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Wanting to Stay
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2021-03-31 08:48:23Aria
It seems odd taking a shower in Sebastian’s bathroom, that huge shower that I clean every day, so I don’t. While he is in the bathroom, I get dressed and creep upstairs. Thankfully, I do not run into anyone in the hallway.
Mim is still there when I sneak in and close the door behind me though. She squeals, “You little vixen!”
I can’t help but smile, though I shush her with a finger pressed to my lips. “It’s not like that,” I tell her, but she is ecstatic and doesn’t know how to keep her voice down.
“What was it like?” she asks. “Is he good in bed? I bet he’s good in bed.”
“Mim!” I say, walking past her t
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