Chapter thirty nine- Against my wish

Along the way inside of the cab, I thought of calling Claire but I kicked against it when I remembered her words earlier this morning.

I can’t believe I have been this foolish for five years. Five wasted years of my life. All for nothing.

“Mam we are here!”. The cab driver said with a pitiful look on his face.

“Thank you!”. I paid him and got out of the car. Luckily enough for me, I am in the urban side of the city. So there is no line at the club. I entered the club and went straight to the bar.

“Welcome Mam, what can I offer you?.” A handsome bartender came to attend to me.

“Give me the strongest drink you can mix!.” I ordered. From the look on his face, I am very sure that he is used to this kind of order all the time.

In no time, the bartender offered me a drink which I gladly took a large sip from.

“You are so stupid Lisa! So so stupid!.” I mentally screamed at myself as I drank everything In the mug at once.

“Another one bartender!.” I ordered.

I can’t believe I used a