I always leave my brides to settle in for a day or two before I kill them.
It makes them run mad with desperation. In those two days, they will do absolutely anything to escape the fate that awaits them and I find it amusing to watch as they place their chips on the bargaining table.
Some offer family wealth. Others offer secrets. Most offer their bodies and sometimes I let the guards have their way with them.
Werewolf packs will give you the illusion that they are nothing but a group of wolves, coming together for joint safety, protection and a common interest. The Alpha heads the pack, and he is always graceful, benevolent, and even if he's sometimes trashy at first, he'll naturally bloom into a strong man of honorable actions.
It would have been nice if that was the truth, but it's all a lie. Some of those Alphas are born trash and they die as the trash they are.
Werewolves have secrets they hide too, but I don't need this one to hand over any of her secrets. I want to kill her and get done with it.
The double doors behind me come open and I feel her presence all at once. She's with Cain and from the way her cheek is swelling, he's obviously slapped her.
A smile lines my lips but Cain cuts me short before I can get it to fully bloom.
"Before you call me a jealous piece of shit who can't put his emotions aside to get a job done, know I had to save your little package from your men. She isn't wearing panties."
I walk over to meet them halfway and slap Cain square on the face.
"Kill all of them. Don't lay your hands on her again."
The resentment and hate burning in Cain's eyes appear for only a brief moment before it disappears. He nods his head and stares past me, into the distance.
He'll hate me and resent me, but he'll get over it.
No one touches what's mine, not even Cain.
My new bride is standing in front of me, oddly calm and exhibiting a cold demeanor. I would dare say it suits her, but she's trying to be something she's not.
Mutts should bow in front of their superiors. She's not paying her respects as an act of defiance.
"Do you want your legs broken first or your hands?"
She blinks.
"What?"
"Your legs or your hands, pick one."
"No."
It's my turn to blink and the smile that spreads on my face is maniacal.
"What?"
"I said no. Break my arms and my legs if it'll make you feel better, I don't care. I'm tired of being the scared rat cornered by the wolves. I won't give you the satisfaction of making me choose how to die. Kill me if you want to."
Behind every one of her words is a budding resolution. Like she cannot care less for her life and she really is done being the scared little girl.
I'm impressed and I would have commended her, but unfortunately, she's gotten me into a mood.
"Your hand, if you please."
She stretches it out to me and I smile at the way they are shaking. Tears are slipping out of her eyes already and I can feel the way she's panicking. Her pulse is rising, her hand is shaking faster, her eyes are darting around. I smile because this is a familiar feeling.
I see it every time we go on a hunt. The feeling a prey gets when it knows its death is imminent. Her eyes land on Cain, and I do not know what she does, but when she speaks, Cain obeys.
"Can I have something to bite on, Mr Cain?"
Like calling him mister will make him resent her less.
Cain lets his eyes flicker past me and the next minute he turns back and stretches his arm over to her, his palm stops right in front of her mouth and his voice comes out cold and emotionless.
"Feel free to bite as hard as you want to."
She nods and tries to close her teeth across the entirety of the side of his arm. She manages to get some of it into her mouth, and when she looks at me again, it's with defiance.
I smirk and look down at her delicate palm. She has a set of slender fingers, not too long, but not too short either.
She would have been a skilled violinist with her kind of resolve.
My hand moves and there's a crack.
She almost doubles over from the pain and she bites as hard as she can into Cain's hand. My hand moves again and another crack is heard.
She almost screams.
Again, and the tears coming out of her eyes seem to double in the way they pour out.
I move my hand again and another finger is shattered. The crack is like the sound of thunder in my ears. She really doesn't have strong bones.
I sniff and I smell blood, both from the spaces where her skin has torn and from the mouth she has over Cain's hand.
Lycan blood has little to no effect on werewolves so I have no need to worry. If it did I would have killed her.
"You can leave now Cain."
Cain yanks his hand out of her mouth and the sob she's been trying to hold back breaks forth. It's hard and fast, and sorrowful, so, so sorrowful.
I let her cry.
A few hours pass and when my hall is finally silent, I walk over to her again.
She's cradling her shattered fingers in her other palm and as she looks up at me, it's with fury in her eyes.
I bend down to take a hold of those fingers. I only broke four out of the five. I need only one to wear the ring that signifies our marriage.
I slip it on and I smile at how docile she is when she receives it. I wave mine in front of her and smile.
"We're married now okay, and congratulations on being the first one I haven't killed, yet."
I ignore her sorrowful sob. It comes out in an unprecedented burst and she tries to conceal it. She should be happy she can't, that's what's making me spare her.
Because she's always trying.
I clear my throat and look at her.
"Listen. I'm sparing you, not because I find you charming, no, no. You disgust me. I'd rather sleep with a dog than take you to my bed. Nothing can ever happen between us. I can never love someone like you."
She makes no sound and I nod in approval.
"If you do want to live though, there is a way to arrange that."
"What is it?"
I arch an amused eyebrow up and she raises her tear filled eyes to meet mine.
"The way I can live, what is it? What do I need to do?"
I chuckle and smile. There is a spark of determination in her eyes.
"Become my tool Adelaide. A weapon I can use to destroy my enemies. I'm a powerful man, my enemies are aware of this."
"So you need me to fight for you. Is that it?"
I shake my head.
"I don't need you. I'm giving you a chance is all. Perform well and you'll have all you've ever wanted." I pause.
"However" I let my eyes glow a chilling blue and I make sure to give her my widest smile "fail, and i can promise you that you'll beg for death. So what do you say baby girl; In or out?"
The Lycan king's words sound like falling sand to me. I can't see past the pain in my fingers.It's not just my fingers, but also my heart. I have been beaten, humiliated, cursed at and seen only in terms of what I can do for others and the pack. I'm the lowly omega daughter of the Alpha, a disgrace to the pack and the one who will never be free no matter how much she tries.The moment I hear the word freedom, my tears come out even hotter and I try not to break out into another sob.I can't help but feel like he's lying to me.There's no way I can ever be free."This offer isn't going to last forever Adelaide, I'm guessing you have....."Panic flares through me and I almost scream the words."I'm in!"They slip out of my mouth before I can even think of anything else and with my fear filled eyes, I look up to peer at the face of the man whose mercy I'm at.He looks amused, and somehow that makes me feel this is the right decision.He would have killed me if he wanted to kill me, bu
"It's a sad world for girls like you y'know." I watch as the guard peeks his head into my room with a smile on his face. He looks pleased with himself and I don't want to wonder why that is. "You're supposed to get some food to eat today aren't you?" My head aches. Like someone's hitting it with a mallet and my body is weak. Seven days without food, only dreams, and I didn't even eat in those dreams. I open my mouth to speak but my voice comes out raw. What I say does not make any sense. The guard chuckles and walks into the room, his eyes roam the expanse of my skin and he frowns and wrinkles up his nose. I took a bath the night of the first day, so I got rid of some of the grime on my skin, but I haven't taken another bath since then. Personal hygiene is the least of my problems. He leans down and crouches before me. He's the guard from last time, the one with the scar, and as I suspected before, whatever magic they had worked on themselves was what made me find them irresisti
I watch as Gorm moves. He hits the door again, and again, blinded by the rage he's feeling and driven by pure lust. You'd think this fool was sex-starved, and he might be but that's none of my business. What is though, is the girl he's probably going to rape once he gets in there. I saw what she did when the mutt from her pack tried to mount her unwillingly. She cracked her skull against his head so hard that she passed out. Maybe that's why I'm going to spare her the additional trauma of being manhandled by a dumb fuck. The door goes down with a crash and my ears twitch. Gorm's breath is coming out heavy and the smell of his anger is potent in inspiring disgust, mostly in me. "You should have let me fuck you willingly." Despite my best efforts, memories rush into my head and flash past my eyes like a slideshow. I feel my chest tighten up and when I move, it's with blind rage. Screams and the sound of choking waft into my ears but they sound far away. I don't know where I am
The male named Cain is........ something.I don't know how to put my finger on it, but I know he's not the mean self-conceited prick he's making me feel he is.To begin with, he's given me food. More food than I can carry, and it's all for me.I hear a sweet chuckle behind me and the most beautiful lady I have ever seen appears in my line of vision. She has brown hair like me, and brown eyes with the most wheaty complexion I have ever seen on anyone. She's beautifully tan and when she smiles at me I feel something like butterflies flutter in my belly.Her smile is so kind."Don't be embarrassed about anything okay? It's nice that you eat so well."I duck to hide the blush on my cheeks and when I turn my eyes back to her and I can see pity in hers."They put you through the whole seven days of starvation stuff didn't they?"I nod and she sighs."Happened to the best of us. I just hope you survive the rest."I nod and grab a drumstick from the platter on my lap. It's huge and succulent,
What is she doing? "I said no. I can't do these things, whatever it is you want me to do for you with my body, I can't." I can hear the prisoner girl's words being choked off by something in her throat. I suspect she wants to start crying again and a frown lines my face. What's the use of being disobedient and then crying? It's not like it's going to change anything. Lyros is already angry. I can feel the air in the air around us getting thicker and I know I should stand back. He could freeze her on the spot. He could make her claw at her face and continue doing so until she gouges her eyes out. He could make her feel pain, true pain, and real anguish. Killing her off would be a favor. Something too close to mercy and the Lycan king of the north is not anything if not merciless. I straighten my back and assume an unaffected pose. I don't care about what he does with his pet. He can kill her for all I care. "Come here, Adelaide." There is pin-drop silence after his words and
I can't sleep. I twist and turn in the bed, the air conditioner is working well and it's more luxury than I've ever had the chance to experience in all my years. In the pack, I slept in my parent's kitchen. My room was converted into a guest room, despite the many guest rooms we had in the house. Jane and Caleb, my now dead brother, used the room as a temporary sex house. I always cleaned it right after and it always broke my heart to see the pink walls and the wide windows. The smell of flowers wafting in from the garden below and the satin curtains, soft beneath my touch. I slept in the kitchen, on the bare floor, cleaning and taking care of my family. Now I have a room to myself, a fully furnished space with a fully functional air conditioner. I have a blanket of my own. Yet I'm finding it hard to sleep. Something in me quivers again and I feel tears about to slip out of my eyes. I blink them back and tell myself not to cry, there's no need to, but yet I feel there is a need.
Leah glares at me. "Did you not understand me when I said not to annoy the Lycan king or did you just choose to ignore me?" I hang my head low and open my mouth to speak. Nothing comes out so I close it back and open it again, but no words are coming out. I don't have anything to say. I don't even fully understand what happened. I turn my head and look at the body of the sleeping man on the bed. Cain's hands are bandaged and his face is not in good shape either. He's asleep now but when I came in here, tears were streaming down the side of his face and he was in obvious pain. I can't get that sight out of my mind no matter how much I want to. Leah is still directing a glare at me and I can tell she's angry. More than angry actually, I can tell she's annoyed. She's waiting for me to speak and tell her what happened, but I can't. What will I say? "At least say something, I don't have all day here y'know." Her words hold a bite to them and I feel the pit in my stomach deepen ev
The sun is shining and casting its soft rays on my back but I barely notice it."There's a limit to how much power a normal Lycan can use, right? Is hypnosis also included in the spectrum of gifts some Lycans have?"Leah groans and turns to face me with frustration in her eyes. I smile back at her, the eagerness to know more dripping off my every action and she just shakes her head before she turns back to the flowers she's caressing.It's well past dawn now. Sunlight is washing over every single inch of land as far as my eyes can see, and oddly, I like what my eyes are seeing.The Lycan King of the north has a grand home. It's wide, huge, and bustling with people. The clack of wooden sticks still drifts into my ears if I focus enough and damn the warriors are hot!They were all shirtless when we passed. They all looked at Leah with respect, and me with disdain, but that did not diminish just how appealing to the eyes they were.Leah and I are in the gardens now, the one Lyros lets he
Cain grabs onto my waist and kisses me, hauling me up and plastering me against him. His voice is a rough husk in my ear as he whispers “You did it, Adelaide.” Tears run down my eyes and he hugs me, holding my body to his as I sob into his chest. I don’t think I'd believe what just happened if someone told me it would a few months ago. All I wanted was to be free and run off to hell knows where, but I'm glad for what I did. Now I know I have parents, parents who loved me and a mother who would have done anything for me. I’m not just the pack omega destined to be maltreated and beaten for all of her life. The suffering I went through changed me. It gave me tougher skin and with the power of my heritage… I've just won back my kingdom. Freedom is mine if I want it. Freedom, and power, and love, if I want any of it, and all of it, and I do. I really do. I kiss Cain again, just to cement the fact that we are a thing now. We’re more than a thing. I’m wearing his ring. He’s as much
Lyros is no longer the all-powerful Lycan lording his majesty over the weak populace. We are powerful in our own right now.And in the face of real power, the Lycan king can only do one thing, cower, like a coward.Lyros attempts to run but almost like he knows it’s futile there’s no spirit in it. Lycan speed might have given him a chance, but running was just one final way of making a dash for his life.I flash and slam Lyros with my sword, the blade slapping the side of his face and drawing blood as he tumbles to the ground. I lean down and whisper close to his ear,“I don’t intend to kill you Lord Lyros.”I feel his heartbeat intensify as my words graze his ears but I continue confidently, “I intend to make you pay for all you’ve done. For the young girls you plucked from weak werewolf packs, only to kill them after torturing them, their dreams ended and hopes cut short because of your wickedness. I intend to make you pay for the cities you’ve attacked, the people you have killed,
I rip through the fabric of space as I burn.I feel the Lycan’s flame coursing through my being and it sets me on fire with the force of a supernova. I feel the strength of a thousand stars in me. The flames lick at my dress, burning it short and tattered, turning me into a version these men see, but which they don’t see at all.I wonder how many times Lyros has looked at me and seen nothing but skin. Nothing but clothes in pieces, flesh for the taking, a body to be claimed, and a mind to have fun with.I wonder how many times he’s seen skin and ignored the fire that rages in my heart. Ignored the love I have for the simple things. Ignored the fact that I am more than just skin and flesh, that I am heart and brains and emotion. That I am not his plaything.I am a Queen, and this Kingdom is mine.I kill the King beyond the border first. The battle with him takes less than an hour.In my hand is a sword hot as flame and solid as diamond. Rafie attacks me next so I slay him too.Raymel
We all stand in wait for her.Me, Rafie, Alizadeh, and Galan, all four Lycan kings, we wait for a weak omega female and something hollow rings in my chest. It was stupid to think I could find love.Even before the truth of Elara’s betrayal was revealed to me, I already knew. I already knew something was wrong with my heart and that I couldn't love properly anymore.I should have left it out of the cards, left love to those foolish enough to crave it but instead, I had to go ahead and try to keep her. Adelaide made me imagine something hot and exciting between us, something fiery and passionate, but at the end of the day, she’s expendable.She’s always been. Only I matter.A kingdom rests on my shoulders.“Is she on her way?”Rafie’s voice grates against my nerves but I nod. I’m not angry at him anymore. He’s doing what I didn't have the strength to do.Galan chortles where he stands and I feel my hands clench. I should kill him for using his trickster magic on me, but he saved my life
“How sweet.”Cain’s hand stops immediately and my foggy brain can’t even make sense of what’s happening. Has Cain taken me to the point of release this morning? Yes.I’m worried I might be a horndog.I turn to see Safira leaning on the doorframe. Her dress is so pretty, it drapes over her body like liquid and damn, I almost forgot how pretty she was.She smirks as her eyes meet mine, “Should I leave?” Cain answers sweetly before I can and his reply makes me chuckle. He goes “Yes please.”Safira’s hand twitches and a pillow launches itself at the back of Cain’s head. I let it hit and burst into subdued chuckles when he lets out a slight “oof.”Safirs sighs and shakes her head “You have a meeting in like six minutes. Will you be down?”Cain smirks lazily and shrugs. Safira’s gaze darts to me and she fixes me with an inquisitive stare, “Will he be down?”I nod because despite how much I want him to stay with me and kiss me silly, he’s already explained to me how things are here.He has
Diane visits me one last time in my dreams. She smiles at me and though my heart breaks, I smile back at her.I know this is the end. This is the last time I will see her, and as we stand on the sandy beach, our eyes locked on each other and the resemblance undeniable, I let her embrace me as a mother would her child, and I cry so bad my heart feels like it’s going to break.Diane kisses my forehead and wipes my tears, “You’re stronger than your pain my love. You know that right?”I want to nod. I desperately want to nod. The moment I saw Cain, the reality of what had happened to me seemed to come crashing down on me. The moment I saw Lyros instead of him, saw flashes of me and him behind my closed eyes each time I blinked….. How do I live with that?How do I live with the knowledge of all the things I did with the man I hate? A man who used me?I wish I could forget.“This is fire Adelaide,” I clutch Diane closer as she pats my hair down, tears still streaming down my cheeks “Like g
Anger makes my teeth crack as Adelaide asks me a question. She looks up at me, uncertainty in her eyes, her expression scared and bleak.“Would you still love me, if I showed you what Lyros and I have been doing these past few months?”Something threatens to snap in me but I know what this is.I’ve seen this before. I’ve done this once.I nod and Adelaide’s shoulders shudder. I can see how fervently she’s trying to control herself. How ferociously she’s attacking the emotions that are surging forth.Something’s happened, and when I ask her, she tells me everything.Trapped in a memory chain of the Lycan King’s making for three months, her magic being the thing he used to fuel that spell, Lyros turned her magic into her trap, and then she tells me what the memories were about. Entire years' worth of memories of her waiting for him patiently in the fortress.Memories of how he saved her from her pack and brought her to a better life in his care, Memories of how she became his personal p
Cain and Safira comfort me and tell me it’s okay. I can feel Cain’s concern for me like eyes at the back of my head.He’s always staring at me. He looks at me with such intensity that I feel all the things in my stomach churn and my thoughts go filthy. Memories flash past my eyes each time I close them.Memories of me and him in this world.Memories of me and him in a cave, happy sated smiles on our faces and our bodies totally unclad. We’re nude, and we’re comfortable.I see memories of deep and easy loving. Love that took me to the peak of pleasure, and threw me off the edge of my climax, again, and again, and again.My body begins to warm and Safira hits me on the arm, “For skies’ sake, Focus Adelaide. Are you sure you’re okay?”I turn to her and at the sight of familiar deeply tan skin and obsidian black eyes, a smile lights up my face. “I haven’t spent a day here and I’m already being mothered.”Safira grins and chuckles at that, and I feel light in my heart.She and Cain give
My heart melts with each passing moment i listen to Cain’s words and I almost can’t believe this is happening.My mind tells me if I blink he’ll go away, so I keep my eyes wide open, and I stare at him. I know it’s real when he stares at me in that same way.The lines of Cain’s face look new to me now. His warmth feels so familiar yet so alien. There’s an air around him that I can’t place, but I love every bit of it.I love it the way I love him, and when he leans in to kiss me again, I can feel the desperation in his touch. He’s as scared of me leaving as I am of him not being real in this moment. Finding him shouldn’t be this easy.It shouldn’t have been this easy, yet it was and I can’t seem to believe that.A sudden scream makes me cling to him like a frightened puppy until my brain realizes i know that voice.I know the texture of that squeall. I’ve heard that feminine tilt before.Safira’s scent invades my senses immediately and a warm body plasters itself to mine. She’s sobbing