Jane's POV
It was Friday and I wasn't as excited as I used to be when it came to Friday after work. I looked forward to sleeping in and watching N*****x while eating junk food—which lead to self-loathing on Monday when my favourite pair of jeans wouldn't button— I liked taking long walks to the store on Sundays to get whatever groceries I needed for the rest of the week and then I'd organize my closet, picking out clothes based on what the weather was going to be.
Now I could still do N*****x but it just didn't feel the same outside the comfort of my own home and every time I put on headphones to watch something it's like I could hear voices.
Sometimes it was Alvaro screaming at someone, and recently it sounded like there was a man screaming in pain. I never explored the noises I heard. I was too afraid of what I'd walk into.
I couldn't relax knowing something was going on in the house.
I also didn't care about the weather anymore. I dressed how I felt.
There was a hollow feeling inside of me. A feeling of just existing for someone else's purpose. My life didn't feel like my own. I was the puppet and Alvaro was Geppetto.
Julia walked into the store, she was the part-time girl who worked Friday evenings to Sunday. I heard something fall and I turned to see Mateo staring at her.
He had that star-struck look on his face as he watched her walk.
"Hey," she greeted, "I'm so happy you're back. Michelle has been a total-" Julia seemed unaware that Mat was gawking at her as she went on about her week alone dealing with Michelle.
She was a petite, pretty girl with a small heart-shaped face and black curly hair. She also couldn't stop talking once she started.
"I know," I smiled, placing a hand on her shoulder and cutting her off because I was finding it hard to keep up with what she was saying.
Her eyes fell on Mateo and a blush crept up on her cheeks. She looked at me and gestured with her eyes to Mat.
"Mat," I said since he wasn't saying anything. He had this dreamy look on his face as he bit his bottom lip.If he learned that staring was flirting from Alvaro, he was doomed. I cleared my throat. "Mateo," I called.
"What?" He blurted. His face became embarrassed. I gestured with my eyes to Julia.
"Hey." Mat smiled at her. "I'm Mateo," he stood and the chair behind him fell.
I inhaled deeply trying to hide my laugh.
Julia giggled and moved to help him. "I'm Julia," she said, picking up the chair.
If Mat had a girlfriend that could distract him when it came time for me to leave. I could slip away without him noticing in time to inform Alvaro.
The two seemed like they were shot with Cupid's arrows. It was only a matter of time.Julia looked at me and then at him again, trying to figure out our relationship no doubt. "He's my- son?" I looked at Mat for confirmation and he chuckled.
Julia looked confused, "but you're twenty-four," she said.
"I adopted him." Mateo was a sweet kid and I would miss him when I left. He did need a mother figure in his life but I felt too young to be that for him.
I had no great wisdom to impart except don't do what Alvaro does.
"You're joking right?" She questioned, looking at Mat. He was tall for his age and so unlike the boys his age with how isolated he chose to be from his age group.
"No, she is not," Mat confirmed, "She married my adoptive father."
Julia's eyes widened further. "You got married and didn't invite me," she smiled, coming to hug me, "congratulations. Is it Marcus, I didn't even know y'all were engaged."
"Who is Marcus?" Mateo asked in a stern voice.
I smiled. "A name I hope doesn't reach Alvaro's ears," I hoped, "but no it's not him," I couldn't help but say bitterly.
"Thank goodness," Julia sighed in relief.
Marcus was my ex-boyfriend. We were on and off for the last two years. I was tired of his mind games. He was unsure of what he wanted, confusing and making me miserable at the same time.
"I think it's time we go home," I said to Mat also realizing that this was the first time I called Alvaro's place home.
We left and I handed Julia a spare key to the shop. "Have a nice weekend," she called.
"You too," I called back.
I got into the car and Mat drove off. "So you think she's cute," I teased, and Mat pulled his face like a cute little boy.
"No," he dragged the word. "I don't have time to look at girls."
Alvaro had himself a mini-me.
"You are starting to sound like Alvaro," I said.
Mat looked at me. "He is the wisest man I know," he thought for a second, "next to abuelo, of course."
"Have you ever had a girlfriend before?" I asked.
Mat laughed. "My focus has been elsewhere." I was thinking about what Alvaro told me last night.
That Mat thought everything bad was cool.
"You know, just because Alvaro does it doesn't mean you should..." I trailed, "I mean what are you passionate about?"
"I do like cars," he said, "but I need to help Alvaro. He is not going to be young forever and he needs someone to help him run the business. Abuelo is getting old and forgetful and I need to be ready when he finally calls on me to be dutiful."
I sighed. It was going to be hard to change Mat's mind. Especially when he idolised Alvaro.
He parked the car in the garage and I got out to see Alvaro waiting for us. He was dressed in a black tuxedo and his hair was combed back. The stubble on his face was gone highlighting his strong cheekbones. "You two need to get ready," he said, looking at me specifically.
"Oh, are we going out for a family dinner?" Mat inquired, "and do I have to dress like that," Mat pulled his face.
"Something like that and yes you have to dress like this," Alvaro said and he looked at me again. "Cynthia left what you'll be wearing on your bed," he said, walking away with Mateo.
"Did she behave today?" I heard him ask Mat as they walked away.
It was a question that he asked Mat every day in front of me.
I walked up to my room and found a dress laid out on my bed, followed by shoes and accessories. I took a shower, taking my sweet time to lather rinse and repeat. I dried myself off and moved to adorn this evening's ensemble.
The dress was gold, flowing and hugging me just below my bust. I pulled my hair out of its tie and it was wavy. I added the gold leaf headband and slipped on the shimmery heels followed by the rest of the jewellery.
I looked like an Olympian Goddess.
I just needed to zip the dress up but my T-rex arms couldn't reach the back. I pulled open my bedroom door to see Alvaro just about to knock. "I'm looking for Cynthia," I said and his brow rose as I craned my neck to peep into the hallways.
"Why?"
"I need help to zip the back of my dress."
Alvaro took one step forward and I took one back. He kept doing this until I was back in the room. "Turn," he ordered.
I turned slowly and revealed my back to him and I heard each step he took, getting closer to me. I felt his hands pull together the material. "How was work?" He asked.
"Good," I said, and then I felt his finger trail down my spine.
My breathing hitched.
"Are you ticklish, Mami?" He whispered in my ear, his hot minty breath mixed with nodes of nicotine fanning the side of my face. He ran his finger up my spine again, but faster this time. My back arched against his hard body and he let out a small sound of amusement.
He moved my hair to the front, slowly pulling the zipper up. He stopped midway, placing a kiss on my spine as he continued. When he was done he placed a lingering kiss on the back of my neck.
All thoughts in my head ceased to exist and my body responded in a way I never thought it would with him. My palms got sweaty and my heartbeat resonated in my ears.
I turned around to face him and he tilted my chin up with his index finger, forcing me to look into his eyes. I licked my bottom lip and he leaned in touching my nose with his.
My lips parted and he had a haughty smile on his face. "By the way, I'm going to need more than half your pay cheque every month," he whispered, his breath fanning my lips and I could almost taste the mint.
His statement seemed to reset my brain back to factory settings and I put a hand on his chest, taking a step back. What was I doing? I was getting lost in his presence. He was dangerous.
"Why?" I asked, catching my breath.
Did he know what I was planning...
"To pay for your basic needs and wants while you live here. I don't want you to have to live on dirty money, darling," he smirked, moving to leave my bedroom.
Jack ass.
"And I like my women responsive," he called back.
When I looked in the mirror again my cheeks were red and I felt embarrassed that I got so red for him. He was a deadly attraction and I had to sink that into my brain.
He was going to be taking more than half my pay cheque and that was going to set me back a few months. It was now going to take longer for me to get out.
I left the room. I did not feel like myself in the dress. I felt like I'd been living someone else's life for the past two weeks. Maybe someone that was meant to be Mrs Castillo and would have loved and approved this lifestyle.
I heard someone whistle as I descended the steps and I looked to see Mat and Alvaro. Mat was dressed similar to Alvaro, the only difference was his bow tie was purple.
You look great, Jane," Mat complimented.
"So do you, Matty," I pinched his cheeks.
Alvaro looked at me. "Abuelo is in the car. Let's go."
"What crawled up his butt and died," I muttered and Mat snorted, trying hard to keep his laugh in as we followed the grouch into the garage.
Abuelo was seated in the front seat of a black BMW SUV and the three of us got into the back. "You look lovely, my dear," abuelo said, " but I'm sure my grandson, has already told you that, many times," he chuckled.
"Thank you, abuelo." I smiled.
Alvaro remained silent and Mateo had a grin on his face. "You know I miss having you boys in the house," Abuelo said, looking at Alvaro and Mateo through the rearview mirror.
"I told you to move in with us," Alvaro said.
"No, no. You all are young. You don't need to watch an old geyser like me die."
"You not going anywhere anytime soon, abuelo," Mateo stated, "tienes el adn de una cucaracha," Mateo said and Alvaro cracked a smile.
Abuelo bellowed with laughter, "your abuela used to call me a cucaracha all the time," he sighed.
"It's because you always found a way to escape death." Alvaro chuckled and I noticed his shoulders relax.
"I miss her." Abuelo breathed out, "she was my everything."
I looked at all of their faces that now had hints of sadness on them. "She passed three years ago," Alvaro said, looking at me.
I noticed abuelo dab at his eyes with a handkerchief and it pulled on my heartstrings to see the heartbreak on his face. Tears formed in my eyes and I could never imagine loving someone so fiercely and trying to live after their death.
I was a sympathetic crier and Alvaro rolled his eyes, pulling out his handkerchief. He threw it at me, and the material landed on my lap. My mouth fell open at how brutal he was.
I dabbed my eyes gently, and threw handkerchief back at him. "Thanks," I muttered.Alvaro glared at me and I glared back at him while Mateo snickered quietly.The car stopped and the driver got out, getting abuelo's wheelchair from the trunk. Mateo and Alvaro helped abuelo out of the car and onto the wheelchair.
We had arrived at a club that had colourful LED lights, lighting up the driveway and sky. There were a lot of cars and people dressed fancily. "What is this place?" I asked.
"It's a bidding event," Alvaro answered, "all the proceeds go to charity."
"You do charity work?" I found that hard to believe.
"It never hurt to give a little something back, darling."
Abuelo waved his cane around. "Hey, don't fuss over me. I can manoeuvre my wheelchair," Mateo stepped back, just dodging his grandfather's cane.
Alvaro chuckled. "Ratched old man," Mateo said.
Alvaro tucked my hand in his as we walked and I looked up at him. "Mrs Castillo," he said, answering my many questions.
We walked into the room and there were people already seated. I noticed every round table had a plaque with a name on it. There was food being served and an open dance floor at end of the room.
"Name?" A man at the entrance asked.
"Castillo," abuelo said.
The man lead us to the centre of the room and we took our seats. I sat in the middle of Alvaro and Mateo.
At the front, the bidding station was set up and a lady dressed in a black bodycon dress stood behind the stand. Behind her was a large screen with a Ferrari on it. "Can I hear two million?" She called out and a man picked up his hand. "Ferrari, going once, going twice... Sold to Mr Einveld," she called out and the audience erupted with applause.
I had never been for a bidding war before but it looked exciting.
"Einveld is an idiot," I heard abuelo mutter. "He likes to show off but then the next day he is already selling all the items he bought online."
"The next item we have for bid is a one-week stay at the Dolphin resort in Hawaii," the hostess said getting our attention. "We'll start the bid off at one thousand dollars."
"Twenty thousand dollars," abuelo called out.
Alvaro chuckled, shaking his head. "Fifty thousand dollars!" Someone else yelled.
Abuelo narrowed his eyes at the man, sizing him up. "Puta," he muttered and Alvaro and Mateo looked at each other with matching smiles on their faces. "One hundred thousand!"
"Get him, gramps," Mateo encouraged.
"Sold to Mr Castillo," the lady pointed at our table and everyone clapped.
"Take lots of pictures for me," he said, looking at me.
"What do you mean?" I questioned.
"Consider it a gift from me to you and Alvaro."
"That's not necessary," Alvaro said, he looked angry.
"You two never went on honeymoon. I need more grandchildren! You and Mateo are old now."
"Hey!" Mateo feigned offence.
I choked on my water and I didn't know if he was aware of it but Alvaro was patting my back. I looked at him and he removed his hand.
"Our next item up for grabs is the Aston Martin Valhalla. "We'll start this bid off at eight hundred thousand dollars."
"One point five million dollars," Alvaro picked his hand up. The car up on the screen was a beautiful oceanic blue with tints of back fading into grey.
"Sold to the other Mr Castillo," the hostess called. "The next item is the painting of a local French artist. The value of his paintings skyrocketed and this piece alone is worth fifteen thousand dollars."
"Twenty," abuelo said.
"These two at these events are a nightmare," Mateo muttered to me.
After the bidding war was over, dinner was served. It was a rack of lamb with cherry tomatoes and baby squash served with a honey glaze.
The food was decent, but maybe I was just biased because I preferred Cynthia's home-cooked meals.
After we ate, the dance floor was opened and a music group took over the stage. "Care to take this old man for a spin around the dance floor?" Abuelo extended his arm out to me.
"I'd love to," I stood. Abuelo balanced on his cane as we walked to the dance floor and I subtly gave him my arm for balance.
He stood up straight, respectfully taking my hand. His dancing was so proper, and he tried his best to keep his posture straight. "I always wanted a daughter," he said, "but after Rosie gave birth to Francesco, Alvaro's father. The doctors said she will have complications if she tries to conceive again." I nodded as I listened to him talk. "Kids grow up so fast."
He spun me under his arm, slowly and I giggled. He was a sweet man. I wondered if Alvaro would simmer down with age as well. But I would be long gone to witness his change.
This evening was turning out to be one of the best evenings I had in the last month. "I came from a big family," abuelo said, "I outlived all brothers and sisters. I lost my wife and my son but God has blessed me with Alvaro and Mateo. They are the only family I have left."
I smiled. "You should consider living with us. You'd get to spend more time with them."
He chuckled, "most wives don't even want to live with their husband's parents and here you are inviting me to stay?" He smiled, cupping my chin," my Alvaro couldn't have picked a better woman."
I noticed abuelo begin to hunch a little. "Do you need a sit down a little bit?" I asked and he nodded. I took him to the nearest chair and made him sit. His breathing was heavy. "Did you take all your meds today?"
He chuckled. "And this is what I always imagined having a daughter would be like." He tried to smile but I could see it was a struggle for him.
Alvaro came up to us, placing a hand on his grandfather's shoulder. "Abuelo are you doing alright?" He asked.
"Yeah, I'm fine. Can't stand for too long but I couldn't miss out on the opportunity to dance with my granddaughter just once."
Alvaro sighed. "You need to take it easy."
"I'm fine," abuelo waved his hand, dismissing the topic, "but I would like to watch you two dance. Y'all didn't have a first dance after the wedding, let alone a reception."
"It's not normal for people like us to have wedding receptions, you know that," Alvaro said.
"Well, there is a dance floor here and I would like to watch you two have the first dance as husband and wife."
"I got him," Mateo said, massaging his grandfather's shoulders. "You two go." He grinned.
Alvaro stuck his hand out for me and I took it. He lead me onto the dance floor, twirling me unexpectedly and I fell against his hard chest. "Two left feet," he smirked.
"You're a jerk."
His fingers grazed my sides. "Only to you," he said, keeping that smug look on his face.
"I know," I grimaced and he placed both hands on my hips. His eyes poured into mine as he squeezed my sides, taking his bottom lip between his teeth.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and his jaw clenched as he continued glaring into my eyes. His hands moved lower down my waist, holding me firmly. I could sense he disliked me and the feeling was mutual. But he brought this upon himself when he chose me as his victim.
I buried my head into the crook of his neck and he smelled good. I remembered what he did to me in my room and I kissed him under his jaw just above his neck. His body went stiff.
"Don't," he muttered in my ear. His fingers dug into me.
"Why? You did it to me, remember." I did it again, this time wetting my lips and his breathing staggered as I grazed him with my teeth.
I could play dirty too.
He pulled away from me, glaring hard but it was my turn to be cocky. "And I don't mind giving you half my pay. Take the whole thing." I don't know why I said that but it just came out.
Alvaro had a stunned expression on his face, his tongue pushing out his cheek as he grinned at me in awe. "What, I like my men responsive," I said moving to leave and he grabbed my arm stopping me.
"You're playing a very dangerous game with me, darling," he tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear.
"You started it."
He laughed and the sound scared me. He lead me back to his grandfather. "Wonderful." His grandfather clapped his hands.
"There is lipstick on your collar," Mateo giggled, pointing at Alvaro's collar.
Alvaro glared at me and all I could do was smile even though I could feel slight terror knowing I poked the beast.
He was towering over me like the angel of darkness. He smiled wickedly and alluringly, so beautiful yet deadly. He knew what I was up to and he wasn't going to stand for it. "You want to run from me, darling?"I shook my head. He wouldn't let me go— I was his lottery ticket after all. "Somebody has to pay for what your brother took," he muttered. Jason was sitting in a chair and the scene changed. We ended up in his basement. The room was illuminated in yellow light. Alvaro pulled a pistol out of his coat pocket. "You will learn to take me seriously," he threatened. He pulled the trigger putting a bullet into Jason. "Alvaro!" I shot up from my bed. Catching my breath. My heart was pounding and I was sweating. "Interesting," I heard his voice and I looked up to see him leaning against the dresser. I screamed and he stepped out of the darkness. He clasped a hand over my mouth. It was still a little dark and I could see his eyes staring back at me. "Be quiet.""What are you doing in
"Does Mateo know?" I spoke breaking the long silence between us. We were still parked on the side of the road and I was staring out the window watching kids play soccer on the road. "No. I'll tell him tonight." I turned to see Alvaro had a defeated look on his face. "How is he going to take it?""I don't know," he started, and the way he fidgeted in his seat told me he was feeling uneasy. "When abuela passed, he cried himself to sleep for more than a month. I had to send him for therapy." He ran a tired hand down his face leaving it to rest on his chin. "And how do you feel?" I knew he would never show any signs of weakness in front of me but it wasn't about being powerful when the life of someone you loved was in danger. "When that clock runs out there is nothing a man can do to stop it. Abuelo is old. He's been to the best doctors but he has too many underlying conditions." "You didn't answer my question," I said and he punched the steering wheel. "How do you think I feel?" He
Alvaro was a big tease when he wanted to be. I slept in the guest room because after he made me all hot and bothered he walked away with a victorious smile. He was proud to know he had an effect on me I suppose. The eyes were a vain thing. Everything in me screamed not to fall for his tricks. The devil was once an angel and Alvaro Castillo would prove to me just how true those words could be if I didn't watch myself around him.The guest room had a single bed and was painted with a fresh shade of white. The curtains were blue and there were fake flowers in a vase on the vanity table. I dressed my bed and left the room the way I found it.I walked into my room to see it empty. The bed was made and the windows and curtains were open. I went straight to the bathroom and walked into Mateo on the toilet. "I'm popping!" He yelled and I shrieked shutting the door. "Oh come on Mat, do you have to do that in here." I banged on the door. "Where else am I supposed to do it." I heard him laug
Alvaro's POV.I was nine years old when my father passed. No, I shouldn't say he passed, it made it sound like a natural cause when he was murdered in cold blood on the street. There was an up-and-coming gang in the city called the Diabolos and for initiation—to be the gang leader's left nut I suppose—my father was the target. Put a bullet in him and you were going to be the pet. The right hand man of the new boss. My father didn't know it yet because he was too distracted by my mother. She was cheating on him with one of his men and he found out. It drove him insane. Heartbroken he turned to the bottle. I would come home from school to find him passed out in the living room. I was just a kid but I should have done something more to save my father from himself and what we didn't know was coming. He felt embarrassed. He had a lot of regrets and I remembered one crucial piece of advice he gave me. "No te cases Una mujer te romperá de maneras que no sabías que eran posibles."He sai
Jane's POV First Mateo left and Alvaro left, leaving me with his mother and grandfather at the table. His mother seemed horrible and Alvaro looked like he couldn't stand her— maybe that's why I hadn't met her till now. I hated the way Alvaro's mother spoke about Mateo and the way she spoke to him as if she was better than him. I could see Mateo felt uncomfortable and irritated in her presence. "Excuse me," she said and stood. Her heels clicked against the porcelain tiles with each step she took to the door. Soon after I heard yelling and abuelo shut his eyes tightly, taking a sip of his wine. "Can you please check on Mateo, mi hija?" He asked, "I'd do it myself but his room is upstairs." "Of course," I bowed my head, standing. "But I don't want to leave you alone here," I said and he smiled. "Mi hija, my nurse will be right in. Plus I need to check on Alvaro." I could see the sadness in his eyes. "I shouldn't have asked his mother to come." "You were just trying to help, abuelo
The doctor had set the date of the procedure a week after my first visit. My appointment day had arrived and Alvaro said he would pick me up from work because my boss refused to give me the day off. Julia said she'd cover for me when she got out of school since she was picking up extra shifts. Her dad lost his job and I didn't mind working fewer hours so she can earn a little extra. I was anxious. I read on the internet how the process went and it seemed simple enough, nothing to be too afraid of. It was just carrying a baby for nine months that concerned me and then the rest of that baby's life. Motherhood was a big responsibility. It wasn't like having a goldfish. I killed all my goldfish due to my neglecting them. There were some days I forgot to feed them and then there was never time to clean the tank. I couldn't do that with a baby, I wouldn't but there was this part of me that felt like I wasn't good enough to be a parent. Some people were meant to be parents while others w
"How do I look?" Mateo asked, grinning at himself in the mirror. "You look great..." I lied. He looked like he stepped out of a cliche high school movie."You look like an idiot," Alvaro laughed, "pull your pants up, mi hijo. Why is your underwear showing?" Mateo was dressed in a burned orange T, black baggy pants that hung low and a baseball cap. "It's hip." He defended, looking down at himself. "Dios mío! Jane do something," Alvaro said, putting me on the spot. "Tell him if you were a girl you would never be impressed by that." "Hey!" I exclaimed, "I am a girl." Mateo laughed and Alvaro rolled his eyes. "You know what I mean," he said.I walked over to Mateo's closet and found a grey v- neck shirt. I walked over to him and pulled the hat off his head, ruffling his hair around. "Put this shirt on and maybe pull the pants up. This isn't a movie made in 1999 about high school students." Mateo chuckled pulling off the bright traffic cone t-shirt and throwing it on the bed. "I gu
I got dressed for work. I put on my jeans and I put the money I had in my bag. I deliberately left my phone on my pillow for what I was about to do. He could trace me with the phone and I didn't want to be found. My plan was clear and even though it wasn't England it was still considered a safe haven compared to this place. I had come to terms with a decision last night when Mateo left my room. I couldn't sleep knowing what I was going to do today. It was short notice and I would never just leave on a dime without proper preparation but it felt like the walls were closing in on me the longer I stayed here.I left my room to see Alvaro leaning against the wall, opposite my door. I ignored him and carried on walking to the stairs. "Jane," he called and I walked faster. "I didn't expect things to go that way yesterday," he tried to explain. "You didn't expect to get caught," I said and he went silent. "Jane please, just let me explain why." I stopped turning around to face him. "I
Mateo's Pov. I always believed I was more lucky than unlucky. I was a homeless boy and then I was adopted by one of the richest families in the city that treated me like their own flesh and blood. I gained a family and it was more than an orphaned boy like me could dream of. I never knew struggle after Alvaro and I was grateful. This time my luck was up again. Maybe I was creepy for this but this was the closest opportunity I'd ever get to see her again. She had tweeted that she would be doing her medical practicals at Hôtel Dieu Hospital in France. I may have admired her from afar for years after I said my final goodbye but I promised her that she would see me again and we kissed one last time. Not a day passed that I haven't thought of her. I saw her in my dreams. From the day I met Julia I was drawn to her. It was like everything in my head just clicked from the moment I saw her in that little boutique. The programme was starting soon and I was stuck in a cab in traffic. I wa
Jane's Pov. 5 years later I sat on a park bench watching a little girl running and leaping with her friends. I couldn't help but wonder how things would be different if it weren't for the sacrifices Alvaro and I made. She was free. I felt two hands come around my eyes and block out the light. "Al?" I asked. "No," I heard Mateo's voice and I sprung up jumping on him. "Easy," he chuckled, stumbling back and trying to regain his footing. "Mat what are you doing here?"I missed him too much to care if I was embarrassing him. "It's Rosie's birthday. What do you think I'm doing here?" He was grinning from ear to ear. "How'd you know we'd be at the park?" I asked. "Today is Saturday. You always come to the park on Saturday to do some bird and people watching." He sat down next to me. Mateo left for college when he turned eighteen. His grades were incredible and he got a bursary to study medicine at Oxford in England. When he chose medicine I asked why and he said it was so he could a
The plane ride was long. My tolerance for travel depreciated. Besides the cramped toilet I couldn't stand being in a compressed space with Alvaro. Especially when he sat close to me. I wanted to choke him and I would have loved to blame my hormones but it would be a lie when I knew it was what I would naturally want. I was upset for a long list of reasons especially this morning when he insisted I get into the car. I didn't know what I would say to my grandmother and mother so he said this wasn't a final goodbye. I could come back after I saw the place and say my goodbyes. Mateo looked between us. He barely spoke to Alvaro it was just mutters and grunts which seemed to amuse Alvaro. "Have you decided?" Alvaro asked him. "Where do you want to stay?" Mateo didn't answer. "Your silence speaks volumes. You chose her, " Alvaro smiled. "I'm not surprised. I knew you would." Mateo looked away from him. "It's okay, mi hijo." Mateo stood and went into the room at the back of the plane.
Jane's POV. "We've been here for a week," Mateo mentioned. I covered my eyes from the sun to look at him. The sun was setting and we were outside painting the barn. Maybe I was just trying to bide time until I was all alone. Mateo agreed to come with me to Texas. I thought it would be better to have him with me this time.My grandmother and mom loved him. They treated him like their own and I appreciated that. Mateo wasn't happy with my decision to leave Alvaro but he did support it. The last thing I wanted was to come between him and Alvaro. If he chose to stay with Alvaro I couldn't force him away. "Why haven't you asked me to come with you?" He questioned. His face held a certain amount of offence. "I thought you would by now." "Because I don't want you to have to choose between him and me. I want you to know that you are always welcome to live with me. I'll take care of you. I might not be able to spoil you the way Alvaro does but you'll have a home and you'll be safe." "Wh
Alvaro's Pov.I would rather have someone shoot me. Empty a cartridge of bullets in me, stab me with the sharpest knife and carve out my heart. Hollow me out physically. Any physical pain would do. But not this pain. Not the pain of her leaving me. It was like all the happiness in the world had been vacuumed out. She broke me and I let her because I chose to love her. I couldn't hate her for it. Because I understood why she was leaving. I couldn't strap her down and force her to stay because the hate she'd have for me would hurt more than her leaving. And I couldn't stand the idea of her hating me again when I experienced how much she loved me. She was my slice of paradise the reason I looked forward to coming home. And she left me and she took Mateo with her to Texas. I wouldn't be surprised if Mateo decided to move out and be with her. He proved there was nothing he wouldn't do for her. He would take care of her and she would take care of him but I couldn't take that thought.
Mateo looked himself over in his long mirror. He was dressed in a navy blue tuxedo and his hair was combed to the side. "You look handsome Mat," I complimented. "I hope she thinks so..." He sounded nervous. "She likes you," I said, "why would you think otherwise?" "She's just so great. It seems like a dream whenever I'm with her." "That's cute." I smiled. "Did you go to your prom?" He asked. My memories of high school were fleeting. I didn't have much of a social life. "Yes. I went with a boy I crushed on for two years. We met in tenth grade and then he ignored me until our senior year. He surprised me by asking me." "Seems like a bad boy," Mateo smirked. "He wasn't a complete bad boy. He was a bit of a nerd too." "What happened to him?" Mat asked. "I moved and then he moved. I haven't seen him since high school." "It's nice to know that my wife had many prospects before me," Alvaro popped up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist. "Plenty," I teased. "S
I sat beside Mateo holding his hand as the doctors attempted to remove the bullet. Alvaro was speaking to the nurses in private about how the bullet ended up in his shoulder. I owed my life to Mat. Carlos, unfortunately, had to stay a few days in the hospital. They had to do some blood tests, stitch up his wounds as well as do an X-ray. Fernez was also starving him so he had dropped weight rapidly. Mat squeezed my hand as he ground his teeth. "It's okay just a little more, Mat," I said, wiping his forehead with a cold press. His body was burning up and his face was red. "Motherfucker," he yelped and the doctor removed the bullet with something that looked like very long tweezers. "Fuck," Mateo cried out. "Well I need to go wash my ears out with soap after all that cussing, Mr Castillo," the doctor gave him a reprimanding look as he cleaned up his shoulder and bandaged his arm. I didn't know Mateo had such a sailor's mouth but I guess living with Alvaro did that. "Mrs Castillo," A
I never thought a parent would ever be capable of hating their child. Especially a mother. As I stared at Christine I wondered why. Alvaro was good to his family. When he loved —he loved hard. Christine never gave him a chance. She cast him out and that hurt him. She couldn't accept what she did was wrong and now she had gone too far. She had taken his child. "Water?" Christine held a bottle of water out to me. I never wanted to hurt someone so badly before and my body was shaking with the rage I was trying very hard to contain. "No, what I'd like to know is where we are going and where Mateo and Carlos are," My voice held showed my frustration and Christine gulped hard. "How is the pregnancy going?" She asked and I narrowed my eyes at her, "I'm surprised you came at all. How did you manage to escape my son and his many bodyguards?" "Where are you taking me?" I asked again. It felt like we had been driving for hours and I wanted to see Mateo so badly that I was having anxiety. "
Jane's Pov.I couldn't feel my senses anymore. I was unsure if I was even alive at this point. It felt like my soul had been pushed out of my body and was hovering from above. Everyone moved around me and I was sure they were talking because I saw their lips move, yet I couldn't understand a word they were saying. It all sounded like gibberish. "Find him-" were two words that made sense. I prayed that it was all a nightmare. I was waiting to wake up in bed next to Alvaro, knowing Mateo was sleeping soundly in the next room. But I wasn't waking up. Each second trapped in this reality felt like a lifetime in hell. "Jane," someone called. I could feel hot tears rolling down my cheeks as my ears finally popped. Everyone's urgent voices hit my ears at once and it was mind-numbing. "Jane," abuelo was calling me. "Take her home," I heard Alvaro's voice. That seemed to stir an emotion in me. "She can't be here." My head snapped in his direction and something inside me quivered as I