Chapter 1

Warning!! This chapter contains scenes of violence! Please read at your own risk. Yes, some chapters contain violence and rape scenes but I will put a warning on top of every chapter.

SAMANTHA

Loss! What a small word but it can have a large impact on your life. Unfortunately, loss and I go side by side, a perfect companion in my life that doesn't want to go away.

I lost my mother when I was four years old, I don't remember much about her but I do remember her as a good mother. She used to sing to me after reading my favorite poem Wynken, Blynken, and Nod. I lived with grandpa in his house from that day on until I was twelve.

I miss my grandfather, sometimes I wish I could just end this miserable life of mine. Grandfather was the only one that loved me and stood up for me against everyone else well except for James my stepbrother.

My Grandfather was murdered in his study when I was twelve years old. I remember finding his cold, lifeless body on the floor. To this day no one knows who was responsible for the murder but I knew my so-called father had something to do with it but I don't have any proof.

My thoughts were interrupted when I hear Jane screaming at me like a madwoman, "You bitch!"

She grabbed me by the hair with a force that it felt like my hair is being ripped off my skull.

Tears filled my eyes and my vision blurred, "Please stop, you're hurting me," I begged but she ignored my plea.

I looked up and my heart began to race as I saw the angry look on her face. I knew she won't stop until she got me good. I don't know what I did this time but judging from the look in her eyes it must have been bad.

Jane pulled me downstairs, cursing at me, "You little whore! How many times did I tell you to stay in your room when one of my companions come over? You are a fucking whore!"

She let go of my hair and started kicking me making me gasp for air. I cried out for help but knew its useless, no one will help me. The staff is all afraid of what will happen to them if they dare to interfere.

"What's going on in here?" I hear Brittney ask amusement clear in her voice. She loves it when Jane beats me up.

"Anthony asked about this whore! The whole date through I had to answer questions about this bitch!"

She grabbed me by the hair pulling me up, "He fucking saw you by the swimming pool this afternoon, I lost him because he wants you! I would have got him and his money but no little Miss whore had to fucking swim to seduce my man!"

Brittney walked over hitting me with her fist, "Your just like your mother! I will make you look like the whore you are!" Brittney said ripping my clothes that covered all the scars that they already made in the past few years.

I stood there naked in front of them, "Maybe we should let them see how ugly you really are! I promise you no man will want to look at you after seeing your ugly body!" Jane all but shout at me making me wince.

"I'm sorry, I won't seduce your men I promise," I said softly before they do more damage.

Brittney looked at me with a small smirk, "I wonder what your grandfather would say if he saw his precious granddaughter acting like a little whore! You know it's your fault your grandfather got murdered!" She shouts hitting me harder this time that I started seeing stars.

"What the fuck are you doing?" I hear James' voice booming like thunder.

"She asked for this!" Jane said turning to look at James. He walked over towards me glaring at Brittney and Jane.

"Are you alright?" He asked looking at my swollen face before taking his jacket off and putting it on me.

James is the only one that takes care of me after grandpa passed away. He tried taking me away but my father threatened him. He always tries to rescue me but I know he can't stay with me twenty-four seven.

"You can't always protect her!" Jane shouts still angry.

"Wait, unless you are fucking her!" Jane continues to shout at him.

"Get the hell out of my sight before I do something you won't like!"

James picked me up making me wince when he touched my stomach, "Sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you."

I give him a small smile to ensure him I'm alright, he took me down to the basement where my room is if you can call it a room.

It only consists of a small, thin mattress no windows seeing they shut it with planks. I only have one flimsy blanket not enough to shelter me during the cold nights.

I guess this is what my life was meant to be. I wonder if God hates me?

James laid me down before getting the first aid kit, "I'm sorry for leaving you alone".

" James you don't have to be sorry, it's not your fault and besides you have a life as well you can't babysit me forever," I told him as he cleaned my face.

"No, it's the least I can do but your father told me to meet up with him to discuss business." James frowned looking like he wants to kill them all.

"Please don't blame yourself besides I'm used to all of this, can I ask something?"

James nods, "I don't like the idea of you getting used to this Sam, you know you can ask me anything."

"Do you think that maybe God hates me? That's why he let these things happen to me?"

"No, no Sam I don't think he hates you".

I nodded closing my eyes, " Get some rest. I will see you later when I bring you some food."

"Thank you, James."

I hear him walk up the stairs and let out a sigh, "Mom why did you leave me." I asked while tears rolled down my cheeks.

James brought me food just like he promised but I must have been fast asleep that I didn't hear him. I quickly eat the burger he got me before taking a cold shower in the small bathroom my father build after Brittney told him that I can't use the bathrooms in the house.

The shower doesn't have a door nor does the toilet, I know why he built it like this. Thinking about it makes me shiver and I quickly washed before he knows I'm in the shower.

I wrapped a towel around me and brush my teeth I was just done when I hear footsteps approach me, "My beautiful girl why didn't you wait for daddy to wash you?" I froze as soon as I hear his voice.

"I didn't know you were here daddy," I began to explain afraid of what will come next. I grip the towel tightly.

He walked towards me pinning me to the wall. I could feel his hardness against my stomach making me cry.

"I want you to get dressed your new owner has come to get you, too bad he's already here because I wouldn't mind having one last taste of you."

"Ne..new owner?" I asked not sure what he meant.

He pressed himself harder against me, "Yes, I sold you!"

I wonder if James knows about this, I can't leave without saying goodbye to him.

"Don't look so sad he will take good care of you, such a pity it won't be me inside of you in the night but do me a favore and think of me when he fucks you."

I stare at him with tears in my eyes, he sold me my father sold me? I can't be shocked because a father who rapes his flesh and blood will do something like this.

"Oh, and if you are wondering about James no he is not here."

He left me to get dressed. I wonder what will happen once I leave with this new man. I quickly wrote a letter to James and hide it under my blanket before heading upstairs to my uncertain future.