The helicopter had barely landed on the HGC helipad when he jumped out quickly. His happiness is at stake here, so he should not waste time. He had already ordered a search while in the air, but Laura was nowhere to be found, not even at the homes of Laura's former high school classmates. The cellphone he’d given her with a tracker was turned off. If only she’d turned it on, it could have helped the search. He’d already asked his Daddy Sebastian to pull up Gael’s profile—he needed his Daddy Sebastian’s expertise. With connections worldwide, he was sure his father figure could locate Gael and her woman.
Ezi was on standby, waiting for his signal. He needed Gael’s current number to pass on to Ezi so they could track him. Once Sebastian gave him the information, he sent it straight to Ezi.
He called their housekeeper, but Laura hadn’t returned home. She wasn’t even at the institution where her father stayed. He cursed repeatedly as he drove to the Malonzo family’s house. When he arrived, only the housemaids came to meet him. Despite all his shouting, Gael didn’t come out. He screamed outside the gate like a madman. The guards nearly restrained him, but he broke free, got back in his car, and waited for some time. He was convinced Gael was still in the Philippines and had planned to elope with Laura on her wedding day. He only left when Ezi called, confirming that Gael was in Mexico, and his Daddy Sebastian said the same.
He returned home with his shoulders slumped. His parents’ worried faces greeted him, but he ignored them. He still wore his tuxedo, now dishevelled and untucked, torn and covered in dust.
He entered his room, undressed completely, and went straight to the shower, not caring how cold the water was.
If Laura wasn’t with Gael, it meant she truly wanted this—she despised him that much. She couldn’t even stand to look at him. It hurts. He’d hoped she felt something for him, even a little. What would happen now to the family he’d planned to build with her?
Out of nowhere, he punched the bathroom wall. His knuckles bled, but he felt no pain—nothing hurt more than Laura’s betrayal.
He didn’t bother treating his injury. After showering, he left again, going to the Del Franco home, but she wasn’t there either. He had a serious talk with Asia, who also knew nothing. She’d been just as shocked by Laura’s actions.
In the following days, he tracked down her friends and acquaintances, sometimes searching until dawn. He even followed women who looked like her, becoming obsessed. By dawn, he’d find himself at ZL Lounge bar, drinking heavily. This became his routine for three weeks. He even became a stalker, following Gael for two weeks.
A month passed, and each day without Laura became increasingly difficult. He couldn’t bear to be home, where her memory haunted him. His mother agreed with his father’s decision to send him to Caramoan. He tried to distract himself, but when he wasn’t drinking, he found himself with women. He didn’t go to work anymore. Alcohol became like water to him, and even his friends couldn’t stop him.
Four months into his stay on the island, he still hadn’t changed. Bars and women filled his nights. Plenty of women wanted to sleep with him, and he didn’t turn them down. But he always used protection. Whenever he brought a woman to his mother’s house, his father got angry, so he sent his woman to his cabin.
He wanted to erase Laura from his system. In the past, he hadn’t even looked at other women; being near Laura was enough. Just sharing a roof with her made him happy.
“Ohhh, harder, please!” M0aned the woman he was with.
“F*ck, so tight,” he groaned as he moved faster inside her.
Until she cried out, “I’m close... Ohhh…” He almost wanted to punch her. She was so loud he knew they could be heard outside. But he didn’t care. It’s just that he does not like women who are so noisy when they are having s3x.
Afterwards, he told her to leave. She wanted to sleep beside him, but he shouted at her, furious.
“I said, get out!” he yelled when she didn’t budge.
She spread her legs, showing off, before quickly dressing. His face was red with anger at her persistence.
He’d made it clear he didn’t sleep beside any woman, and once he’d had them, he never came back for more.
In his fifth month on the island, he filled his days with sleep, drinks, swimming, and sometimes fishing with villagers. Occasionally, he’d visit his mother’s old village, where he had cousins and friends.
“Three cases,” he replied. “I have more at the hotel. I can call my butler if we run out.”
Those three cases were Red Horse, but he also had branded alcohol in the car.
It was a farewell for John, who would start military training next month.
“Why are you joining the military, bro?” he asked suddenly.
John didn’t respond, so his cousin Ethan answered, chuckling, “Brokenhearted, cousin. He’s ready to die in the field to forget.”
He looked at John, understanding why he’d been withdrawn lately, not joining Ethan and Buknoy when they’d visited the resort.
John glared at Ethan, saying seriously, “Can’t it be for the family to support us? She just happened to leave me. My life isn’t centered on her. I have family to support.” He took a sip, adding, “I love her, but I won’t beg her to come back. If we’re meant to be, then great; if not, I accept that fate.”
John’s words echoed in his mind, reminding him of his search for Laura. He’d centered his life around her. Now he realized his family needed him too, even if not financially, but as their son.
He grew intrigued by John’s talk about the military. He’d seen it in movies and felt drawn to experience life in the field. Mostly, he wanted a fresh start. John’s words encouraged him—maybe he’d meet someone better there.
When he returned to Manila, he told his parents about his decision. His mother was furious, and his father tried talking him out of it. He knew they were worried about the dangers of military life. They disapproved, but he promised to come back alive. Until he could let go of Laura, his parents wouldn’t get their old son back.
With the help of his Daddy Sebastian and his godfather Axel, he entered the Philippine Military Academy and passed the entrance exam. Even without the test, his connections would have gotten him in.
His mother couldn't change his mind. He asked his younger sister, Andy, to take care of their mother until she married Ezi. As for his father, he knew he would always take care of his mother.
His friends were shocked at his decision. They gathered at ZL Lounge for his farewell before training started.
“Are you crazy? Planning to die in battle?” Ian yelled at him. They were close, with Ian’s father being his Daddy Sebastian.
“Relax! Of course, I’m coming back alive,” he replied, forcing a smile.
It was clear they weren’t happy with his decision.
“Yeah, if you’re lucky enough to survive,” Lexxie said, frowning.
“Exactly. I don’t want to attend your funeral,” his cousin Dariel added, with DK, the youngest, nodding in agreement.
Ezi and Callen stayed quiet, ignoring him. But by the night’s end, each friend hugged him. Like his parents, they couldn’t change his mind, so they chose to support him instead.
8 YEARS LATER“Sergeant,” Astin startled when he heard a voice behind him. He turned around and noticed the worried expression on John's face.There he goes again, reminiscing about his past. There's still a slight pain, but it's not the same as before. He’s learned to control himself, and he could say he's a different Astin now, shaped by time. He dated a lot of women just to fulfill his needs as a man. He no longer centered his life around that one woman. Being a soldier is not easy. You’re away from your country for months or years and, above all, far from family.He’s been away from his family for eight years. He graduated top of his class in the military four years ago. His parents were proud of him, though they weren’t happy about his choice of profession. They were deeply saddened when he agreed to be sent abroad.Recognized for his potential, he was one of those sent to Somalia, where he was also given the authority to choose who he would take with him. One of those he chose w
LAURA was walking down the stairs when she overheard her Aunt Kendra talking to Uncle Kent on the phone. She paused mid-step, eager to catch any news about Astin. It had been eight long years since she last saw him. To this day, she blamed herself for Astin joining the military. If only she had shown up at his wedding, none of this would have happened. He would have been happy and still with them now. Though Aunt Kendra never showed it, Laura knew she was deeply sad. She would often find her aunt spending entire days in Astin's room. Laura had apologized countless times to the Hernandez couple, but they never held a grudge against her. They welcomed her back after a year.Now, she was working as Andrea's secretary in their office. They had offered her a higher position, but she declined, preferring her current role. Ever since Astin left, Andrea had been managing HGC and Hotel De Astin, with the couple's guidance.Since Astin disappeared from her life, Laura herself had become melanch
LAURA had just finished taking a shower. She was waiting for her dress to arrive for Astin's welcome-back party. Astin didn’t want the party, but his mother insisted. Close relatives and family friends were invited. Some police and AFP officials would also attend, along with Astin’s whole team, who became his family while fighting abroad.Andy’s smiling face was the first thing she saw when she heard the knock on her door.“You okay?” she immediately asked.“Yeah,” she replied, smiling.She handed her the dress she brought. “Here, this will look good on you. You need to look great tonight,” she said, smiling as she gave her the dress.She looked at it, then glanced at Andy. “I can’t wear this, Andy,” she said firmly.“Why not? It suits you. I’m sure my brother’s eyes will pop out when he sees you in that!”She bit her lip at her comment. She didn’t know that her brother was cold towards her—cold as ice. She shouldn’t even be attending tonight. But since the party would be held right
EVEN with only a few hours of sleep, Laura still woke up early. She quickly showered and went down to the dining room. The helpers, who were tired from the night before, had already prepared breakfast early.“Good morning,” she greeted them.The three helpers greeted her almost in unison.“Take a seat and eat your breakfast, dear. It’s likely that the couple will wake up later. The party ended late last night,” Manang Rosa said to her.“Is that so? Alright, I’ll eat now since I have work,” she said, grabbing a mug to make her own coffee. She didn’t ask the helpers to make her coffee because she wasn’t their boss. She was only a guest, something she constantly reminded them of.“Good morning, Ms. Laura,” Mang Vincent greeted, arriving just then. “What time are we leaving?” he asked her.“After we eat. Have some breakfast first,” she invited him warmly while she scooped rice and a dish onto her plate.Because she was afraid to drive, Mang Vincent drove her to and from work every day usi
LAURA woke up late the next day but still arrived at the office on time.She looked at her coworkers gathered in a group. She came closer and was curious about what they were talking about. She even guided his ear next to the speaker to hear.“Yeah, Miss Laura used to be Sir Astin’s fiancée. Can you believe it? She rejected him! He’s so damn hot!” Joyce said, twirling her pen in her fingers.“She’s so lucky he even liked her. Why didn’t the wedding happen?” another colleague asked.Laura cleared her throat, hands on her hips. Everyone straightened up as they turned to see her.“H-hi, Miss Laura!” Joyce greeted nervously.“It’s too early for that, Joyce. AKH is on the way. Please return to your cubicles,” Laura said before turning and walking off.She referred to Andrea Ken Hernandez, or Andy, Astin’s sister. Everyone feared Andy because of her strictness and perfectionism at work. Even Laura experienced it, but she didn’t mind since it was part of Andy’s job to maintain discipline. L
UNTIL Astin finally pulled her up, her eyes were wide open. She could hear his string of curses. “F*ck, Laura! I’m sorry. I’m sorry,” he muttered, but his words were loud and clear to her. He embraced her tightly once he had completely pulled her out of the water. She simply stared at him as he let her go. He sat down, burying his face in his hands. He must have been worried—his expression had been like that the entire time he was rescuing her. He looked utterly dazed. It seemed Astin had forgotten she knew how to swim and could hold her breath underwater for several minutes. She had no intention of dying; suicide wasn’t even in her vocabulary. But she felt a tinge of happiness, knowing he had saved her. At least he still cared about her. That meant she still affected him—that there was still hope for Astin to return to her. She was about to speak when he wrapped a towel, fetched from the bench, around her wet body. Then he hurriedly carried her into the house. She thought he
“ASTIN,” she murmured as he guided her into the shotgun seat. The anxiety in her chest was replaced by joy. She couldn’t believe Astin was with her. Had he followed her? “I see. I’ve been calling you, but you didn’t answer,” he said angrily, pulling off Lexxie’s headset. He was about to throw it when she stopped him. “Don’t! That’s Lexxie’s.” His brows furrowed but soon relaxed. Instead of tossing it outside, he threw it onto the back seat. She flinched as he slammed his car door shut and walked to the driver’s side. She followed him with her eyes until he got in. He turned to her, and she gasped as he suddenly leaned close. Her gaze dropped to his hand, now wrapped around her. She instinctively closed her eyes, her heart pounding wildly. She braced for a kiss but felt none. Opening her eyes, she found him locking her seatbelt instead. When she looked again, Astin was already sitting properly in his seat. He shook his head at her, making her feel embarrassed. She turned to
Astin fell onto her after their heated moment. Laura never expected they’d go at it multiple times. She was tired but undeniably happy. For her, it was one of the happiest nights of her life. Finally, she had given the man her long-guarded purity. She hoped this would be the bridge to their reconciliation. She didn’t care what others would say, as long as she could win Astin back. She bit her lip when he looked up at her. She smiled at him afterwards. He didn’t smile back, but she caught a peculiar gleam in his eyes. At least some of his anger seemed to fade. It was one sign that his heart might be softening towards her. After a moment, he approached her. Both of them turned to the sound of a ringing phone. It wasn’t hers—it was his. “You’ve got a call,” she said, glancing at him. He complied without a word, not even bothering to put on any clothes as he grabbed the phone. He looked at her before answering and sat on the bed, his back to her. She listened as he spoke, head sli
Laura glanced at her reflection in the mirror and smiled softly. She had opted for simplicity—a long-sleeved lace wedding gown with an elegant backless design. It wasn’t overly extravagant because simplicity suited her personality. In just two weeks, her figure and belly had grown noticeably. She looked so different compared to their prenup photos, where she wasn’t as plump. Yet she didn’t mind at all. What mattered most was that she and her baby were healthy. “You’re absolutely stunning, my dear!” Kendra praised warmly, still by her side. After all, Astin had strictly instructed her not to leave Laura’s side, knowing his fear of being stood up again. “Thank you, Tita,” Laura replied with a smile. “Call me Mama, dear. Finally, your wedding is happening. I’m so happy for you and Astin, and of course, excited for my grandchild,” she said happily. Touched, Laura embraced her tightly. “Thank you, Mama, for everything. You’ve been so kind to me, even after what I did before. I was
ASTIN was utterly shocked when Andy told him that Laura was planning to transfer to Caramoan. He didn’t believe that her father was the reason behind her decision. He told his sister not to approve her request. When Andy demanded a reason, he had no choice but to admit what had happened between him and Laura. Andy also asked about Barbie, and he confessed that she was just a part of his mission. He wasn’t mistaken. Laura already knew that Barbie was staying at his condo. She was the one who delivered the papers his mother had asked to review for the hotel expansion. At that moment, he wanted to explain himself to Laura. He wanted to run after her. Even though she didn’t say a word, he could tell she was hurt. She might think she was just one of the many women in his life, which wasn’t true. She was the only woman he had ever truly loved.He almost kicked Barbie out of the condo after overhearing everything she told Laura. He had called Ian multiple times, begging him to end the missio
Astin thought he wouldn’t be affected by Laura anymore. She had hurt him badly before, but now he couldn’t bring himself to stay mad at her. His heart was at risk again. He needed to fight his feelings for her and avoid her before he got hurt again.He couldn’t stop looking at her from the staircase. He had just arrived from headquarters, and Laura clearly just woke up. Her messy hair and casual look caught his attention. She looked even more beautiful than before. Her figure perfectly matched her face and long legs.Why did she have to wear such shorts? It stirred something inside him. He calmed himself when he felt uncomfortable in his pants. She still had the same effect on him.Fearing she might catch him staring, he walked away, pretending to check his phone.When he passed by her door, he noticed her looking at him. She called out his name, but he ignored her. He closed his eyes as he walked past. He missed her sweet voice and felt the urge to hug her.He had to control himself.
“Mama, she's so beautiful. Can I marry her, Mama?” he innocently asked his mother. She had brought him to the Mayor's child's birthday party in their town.The young girl was stunning, like a princess in his eyes. And he saw himself as her prince.“Yes, Laura is indeed beautiful. Hmm, but you’re still too young to discuss marriage, my son. You can say that when you grow up,” his mother replied with a sweet smile, ruffling his hair.Since that night, he could not get the girl out of his mind. Laura Miller. She frequently visited their resort, and they became friends.But as they grew older, Laura became even more beautiful in his eyes. He always wanted to see her. When he turned ten, he asked his parents if he could take Laura on a tour around Caramoan Island. They agreed, as did Laura's father. They used one of his Daddy Sebastian’'s largest yachts. Since he was still too young, their families accompanied them.In fifth grade, his parents transferred him to Manila. He was devastated th
Since Laura was already pregnant, Astin didn’t allow her to continue working. Both families agreed that the wedding would be held again in Caramoan.At last, Astin and Laura's postponed wedding was set to take place.Laura leaned her head back, feeling sleepy. They were heading to Manila because she had a gown fitting scheduled for the next day. Their wedding was at the end of the month. For the first time in her life, she felt genuine excitement.Hernandez couple wanted to hurry the wedding before her belly grew too big.They were mid-flight, and she couldn’t stop yawning. Why did Astin have to pick her up at night? Her sleep was cut short.“Get some rest, sweetie. I’ll wake you up when we land,” Astin whispered and kissed her hair.“Okay,” she mumbled, barely able to keep her eyes open.Before she fully gave in to sleep, she heard him humming. She smiled to herself. Maybe he’d be better at lulling their future baby to sleep than she would. His soothing voice only made her sleepier. S
LAURA suddenly felt hungry when she smelt the food Andy was carrying. It came from the hotel’s restaurant—their Kubo restaurant. She was familiar with the menu and its aroma. She wasn’t mistaken. The food was indeed for her. She allowed Astin to feed her when she said that she was hungry.“Tell me, why did you rush to leave this morning? Was it because of Elisa?” Astin asked after giving her a bite. She pinched him quickly, worried his parents might hear. But his father caught it anyway. “Don’t mind my son, Laura. He and Elisa have always been close. She’s like a daughter to us, too. Besides, Elisa is my godchild, so don’t think anything of it. They’re like siblings,” his father said. She shyly smiled at his father, not knowing how to respond. It seemed he didn’t realize Elisa had feelings for Astin. “Yes, Tito,” she replied softly, finally finding the courage to speak. Her Uncle Kent smiled warmly at her. Astin said nothing more as she shot him a warning glare. A few moments l
“I love you so much, Astin,” Elisa’s gentle voice filled the room.She wanted to hear Astin’s response, secretly hoping he wouldn’t return her feelings. But anxiety gripped her—fear of what he might say.“Elisa... I love you—”She didn’t let him finish. She abruptly walked away, her chest feeling like it was about to explode. She quickly descended the stairs, startling the people in the living room with her haste. Her dad and Aunt Kendra called out to her, but she ignored them.Laura hurried out of the gate and walked briskly. She wanted to scream, but no sound escaped her lips. She wanted to cry, but no tears would fall. She passed by John’s group, noticing them only now as they appeared to be eating. John called out to her, but she didn’t look back. She kept her gaze fixed straight ahead, desperate to leave that place. She encountered some of their staff along the way and forced a bitter smile until she reached the hotel’s main gate. She kept walking until she reached the corner, wh
She was left stunned. She wasn’t wrong in her suspicions. Who dared to tell her to avoid Astin? Who did she think she was to dictate her actions? Elisa had no idea what was happening between her and Astin right now. Elisa couldn’t dictate what she should do. Did Astin know how Elisa felt? She needed to talk to Astin when he recovered. She didn’t want this kind of relationship. She wasn’t sure if Astin truly loved her. As long as other women surrounded him, she wouldn’t have peace of mind. Selfish as it may seem, she didn’t want to share him with anyone. She knew Astin loved her. Honestly, Elisa’s words had boosted her confidence—learning that Astin was assigned here because of her brought her joy. That gave her a reason to fight for him. She wouldn’t let Elisa take him away from her. She was climbing the stairs when she spotted Elisa entering Astin’s room. She had no idea where Elisa planned to sleep tonight. She waited for her to go inside before heading upstairs herself. She’d l
Before they even entered the gate, Elisa was already waiting for them. When she saw the blood on her hand pressed against his wound, she panicked. “Oh my God, Astin! I told you to take it easy and recover first!” Elisa exclaimed. She quickly assisted Astin as they climbed the stairs. Astin remained silent. His eyes were unfocused, and he looked like he was about to pass out at any moment. The people in the living room also panicked and followed them to Astin’s room. Since Aurora was a nurse, she immediately fetched first-aid supplies from downstairs. Laura’s father, noticing his drenched clothes, took over and helped him change. Laura and Elisa stepped out briefly. Laura’s hands trembled as she nervously bit her nails. Only now did it sink in—why hadn’t Astin told her he was injured? Why did he push himself earlier? She hadn’t even noticed he was in pain. Or maybe he was just good at hiding it. Elisa glanced at her, her face tense, prompting Laura to avoid her gaze. She lowe