Raven's POV
The moment Asher stood up from bed this morning, I was awake, feeling the loss of his warmth.
Something was up and I could tell from the way he tensed up suddenly beside me.
I quickly showered, putting on one of Asher’s shirts and shorts. I went in search of my mate.
I had no idea where he could be and the house was so huge I didn't know where to start from. Asher is yet to give me the tour he promised.
“Good morning miss Raven” a voice said from behind me, startling me
“Holy shit!” placing a hand on my chest, i turned around to see who it was.
“Sorry Miss Raven, didn’t mean to scare you”. A woman who looked to be in her early fifties dressed in a chef outfit gently apologized, bowing her head. She must be the cook.
“Oh no, it’s fine, I guess I'm not used to such a big house and I assumed no one was here,” I say , smiling at her.
“Do you want anything? Breakfast will be served in a bit” she said
“No, I don’t need anything, but could you point me in the direction of the Alpha”
She tensed up immediately before stammering out “I…I don’t think you should see him right now, he’s with someone and it’s not looking good”.
I knew something wasn’t right but I didn’t want to put the lovely woman in a difficult position, so I gently asked her again, speaking softly
“I understand you don’t want the Alpha getting angry at you, you don’t have to tell me precisely where he is, just point me in the direction and I’ll find him myself”
Staring up at me, she finally pointed in the direction close to the stairway.
“Thank you,” I said , smiling at her. But before i could leave, she placed her hand on mine, stopping me in my tracks
“Be careful miss” she said with genuine concern in my eyes, this made me even more curious to know who it was with Asher.
“Hmm, I will”. I say, patting her hand
I walked in the direction she pointed at, I could smell the faint scent of my mate, the smell of honey and cinnamon grew stronger as I drew closer.
Following the scent, I could hear raised voices coming down the hall from the office and feel the anger radiating from Asher.
The slamming of a door had me ducking behind a pillar. A woman so regal and beautiful stomped out, looking so angry. Black mascara smeared her face from her tears.
She suddenly stopped and whipped her head towards my direction clearly sensing my presence.
With the look of hate she strolled towards me. I stood still as she neared me.
I could look at her more. She was taller than me at least by a few inches, had a model physique, long black hair reaching her lower back.
Still beautiful even with the scowl she had on her face.
So much anger being directed towards me, she stopped in front of me, i had to look up to see her
“You, you think Asher is yours now right? You this excuse of a wolf. He is mine, he can never be yours” she snarled at me, venom in her eyes, before turning aways, leaving me staring at her retreating form in shock.
“You can come in now Raven, I know you are there”. The voice of Asher brought me out of my shock, but how did he know I was here? Guess it’s this mate thing.
I walked into his office and saw the mess around, it looked like a tornado took place here, the mess was chaotic.
Why would someone do this? Was it the woman I met earlier? Who is she to Asher?
Those questions I kept asking myself but couldn't say out loud, just stared at the mess created.
Raven’s POVI looked up and saw Asher staring at me, I knew he could see the questions whirling in my eyes.“Don’t come any closer. There are broken glasses everywhere, don’t want you hurting yourself” he says, moving towards me to where i stood by the door.He pulled me into a hug, sniffing me in, i could feel some of the tension leaving him before whispering to me“Let’s take that tour I promised now. I’ll have someone come clean up this mess”. Taking my hand, he leads me out of his office.“Hello there” said a voice, coming towards us. From a distance I could make out a figure, tall and huge. As he neared us, I could see the carbon copy of beta Derek standing in front of us.He must be his twin, I had seen this face on the day Asher came to claim me at my pack. Asher sighed in response to him.“Dale where have you been?” he asked himWith a look of resignation he replied “sorry Asher, my dead beat ass was so drunk last night”. I could detect a hint of sadness in his voice. Nodoub
Asher's POV Raven was at peace here, I could see her let go of all her worries and enjoy the peacefulness of the garden. I also come here to clear my head, it’s peaceful and quiet.I know she has some questions to ask me about what happened this morning in the office and who Isla was to me. I saved her the trouble of having to ask me and brought it up myself“The woman who left this morning was Isla, she’s a beta wolf, a member of my pack. We used to date before I met you” I could feel at tense at that, but she didn’t move away or say anything, so I continued“She heard I had gotten a mate and came to throw a tantrum. Isla had always believed we were mates, and I’ve always told her no, my wolf barely tolerates her, but she refuses to believe that”“But why though? A mate bond is not something you can control, why does she believe she’s your mate?” Raven asks me sitting up “We all grew up together, Isla, Derek, Dale and I. since we were kids she had always had a crush on me and sin
Raven’s POVTwiddling my fingers in my lap, I couldn't look up at Asher as I told my story. Breathing in deeply and inhaling his scent gave me the courage to tell him“It wasn’t always bad. Growing up as the middle child and only girl was fun. We played around together, got into trouble and had lots of fun. Father allowed us ride his wolf”“And your mother” he asked“She?” a sad smile appeared on my face. “She was never present in our lives, more like a vessel that gave birth to us. She cared more about her appearance than her children”“She’s my father’s mate but there’s no love between them. Things started getting bad with my father’s thirst for power. His greed deepened and he lost all love and affection he had for us”“I remember Axton’s 18th birthday, father was overjoyed, his first fruit was finally going to embrace his wolf and be a part of his pack. After the shift, I never saw my brother again”Asher turned to face me fully “why? What happened to Axton?”Taking a deep breath,
Raven’s POVAfter what seems like a long time of relaxing in each other's embrace and soothing each other. Asher finally spoke“If we remain here, we won't finish the tour. Not that I'm complaining or anything, but I did promise you a tour” he says“I just love the serenity of this place. But that tour is needed.”“I need to familiarize myself with this mansion”. I say standing up and taking his hand in mine.Asher just chuckled at my words and let me pull him up.He gently removes his hand from mine and places it on my waist, leading me out of the garden.We got to the library, and I was again left astonished by how huge it was.If not for the peace that comes with the garden, the library would have been my favorite place.It's so huge. Different books adorn the shelves, from historian to modern to fantasy, all you could imagine.I've always been a lover of books, t
Asher's POVAfter listening to Raven’s story, I just want to rip out her father’s neck and all the people involved in torturing my mate.My wolf was furious and blood thirsty, it’s taking a lot for me to control the blood lust.The pain in her voice broke something in me, she suffered a lot at my pack, the feeling of betrayal from people you hold as family is heartbreaking.Raven tried so hard to shield her pain, but I could feel it, so raw and bone wrenching.The gasps in her breath, trying so hard to breath with the pain only served to fuel my anger.Losing control now won’t help either of us and the council will just see more reason to bring me down.I’ll get my revenge from Nicholas, he better watch out, no one hurts my mate and goes scott free.Sending a message to my betas through the mindlink, telling them of the things Raven told me. Dale was the first to reply
Asher's POVLiam, one of the pack’s enforcers comes into the dinning as we were rounding up our breakfast.“Alpha” he greets, bowing his head“Liam, what brings you here?” I askHe stares at Raven's direction, probably wondering if he could talk with her here.Raven noticed this and stood up, planning to leave. “Maybe I should let you guys discuss, I'll be at the garden” she says“No, sit down Raven. Liam you can say anything in front of her. She's now a member of the pack.”“Raven, this is Liam, one of the pack's enforcers” I introduce him“Nice to meet you Liam” she says, holding out her hand for a handshake.My wolf growls at that, not wanting another male hands on her. Liam heard the growl because he just bows his head in acknowledgement.“Miss Raven” he greets. Raven takes back her hand and blush at his greet
Raven's POVReading one of the books from the library as I swing gently on the swing in the garden.I feel at peace and my wolf sighs in contentment. This is so peaceful, something I've always wanted.I suddenly remembered Maya, I miss her so much, she would have been so worried for me.She would have asked if I was doing okay, hounded Asher with so many questions and I'm sure she would have liked DaleHe seems like her type, all flirty and playful.I need to ask Asher to get me a phone, I'll try to see if I can contact her.I also want to go out and explore the pack, I want to meet other pack members and talk to themI must ask Asher about leaving the house.As if I had conjured him, he walks into the garden looking like every girl's dream.Wearing a scarlet designer shirt that shows off his muscles and stretch leather pants.As usual, leaving the first two buttons open, showing off his c
Asher's POV“Alpha, it's time to leave.” Derek says as he steps into my office.“Fine, let's go. Where is Dale?”“He's waiting by the car with Marcel”“Alright then, let's go”.We walked out of the office together and were almost at the door when I remembered I didn't tell Raven I was leaving.“Is there something you forgot?” Derek asks when I suddenly stopped“Not really, I just want to inform Raven” I say. He clears his throat and smirks at me.Narrowing my eyes at him I ask “Do you have something to say?”“Me? Not at all. I'm just not used to seeing you being all domestic that's all”“Whatever, I'll meet you guys outside” I said, going to look for Raven.I found her in the library. Nose buried in the book she's reading, didn't even notice my presence until I cleared my throat.&l
Raven's POV Whoever said life was easy, lied. It's hard as fuck and sucks too, and the crazy thing is, nobody has the mind or gut to admit to it.Everyone, I mean everyone likes to live in their little delusion. Everyone has a secret to keep and a story that needs to be told.Hurt is everywhere, for both humans and shifters, we both practically drown in its essence.Yet we all pretend like it doesn't exist or matter and we are fine, when deep down we decide ourselves.But everything within us screams in agony and outrage. Our soul pleads that we should be honest and true to ourselves at least once in our lives.It begs for us to tell one person and the very second that we do that, everything becomes better.But the moment that one person we became vulnerable to shatters everything we struggle to admit.Then the world becomes nothing but emptiness and darkness.For a moment, life isn't as hard as it seems, we only make It so.“Jesus Raven!” Maya calls from the doorway, making me star
Asher's POV I watch Raven slowly leave from the corner of my eyes. Tears escape from the corner if my eyes and I wipe them away.Ever since the death of my parents, I've never shed a tear for anything or anyone until now, until Raven.Raven ripped out my heart, broke our mate bond just like that. She didn't even think twice before doing it, before ripping us into shreds.My wolf howls in pain, pain unlike anything I've ever felt before.The pain was so blinding and heart wrenching, I thought I would lose it. But she just walked out the door, leaving me all alone here.Derek and Dale helped me to meet. “Asher,” Derek starts, but I cut him off by holding up my hand.I don't say a word neither do I want to hear anything from them. I walk up to my roon, into our bedroom.Raven's scent still lingers in the room. She didn't even bother to take any of her belongings with her.She really wanted to escape this place,vecape me. I huff out a sad chuckle.Am I such a bad person that Raven need
Raven's POV Asher looked up at me dumbfounded with hurt in his eyes.“Okay, I think we all need to calm down now. Raven please calm down. You're hurting right now and we all know it.Let's not say hurtful things now, things we'll regret later.” Dale says, trying to douse the tension.“No, I'm calm now, calmer than I've ever been before.” I say, wiping away my rears furiously.“It's all Asher's fault. If he had only believed me when I told him Bryon was innocent.If he had trusted me enough and let my brother go, he wouldn't be dead now. My brother would still be alive by now, here with me.” I yell.I keep pacing back and forth the room, raking my fingers through my hair. Asher walks up to me slowly but I back away from him. “I can't, I can't right now. I can't do this anymore, Asher.”“What're you saying Raven? What do you mean by "you can't do this anymore?” He asks, breathing heavily.I shake my head, slowly drawing farther away from him.“It hurts too much. Everytime I see you,
Raven's POV Dead, dead, dead, those words keep ringing in my ears. My mouth hangs open and eyes widen in shock.I can feel the color drain out of my face. Asher tushes over to my side, trying to tell me something, I can't hear him but I see his mouth moving.It seemed like air was being sucked out of me. I struggle to breathe at the moment.“Raven, Raven, Raven!” Asher snaps and yells in my face. I turn to look at him.“That's it,” He says. “Just look at me and breathe with me. In…out, okay, just like that.” I follow his steps, breathing in and out until enough air gets into my lungs and I can finally breathe well.“Very good, you're doing well.” He commends with a sad smile.My brother, Bryon, is dead. “No, not Bryon. Bryon isn't dead. He's still waiting for me.” I say, hysterical.I try to get out of bed but as soon as my legs touch the ground, I stagger on my feet. A wave of dizziness hits me at once, causing me to sit back down on the bed. Asher and Dale move towards me at once
Asher's POV Arianna and King have been attending to Raven since we got back home.She looked so pale now, marks and bruises covered all her body. I could see the mark of a footprint on her stomach and rib cage.Those motherfuckers, I should have dragged out their death, made them suffer more before killing them for hurting my mate like this.I keep pacing back and forth in the room. Raven is deadly still and it scares me.“Alpha, I would need you to excuse us. Your pacing back and forth is distracting.” Arianna tells me.“I'm sorry, I'm just anxious and worried. She…she's not moving.” I muttered.“She'll be fine, we are doing our job but we can't keep getting distracted by you packing around, back and forth.” She gives me a stern look.I n9d my head, raising my hands in the air. *I'll excuse you, but I'll be right outside the door if you need me.“Thank you” she says, gesturing to the door for me to leave.I leave the room with Arianna slamming the door behind me. Damn! I can't even
Asher's POVFrom the movement Raven told me it was a trap set by Axton and Torren, I became cautious.I knew Axton had taken her but I didn't know he had someone with him too.Torren Shade, Raven's ex. Lucian had him investigated on our way and sent all his details to me.He was the lying and cheating ex who betrayed Raven. My guess is that he wants Raven to pay for leaving him.The bastard's not going to beg for mercy when I'm done with him. Raven's hurt, I can feel it.Axton, that motherfucker, I should have made sure he died in the building.“What's the plan now?” Dale asked as we neared the location on the tracker.“We go all in but be very cautious. It's a trap meant to lure me in and kill me and I'm sure it won't be easy.”“Then we stay alert and move as one.” Derek says, cocking his gun and checking the bullets.Luckily we still had some silver bullets we took from Alpha Nicholas guards during the last attack.“Okay, let's bring this motherfucker down once and for all.” Dale gr
Raven's POV Oh no, Asher's close, I can feel it. I struggle against the binds. “Let me go, let me go.” I shout.“Gag that bitch.” Axton commands “No, no, you can't.” I muttered. Torren comes over, placing a piece of cloth in my mouth, sealing my lips.I shout but it sounds muffled. “They are here, take her away and don't forget—” a look passes between them.Don't forget what? What are they planning to do to me?Torren loses the rope binding my legs, pulling me to my feet with my hair. I grunt out.“Move bitch.” He growled out, pulling me with him. I try to steel my feet, hoping to see Asher but Torren doesn't let me, he keeps dragging me away.I see Axton lay out some weapons before I'm finally pulled away from his view.We move deeper into the forest and stop at one point.The night air crackled with tension, fear of the unknown. Torren rips out the clothing from my mouth with force, causing me to wince in pain.I swallowed the knot in my throat, looking all around us in fear. T
Raven's POV I jolt awake, feeling disoriented, my head aches as I try to move. My legs and hands are tied together, preventing me from moving.Shit! Where am I? Who took me? And are we moving?I try to check my surroundings, but the space I'm in is so small, it looks like the trunk of a van.I'm in a moving van. Oh no! I've been kidnapped. Realization dawns on me on the situation I found myself in now.Asher! I need to tell him where I am, he must be worried about looking for me.But how can I tell him where I am when I can't even see. Nevertheless, I trace our connection.It hurts a t first, probably because of what I was injected with. But with the help of my wolf, I'm able to get to him “Asher, Asher.” I call softly. Asher's reply came immediately. “Ih thank the goddess Raven.” I wine a little as he speaks, it hurts in my head and a wave of dizziness threatens to pull me under.I clench my teeth, fighting hard to stay conscious. “Where are you? What happened?” He asked frantic
Asher's POV I was in the control room with Lucian, Liam and Derek when we heard Raven's panic button go off.The room fell silent. “Shit! What's going on?” I asked no one in particular “Do you have eyes on her inside the cell? Why would she press the panic button?” I asked Lucian.He typed away on his system, I kept pacing back and forth in the room, Raven's emotions were all over.I felt the sudden spike in her heart rate. Fear. Something bad is happening.“Come on Lucian, speak to me.” I urged him.“Here, she's not in her brother's cell.” He said, showing me the footage of the cell.“Check around, check all the wings, everywhere. She must be somewhere.” I said panicking.I tried reaching out to her, trying to communicate with her but she didn't respond.Her heart rate drops suddenly. She's unconscious.“Dale, Liam, come with me now to the dungeon, someone had knocked her unconscious. Let's go”. I commanded.“I'll inform you if I see anything or notice movements.” Lucian calls out