she noticed her boss glancing between her and
At exactly ten in the morning, she sat at Romel's former desk—the boss's previous secretary. Quickly, she reviewed the report Lesha handed her and set it aside. She planned to forward it to the boss later. She also replied to pending emails in Romel's inbox. She checked the boss's schedule to see if there were any meetings in the afternoon. There were none. Grabbing the signed folders, she stood up and informed Lesha that she would deliver them to their respective departments. She walked briskly, already familiar with which floors to visit. Her eyes stayed fixed on the folders as she walked, scanning which ones to prioritize. She winced in pain when she bumped into something broad and solid. Not something—someone. And to make things worse, she stepped on the person’s shoe. Her eyes widened in shock when she recognized who it was. It was her boss! “Careful!”“Sorry,” she quickly apologized, crouching down to clean his shoe, but he pulled it away. “I didn't ask you to clean it. I
“Ma’am, I was told you were calling for me?” Her boss stopped what she was doing and smiled at her before looking up. “Ah, yes, Miss Santillan. From now on, you’ll be my brother’s secretary. Romel will be gone for two months. My brother has a short temper, but he’s also kind. I’m sure he’ll warm up to you. Just be yourself, Ira. I suppose you’ve already heard from the reporters around here about what happened in his life?” She chuckled lightly at her statement. Ira couldn’t help but laugh as well. On her first day at work, the story had already been shared with her by the person sitting next to her. Her boss’s eldest brother, Mr. Astin, became a widower at a young age. Even she found it hard to believe. She felt sad knowing that, according to some of her coworkers during lunch breaks, he and his late wife deeply loved each other. She admired the love story of her boss’s brother. For eight years, they were separated because he joined the military—also reportedly due to his wi
“Is it heavy?” Ira asked her husband with concern. They were going down the mountain after gathering coconuts and cassava. “I can handle it, my wife. Of course, I’m good at it,” Thunder, her husband, replied with a smile. She paused for a moment. Even now, she still felt awkward about what he called her. She didn’t know why. There were still so many unanswered questions in her mind. She felt pity as she noticed him grimacing while carrying the sack filled with coconuts and cassava, which they planned to use for making cassava cake. It was their son King’s favorite. She wanted to try making it herself. Someone in their area sold it, and their son loved it. She wanted to learn so she could prepare it for King’s birthday. Their place was far from the town center, so if they bought some, it might spoil during the trip. The nearest big market was several barangays away. “Thunder…” she called her husband as they reached the flat part of the trail. He no longer seemed to struggle, un
“How is she, Kuya? Why hasn’t she woken up yet?” Thunder asked his twin. Ace sighed deeply before answering. “She’s okay now. The operation was successful, and her vital signs were stable. She’ll wake up soon. But I’m worried she might curse us for what we did,” Ace replied. Ace was a doctor at a prestigious hospital in Manila. He had returned home because his youngest brother, Thunder, requested it. Thunder, on the other hand, was a simple farmer. He chose this life because of his late wife. Thunder almost cursed his wealth, blaming it for the loss of his wife. He lost the will to return to Manila because of what happened. He even harboured resentment toward their parents. Only Ace remained his pillar of support through the years. Ace was the only one who understood him. Both brothers turned to look when the woman, bedridden for five days, suddenly spoke. “I-I need w-water…” the woman said weakly. Thunder quickly fetched water while Ace checked her condition. Carefully,
LAURA glanced outside. It was already noon. Good thing there was no work at the office today. She immediately searched for her husband with her eyes. It was Sunday. She suddenly felt sad, remembering that today was his departure for Mexico with Gael. It was her husband’s new business, and Gael was his partner. She smiled when she saw him on the couch inside their room. She pulled the blanket off herself and approached her husband, who was busy with his laptop. He was reviewing the presentations he’d present to their new investors in Mexico. Her husband was startled when she hugged him from behind. “My dear husband,” she said sweetly. “Morning, Sweetie!” he replied, though his eyes remained on the laptop screen. “Morning, too. Can’t I come with you to Mexico? Gael’s bringing Aubrey, after all,” she said, pretending to be sad to make him pity her.“If only it were possible, Sweetie. But no one will be left to watch over Kiarra. Mama isn’t here, and neither is Andy,” her husband
After the short program at the reception hall, the newlyweds left immediately for the airport. Their flight to Hawaii was scheduled for today. It was a double-purpose trip—honeymoon and business. Astin needed to attend to some matters at a branch of Hotel De Astin, as Andy was busy with the hotel expansion in Malaysia. With no other choice, Astin decided to have their honeymoon in Hawaii instead of Europe. He still had a month-long leave and would also work while in Hawaii.He shook his head at the thought. But if he finished his work early, he planned to take his wife to Greece afterwards. Astin glanced at his wife, who was sound asleep. He sat on the single couch, observing her. She looked exhausted. She had been sleeping for over three hours. They were using Sebastian’s private plane and were currently in a private room. They had seats outside as well, where his “nosy companions” were—Lexxie, DK, Ian, Darriel, and Callen, who all had companions. Except for Callen, Asia wasn’t a